{"id":217625,"date":"2020-03-21T05:05:42","date_gmt":"2020-03-21T12:05:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/?p=217625"},"modified":"2020-03-21T05:21:11","modified_gmt":"2020-03-21T12:21:11","slug":"fear-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/03\/21\/fear-2\/","title":{"rendered":"FEAR."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Fear as the ultimate motivator. Fear as the ultimate filter in life. Fear \u00e2\u20ac\u201d knowing that you can and will (eventually) die \u00e2\u20ac\u201d you don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t do no bullshit in life and only work on what\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s essential to you. <\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Okay some thoughts:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

How does the thought of possibly getting a virus that might kill you change the way you think about life?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Does it motivate you or depress you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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    Personally, this is what I think.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    I feel fear less strongly as I did in the past. I feel harder, stronger, and more dark and severe. I feel less afraid. But of course I still feel rational<\/em> fear. This means\u00e2\u20ac\u201d I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m afraid of texting while walking, texting while driving, or doing anything that might actually kill me. I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want to die. I will do everything I can do which I consider an actual threat to permanent disfigurement or death. For example, no bicycle \u00e2\u20ac\u201d the chance of getting hit by an idiot driver ain\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worth it to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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