{"id":212183,"date":"2020-02-23T13:01:56","date_gmt":"2020-02-23T21:01:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/?p=212183"},"modified":"2020-02-23T17:50:58","modified_gmt":"2020-02-24T01:50:58","slug":"pessimistic-optimism","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/pessimistic-optimism\/","title":{"rendered":"Pessimistic Optimism"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am a pessimistic optimist\u00e2\u20ac\u201d I love and accept all the cruelty, tragedy, and unfairness in the world, yet I am optimistic about our individual ability to change ourselves and change the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Life isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fair.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignfull size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1600\" data-attachment-id=\"212120\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/conquer-yourself-2\/283233da-75d0-4ee2-81c1-2aa73c708691\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1600&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1600\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1600&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=2560%2C1600&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"300 Sparta abstract\" class=\"wp-image-212120\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=768%2C480&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=1536%2C960&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=2048%2C1280&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/283233DA-75D0-4EE2-81C1-2AA73C708691.jpeg?resize=720%2C450&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Life isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fair. But <em>should<\/em> life be fair?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Reality isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fair. If we consider the animal kingdom, would a gazelle say it is \u00e2\u20ac\u0153fair\u00e2\u20ac\u009d that lions are always hunting them? Should the predator feel \u00e2\u20ac\u0153guilty\u00e2\u20ac\u009d about hunting prey? I think not. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1571\" height=\"1200\" data-attachment-id=\"212146\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/5701ecc6-7ca9-4c67-8093-d4d7d2ea1386\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?fit=1571%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1571,1200\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?fit=1571%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=1571%2C1200&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Scorpion abstract \" class=\"wp-image-212146\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?w=1571&amp;ssl=1 1571w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=768%2C587&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1173&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/5701ECC6-7CA9-4C67-8093-D4D7D2EA1386.jpeg?resize=720%2C550&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">What do we want?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2048\" height=\"2048\" data-attachment-id=\"212139\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/cfd27c22-7083-408d-bcfd-d7670dc4b9b2\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?fit=2048%2C2048&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2048,2048\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?fit=2048%2C2048&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=2048%2C2048&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Abstract red black \" class=\"wp-image-212139\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?w=2048&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=530%2C530&amp;ssl=1 530w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=720%2C720&amp;ssl=1 720w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/CFD27C22-7083-408D-BCFD-D7670DC4B9B2.jpeg?resize=180%2C180&amp;ssl=1 180w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m curious \u00e2\u20ac\u201d what do we really want? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think many people simply want to live a happy bovine-like life. A happy life of a cow \u00e2\u20ac\u201d without pain, difficulty, with maximal comfort and pleasure. But do we prefer the life of a pacified cow, or do we prefer to be a (hungry) beast of prey?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"1727\" data-attachment-id=\"212136\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/733749ce-a496-4ad7-ac27-1804d99fa9ec\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?fit=1920%2C1727&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1920,1727\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?fit=1920%2C1727&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=1920%2C1727&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Teeth black red shark \" class=\"wp-image-212136\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=768%2C691&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1382&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/733749CE-A496-4AD7-AC27-1804D99FA9EC.jpeg?resize=720%2C648&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">What does it mean to be a \u00e2\u20ac\u0153pessimist\u00e2\u20ac\u009d?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I prefer \u00e2\u20ac\u0153realist\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. To me, a realist is someone who stares at reality, doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t flinch, and doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seek to complain about reality, but rather to understand, game, and exploit reality. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2000\" height=\"1325\" data-attachment-id=\"212138\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/d898491c-12ca-40a5-b396-b33cd28a4df5\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2000,1325\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=2000%2C1325&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Eye inverse red\" class=\"wp-image-212138\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?w=2000&amp;ssl=1 2000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=768%2C509&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1018&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/D898491C-12CA-40A5-B396-B33CD28A4DF5.jpeg?resize=720%2C477&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Pessimism as the apex of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153bad\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pessimist or pessimism comes from \u00e2\u20ac\u0153<a href=\"https:\/\/en.wiktionary.org\/wiki\/malus#Latin\">malus<\/a>\u00e2\u20ac\u009d (bad). And what is bad? The deceptive, the liar, or the small. