{"id":38300,"date":"2017-02-03T20:53:38","date_gmt":"2017-02-04T04:53:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/?page_id=38300"},"modified":"2017-02-03T20:53:38","modified_gmt":"2017-02-04T04:53:38","slug":"1984-george-orwell","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/erickimphotography.com\/blog\/1984-george-orwell\/","title":{"rendered":"1984 by George Orwell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Title:      Nineteen eighty-four<br \/>\nAuthor:     George Orwell (pseudonym of Eric Blair) (1903-1950)<\/p>\n<p>PART ONE<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 1<\/p>\n<p>It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking thirteen.<br \/>\nWinston Smith, his chin nuzzled into his breast in an effort to escape the<br \/>\nvile wind, slipped quickly through the glass doors of Victory Mansions,<br \/>\nthough not quickly enough to prevent a swirl of gritty dust from entering<br \/>\nalong with him.<\/p>\n<p>The hallway smelt of boiled cabbage and old rag mats. At one end of it a<br \/>\ncoloured poster, too large for indoor display, had been tacked to the wall.<br \/>\nIt depicted simply an enormous face, more than a metre wide: the face of a<br \/>\nman of about forty-five, with a heavy black moustache and ruggedly handsome<br \/>\nfeatures. Winston made for the stairs. It was no use trying the lift. Even<br \/>\nat the best of times it was seldom working, and at present the electric<br \/>\ncurrent was cut off during daylight hours. It was part of the economy drive<br \/>\nin preparation for Hate Week. The flat was seven flights up, and Winston,<br \/>\nwho was thirty-nine and had a varicose ulcer above his right ankle, went<br \/>\nslowly, resting several times on the way. On each landing, opposite the<br \/>\nlift-shaft, the poster with the enormous face gazed from the wall. It was<br \/>\none of those pictures which are so contrived that the eyes follow you about<br \/>\nwhen you move. BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU, the caption beneath it ran.<\/p>\n<p>Inside the flat a fruity voice was reading out a list of figures which had<br \/>\nsomething to do with the production of pig-iron. The voice came from an<br \/>\noblong metal plaque like a dulled mirror which formed part of the surface<br \/>\nof the right-hand wall. Winston turned a switch and the voice sank<br \/>\nsomewhat, though the words were still distinguishable. The instrument<br \/>\n(the telescreen, it was called) could be dimmed, but there was no way of<br \/>\nshutting it off completely. He moved over to the window: a smallish, frail<br \/>\nfigure, the meagreness of his body merely emphasized by the blue overalls<br \/>\nwhich were the uniform of the party. His hair was very fair, his face<br \/>\nnaturally sanguine, his skin roughened by coarse soap and blunt razor<br \/>\nblades and the cold of the winter that had just ended.<\/p>\n<p>Outside, even through the shut window-pane, the world looked cold. Down in<br \/>\nthe street little eddies of wind were whirling dust and torn paper into<br \/>\nspirals, and though the sun was shining and the sky a harsh blue, there<br \/>\nseemed to be no colour in anything, except the posters that were plastered<br \/>\neverywhere. The black-moustachio&#8217;d face gazed down from every commanding<br \/>\ncorner. There was one on the house-front immediately opposite. BIG BROTHER<br \/>\nIS WATCHING YOU, the caption said, while the dark eyes looked deep into<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s own. Down at street level another poster, torn at one corner,<br \/>\nflapped fitfully in the wind, alternately covering and uncovering the<br \/>\nsingle word INGSOC. In the far distance a helicopter skimmed down between<br \/>\nthe roofs, hovered for an instant like a bluebottle, and darted away again<br \/>\nwith a curving flight. It was the police patrol, snooping into people&#8217;s<br \/>\nwindows. The patrols did not matter, however. Only the Thought Police<br \/>\nmattered.<\/p>\n<p>Behind Winston&#8217;s back the voice from the telescreen was still babbling away<br \/>\nabout pig-iron and the overfulfilment of the Ninth Three-Year Plan. The<br \/>\ntelescreen received and transmitted simultaneously. Any sound that Winston<br \/>\nmade, above the level of a very low whisper, would be picked up by it,<br \/>\nmoreover, so long as he remained within the field of vision which the metal<br \/>\nplaque commanded, he could be seen as well as heard. There was of course<br \/>\nno way of knowing whether you were being watched at any given moment. How<br \/>\noften, or on what system, the Thought Police plugged in on any individual<br \/>\nwire was guesswork. It was even conceivable that they watched everybody all<br \/>\nthe time. But at any rate they could plug in your wire whenever they wanted<br \/>\nto. You had to live&#8211;did live, from habit that became instinct&#8211;in the<br \/>\nassumption that every sound you made was overheard, and, except in<br \/>\ndarkness, every movement scrutinized.<\/p>\n<p>Winston kept his back turned to the telescreen. It was safer; though, as he<br \/>\nwell knew, even a back can be revealing. A kilometre away the Ministry of<br \/>\nTruth, his place of work, towered vast and white above the grimy landscape.<br \/>\nThis, he thought with a sort of vague distaste&#8211;this was London, chief<br \/>\ncity of Airstrip One, itself the third most populous of the provinces of<br \/>\nOceania. He tried to squeeze out some childhood memory that should tell him<br \/>\nwhether London had always been quite like this. Were there always these<br \/>\nvistas of rotting nineteenth-century houses, their sides shored up with<br \/>\nbaulks of timber, their windows patched with cardboard and their roofs<br \/>\nwith corrugated iron, their crazy garden walls sagging in all directions?<br \/>\nAnd the bombed sites where the plaster dust swirled in the air and the<br \/>\nwillow-herb straggled over the heaps of rubble; and the places where the<br \/>\nbombs had cleared a larger patch and there had sprung up sordid colonies<br \/>\nof wooden dwellings like chicken-houses? But it was no use, he could not<br \/>\nremember: nothing remained of his childhood except a series of bright-lit<br \/>\ntableaux occurring against no background and mostly unintelligible.<\/p>\n<p>The Ministry of Truth&#8211;Minitrue, in Newspeak [Newspeak was the official<br \/>\nlanguage of Oceania. For an account of its structure and etymology see<br \/>\nAppendix.]&#8211;was startlingly different from any other object in sight. It<br \/>\nwas an enormous pyramidal structure of glittering white concrete, soaring<br \/>\nup, terrace after terrace, 300 metres into the air. From where Winston<br \/>\nstood it was just possible to read, picked out on its white face in<br \/>\nelegant lettering, the three slogans of the Party:<\/p>\n<p>WAR IS PEACE<br \/>\n  FREEDOM IS SLAVERY<br \/>\n  IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH<\/p>\n<p>The Ministry of Truth contained, it was said, three thousand rooms above<br \/>\nground level, and corresponding ramifications below. Scattered about London<br \/>\nthere were just three other buildings of similar appearance and size. So<br \/>\ncompletely did they dwarf the surrounding architecture that from the roof<br \/>\nof Victory Mansions you could see all four of them simultaneously. They<br \/>\nwere the homes of the four Ministries between which the entire apparatus<br \/>\nof government was divided. The Ministry of Truth, which concerned itself<br \/>\nwith news, entertainment, education, and the fine arts. The Ministry of<br \/>\nPeace, which concerned itself with war. The Ministry of Love, which<br \/>\nmaintained law and order. And the Ministry of Plenty, which was responsible<br \/>\nfor economic affairs. Their names, in Newspeak: Minitrue, Minipax, Miniluv,<br \/>\nand Miniplenty.