Riding in a car or driving cars is like sitting on a dick or a dildo?

Even though you are in the black Porsche 911…  even in the black Lamborghini or Ferrari… You’re just sitting on a big black dick!

Tree city

Inflammatory language?

Inflame?

HYPER SOLDIER

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TOO MUCH TESTOSTERONE!

 just don’t be a pussy

homophobic?

A random thought on my mind… Why is it that modern day society, or maybe in the past… I think it is much better now, but notions of homophobia?

homo eroticism?

One thing that was a little weird for me… Was all this new modern day homoeroticism, especially on the outlier dot NYC product page. I’m all for everyone for doing whatever they want… But showing sexy pictures of guys and butts and butt holes and stuff was a little weird for me.

I think maybe the issue is any sort of overt eroticism, whether man or woman is almost too crass. It is almost too obvious, too in your face. 

A random thought… I think there was a girl in college named Amber, Asian American girl, pretty and tall… but “white-washed”– who I met in one of my sociology classes. I hung out with her a little bit after class, met her weird drama friends, visited her dorm room, and I started to get all these weird sexual advances from her, like I remember when I was sick and I texted her… And she told me “ERIC is there anything I can do for you? Because I’ll do anything for you… Anything for you… “ — clearly enough, this was actually a major turn off. Which is contrary to the generalized notion that men will get tail anyway they could get it.

Why? I think there is also this realistic for men is that we avoid potentially catching a STD, STI, etc.

Even the whole industrial capitalistic complex which essentially markets women as products, is bad.

Even the reason why encourage everyone to delete Instagram, is essentially it is child pornography. For example, I think I remember seeing a weird Olivia Rodrigo TikTok video of her singing out loud with her big red lips, and the strange thought is it looked a little weirdly sexual, or almost like fellatio? 

Even taking it a step further… I remember when Britney Spears was first getting really famous, and in her music videos I think she wore some sort of sexy high school girl outfits? Once again, if you have 55-year-old unmarried men watching this videos… Isn’t that a little bit disturbing?

Think ancient Greece

A very clarifying thing is when you read the Iliad (I love the Emily Wilson translation) what you discover about the ancient Greeks is that back then — all of these dramas revolved around women being trophies.

For example, let us say that I am Achilles, and I helped King Agamemnon sack a town. Then as a prize, to reward my valor, maybe after you take all of the spoils of war, the most beautiful women… You leave me at least one beautiful woman to take as my prize. And ideally she is beautiful, fair, and skilled at crafts.

Even the gods were married

I think this really weird modern day American trend of people getting married, never having kids, traveling the world, going to Japan, maybe having a dog… Is a bit bizarre to me. Because even in ancient Greek times,  the idea was to get married, have kids. Granted that Zeus and Hera were technically brother and sister, which is really weird, technically they had a bunch of kids who were the other gods.

And certainly there are still elements of sibling rivalry in the Iliad, and all these other dramas like Zeus sleeping around, and having illegitimate children with mortals etc. 

Anyways… I think it is good for us to recenter back some practical and pragmatic notions of things. 

For example, put more trust in people who have kids and children… And who got married, maybe at least once. It is not really 100% certain that they are “better“ in any regard… But if they have had kids, and children… Certainly they have had more Real life experience, lived experiences, real embodied wisdom.

And truth be told… I think the greatest virtue of having kids is it opens up your whole universe to everything! To win this your child growing so well… To develop, is to learn more about humanity, sociology,, physics, philosophy, etc.

For example, anybody who is a philosopher, who opines on humanity and things, they have no truth or voracity because they have had not the real lived experience of actually raising a child.

I think this is also where it is wise to read Nietzsche with a grain of salt… The truth of the matter is that Nietzsche just could not get laid — there are funny humorous stories that apparently his beard and mustache was so frightening, that it scared away women.  and also, I think the reason he became so anti-woman and misogynistic was that he got rejected by his true love at least three times… Which I think made him sad forever.

And also… Perhaps the reason why Nietzsche is bad  is because his physiology was too feeble… He was constantly sick, weak, in the century traveled all around Europe, just trying to find a climate or a place or a town that did not give him constant headaches, shortsightedness, etc.

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Rethinking sexual pleasure

Something you probably cannot do unless maybe you are google is too much pornography behavior of men. Or the ex machina movie.

For example, if you could waive a magic one… And you could instantly see what these guys do when they turn on incognito mode or private browsing mode, or their VPN … It will reveal much. 

It’s funny… Even all these Apple employees who are developing the iOS software… The reason why they’re making all these private and hidden things on the iPhone photos album is because people hide naked and sexy videos or photos etc. The last thing you want to do is have a business meeting, and have your spank bank  revealed to everybody…  probably not good. And also funny thing… If you are really really really truly a high-level Apple CEO executive type… Or highly important notable person… Maybe the smart thing is never have a digital paper trail. Just buy the Playboy magazine print edition… because apparently it has even been leaked that brave browser, is not really 100% private even in the private mode…

Probably the most secure browser is safari… I deleted Google Chrome along time ago.  even a funny story is that when I Google talk, and I pulled up my browser… And it was Safari… Apparently some of the Google Chrome engineers in the crowd gasped.

You could just troll people… I used to do this, especially when I met guys in their 20s, 30s etc.… What do you do when you turn on Google incognito mode? “And then see their eyeballs to see the gears run.

 Certainly I don’t think there’s anything morally or ethically wrong with pornography. I think maybe the bigger issue is people do it in private… My simple suggestion is only consume or watch pornography if you are OK having your partner or kid knowing that you are doing it. Or like… he was making his beautiful dark twisted fantasy album, and everyone was in the studio together, Nicki Minaj would see him just watching pornography, no shame, for inspiration?

Also, a funny story is apparently one of the head BMW designers, who designed this BMW concept car which look like a big vagina… Was addicted to going to the strip club?

Then the funny question… is all inspiration good inspiration? Even if it is unethical , and also immoral?  

is it possible to be a zero starch vegan?

We all know that sugar and starch makes you fat. This is why whenever you meet somebody who is really 100% vegan, they tend to be very overfat. 

Maybe this is where I promote people they want to be more religious or ethical or whatever to be vegetarian not vegan. Vegans are a bunch of virtue signaling losers especially the ones that have vegan stickers on their laptops. My simple thought… If you really were vegan and truly believed in it… You would not tell anybody you are vegan, or try to force other people to convert to your weird vegan religion.

For example, this is where I think Jehovah’s Witnesses are very ethical, because they do it right! They stand in a corner, quiet, smile, dress well all happy etc. And they never tell you that you’re going to hell or whatever. To tell people that they’re going to hell is not a good motivator to have somebody convert to your religion. 

A man can only have a true man friend?

Another funny thought… I remember thinking about this ever since I was a kid, the question:

 Can a man truly have a real female friend, which is non-sexual, platonic in relationship 

 I think so! My best friend, Grace! I care about her and think about her, for no reason at all besides the fact that I care for her.

What is very interesting and telling in the Iliad is I think for ancient Greek men… The notion of a friend could only be male.

And also this is what is interesting with reading the Iliad is that women are pretty much absent. Maybe besides the goddesses, who are also very martial and good at fighting like Athena —  I think an interesting thing to consider and think about is the relationship of Achilles and Patroclus.

And no no — I disqualify this notion that Achilles and Patroclus were this weird homo erotic gay lovers… I think this is overblown. I think this comes from individuals who do not understand nuance and complexity…

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