A thought after getting a gun pulled on me (and not getting shot):
Wow, we really got nothing to fear except death.
And in modern life, the chance of us actually dying is so so slim. The only realistic way to die is through texting-while-driving, walking-while-texting, or perhaps skydiving.
Thus beyond getting killed — why fear petty things like social embarrassment, “disappointing others”, social strife, financial issues, family issues, and all this petty drama?
One of my fascinations and personal goals in photography: to strive to discover NEW compositions in photography which have yet been discovered, attempted, or done!
A life lesson: the best bang for the buck with technology, cars, phones, laptops, cameras, devices, etc are refurbished! The upside of “new out of the box” and the upside of saving tons of money! The great feeling that you got a great deal.
Perhaps to augment our mind is the wrong notion. Perhaps we should strive to become “more forgetful” in some regards. Intelligence as “via negativa”– the more crap and nonsense you can filter out, the better.
As with intake of knowledge, only consume the best ideas and artwork. And let your mental digestion slowly accumulate new ideas, and filter the ideas slowly over time. Let the ideas ferment in your mind over long periods of time.
If a certain ideas sticks with you after a long period of time, it is probably a good idea. If a certain photo you’ve shot sticks with you for a long period of time, it is probably a good photo. If you’ve studied other people’s art-works and photos, and you still remember it in your brain, it is probably a good photo.
Lesson:
Don’t strive to remember more stuff, or “do more” stuff. Better to figure out how to do less, how to have fewer cares, fewer concerns, and less pettiness in your life.
Less stimuli to the brain and mind — let your mind go “fallow” more often.
A thought: all of existence can be justified even with one great photo.
Also— an entire trip or experience can be justified for even one great photo. Same goes with [x] amount of money spent on an experience, spent on equipment and gear, travels, etc.
Not all pain is created equal. Some pain debilitates us, but some pain actually spurs us on. And some (good) pain is a sign that we’re growing!
For example when you’ve had a great workout at the gym. Or the pain of a conflict with a loved one which then ends with a resolution which bonds you closer with that person.
Don’t seek a pain-free life
Where a lot of people go wrong: they seem a pain-free and stress-free and anxiety-free life. What we want is GOOD pain, GOOD stress, and GOOD anxiety to spur us on, make us stronger and aid to our personal survival and thrivival!
Do you recall growing pains as a child?
I remember as a kid, I’d have pain in my legs at night, and I would ask my mom to massage my legs. Why?
Eveyerday become less fearful, and become more confident, courageous and brazen into the future!
There’s no downside to failure
What I’ve discovered in powerlifting:
Failure is just useful information about what your limit is.
Once you fail, you gain that useful information what your maximum or limit is. Then you can strategize on using a bit less weight and resistance, then try again!
Stoicism applied to your own life: All the shitty stuff that happens to you can be channeled by you into something which actually benefits you (for example, post-tramautic growth).
It’s like having the Midas touch: every misfortune, pain, disaster, or downside in your life (if you touch it, it turns into gold!)
If you’ve had shitty things happen to you in life, wear those scars with a badge of honor!
If you’re still alive, everything that doesn’t kill you doesn’t have a real downside. Be clever and turn every pain into an opportunity of growth and getting stronger!
I often write about “the future” in abstract, but perhaps better to talk about our future; YOUR personal future.
What do we want from our personal future?
First question:
What do you personally want from YOUR future?
I cannot speak for you, but for me:
Have offspring: Have children
Think more deeper thoughts
Write and publish/blog more
Create more epic photos
Deeper knowledge about aesthetics, art, composition.
Become more fearless and audacious over time.
Continue to simplify and focus and concentrate my life, in order to maximize my expression of force and creative power.
Continue to increase my “one rep max” in all of my powerlifting lifts. As a consequence, I desire more bodily skeletal muscle mass.
How can technology aid your future goals?
Let us not get suckered: sometimes technology can aid us in our future goals, and sometimes technology can HARM or HINDER our future goals.