<\/p>\n<p>The Ministry of Love was the really frightening one. There were no windows<br \/>\nin it at all. Winston had never been inside the Ministry of Love, nor<br \/>\nwithin half a kilometre of it. It was a place impossible to enter except<br \/>\non official business, and then only by penetrating through a maze of<br \/>\nbarbed-wire entanglements, steel doors, and hidden machine-gun nests. Even<br \/>\nthe streets leading up to its outer barriers were roamed by gorilla-faced<br \/>\nguards in black uniforms, armed with jointed truncheons.<\/p>\n<p>Winston turned round abruptly. He had set his features into the<br \/>\nexpression of quiet optimism which it was advisable to wear when facing<br \/>\nthe telescreen. He crossed the room into the tiny kitchen. By leaving<br \/>\nthe Ministry at this time of day he had sacrificed his lunch in the<br \/>\ncanteen, and he was aware that there was no food in the kitchen except<br \/>\na hunk of dark-coloured bread which had got to be saved for tomorrow&#8217;s<br \/>\nbreakfast. He took down from the shelf a bottle of colourless liquid<br \/>\nwith a plain white label marked VICTORY GIN. It gave off a sickly, oily<br \/>\nsmell, as of Chinese rice-spirit. Winston poured out nearly a teacupful,<br \/>\nnerved himself for a shock, and gulped it down like a dose of medicine.<\/p>\n<p>Instantly his face turned scarlet and the water ran out of his eyes. The<br \/>\nstuff was like nitric acid, and moreover, in swallowing it one had the<br \/>\nsensation of being hit on the back of the head with a rubber club. The<br \/>\nnext moment, however, the burning in his belly died down and the world<br \/>\nbegan to look more cheerful. He took a cigarette from a crumpled packet<br \/>\nmarked VICTORY CIGARETTES and incautiously held it upright, whereupon the<br \/>\ntobacco fell out on to the floor. With the next he was more successful.<br \/>\nHe went back to the living-room and sat down at a small table that stood<br \/>\nto the left of the telescreen. From the table drawer he took out a<br \/>\npenholder, a bottle of ink, and a thick, quarto-sized blank book with a<br \/>\nred back and a marbled cover.<\/p>\n<p>For some reason the telescreen in the living-room was in an unusual<br \/>\nposition. Instead of being placed, as was normal, in the end wall, where<br \/>\nit could command the whole room, it was in the longer wall, opposite the<br \/>\nwindow. To one side of it there was a shallow alcove in which Winston<br \/>\nwas now sitting, and which, when the flats were built, had probably been<br \/>\nintended to hold bookshelves. By sitting in the alcove, and keeping well<br \/>\nback, Winston was able to remain outside the range of the telescreen, so<br \/>\nfar as sight went. He could be heard, of course, but so long as he stayed<br \/>\nin his present position he could not be seen. It was partly the unusual<br \/>\ngeography of the room that had suggested to him the thing that he was now<br \/>\nabout to do.<\/p>\n<p>But it had also been suggested by the book that he had just taken out of<br \/>\nthe drawer. It was a peculiarly beautiful book. Its smooth creamy paper,<br \/>\na little yellowed by age, was of a kind that had not been manufactured for<br \/>\nat least forty years past. He could guess, however, that the book was much<br \/>\nolder than that. He had seen it lying in the window of a frowsy little<br \/>\njunk-shop in a slummy quarter of the town (just what quarter he did not<br \/>\nnow remember) and had been stricken immediately by an overwhelming desire<br \/>\nto possess it. Party members were supposed not to go into ordinary shops<br \/>\n(&#8216;dealing on the free market&#8217;, it was called), but the rule was not<br \/>\nstrictly kept, because there were various things, such as shoelaces and<br \/>\nrazor blades, which it was impossible to get hold of in any other way. He<br \/>\nhad given a quick glance up and down the street and then had slipped inside<br \/>\nand bought the book for two dollars fifty. At the time he was not conscious<br \/>\nof wanting it for any particular purpose. He had carried it guiltily home<br \/>\nin his briefcase. Even with nothing written in it, it was a compromising<br \/>\npossession.<\/p>\n<p>The thing that he was about to do was to open a diary. This was not illegal<br \/>\n(nothing was illegal, since there were no longer any laws), but if detected<br \/>\nit was reasonably certain that it would be punished by death, or at least<br \/>\nby twenty-five years in a forced-labour camp. Winston fitted a nib into<br \/>\nthe penholder and sucked it to get the grease off. The pen was an archaic<br \/>\ninstrument, seldom used even for signatures, and he had procured one,<br \/>\nfurtively and with some difficulty, simply because of a feeling that the<br \/>\nbeautiful creamy paper deserved to be written on with a real nib instead<br \/>\nof being scratched with an ink-pencil. Actually he was not used to writing<br \/>\nby hand. Apart from very short notes, it was usual to dictate everything<br \/>\ninto the speak-write which was of course impossible for his present<br \/>\npurpose. He dipped the pen into the ink and then faltered for just a<br \/>\nsecond. A tremor had gone through his bowels. To mark the paper was the<br \/>\ndecisive act. In small clumsy letters he wrote:<\/p>\n<p>April 4th, 1984.<\/p>\n<p>He sat back. A sense of complete helplessness had descended upon him. To<br \/>\nbegin with, he did not know with any certainty that this was 1984. It<br \/>\nmust be round about that date, since he was fairly sure that his age was<br \/>\nthirty-nine, and he believed that he had been born in 1944 or 1945; but<br \/>\nit was never possible nowadays to pin down any date within a year or two.<\/p>\n<p>For whom, it suddenly occurred to him to wonder, was he writing this diary?<br \/>\nFor the future, for the unborn. His mind hovered for a moment round the<br \/>\ndoubtful date on the page, and then fetched up with a bump against the<br \/>\nNewspeak word DOUBLETHINK. For the first time the magnitude of what he had<br \/>\nundertaken came home to him. How could you communicate with the future? It<br \/>\nwas of its nature impossible. Either the future would resemble the present,<br \/>\nin which case it would not listen to him: or it would be different from it,<br \/>\nand his predicament would be meaningless.<\/p>\n<p>For some time he sat gazing stupidly at the paper. The telescreen had<br \/>\nchanged over to strident military music. It was curious that he seemed<br \/>\nnot merely to have lost the power of expressing himself, but even to have<br \/>\nforgotten what it was that he had originally intended to say. For weeks<br \/>\npast he had been making ready for this moment, and it had never crossed<br \/>\nhis mind that anything would be needed except courage. The actual writing<br \/>\nwould be easy. All he had to do was to transfer to paper the interminable<br \/>\nrestless monologue that had been running inside his head, literally for<br \/>\nyears. At this moment, however, even the monologue had dried up. Moreover<br \/>\nhis varicose ulcer had begun itching unbearably. He dared not scratch it,<br \/>\nbecause if he did so it always became inflamed. The seconds were ticking<br \/>\nby. He was conscious of nothing except the blankness of the page in front<br \/>\nof him, the itching of the skin above his ankle, the blaring of the music,<br \/>\nand a slight booziness caused by the gin.