The other day, for some reason after sleeping at midnight I woke up, wide awake at 4am. Drank a few coffees and did some creative work in the morning, but for the rest of the day I felt like absolute shit and it was one of the most physiologically painful and unpleasant days I’ve experienced in a long time. But I suppose the good that came out of it was realizing:
What I truly desire is more physiological energy, physiological power to pursue my artistic, creative and philosophical ends!