My thought:
Technology which helps simplify your life, helps you become LESS DISTRACTED, and helps you focus and achieve your goals are the best ones.
For example:
Grocery delivery services: Helps me save time to not go to the grocery store. More time to think, read, write and pursue other artistic goals.
Living in a tiny apartment: Less time cleaning, less thinking about maintenance (apartment management fixes problems). To NOT own a home is better for my personal and artistic creativity.
Not owning a car: Taking Uber or public transportation as better. Incentive to walk more (more interesting ideas come into my mind when I walk a lot), and also less stress with parking, maintaining the car, insurance, paperwork, etc.
New JPEG in camera processing technology as great: No post processing raw files anymore; the ability for me to just shoot JPEG on RICOH GR III, and thus less time processing photos, more time shooting photos and reviewing photos! Less stress in my photographic life is good.
The future is already here.
You got all the tools, services, software, hardware needed today. You got all the devices, tools, and the internet in your hands.
What then is holding us back? Perhaps too much time at work, too much concerns about money, and too much wasted metabolic energy on external markers of success.
What we really need:
More artistic courage to create like a child.
Disregard for success or failure in our art works.
No using social media to publish our work: Publishing our work to our own website and blog instead.
What does the future hold for us, or what should the future hold for us?
Phones are overrated
I believe phones are massively overrated as productivity devices. Phones are great for making phone calls, texting, shooting photos, videos, google maps, Uber and the such — but beyond that, I think phones are a bit overrated.
For example, the maximum output rate you can get while texting with your two thumbs is far slower than typing on a keyboard (using all five of your fingers).
Perhaps the next biggest innovation of a phone will be this:
A phone that will allow you to text, write, or transcribe text FAR faster than just typing on your thumbs.
Future cars
I love cars and have always loved them, especially car design. But besides Tesla, all cars are boring. They just keep getting more interesting design, more horsepower, etc. Essentially all gas cars are uninteresting.
The future — self-driving cars. Electric cars are very cool too, but the self driving feature will be 1000x superior that can actually improve our lives (imagine all the better things you can do with your mental energy than to use your brain power to drive yourself).
Irony: with Uber, we technically already got “self-driving carsâ€. Also taking the bus, subway, etc, in which we don’t need to focus on driving and can instead think, write, read, etc.
Art
To me the future of art must be digital. More publishing full free and open source JPEG images, PDF, or the original source files. Printing is still great, but we are seeking innovation, not striving toward “markers of legitimacy†like we did in the past.
I also foresee great technological artistic software innovations. For example, using iPad and Procreate has actually empowered me to make tons of new visual art! Same with Zen brush 2– combining old school calligraphy with technology.
The future of photography
Smartphones will keep getting better, but I actually see the future of photography happening more in small point and shoot digital cameras (like RICOH GR III, which packs insane image processing power in a small camera). Or new futures of monochrome, like what Leica is doing with their new monochrom cameras.
Also interest in digital medium format — not interest in more megapixels, but more dynamic range.
Also more perspective sharing through ultra wide video cameras like Gopro, or even virtual reality via 360 cameras (Gopro Max and fusion), or even ultra wide mode on the new iPhone and iPhone pro.
Technology for the sake of what?
This is what I try to think about a lot:
The point isn’t technology for the sake of technology. We want technology to “improve†or augment our lives.
But how can technology improve our lives? Practical ideas:
Save us time in order for us to channel that time into creative pursuits.
Automating boring stuff: Not having to do tedious work we don’t care for.
Augmenting our already innate human abilities: Writing as augmented thinking. Blogging or publishing to a website as the ultimate form of thinking expansion and expression.
Thinking about the year 2020 and the fact we are living in the future:
We seem to want to augment our minds, become “smarter”, “more intelligent”, to augment ourselves with AI/machines, to process more data more quickly — but towards what ends?
Some people might be seeking “knowledge”, others “wisdom”, and others want a ‘competitive advantage’. But to sum up, it seems that most people just want ways to make more money. But money for what?