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly he began writing in sheer panic, only imperfectly aware of what<br \/>\nhe was setting down. His small but childish handwriting straggled up and<br \/>\ndown the page, shedding first its capital letters and finally even its<br \/>\nfull stops:<\/p>\n<p>April 4th, 1984. Last night to the flicks. All war films. One very good<br \/>\none of a ship full of refugees being bombed somewhere in the Mediterranean.<br \/>\nAudience much amused by shots of a great huge fat man trying to swim away<br \/>\nwith a helicopter after him, first you saw him wallowing along in the<br \/>\nwater like a porpoise, then you saw him through the helicopters gunsights,<br \/>\nthen he was full of holes and the sea round him turned pink and he sank as<br \/>\nsuddenly as though the holes had let in the water, audience shouting with<br \/>\nlaughter when he sank. then you saw a lifeboat full of children with a<br \/>\nhelicopter hovering over it. there was a middle-aged woman might have been<br \/>\na jewess sitting up in the bow with a little boy about three years old in<br \/>\nher arms. little boy screaming with fright and hiding his head between her<br \/>\nbreasts as if he was trying to burrow right into her and the woman putting<br \/>\nher arms round him and comforting him although she was blue with fright<br \/>\nherself, all the time covering him up as much as possible as if she thought<br \/>\nher arms could keep the bullets off him. then the helicopter planted a 20<br \/>\nkilo bomb in among them terrific flash and the boat went all to matchwood.<br \/>\nthen there was a wonderful shot of a child&#8217;s arm going up up up right up<br \/>\ninto the air a helicopter with a camera in its nose must have followed it<br \/>\nup and there was a lot of applause from the party seats but a woman down in<br \/>\nthe prole part of the house suddenly started kicking up a fuss and shouting<br \/>\nthey didnt oughter of showed it not in front of kids they didnt it aint<br \/>\nright not in front of kids it aint until the police turned her turned her<br \/>\nout i dont suppose anything happened to her nobody cares what the proles<br \/>\nsay typical prole reaction they never&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Winston stopped writing, partly because he was suffering from cramp. He did<br \/>\nnot know what had made him pour out this stream of rubbish. But the curious<br \/>\nthing was that while he was doing so a totally different memory had<br \/>\nclarified itself in his mind, to the point where he almost felt equal to<br \/>\nwriting it down. It was, he now realized, because of this other incident<br \/>\nthat he had suddenly decided to come home and begin the diary today.<\/p>\n<p>It had happened that morning at the Ministry, if anything so nebulous could<br \/>\nbe said to happen.<\/p>\n<p>It was nearly eleven hundred, and in the Records Department, where Winston<br \/>\nworked, they were dragging the chairs out of the cubicles and grouping them<br \/>\nin the centre of the hall opposite the big telescreen, in preparation for<br \/>\nthe Two Minutes Hate. Winston was just taking his place in one of the<br \/>\nmiddle rows when two people whom he knew by sight, but had never spoken<br \/>\nto, came unexpectedly into the room. One of them was a girl whom he often<br \/>\npassed in the corridors. He did not know her name, but he knew that she<br \/>\nworked in the Fiction Department. Presumably&#8211;since he had sometimes seen<br \/>\nher with oily hands and carrying a spanner&#8211;she had some mechanical job<br \/>\non one of the novel-writing machines. She was a bold-looking girl, of<br \/>\nabout twenty-seven, with thick hair, a freckled face, and swift, athletic<br \/>\nmovements. A narrow scarlet sash, emblem of the Junior Anti-Sex League, was<br \/>\nwound several times round the waist of her overalls, just tightly enough to<br \/>\nbring out the shapeliness of her hips. Winston had disliked her from the<br \/>\nvery first moment of seeing her. He knew the reason. It was because of the<br \/>\natmosphere of hockey-fields and cold baths and community hikes and general<br \/>\nclean-mindedness which she managed to carry about with her. He disliked<br \/>\nnearly all women, and especially the young and pretty ones. It was always<br \/>\nthe women, and above all the young ones, who were the most bigoted<br \/>\nadherents of the Party, the swallowers of slogans, the amateur spies and<br \/>\nnosers-out of unorthodoxy. But this particular girl gave him the impression<br \/>\nof being more dangerous than most. Once when they passed in the corridor<br \/>\nshe gave him a quick sidelong glance which seemed to pierce right into<br \/>\nhim and for a moment had filled him with black terror. The idea had even<br \/>\ncrossed his mind that she might be an agent of the Thought Police. That,<br \/>\nit was true, was very unlikely. Still, he continued to feel a peculiar<br \/>\nuneasiness, which had fear mixed up in it as well as hostility, whenever<br \/>\nshe was anywhere near him.<\/p>\n<p>The other person was a man named O&#8217;Brien, a member of the Inner Party and<br \/>\nholder of some post so important and remote that Winston had only a dim<br \/>\nidea of its nature. A momentary hush passed over the group of people<br \/>\nround the chairs as they saw the black overalls of an Inner Party member<br \/>\napproaching. O&#8217;Brien was a large, burly man with a thick neck and a coarse,<br \/>\nhumorous, brutal face. In spite of his formidable appearance he had a<br \/>\ncertain charm of manner. He had a trick of resettling his spectacles on<br \/>\nhis nose which was curiously disarming&#8211;in some indefinable way, curiously<br \/>\ncivilized. It was a gesture which, if anyone had still thought in such<br \/>\nterms, might have recalled an eighteenth-century nobleman offering his<br \/>\nsnuffbox. Winston had seen O&#8217;Brien perhaps a dozen times in almost as many<br \/>\nyears. He felt deeply drawn to him, and not solely because he was intrigued<br \/>\nby the contrast between O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s urbane manner and his prize-fighter&#8217;s<br \/>\nphysique. Much more it was because of a secretly held belief&#8211;or perhaps<br \/>\nnot even a belief, merely a hope&#8211;that O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s political orthodoxy was<br \/>\nnot perfect. Something in his face suggested it irresistibly. And again,<br \/>\nperhaps it was not even unorthodoxy that was written in his face, but<br \/>\nsimply intelligence. But at any rate he had the appearance of being a<br \/>\nperson that you could talk to if somehow you could cheat the telescreen and<br \/>\nget him alone. Winston had never made the smallest effort to verify this<br \/>\nguess: indeed, there was no way of doing so. At this moment O&#8217;Brien glanced<br \/>\nat his wrist-watch, saw that it was nearly eleven hundred, and evidently<br \/>\ndecided to stay in the Records Department until the Two Minutes Hate was<br \/>\nover. He took a chair in the same row as Winston, a couple of places away.