For example, at the gym and hearing his old runaway song, and I am still blown away about how good it is. There is no other living man who innovated as much as Kanye did in terms of fashion, music production, rapping, aesthetics as he has done.

Moral of the story: then perhaps the goal is to strive to use that energy and motivation to motivate yourself to become even greater than him. Even more outspoken and reckless.