Taking the money argument aside; I am curious about people who are seeking knowledge and wisdom for “knowledge” or “wisdom’s” sake. What are we really looking for?
Do we want happiness?
I think some people are seeking knowledge and wisdom in order to discover the ‘secret of happiness’, or to perhaps lessen their pain, suffering, and depression-nihilism in life. So the seeking of knowledge and wisdom is in order to lessen pain/suffering/stress/anxiety/existential-dread, and in order to INCREASE joy, happiness, levity, and optimism-hope in life.
Thus the formula many follow is:
More knowledge/wisdom->More happiness/joy
But once you’ve maxed out your personal happiness and joy in life– then what?
The end is infinite power?
My thought is this:
When we augment our knowledge and wisdom, we feel more powerful. Why? When we augment our knowledge and wisdom, we somehow feel superior to other “basic” human beings. We feel as if we have hidden and secret powerful knowledge which makes us superior to others.
Thus, knowledge and wisdom augmentation makes us feel superior.
Superior to who? Other humans.
Therefore, perhaps knowledge and wisdom is a means or a way to feel superior compared to others in society.
Why feel superior to other humans?
To me this is where things get interesting:
What is the point or purpose to “feeling” superior to other humans? Is there any real practical payoff, or utility to this feeling?
To become less afraid of reality?
First thought:
Perhaps we want LESS fear from reality?
Second thought:
Perhaps we want to feel as if we can transcend ourselves via knowledge and wisdom?
Third thought:
Perhaps we are afraid of death, or the life beyond (“life after death�)
What SHOULD knowledge and wisdom be for?
I wonder — perhaps knowledge and wisdom is more useful if we optimize it for ourselves. Toward our own physiological health, strengthening, and over-powering.
Thus perhaps knowledge and wisdom is only useful insofar much as it
Makes us more courageous, audacious, and brave in everyday life
Makes us more hopeful, joyful, and confident in life
Was listening to a vinyl record player the other day and thought:
Wow, this is so much more aesthetically beautiful-sounding than a “perfect” mp3 or streaming song.
Why is that? My thought: the imperfections is what made it beautiful. For example, the cracking and popping of the vinyl, the parts where it skipped, or the places where the vinyl was damaged.
Which made me wonder:
Perhaps we can extend this theory of aesthetic to other domains.
For example:
Photography as more beautiful when imperfect: Slightly imperfect compositions more beautiful. Gritty aesthetics as more beautiful. This is where film photography is good; the light leaks, scratches, and ‘false colors’ and grain as more beautiful.
People with wrinkles in their faces have more beautiful faces.
Where do we gain artistic optimism from? Some ideas:
Ignorance: The child-like ignorance of the outside world and what other artists are doing. The ability to approach artwork from a “carte blanche” approach — that nobody else has done it before (but you!)
Physiological overpower: To be physiologically hyper-healthy is key. If we are in poor or weak health, we have no optimism in life. If you’re hyper-healthy, and in peak physical shape, you feel as if you can conquer the world.
Creative stimulants: I love coffee, 100% cocoa powder, and cocoa nibs to get me going. To me, these stimulants give birth to movement in my legs and muscles. This is what generally gets me going.
Hyper-vanity: What is the point of pursuing artistic art-works if others have done it before you, and may have done it “better” than you ever can? Rebuttal: if you have hyper-vanity, then you don’t care whether others have done it or not. You pursue art for your own personal vanity, and to fulfill your own personal curiosity! For example, there is no “logical” reason to have a child, nor do we care whether our kids will become “as good” as children who have come before. We have children to fulfill our own ego and personal vanity– and this is good!
Shaking things up once in a while: Perhaps the benefit of traveling is to simply shake things up a bit. To mix the water and oil again. To hit the thermometer a few times to get it working again. A life with too much stability is bad for art. Injecting some randomness, chaos, and chance is good for our artistic spirit.
We often berate ourselves for not being “disciplined” enough for x, y, z — but perhaps this is the wrong way of thinking.