<br \/>\nA small, sandy-haired woman who worked in the next cubicle to Winston was<br \/>\nbetween them. The girl with dark hair was sitting immediately behind.<\/p>\n<p>The next moment a hideous, grinding speech, as of some monstrous machine<br \/>\nrunning without oil, burst from the big telescreen at the end of the room.<br \/>\nIt was a noise that set one&#8217;s teeth on edge and bristled the hair at the<br \/>\nback of one&#8217;s neck. The Hate had started.<\/p>\n<p>As usual, the face of Emmanuel Goldstein, the Enemy of the People, had<br \/>\nflashed on to the screen. There were hisses here and there among the<br \/>\naudience. The little sandy-haired woman gave a squeak of mingled fear and<br \/>\ndisgust. Goldstein was the renegade and backslider who once, long ago<br \/>\n(how long ago, nobody quite remembered), had been one of the leading<br \/>\nfigures of the Party, almost on a level with Big Brother himself, and<br \/>\nthen had engaged in counter-revolutionary activities, had been condemned<br \/>\nto death, and had mysteriously escaped and disappeared. The programmes<br \/>\nof the Two Minutes Hate varied from day to day, but there was none in<br \/>\nwhich Goldstein was not the principal figure. He was the primal traitor,<br \/>\nthe earliest defiler of the Party&#8217;s purity. All subsequent crimes against<br \/>\nthe Party, all treacheries, acts of sabotage, heresies, deviations,<br \/>\nsprang directly out of his teaching. Somewhere or other he was still<br \/>\nalive and hatching his conspiracies: perhaps somewhere beyond the sea,<br \/>\nunder the protection of his foreign paymasters, perhaps even&#8211;so it was<br \/>\noccasionally rumoured&#8211;in some hiding-place in Oceania itself.<\/p>\n<p>Winston&#8217;s diaphragm was constricted. He could never see the face of<br \/>\nGoldstein without a painful mixture of emotions. It was a lean Jewish face,<br \/>\nwith a great fuzzy aureole of white hair and a small goatee beard&#8211;a<br \/>\nclever face, and yet somehow inherently despicable, with a kind of senile<br \/>\nsilliness in the long thin nose, near the end of which a pair of spectacles<br \/>\nwas perched. It resembled the face of a sheep, and the voice, too, had a<br \/>\nsheep-like quality. Goldstein was delivering his usual venomous attack<br \/>\nupon the doctrines of the Party&#8211;an attack so exaggerated and perverse that<br \/>\na child should have been able to see through it, and yet just plausible<br \/>\nenough to fill one with an alarmed feeling that other people, less<br \/>\nlevel-headed than oneself, might be taken in by it. He was abusing Big<br \/>\nBrother, he was denouncing the dictatorship of the Party, he was demanding<br \/>\nthe immediate conclusion of peace with Eurasia, he was advocating freedom<br \/>\nof speech, freedom of the Press, freedom of assembly, freedom of thought,<br \/>\nhe was crying hysterically that the revolution had been betrayed&#8211;and all<br \/>\nthis in rapid polysyllabic speech which was a sort of parody of the<br \/>\nhabitual style of the orators of the Party, and even contained Newspeak<br \/>\nwords: more Newspeak words, indeed, than any Party member would normally<br \/>\nuse in real life. And all the while, lest one should be in any doubt as to<br \/>\nthe reality which Goldstein&#8217;s specious claptrap covered, behind his head on<br \/>\nthe telescreen there marched the endless columns of the Eurasian army&#8211;row<br \/>\nafter row of solid-looking men with expressionless Asiatic faces, who swam<br \/>\nup to the surface of the screen and vanished, to be replaced by others<br \/>\nexactly similar. The dull rhythmic tramp of the soldiers&#8217; boots formed the<br \/>\nbackground to Goldstein&#8217;s bleating voice.<\/p>\n<p>Before the Hate had proceeded for thirty seconds, uncontrollable<br \/>\nexclamations of rage were breaking out from half the people in the room.<br \/>\nThe self-satisfied sheep-like face on the screen, and the terrifying power<br \/>\nof the Eurasian army behind it, were too much to be borne: besides,<br \/>\nthe sight or even the thought of Goldstein produced fear and anger<br \/>\nautomatically. He was an object of hatred more constant than either Eurasia<br \/>\nor Eastasia, since when Oceania was at war with one of these Powers it was<br \/>\ngenerally at peace with the other. But what was strange was that although<br \/>\nGoldstein was hated and despised by everybody, although every day and a<br \/>\nthousand times a day, on platforms, on the telescreen, in newspapers,<br \/>\nin books, his theories were refuted, smashed, ridiculed, held up to the<br \/>\ngeneral gaze for the pitiful rubbish that they were&#8211;in spite of all this,<br \/>\nhis influence never seemed to grow less. Always there were fresh dupes<br \/>\nwaiting to be seduced by him. A day never passed when spies and saboteurs<br \/>\nacting under his directions were not unmasked by the Thought Police.<br \/>\nHe was the commander of a vast shadowy army, an underground network of<br \/>\nconspirators dedicated to the overthrow of the State. The Brotherhood, its<br \/>\nname was supposed to be. There were also whispered stories of a terrible<br \/>\nbook, a compendium of all the heresies, of which Goldstein was the author<br \/>\nand which circulated clandestinely here and there. It was a book without a<br \/>\ntitle. People referred to it, if at all, simply as THE BOOK. But one knew<br \/>\nof such things only through vague rumours. Neither the Brotherhood nor<br \/>\nTHE BOOK was a subject that any ordinary Party member would mention if<br \/>\nthere was a way of avoiding it.<\/p>\n<p>In its second minute the Hate rose to a frenzy. People were leaping up and<br \/>\ndown in their places and shouting at the tops of their voices in an effort<br \/>\nto drown the maddening bleating voice that came from the screen. The little<br \/>\nsandy-haired woman had turned bright pink, and her mouth was opening and<br \/>\nshutting like that of a landed fish. Even O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s heavy face was flushed.<br \/>\nHe was sitting very straight in his chair, his powerful chest swelling and<br \/>\nquivering as though he were standing up to the assault of a wave. The<br \/>\ndark-haired girl behind Winston had begun crying out &#8216;Swine! Swine! Swine!&#8217;<br \/>\nand suddenly she picked up a heavy Newspeak dictionary and flung it at the<br \/>\nscreen. It struck Goldstein&#8217;s nose and bounced off; the voice continued<br \/>\ninexorably. In a lucid moment Winston found that he was shouting with the<br \/>\nothers and kicking his heel violently against the rung of his chair. The<br \/>\nhorrible thing about the Two Minutes Hate was not that one was obliged to<br \/>\nact a part, but, on the contrary, that it was impossible to avoid joining<br \/>\nin. Within thirty seconds any pretence was always unnecessary. A hideous<br \/>\necstasy of fear and vindictiveness, a desire to kill, to torture, to smash<br \/>\nfaces in with a sledge-hammer, seemed to flow through the whole group of<br \/>\npeople like an electric current, turning one even against one&#8217;s will into<br \/>\na grimacing, screaming lunatic. And yet the rage that one felt was an<br \/>\nabstract, undirected emotion which could be switched from one object to<br \/>\nanother like the flame of a blowlamp. Thus, at one moment Winston&#8217;s hatred<br \/>\nwas not turned against Goldstein at all, but, on the contrary, against<br \/>\nBig Brother, the Party, and the Thought Police; and at such moments his<br \/>\nheart went out to the lonely, derided heretic on the screen, sole guardian<br \/>\nof truth and sanity in a world of lies. And yet the very next instant he<br \/>\nwas at one with the people about him, and all that was said of Goldstein<br \/>\nseemed to him to be true. At those moments his secret loathing of Big<br \/>\nBrother changed into adoration, and Big Brother seemed to tower up, an<br \/>\ninvincible, fearless protector, standing like a rock against the hordes<br \/>\nof Asia, and Goldstein, in spite of his isolation, his helplessness, and<br \/>\nthe doubt that hung about his very existence, seemed like some sinister<br \/>\nenchanter, capable by the mere power of his voice of wrecking the structure<br \/>\nof civilization.