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1920\" data-attachment-id=\"212121\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/conquer-yourself-2\/447947ff-2446-4082-9b85-6228dc67617a\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1920&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1920\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1920&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=2560%2C1920&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Selfie red\" class=\"wp-image-212121\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/447947FF-2446-4082-9B85-6228DC67617A-scaled.jpeg?resize=720%2C540&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But why don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t we like deception? We don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like to be lied to or deceived, because it feels \u00e2\u20ac\u0153unfair\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. Also, deception is scary and frightful. But consider how predators always deceive their prey. And humans are predators \u00e2\u20ac\u201d we constantly deceive our beasts of burden, our livestock, and other humans. We seek to exploit other animals and humans to our own personal benefit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1800\" height=\"1200\" data-attachment-id=\"212143\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/112e9cda-8c49-4814-856b-60e1fb6215be\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?fit=1800%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1800,1200\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?fit=1800%2C1200&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=1800%2C1200&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Red black abstract \" class=\"wp-image-212143\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?w=1800&amp;ssl=1 1800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/112E9CDA-8C49-4814-856B-60E1FB6215BE.jpeg?resize=720%2C480&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Are you strong enough?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1270\" height=\"1009\" data-attachment-id=\"212145\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/7c8466f3-8e4d-4989-abe2-bf028420849c\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?fit=1270%2C1009&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1270,1009\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?fit=1270%2C1009&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?resize=1270%2C1009&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Black red abstract  \" class=\"wp-image-212145\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?w=1270&amp;ssl=1 1270w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?resize=768%2C610&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/7C8466F3-8E4D-4989-ABE2-BF028420849C.jpeg?resize=720%2C572&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Reality is cruel, unfair, and chaotic. But the question is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Are we strong enough to survive it, or even better yet \u00e2\u20ac\u201d thrive in reality?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"212142\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/dd9817f8-85e7-41ad-aad8-18d37ea6b1b1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1707&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1707\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1707&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=712%2C474&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Selfie ERIC KIM chair red \" class=\"wp-image-212142\" width=\"712\" height=\"474\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=2048%2C1366&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?resize=720%2C480&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 712px) 100vw, 712px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To me, reality is the ultimate video game in hell mode. I love it! A safer and more predictable reality would be more boring. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d rather choose a severe, dangerous, and interesting and fun life than a safe, predictable and boring life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">How am I so optimistic?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have insanely epic faith in humanity and human beings. I believe in unlimited human ingenuity. I have faith that humanity will survive and thrive into perpetuity. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1380\" height=\"1424\" data-attachment-id=\"212137\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/black-and-red\/2cf3103e-ea4a-4e40-8d90-28339ae0b7c4\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?fit=1380%2C1424&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1380,1424\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?fit=1380%2C1424&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?resize=1380%2C1424&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Red black abstract \" class=\"wp-image-212137\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?w=1380&amp;ssl=1 1380w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?resize=768%2C792&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/2CF3103E-EA4A-4E40-8D90-28339AE0B7C4.jpeg?resize=720%2C743&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Contrary to the other pessimists out there, I am optimistic in my realism. We humans aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t gonna self destruct the planet. We will continue to colonize other planets. We will discover new and epic technologies which will continue to improve our quality of life, and allow for new epic human individuals to thrive. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1641\" height=\"2224\" data-attachment-id=\"212116\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/23\/conquer-yourself-2\/c74b269c-7572-4d07-9978-8d1821794e35\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?fit=1641%2C2224&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1641,2224\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?fit=1641%2C2224&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=1641%2C2224&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Red selfie black \" class=\"wp-image-212116\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?w=1641&amp;ssl=1 1641w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=768%2C1041&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=1133%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1133w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=1511%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1511w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/C74B269C-7572-4D07-9978-8D1821794E35.jpeg?resize=720%2C976&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Once again \u00e2\u20ac\u201d how will we live or approach life differently if:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>We don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t fear \u00e2\u20ac\u0153earth death\u00e2\u20ac\u009d.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That the earth continues to perpetuate at least another 5,000-10,000 years. If this were the case, what should we use our lives to strive towards?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ERIC KIM <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a pessimistic optimist\u00e2\u20ac\u201d I love and accept all the cruelty, tragedy, and unfairness in the world, yet I am optimistic about our individual ability to change ourselves and change the world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":212142,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-212183","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-posts"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/DD9817F8-85E7-41AD-AAD8-18D37EA6B1B1.jpeg?fit=2560%2C1707&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212183","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=212183"}],"version-history":[{"count":16,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212183\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":212208,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212183\/revisions\/212208"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/212142"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=212183"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=212183"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=212183"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}