Also one big thing; I’m trying to think more and more, this is a weird thing a lot of of these mostly plant based, skinny fat academics and the lake, or constantly self flagellating themselves to produce, or cackle like hens (Nietzsche’s metaphor and critique on a lot of these modern French writers and thinkers like Balzac), to grind themselves to the floor, and to work themselves to death, in order to produce more write more, create more.

 I’m starting to think more and more, writing in the actor writing, whether it be voice dictation or whatever, is truly an existential thing. And an autotelic thing. Which means, the reason why I write is because I genuinely love it! To me, it is the ultimate privilege and gift to have these ideas, these unique ideas would come to me, and which I wish to put out their into the world! And to me my own personal curiosity and drive is what propels me to do this.

Now that I am independently wealthy, I really don’t need to do anything anymore. So now, I suppose the reason why you could trust more of my writings is because you know my thoughts are just unfiltered, raw, unapologetic and authentic; whether I’d be bad, evil, not politically correct, a bad person, racist sexist evil whatever… Throw all the bad guy lives at me; my conscience is clear, because I know I’m not faking.

In fact, I put zero trust in any person who is too nice. If anything, Donald Trump is more authentic; everybody already knows that he is racist sexist and kind of a bad person and the like; and even though he might be a morally hateful person, at least he is authentic? And then people invoke all these things about the fact that he’s lying all the time, why are you guys stupid… Don’t you know that the job of a politician is to lie artfully, And to speak in gray truth? Just watch Nick Naylor, the fake cigarette lobbyist in the movie thank you for smoking, produced by Elon Musk, Peter Thiel, and Max Levinchin — even Nick who is considered to be the ultimate evil guy, I think cigarettes kill half 1 million people a year, is still soon as a very likable handsome funny honest person; a loving and a good father etc.