{"id":212183,"date":"2020-02-23T13:01:56","date_gmt":"2020-02-23T21:01:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/?p=212183"},"modified":"2020-02-23T17:50:58","modified_gmt":"2020-02-24T01:50:58","slug":"pessimistic-optimism","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/pessimistic-optimism\/","title":{"rendered":"Pessimistic Optimism"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I am a pessimistic optimist\u00e2\u20ac\u201d I love and accept all the cruelty, tragedy, and unfairness in the world, yet I am optimistic about our individual ability to change ourselves and change the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Life isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fair.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignfull size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1600\" data-attachment-id=\"212120\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/conquer-yourself-2\/283233da-75d0-4ee2-81c1-2aa73c708691\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1600&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1600\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1600&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=2560%2C1600&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"300 Sparta abstract\" class=\"wp-image-212120\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=768%2C480&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=1536%2C960&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=2048%2C1280&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=720%2C450&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Life isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fair. But <em>should<\/em> life be fair?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Reality isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fair. If we consider the animal kingdom, would a gazelle say it is \u00e2\u20ac\u0153fair\u00e2\u20ac\u009d that lions are always hunting them? Should the predator feel \u00e2\u20ac\u0153guilty\u00e2\u20ac\u009d about hunting prey? I think not. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1571\" height=\"1200\" data-attachment-id=\"212146\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/5701ecc6-7ca9-4c67-8093-d4d7d2ea1386\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?fit=1571%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1571,1200\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?fit=1571%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=1571%2C1200&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Scorpion abstract \" class=\"wp-image-212146\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?w=1571&amp;ssl=1 1571w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=768%2C587&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1173&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=720%2C550&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">What do we want?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2048\" height=\"2048\" data-attachment-id=\"212139\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/cfd27c22-7083-408d-bcfd-d7670dc4b9b2\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?fit=2048%2C2048&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2048,2048\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?fit=2048%2C2048&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=2048%2C2048&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Abstract red black \" class=\"wp-image-212139\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?w=2048&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=530%2C530&amp;ssl=1 530w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=720%2C720&amp;ssl=1 720w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=180%2C180&amp;ssl=1 180w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m curious \u00e2\u20ac\u201d what do we really want? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think many people simply want to live a happy bovine-like life. A happy life of a cow \u00e2\u20ac\u201d without pain, difficulty, with maximal comfort and pleasure. But do we prefer the life of a pacified cow, or do we prefer to be a (hungry) beast of prey?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"1727\" data-attachment-id=\"212136\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/733749ce-a496-4ad7-ac27-1804d99fa9ec\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?fit=1920%2C1727&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1920,1727\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?fit=1920%2C1727&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=1920%2C1727&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Teeth black red shark \" class=\"wp-image-212136\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=768%2C691&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1382&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=720%2C648&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">What does it mean to be a \u00e2\u20ac\u0153pessimist\u00e2\u20ac\u009d?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>I prefer \u00e2\u20ac\u0153realist\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. To me, a realist is someone who stares at reality, doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t flinch, and doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seek to complain about reality, but rather to understand, game, and exploit reality. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2000\" height=\"1325\" data-attachment-id=\"212138\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/d898491c-12ca-40a5-b396-b33cd28a4df5\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2000,1325\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=2000%2C1325&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Eye inverse red\" class=\"wp-image-212138\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?w=2000&amp;ssl=1 2000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=768%2C509&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1018&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=720%2C477&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Pessimism as the apex of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153bad\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Pessimist or pessimism comes from \u00e2\u20ac\u0153<a href=\"https:\/\/en.wiktionary.org\/wiki\/malus#Latin\">malus<\/a>\u00e2\u20ac\u009d (bad). And what is bad? The deceptive, the liar, or the small. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1920\" data-attachment-id=\"212121\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/conquer-yourself-2\/447947ff-2446-4082-9b85-6228dc67617a\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1920&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1920\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1920&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=2560%2C1920&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Selfie red\" class=\"wp-image-212121\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=720%2C540&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>But why don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t we like deception? We don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like to be lied to or deceived, because it feels \u00e2\u20ac\u0153unfair\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. Also, deception is scary and frightful. But consider how predators always deceive their prey. And humans are predators \u00e2\u20ac\u201d we constantly deceive our beasts of burden, our livestock, and other humans. We seek to exploit other animals and humans to our own personal benefit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1800\" height=\"1200\" data-attachment-id=\"212143\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/112e9cda-8c49-4814-856b-60e1fb6215be\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?fit=1800%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1800,1200\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?fit=1800%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=1800%2C1200&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Red black abstract \" class=\"wp-image-212143\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?w=1800&amp;ssl=1 1800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=720%2C480&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Are you strong enough?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1270\" height=\"1009\" data-attachment-id=\"212145\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/7c8466f3-8e4d-4989-abe2-bf028420849c\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?fit=1270%2C1009&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1270,1009\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?fit=1270%2C1009&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?resize=1270%2C1009&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Black red abstract  \" class=\"wp-image-212145\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?w=1270&amp;ssl=1 1270w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?resize=768%2C610&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?resize=720%2C572&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Reality is cruel, unfair, and chaotic. But the question is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Are we strong enough to survive it, or even better yet \u00e2\u20ac\u201d thrive in reality?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"212142\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/dd9817f8-85e7-41ad-aad8-18d37ea6b1b1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1707&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1707\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1707&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=712%2C474&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Selfie ERIC KIM chair red \" class=\"wp-image-212142\" width=\"712\" height=\"474\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=2048%2C1366&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=720%2C480&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 712px) 100vw, 712px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>To me, reality is the ultimate video game in hell mode. I love it! A safer and more predictable reality would be more boring. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d rather choose a severe, dangerous, and interesting and fun life than a safe, predictable and boring life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">How am I so optimistic?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>I have insanely epic faith in humanity and human beings. I believe in unlimited human ingenuity. I have faith that humanity will survive and thrive into perpetuity. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1380\" height=\"1424\" data-attachment-id=\"212137\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/2cf3103e-ea4a-4e40-8d90-28339ae0b7c4\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?fit=1380%2C1424&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1380,1424\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?fit=1380%2C1424&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?resize=1380%2C1424&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Red black abstract \" class=\"wp-image-212137\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?w=1380&amp;ssl=1 1380w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?resize=768%2C792&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?resize=720%2C743&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Contrary to the other pessimists out there, I am optimistic in my realism. We humans aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t gonna self destruct the planet. We will continue to colonize other planets. We will discover new and epic technologies which will continue to improve our quality of life, and allow for new epic human individuals to thrive. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1641\" height=\"2224\" data-attachment-id=\"212116\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/conquer-yourself-2\/c74b269c-7572-4d07-9978-8d1821794e35\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?fit=1641%2C2224&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1641,2224\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?fit=1641%2C2224&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=1641%2C2224&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Red selfie black \" class=\"wp-image-212116\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?w=1641&amp;ssl=1 1641w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=768%2C1041&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=1133%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1133w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=1511%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1511w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=720%2C976&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Once again \u00e2\u20ac\u201d how will we live or approach life differently if:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>We don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fear \u00e2\u20ac\u0153earth death\u00e2\u20ac\u009d.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>That the earth continues to perpetuate at least another 5,000-10,000 years. 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