<\/p>\n<p>It was even possible, at moments, to switch one&#8217;s hatred this way or that<br \/>\nby a voluntary act. Suddenly, by the sort of violent effort with which one<br \/>\nwrenches one&#8217;s head away from the pillow in a nightmare, Winston succeeded<br \/>\nin transferring his hatred from the face on the screen to the dark-haired<br \/>\ngirl behind him. Vivid, beautiful hallucinations flashed through his mind.<br \/>\nHe would flog her to death with a rubber truncheon. He would tie her naked<br \/>\nto a stake and shoot her full of arrows like Saint Sebastian. He would<br \/>\nravish her and cut her throat at the moment of climax. Better than before,<br \/>\nmoreover, he realized WHY it was that he hated her. He hated her because<br \/>\nshe was young and pretty and sexless, because he wanted to go to bed with<br \/>\nher and would never do so, because round her sweet supple waist, which<br \/>\nseemed to ask you to encircle it with your arm, there was only the odious<br \/>\nscarlet sash, aggressive symbol of chastity.<\/p>\n<p>The Hate rose to its climax. The voice of Goldstein had become an actual<br \/>\nsheep&#8217;s bleat, and for an instant the face changed into that of a sheep.<br \/>\nThen the sheep-face melted into the figure of a Eurasian soldier who seemed<br \/>\nto be advancing, huge and terrible, his sub-machine gun roaring, and<br \/>\nseeming to spring out of the surface of the screen, so that some of the<br \/>\npeople in the front row actually flinched backwards in their seats. But<br \/>\nin the same moment, drawing a deep sigh of relief from everybody, the<br \/>\nhostile figure melted into the face of Big Brother, black-haired,<br \/>\nblack-moustachio&#8217;d, full of power and mysterious calm, and so vast that<br \/>\nit almost filled up the screen. Nobody heard what Big Brother was saying.<br \/>\nIt was merely a few words of encouragement, the sort of words that are<br \/>\nuttered in the din of battle, not distinguishable individually but<br \/>\nrestoring confidence by the fact of being spoken. Then the face of Big<br \/>\nBrother faded away again, and instead the three slogans of the Party stood<br \/>\nout in bold capitals:<\/p>\n<p>WAR IS PEACE<br \/>\n  FREEDOM IS SLAVERY<br \/>\n  IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH<\/p>\n<p>But the face of Big Brother seemed to persist for several seconds on the<br \/>\nscreen, as though the impact that it had made on everyone&#8217;s eyeballs was<br \/>\ntoo vivid to wear off immediately. The little sandy-haired woman had flung<br \/>\nherself forward over the back of the chair in front of her. With a<br \/>\ntremulous murmur that sounded like &#8216;My Saviour!&#8217; she extended her arms<br \/>\ntowards the screen. Then she buried her face in her hands. It was apparent<br \/>\nthat she was uttering a prayer.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment the entire group of people broke into a deep, slow,<br \/>\nrhythmical chant of &#8216;B-B!&#8230;B-B!&#8217;&#8211;over and over again, very slowly, with a<br \/>\nlong pause between the first &#8216;B&#8217; and the second&#8211;a heavy, murmurous sound,<br \/>\nsomehow curiously savage, in the background of which one seemed to hear the<br \/>\nstamp of naked feet and the throbbing of tom-toms. For perhaps as much as<br \/>\nthirty seconds they kept it up. It was a refrain that was often heard in<br \/>\nmoments of overwhelming emotion. Partly it was a sort of hymn to the wisdom<br \/>\nand majesty of Big Brother, but still more it was an act of self-hypnosis,<br \/>\na deliberate drowning of consciousness by means of rhythmic noise.<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s entrails seemed to grow cold. In the Two Minutes Hate he could<br \/>\nnot help sharing in the general delirium, but this sub-human chanting of<br \/>\n&#8216;B-B!&#8230;B-B!&#8217; always filled him with horror. Of course he chanted with the<br \/>\nrest: it was impossible to do otherwise. To dissemble your feelings, to<br \/>\ncontrol your face, to do what everyone else was doing, was an instinctive<br \/>\nreaction. But there was a space of a couple of seconds during which the<br \/>\nexpression of his eyes might conceivably have betrayed him. And it was<br \/>\nexactly at this moment that the significant thing happened&#8211;if, indeed,<br \/>\nit did happen.<\/p>\n<p>Momentarily he caught O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s eye. O&#8217;Brien had stood up. He had taken<br \/>\noff his spectacles and was in the act of resettling them on his nose with<br \/>\nhis characteristic gesture. But there was a fraction of a second when<br \/>\ntheir eyes met, and for as long as it took to happen Winston knew&#8211;yes, he<br \/>\nKNEW!&#8211;that O&#8217;Brien was thinking the same thing as himself. An unmistakable<br \/>\nmessage had passed. It was as though their two minds had opened and the<br \/>\nthoughts were flowing from one into the other through their eyes. &#8216;I am<br \/>\nwith you,&#8217; O&#8217;Brien seemed to be saying to him. &#8216;I know precisely what you<br \/>\nare feeling. I know all about your contempt, your hatred, your disgust.<br \/>\nBut don&#8217;t worry, I am on your side!&#8217; And then the flash of intelligence<br \/>\nwas gone, and O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s face was as inscrutable as everybody else&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<p>That was all, and he was already uncertain whether it had happened. Such<br \/>\nincidents never had any sequel. All that they did was to keep alive in him<br \/>\nthe belief, or hope, that others besides himself were the enemies of the<br \/>\nParty. Perhaps the rumours of vast underground conspiracies were true after<br \/>\nall&#8211;perhaps the Brotherhood really existed! It was impossible, in spite<br \/>\nof the endless arrests and confessions and executions, to be sure that the<br \/>\nBrotherhood was not simply a myth. Some days he believed in it, some days<br \/>\nnot. There was no evidence, only fleeting glimpses that might mean anything<br \/>\nor nothing: snatches of overheard conversation, faint scribbles on lavatory<br \/>\nwalls&#8211;once, even, when two strangers met, a small movement of the hand<br \/>\nwhich had looked as though it might be a signal of recognition. It was all<br \/>\nguesswork: very likely he had imagined everything. He had gone back to his<br \/>\ncubicle without looking at O&#8217;Brien again. The idea of following up their<br \/>\nmomentary contact hardly crossed his mind. It would have been inconceivably<br \/>\ndangerous even if he had known how to set about doing it. For a second, two<br \/>\nseconds, they had exchanged an equivocal glance, and that was the end of<br \/>\nthe story. But even that was a memorable event, in the locked loneliness in<br \/>\nwhich one had to live.