Anyone who shows favor, kindness warmth or love to Seneca, is forever in my good graces. Especially a very very simple gesture that Amanda does to a male child, is rub his head. Is this a universal gesture?
Becoming a soldier?
solidus– a soldiers pay
The problem about the typical American US military complex is you don’t have freedom. Whenever I see people wearing T-shirts like under armor that say freedom on it… So superficial.
I like the first idea that you just become your own soldier, without any sissy guns or whatever. Guns are for cowards and pussies.
Certainly things change when you have a kid, but if you see a potentially crazy people, just stay away, like really god-awful smelling homeless people. You also avoid eye contact, and you cross the street and walk on the other side.
I’m starting to think more and more, maybe the optimal strategy in regards to things is to train yourself to become a soldier. Or treat your training like your Delta force, arranger, a Navy seal, whatever.
My brother-in-law Khanh, show me a funny online meme, in which the real Delta force, looks super super nerdy, but was in fact the ultimate lethal operator. And I trust my brother-in-law Khanh because he actually served and I think both Afghanistan and Iraq, three tours?
Lethality?
Going on the defense.gov website, learning more about the military etc.… It comes down to the notion of lethality. The purpose of the US military is to create the most lethal fighting force on the planet. That within a dieses notice, we can destroy the other side with zero hesitation or competition.
Fortunately, nobody comes even halfway close. I think America compared to China, we have at least 10,000 times more military bases, and people on our side. And also fortunately, because we have all the big tech companies here, and we have a far superior artificial intelligence Companies– China is no threat. Imagine China using Hussein phones to try to somehow destroy America? Doesn’t really make any sense. 
Anyways, I still think it is the best analogy to consider yourself like the modern day Achilles. Even if you watch the movie Troy with Brad Pitt… One of the beginning fight scenes in which Achilles goes had to head with the giant stair barbarian fight, Brad Pitt Achilles kill him quite easily, his signature leap in air, and Penetrating his shoulder blade.
This is where fitness is just a marketing thing. For example, the early days of Arnold Schwarzenegger on steroids, Conan the barbarian, Rambo etc.…  Sylvester Stallone, and Arnold both everybody… Were juicing their eyeballs out! I think Arnold gets a free pass, because he is so charismatic, and likable… And I think people only said that he used “just a little†steroids… Not “too much†like a Ronnie Coleman,  who is 1000% obviously on steroids. I think Arnold has prime, he still looks “natural“. So I guess what people try to do in the industry is to look almost as much as Arnold Schwarzenegger as possible, while still being believable that you’re not on steroids.
And also… In the world of UFC, fighting, bodybuilding powerlifting Olympic weightlifting, CrossFit, anything physical… Iron Man, probably even running, let us assume everyone 100% is on steroids, and on a lot! Would this change your opinion on things? Of course. 
Even cyclist, any sort of competitive thing, maybe even tennis… I’m sure everyone is on something, whether they call it a recovery drug or cortisol shots or whatever… Assume that hundred percent of Olympians and pro athletes are not 100% natural. My simple idea: 
Only trust people who don’t even take protein powder!
Why? Once again… Anyone who is trying to “optimizeâ€, or “maximize†their gains, is probably doing something weird behind the scenes, with their “private doctor“, or “anti-aging“ specialist. In fact, all of organized sports Olympics etc. it’s just like a steroid contest… The teams win are the ones that could develop the best steroids, which are avoided by drug testing. I would actually say it would be more honest if the policy of sports and Olympics is just let all of these people do 100% steroids, uninhibited… And we just categorize Pro athletes and Olympians as the weirdos who take drugs and compete.
is it possible to live in exist totally independently?
Obviously not, we all love society, being around other people, even if they antisocial, people like to be adjacent to other people!
For example, lot of antisocial guys, single guys, with the dog, always wearing a baseball cap, Hitler mustache, AirPods on, dark sunglasses on, pretend to not acknowledge your existence, or the existence of others… You often see them walking around the town Plaza or the town public area, to simply be around other human beings without interacting with them!
Even if you wanted to be one of those weird off the grid people, buying a ranch somewhere in the Midwest, eventually you will want to interact with some human beings, whether via your phone, FaceTime, social media etc.