When we think of ‘discipline’, we think that we are being disciples of someone and following in their footsteps. Following their moral code of ethics and such.
But if you’re following yourself, perhaps it isn’t discipline we are seeking. Instead, to prize ourselves and to prefer ourselves over others.
For example, I don’t need “discipline” to go to the gym everyday (or several times a day). It is my passion. I love it for the sake of it! In fact, I try to figure out ways to modify my life IN ORDER for me to go to the gym whenever I want. This isn’t discipline — it is passion.
Another idea– blogging. I don’t have to force myself to write everyday. In fact, I blog because it is my passion. I never force myself to write. The words simply stream out of my body and soul! It is my passion– it is my play, and it is the way I expel my creative force.
The passion of photography and image-making
If you gotta force yourself to go out and photos — perhaps you’re doing it wrong.
Discover new mysteries in photography
Mexico City, 2020 child #streettogs
Perhaps our main discouragement in photography is this:
We feel we have no more NEW mysteries to discover.
But perhaps this can be the root of our artistic optimism?
Whatever artwork you make — the goal is to impress (embed) your soul into your artwork. That when someone witnesses your artwork, they can actually see your soul.
Insanely fun: I keep finding street photography fun, challenging, and interesting. There is no finality to it; I keep changing as a street photographer over time, I keep accumulating experiences, I keep traveling, and I keep making new photos!
Thrilling: Street photography for adrenaline junkies. The thrill and rush of shooting street photography. The rush associated with shooting, sometimes “getting caught”, or the social high talking with your subjects.
Street photography as optimism in life: Street photography as one of the best tools to conquer depression. To travel, find a new reason to live, interact with people, and to strengthen your body, mind, and physiological functions!
Inject more randomness, chaos, and uncertainty into our everyday lives: Less algorithm-generated, more randomness in human interactions. We can also ‘disrupt’ our everyday habits in small ways; take a new route home, get home without using Google Maps, trying new foods, eating at new places, and experimenting with new routines.
It seems to me, the best way to live life is to attempt to MAX OUT. In weight-lifting, strive towards the powerlifting “one rep max” style, and keep attempting MORE until you MAX OUT, and fail.
In business, work, and life– keep seeing how far you can push the envelope.
A life where you are constantly maxing out will mean a lot of failure. But it will also mean a life which is more interesting, more forbidden, more dangerous, and more epic.
No photograph is inert. No photograph is objective. All photographs are subjective to you, and every photo you shoot (and end up sharing) has a certain message.
So the question to you, my dear friend is this:
What messages are you trying to relay to your viewers?
When I pursue and follow and listen to my will, I’m happy! When I act contrary to my will, or feel as if I’m not able to act upon my will, I feel unhappy.
Thus happiness is created from us exercising our will, our willpower and our desires! And the more conscious we are of a gain in our power, the happier we are!
In today’s world, if you desire success, best to advertise yourself, your character, your ideas, your skills, and your soul over other people, other companies, and other products!
When I get something which I perceive is good value— I feel more clever, smart, and innovative! To be able to figure out a more cost-effective solution for not much money.
Thus perhaps value is a system of problem-solving, and the desire to flex your own individual “smartnessâ€, “clevernessâ€, or ingenuity?
Why have philosophers always recommended a life of maximal frugality and economy? Not frugality for the sake of frugality, but a life of the maximal personal independence.
There is no “finality” for you as a photographer or artist. Instead, better to consider that you’re always in a state of becoming as a photographer and visual-artist.
Who is the best person to trust? Trust yourself. Trust your gut. Trust your personal taste in aesthetics. Trust your own moral judgement, your own ethics, without worrying that someone is “looking over your shoulder” or “watching your every action”.
No heaven or hell. No (conscious) afterlife. Every decision you take and make is a mini-experiment. You learn via “trial and error” with real decision-making what is “good” or “bad” for you (useful/harmful).
If you desire to CONQUER COMPOSITION and take your street photography to epic new heights, I invite you to my new Chicago CONQUER COMPOSITION Workshop (April 25-26th, 2020).
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