<\/p>\n<p>Winston roused himself and sat up straighter. He let out a belch. The gin<br \/>\nwas rising from his stomach.<\/p>\n<p>His eyes re-focused on the page. He discovered that while he sat helplessly<br \/>\nmusing he had also been writing, as though by automatic action. And it was<br \/>\nno longer the same cramped, awkward handwriting as before. His pen had slid<br \/>\nvoluptuously over the smooth paper, printing in large neat capitals&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER<br \/>\n  DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER<br \/>\n  DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER<br \/>\n  DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER<br \/>\n  DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER<\/p>\n<p>over and over again, filling half a page.<\/p>\n<p>He could not help feeling a twinge of panic. It was absurd, since the<br \/>\nwriting of those particular words was not more dangerous than the initial<br \/>\nact of opening the diary, but for a moment he was tempted to tear out the<br \/>\nspoiled pages and abandon the enterprise altogether.<\/p>\n<p>He did not do so, however, because he knew that it was useless. Whether he<br \/>\nwrote DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER, or whether he refrained from writing it, made<br \/>\nno difference. Whether he went on with the diary, or whether he did not go<br \/>\non with it, made no difference. The Thought Police would get him just the<br \/>\nsame. He had committed&#8211;would still have committed, even if he had never<br \/>\nset pen to paper&#8211;the essential crime that contained all others in itself.<br \/>\nThoughtcrime, they called it. Thoughtcrime was not a thing that could be<br \/>\nconcealed for ever. You might dodge successfully for a while, even for<br \/>\nyears, but sooner or later they were bound to get you.<\/p>\n<p>It was always at night&#8211;the arrests invariably happened at night. The<br \/>\nsudden jerk out of sleep, the rough hand shaking your shoulder, the lights<br \/>\nglaring in your eyes, the ring of hard faces round the bed. In the vast<br \/>\nmajority of cases there was no trial, no report of the arrest. People<br \/>\nsimply disappeared, always during the night. Your name was removed from the<br \/>\nregisters, every record of everything you had ever done was wiped out, your<br \/>\none-time existence was denied and then forgotten. You were abolished,<br \/>\nannihilated: VAPORIZED was the usual word.<\/p>\n<p>For a moment he was seized by a kind of hysteria. He began writing in a<br \/>\nhurried untidy scrawl:<\/p>\n<p>theyll shoot me i don&#8217;t care theyll shoot me in the back of the neck i<br \/>\ndont care down with big brother they always shoot you in the back of the<br \/>\nneck i dont care down with big brother&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>He sat back in his chair, slightly ashamed of himself, and laid down<br \/>\nthe pen. The next moment he started violently. There was a knocking at<br \/>\nthe door.<\/p>\n<p>Already! He sat as still as a mouse, in the futile hope that whoever it was<br \/>\nmight go away after a single attempt. But no, the knocking was repeated.<br \/>\nThe worst thing of all would be to delay. His heart was thumping like a<br \/>\ndrum, but his face, from long habit, was probably expressionless. He got<br \/>\nup and moved heavily towards the door.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 2<\/p>\n<p>As he put his hand to the door-knob Winston saw that he had left the<br \/>\ndiary open on the table. DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER was written all over it,<br \/>\nin letters almost big enough to be legible across the room. It was an<br \/>\ninconceivably stupid thing to have done. But, he realized, even in his<br \/>\npanic he had not wanted to smudge the creamy paper by shutting the book<br \/>\nwhile the ink was wet.<\/p>\n<p>He drew in his breath and opened the door. Instantly a warm wave of relief<br \/>\nflowed through him. A colourless, crushed-looking woman, with wispy hair<br \/>\nand a lined face, was standing outside.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh, comrade,&#8217; she began in a dreary, whining sort of voice, &#8216;I thought I<br \/>\nheard you come in. Do you think you could come across and have a look at<br \/>\nour kitchen sink? It&#8217;s got blocked up and&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>It was Mrs Parsons, the wife of a neighbour on the same floor. (&#8216;Mrs&#8217; was<br \/>\na word somewhat discountenanced by the Party&#8211;you were supposed to call<br \/>\neveryone &#8216;comrade&#8217;&#8211;but with some women one used it instinctively.) She was<br \/>\na woman of about thirty, but looking much older. One had the impression<br \/>\nthat there was dust in the creases of her face. Winston followed her down<br \/>\nthe passage. These amateur repair jobs were an almost daily irritation.<br \/>\nVictory Mansions were old flats, built in 1930 or thereabouts, and were<br \/>\nfalling to pieces. The plaster flaked constantly from ceilings and walls,<br \/>\nthe pipes burst in every hard frost, the roof leaked whenever there was<br \/>\nsnow, the heating system was usually running at half steam when it was not<br \/>\nclosed down altogether from motives of economy. Repairs, except what you<br \/>\ncould do for yourself, had to be sanctioned by remote committees which<br \/>\nwere liable to hold up even the mending of a window-pane for two years.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course it&#8217;s only because Tom isn&#8217;t home,&#8217; said Mrs Parsons vaguely.<\/p>\n<p>The Parsons&#8217; flat was bigger than Winston&#8217;s, and dingy in a different<br \/>\nway. Everything had a battered, trampled-on look, as though the<br \/>\nplace had just been visited by some large violent animal. Games<br \/>\nimpedimenta&#8211;hockey-sticks, boxing-gloves, a burst football, a pair of<br \/>\nsweaty shorts turned inside out&#8211;lay all over the floor, and on the<br \/>\ntable there was a litter of dirty dishes and dog-eared exercise-books.<br \/>\nOn the walls were scarlet banners of the Youth League and the Spies, and<br \/>\na full-sized poster of Big Brother. There was the usual boiled-cabbage<br \/>\nsmell, common to the whole building, but it was shot through by a sharper<br \/>\nreek of sweat, which&#8211;one knew this at the first sniff, though it was<br \/>\nhard to say how&#8211;was the sweat of some person not present at the moment.<br \/>\nIn another room someone with a comb and a piece of toilet paper was<br \/>\ntrying to keep tune with the military music which was still issuing<br \/>\nfrom the telescreen.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s the children,&#8217; said Mrs Parsons, casting a half-apprehensive glance<br \/>\nat the door. &#8216;They haven&#8217;t been out today. And of course&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>She had a habit of breaking off her sentences in the middle. The kitchen<br \/>\nsink was full nearly to the brim with filthy greenish water which smelt<br \/>\nworse than ever of cabbage. Winston knelt down and examined the angle-joint<br \/>\nof the pipe. He hated using his hands, and he hated bending down, which was<br \/>\nalways liable to start him coughing. Mrs Parsons looked on helplessly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course if Tom was home he&#8217;d put it right in a moment,&#8217; she said.