{"id":44703,"date":"2017-03-25T09:29:29","date_gmt":"2017-03-25T16:29:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/?p=44703"},"modified":"2017-03-25T00:33:46","modified_gmt":"2017-03-25T07:33:46","slug":"fuck-my-needs-all-i-care-about-are-my-virtuous-deeds","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2017\/03\/25\/fuck-my-needs-all-i-care-about-are-my-virtuous-deeds\/","title":{"rendered":"Fuck My Needs; All I Care About are Virtuous Deeds"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"44589\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/inner-genius\/cindy-cubist-5\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/cindy-cubist-5.jpg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2000,1325\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;6.3&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;GR II&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1466696287&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;18.3&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;400&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0005&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"cindy cubist 5\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/cindy-cubist-5.jpg?fit=800%2C530&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignleft size-large wp-image-44589\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/cindy-cubist-5-800x530.jpg?resize=800%2C530\" alt=\"cindy cubist\" width=\"800\" height=\"530\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/cindy-cubist-5.jpg?resize=800%2C530&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/cindy-cubist-5.jpg?resize=768%2C509&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/cindy-cubist-5.jpg?w=2000&amp;ssl=1 2000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Fuck my selfish needs,<br \/>\nall I care about are my virtuous deeds.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I can keep kneading the dough, and stacking the paper\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<br \/>\nbut what will I think of my life later?<\/p>\n<p>When I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m 90 and on my death bed,<br \/>\nwill I see my life in red\u00e2\u20ac\u201d full of money and passion?<br \/>\nor will I see my life in green\u00e2\u20ac\u201d full of purpose, strong and lean?<\/p>\n<p>Living life is balancing on a telephone wire<br \/>\nTo let my soul soar through the fire<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<\/p>\n<p>To love my loved ones, like today were their last day<br \/>\nOr to remind myself, that today might be my last day.<\/p>\n<p>To remember the words of my <a href=\"http:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2017\/02\/24\/dear-umma\/\">umma<\/a>:<br \/>\n<em>Son, always stay humble<\/em><br \/>\n<em> even though you might falter and stumble<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Keep sharing your passion and love with others<\/em><br \/>\n<em> and don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t care what your brothers or sisters say about you<\/em><br \/>\n<em> stick steadfast to your life\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s passion, like super-glue.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>To know that every shoe doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fit every foot,<br \/>\nTo stay hooked on virtuous deeds,<br \/>\ndon\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry about your own needs<\/p>\n<p>God will provide.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<\/p>\n<p>What is the purpose of my life?<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>To send messages of love and positivity,<\/li>\n<li>To let others wonder to themselves: \u00e2\u20ac\u0153My life, I can be anything I want to be.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/li>\n<li>To let others live in happiness and glee,<\/li>\n<li>To flee\u00c2\u00a0the terrors of their past<\/li>\n<li>To know that life-long learning isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t confined to the class<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I want my spirit to soar and blast to the moon,<br \/>\nto imagine crazy wild shit of how great life can be\u00e2\u20ac\u201d like I were high on shrooms<\/p>\n<p>To sweep away negativity like a broom,<br \/>\nto remember that I am the groom<br \/>\nof my bride<br \/>\nmy life, my wife, my soul.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2017\/02\/26\/dear-cindy\/\">Cindy<\/a>, you mean to everything to me in the world.<\/p>\n<p>Always,<br \/>\nYours<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fuck my selfish needs, all I care about are my virtuous 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