{"id":129115,"date":"2019-02-18T09:22:41","date_gmt":"2019-02-18T17:22:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/?p=129115"},"modified":"2019-02-18T09:22:48","modified_gmt":"2019-02-18T17:22:48","slug":"the-beautiful-monster-of-passion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/2019\/02\/18\/the-beautiful-monster-of-passion\/","title":{"rendered":"The Beautiful Monster of Passion"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Perhaps the Point of Life Isn&#8217;t to Reach a State of Zen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Life isn&#8217;t to reach tranquility<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1325\" height=\"2000\" data-attachment-id=\"129093\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?fit=3264%2C4928&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"3264,4928\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;GR II&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1550385564&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;ERIC KIM&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;18.3&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;800&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.008&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"00 jpeg- color &amp;#8211; eric kim photography mexico city street photography 2019-18\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Mexico City, 2019&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?fit=1325%2C2000&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18-1325x2000.jpg?resize=1325%2C2000\" alt=\"Mexico City, 2019\" class=\"wp-image-129093\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?resize=1325%2C2000&amp;ssl=1 1325w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?resize=1000%2C1510&amp;ssl=1 1000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?resize=768%2C1160&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?resize=500%2C755&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?resize=690%2C1042&amp;ssl=1 690w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?w=2000&amp;ssl=1 2000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-18.jpg?w=3000&amp;ssl=1 3000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption>Mexico City, 2019<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For my whole life, I&#8217;ve been trying to find more &#8220;peace&#8221; and zen in my heart, because often times&#8211; my sense of hustle, dissatisfaction can be overwhelming.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But a thought:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>What if the point of life wasn&#8217;t to reach a zen, but rather&#8211; to perpetually be dissatisfied, but be strong enough to leverage the passion of dissatisfaction into achieving more?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Everyday I&#8217;m hustling<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2000\" height=\"1325\" data-attachment-id=\"129092\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?fit=4928%2C3264&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4928,3264\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5.6&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;GR II&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1550385425&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;ERIC KIM&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;18.3&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;800&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.002&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"00 jpeg- color &amp;#8211; eric kim photography mexico city street photography 2019-17\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Mexico City, 2019&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17-2000x1325.jpg?resize=2000%2C1325\" alt=\"Mexico City, 2019\" class=\"wp-image-129092\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?resize=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1 2000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?resize=1000%2C662&amp;ssl=1 1000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?resize=768%2C509&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?resize=500%2C331&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?resize=690%2C457&amp;ssl=1 690w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?w=3000&amp;ssl=1 3000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption>Mexico City, 2019 #ricohgrii<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m never satisfied&#8211; can&#8217;t knock my hustle.&#8221; &#8211; JAY Z<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In photography, I am never fully satisfied with my photography. This always frustrated me in the past. I would spend all my time seeking the &#8216;perfect&#8217; camera, the &#8216;perfect&#8217; equipment, and the &#8216;perfect&#8217; lifestyle to accommodate my desires and needs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But what if the point was to NEVER be satisfied? What if we could use the passion of dissatisfaction into a positive stimulus&#8211; to drive us further, and higher? Couldn&#8217;t we mobilize this beautiful beast of dissatisfaction to reach higher heights, and achieve more greatness while we are still alive?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\" id=\"mce_11\">Are you strong enough?<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2000\" height=\"1325\" data-attachment-id=\"129109\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?fit=4928%2C3264&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4928,3264\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;7.1&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;GR II&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1550366880&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;ERIC KIM&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;18.3&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;800&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0005&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"01 jpeg- color &amp;#8211; eric kim photography mexico city street photography 2019- yellow happy-1\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Mexico City, 2019&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1-2000x1325.jpg?resize=2000%2C1325\" alt=\"Mexico City, 2019\" class=\"wp-image-129109\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?resize=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1 2000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?resize=1000%2C662&amp;ssl=1 1000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?resize=768%2C509&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?resize=500%2C331&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?resize=690%2C457&amp;ssl=1 690w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-yellow-happy-1.jpg?w=3000&amp;ssl=1 3000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption>Mexico City, 2019<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A thought&#8211;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Perhaps the reason why we want to find a state of zen, is because we aren&#8217;t strong enough to <i>handle\u00c2\u00a0the\u00c2\u00a0negative\u00c2\u00a0emotion\u00c2\u00a0of\u00c2\u00a0passion.<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Which means,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Most of us would prefer to <strong><em>not<\/em><\/strong> have the pain associated with dissatisfaction and frustration, even though the pain makes us a stronger person, with more desires and a stronger sense of hustle.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then a thought to myself:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Would I prefer to live a far more painful life&#8211; if it were a stimulus to help me achieve higher elevations of greatness? Or would I prefer to be a mediocre person with no pain in life?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I would choose the pain!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Channel your great passions<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2000\" height=\"1325\" data-attachment-id=\"129104\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?fit=4928%2C3264&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"4928,3264\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5.6&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;GR II&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1550384625&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;ERIC KIM&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;18.3&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;800&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.008&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"01 jpeg- color &amp;#8211; eric kim photography mexico city street photography 2019-1-1\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Mexico City, 2019&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?fit=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1-2000x1325.jpg?resize=2000%2C1325\" alt=\"Mexico City, 2019\" class=\"wp-image-129104\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?resize=2000%2C1325&amp;ssl=1 2000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?resize=1000%2C662&amp;ssl=1 1000w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?resize=768%2C509&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?resize=500%2C331&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?resize=690%2C457&amp;ssl=1 690w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/01-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-1-1.jpg?w=3000&amp;ssl=1 3000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption>Mexico City, 2019<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Don&#8217;t look at your passions as &#8216;good&#8217; or &#8216;bad&#8217;. Instead, see all of your passions as beneficial and useful. The question is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>How can I leverage my &#8220;bad&#8221; qualities into a positive?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For example:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Use your passion of dissatisfaction to drive you to hustle harder, drive you further, to innovate more, to discover more, and to become more!<\/li><li>Use your passion of anger to enact positive changes in society &#8212; fight where you find a sense of injustice, or bullshit.<\/li><li>Passion is painful, but always see how you can leverage it to benefit yourself and others.<\/li><\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">BECOME HARDER!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ERIC<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Perhaps the Point of Life Isn&#8217;t to Reach a State of Zen?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":129092,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-129115","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-posts"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/00-jpeg-color-eric-kim-photography-mexico-city-street-photography-2019-17.jpg?fit=4928%2C3264&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129115","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=129115"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129115\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":129118,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129115\/revisions\/129118"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/129092"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=129115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=129115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=129115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}