<br \/>\n&#8216;He loves anything like that. He&#8217;s ever so good with his hands, Tom is.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Parsons was Winston&#8217;s fellow-employee at the Ministry of Truth. He was<br \/>\na fattish but active man of paralysing stupidity, a mass of imbecile<br \/>\nenthusiasms&#8211;one of those completely unquestioning, devoted drudges on<br \/>\nwhom, more even than on the Thought Police, the stability of the Party<br \/>\ndepended. At thirty-five he had just been unwillingly evicted from the<br \/>\nYouth League, and before graduating into the Youth League he had managed to<br \/>\nstay on in the Spies for a year beyond the statutory age. At the Ministry<br \/>\nhe was employed in some subordinate post for which intelligence was not<br \/>\nrequired, but on the other hand he was a leading figure on the Sports<br \/>\nCommittee and all the other committees engaged in organizing community<br \/>\nhikes, spontaneous demonstrations, savings campaigns, and voluntary<br \/>\nactivities generally. He would inform you with quiet pride, between whiffs<br \/>\nof his pipe, that he had put in an appearance at the Community Centre every<br \/>\nevening for the past four years. An overpowering smell of sweat, a sort of<br \/>\nunconscious testimony to the strenuousness of his life, followed him about<br \/>\nwherever he went, and even remained behind him after he had gone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Have you got a spanner?&#8217; said Winston, fiddling with the nut on the<br \/>\nangle-joint.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;A spanner,&#8217; said Mrs Parsons, immediately becoming invertebrate. &#8216;I don&#8217;t<br \/>\nknow, I&#8217;m sure. Perhaps the children&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>There was a trampling of boots and another blast on the comb as the<br \/>\nchildren charged into the living-room. Mrs Parsons brought the spanner.<br \/>\nWinston let out the water and disgustedly removed the clot of human hair<br \/>\nthat had blocked up the pipe. He cleaned his fingers as best he could in<br \/>\nthe cold water from the tap and went back into the other room.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Up with your hands!&#8217; yelled a savage voice.<\/p>\n<p>A handsome, tough-looking boy of nine had popped up from behind the table<br \/>\nand was menacing him with a toy automatic pistol, while his small sister,<br \/>\nabout two years younger, made the same gesture with a fragment of wood.<br \/>\nBoth of them were dressed in the blue shorts, grey shirts, and red<br \/>\nneckerchiefs which were the uniform of the Spies. Winston raised his hands<br \/>\nabove his head, but with an uneasy feeling, so vicious was the boy&#8217;s<br \/>\ndemeanour, that it was not altogether a game.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You&#8217;re a traitor!&#8217; yelled the boy. &#8216;You&#8217;re a thought-criminal! You&#8217;re a<br \/>\nEurasian spy! I&#8217;ll shoot you, I&#8217;ll vaporize you, I&#8217;ll send you to the salt<br \/>\nmines!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly they were both leaping round him, shouting &#8216;Traitor!&#8217; and<br \/>\n&#8216;Thought-criminal!&#8217; the little girl imitating her brother in every<br \/>\nmovement. It was somehow slightly frightening, like the gambolling of<br \/>\ntiger cubs which will soon grow up into man-eaters. There was a sort of<br \/>\ncalculating ferocity in the boy&#8217;s eye, a quite evident desire to hit or<br \/>\nkick Winston and a consciousness of being very nearly big enough to do so.<br \/>\nIt was a good job it was not a real pistol he was holding, Winston thought.<\/p>\n<p>Mrs Parsons&#8217; eyes flitted nervously from Winston to the children, and back<br \/>\nagain. In the better light of the living-room he noticed with interest<br \/>\nthat there actually was dust in the creases of her face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They do get so noisy,&#8217; she said. &#8216;They&#8217;re disappointed because they<br \/>\ncouldn&#8217;t go to see the hanging, that&#8217;s what it is. I&#8217;m too busy to take<br \/>\nthem. and Tom won&#8217;t be back from work in time.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why can&#8217;t we go and see the hanging?&#8217; roared the boy in his huge voice.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Want to see the hanging! Want to see the hanging!&#8217; chanted the little<br \/>\ngirl, still capering round.<\/p>\n<p>Some Eurasian prisoners, guilty of war crimes, were to be hanged in the<br \/>\nPark that evening, Winston remembered. This happened about once a month,<br \/>\nand was a popular spectacle. Children always clamoured to be taken to see<br \/>\nit. He took his leave of Mrs Parsons and made for the door. But he had not<br \/>\ngone six steps down the passage when something hit the back of his neck an<br \/>\nagonizingly painful blow. It was as though a red-hot wire had been jabbed<br \/>\ninto him. He spun round just in time to see Mrs Parsons dragging her son<br \/>\nback into the doorway while the boy pocketed a catapult.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Goldstein!&#8217; bellowed the boy as the door closed on him. But what most<br \/>\nstruck Winston was the look of helpless fright on the woman&#8217;s greyish face.<\/p>\n<p>Back in the flat he stepped quickly past the telescreen and sat down at the<br \/>\ntable again, still rubbing his neck. The music from the telescreen had<br \/>\nstopped. Instead, a clipped military voice was reading out, with a sort of<br \/>\nbrutal relish, a description of the armaments of the new Floating Fortress<br \/>\nwhich had just been anchored between Iceland and the Faroe Islands.<\/p>\n<p>With those children, he thought, that wretched woman must lead a life of<br \/>\nterror. Another year, two years, and they would be watching her night<br \/>\nand day for symptoms of unorthodoxy. Nearly all children nowadays were<br \/>\nhorrible. What was worst of all was that by means of such organizations as<br \/>\nthe Spies they were systematically turned into ungovernable little savages,<br \/>\nand yet this produced in them no tendency whatever to rebel against the<br \/>\ndiscipline of the Party. On the contrary, they adored the Party and<br \/>\neverything connected with it. The songs, the processions, the banners, the<br \/>\nhiking, the drilling with dummy rifles, the yelling of slogans, the worship<br \/>\nof Big Brother&#8211;it was all a sort of glorious game to them. All their<br \/>\nferocity was turned outwards, against the enemies of the State, against<br \/>\nforeigners, traitors, saboteurs, thought-criminals. It was almost normal<br \/>\nfor people over thirty to be frightened of their own children. And with<br \/>\ngood reason, for hardly a week passed in which &#8216;The Times&#8217; did not carry<br \/>\na paragraph describing how some eavesdropping little sneak&#8211;&#8216;child hero&#8217;<br \/>\nwas the phrase generally used&#8211;had overheard some compromising remark<br \/>\nand denounced its parents to the Thought Police.<\/p>\n<p>The sting of the catapult bullet had worn off. He picked up his pen<br \/>\nhalf-heartedly, wondering whether he could find something more to write<br \/>\nin the diary. Suddenly he began thinking of O&#8217;Brien again.<\/p>\n<p>Years ago&#8211;how long was it? Seven years it must be&#8211;he had dreamed that he<br \/>\nwas walking through a pitch-dark room. And someone sitting to one side of<br \/>\nhim had said as he passed: &#8216;We shall meet in the place where there is no<br \/>\ndarkness.&#8217; It was said very quietly, almost casually&#8211;a statement, not a<br \/>\ncommand. He had walked on without pausing. What was curious was that at the<br \/>\ntime, in the dream, the words had not made much impression on him. It was<br \/>\nonly later and by degrees that they had seemed to take on significance. He<br \/>\ncould not now remember whether it was before or after having the dream that<br \/>\nhe had seen O&#8217;Brien for the first time, nor could he remember when he had<br \/>\nfirst identified the voice as O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s. But at any rate the identification<br \/>\nexisted. It was O&#8217;Brien who had spoken to him out of the dark.<\/p>\n<p>Winston had never been able to feel sure&#8211;even after this morning&#8217;s flash<br \/>\nof the eyes it was still impossible to be sure whether O&#8217;Brien was a friend<br \/>\nor an enemy. Nor did it even seem to matter greatly. There was a link of<br \/>\nunderstanding between them, more important than affection or partisanship.<br \/>\n&#8216;We shall meet in the place where there is no darkness,&#8217; he had said.<br \/>\nWinston did not know what it meant, only that in some way or another it<br \/>\nwould come true.<\/p>\n<p>The voice from the telescreen paused. A trumpet call, clear and beautiful,<br \/>\nfloated into the stagnant air. The voice continued raspingly:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Attention! Your attention, please! A newsflash has this moment arrived<br \/>\nfrom the Malabar front. Our forces in South India have won a glorious<br \/>\nvictory. I am authorized to say that the action we are now reporting may<br \/>\nwell bring the war within measurable distance of its end. Here is the<br \/>\nnewsflash&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>Bad news coming, thought Winston. And sure enough, following on a gory<br \/>\ndescription of the annihilation of a Eurasian army, with stupendous figures<br \/>\nof killed and prisoners, came the announcement that, as from next week,<br \/>\nthe chocolate ration would be reduced from thirty grammes to twenty.<\/p>\n<p>Winston belched again. The gin was wearing off, leaving a deflated feeling.<br \/>\nThe telescreen&#8211;perhaps to celebrate the victory, perhaps to drown the<br \/>\nmemory of the lost chocolate&#8211;crashed into &#8216;Oceania, &#8217;tis for thee&#8217;. You<br \/>\nwere supposed to stand to attention. However, in his present position he<br \/>\nwas invisible.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oceania, &#8217;tis for thee&#8217; gave way to lighter music. Winston walked over to<br \/>\nthe window, keeping his back to the telescreen. The day was still cold and<br \/>\nclear. Somewhere far away a rocket bomb exploded with a dull, reverberating<br \/>\nroar. About twenty or thirty of them a week were falling on London at<br \/>\npresent.<\/p>\n<p>Down in the street the wind flapped the torn poster to and fro, and the<br \/>\nword INGSOC fitfully appeared and vanished. Ingsoc. The sacred principles<br \/>\nof Ingsoc. Newspeak, doublethink, the mutability of the past. He felt as<br \/>\nthough he were wandering in the forests of the sea bottom, lost in a<br \/>\nmonstrous world where he himself was the monster. He was alone. The past<br \/>\nwas dead, the future was unimaginable. What certainty had he that a single<br \/>\nhuman creature now living was on his side? And what way of knowing that the<br \/>\ndominion of the Party would not endure FOR EVER? Like an answer, the three<br \/>\nslogans on the white face of the Ministry of Truth came back to him:<\/p>\n<p>WAR IS PEACE<br \/>\n  FREEDOM IS SLAVERY<br \/>\n  IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH<\/p>\n<p>He took a twenty-five cent piece out of his pocket. There, too, in tiny<br \/>\nclear lettering, the same slogans were inscribed, and on the other face of<br \/>\nthe coin the head of Big Brother. Even from the coin the eyes pursued you.<br \/>\nOn coins, on stamps, on the covers of books, on banners, on posters, and on<br \/>\nthe wrappings of a cigarette packet&#8211;everywhere. Always the eyes watching<br \/>\nyou and the voice enveloping you. Asleep or awake, working or eating,<br \/>\nindoors or out of doors, in the bath or in bed&#8211;no escape. Nothing was your<br \/>\nown except the few cubic centimetres inside your skull.<\/p>\n<p>The sun had shifted round, and the myriad windows of the Ministry of Truth,<br \/>\nwith the light no longer shining on them, looked grim as the loopholes of a<br \/>\nfortress. His heart quailed before the enormous pyramidal shape. It was too<br \/>\nstrong, it could not be stormed. A thousand rocket bombs would not batter<br \/>\nit down. He wondered again for whom he was writing the diary. For the<br \/>\nfuture, for the past&#8211;for an age that might be imaginary. And in front of<br \/>\nhim there lay not death but annihilation. The diary would be reduced to<br \/>\nashes and himself to vapour. Only the Thought Police would read what he had<br \/>\nwritten, before they wiped it out of existence and out of memory. How could<br \/>\nyou make appeal to the future when not a trace of you, not even an<br \/>\nanonymous word scribbled on a piece of paper, could physically survive?<\/p>\n<p>The telescreen struck fourteen. He must leave in ten minutes. He had to be<br \/>\nback at work by fourteen-thirty.<\/p>\n<p>Curiously, the chiming of the hour seemed to have put new heart into him.<br \/>\nHe was a lonely ghost uttering a truth that nobody would ever hear. But so<br \/>\nlong as he uttered it, in some obscure way the continuity was not broken.<br \/>\nIt was not by making yourself heard but by staying sane that you carried on<br \/>\nthe human heritage. He went back to the table, dipped his pen, and wrote:<\/p>\n<p>To the future or to the past, to a time when thought is free, when men<br \/>\nare different from one another and do not live alone&#8211;to a time when truth<br \/>\nexists and what is done cannot be undone:<br \/>\n   From the age of uniformity, from the age of solitude, from the age of<br \/>\nBig Brother, from the age of doublethink&#8211;greetings!<\/p>\n<p>He was already dead, he reflected. It seemed to him that it was only now,<br \/>\nwhen he had begun to be able to formulate his thoughts, that he had taken<br \/>\nthe decisive step. The consequences of every act are included in the act<br \/>\nitself. He wrote:<\/p>\n<p>Thoughtcrime does not entail death: thoughtcrime IS death.<\/p>\n<p>Now he had recognized himself as a dead man it became important to stay<br \/>\nalive as long as possible. Two fingers of his right hand were inkstained.<br \/>\nIt was exactly the kind of detail that might betray you. Some nosing zealot<br \/>\nin the Ministry (a woman, probably: someone like the little sandy-haired<br \/>\nwoman or the dark-haired girl from the Fiction Department) might start<br \/>\nwondering why he had been writing during the lunch interval, why he had<br \/>\nused an old-fashioned pen, WHAT he had been writing&#8211;and then drop a hint<br \/>\nin the appropriate quarter. He went to the bathroom and carefully scrubbed<br \/>\nthe ink away with the gritty dark-brown soap which rasped your skin like<br \/>\nsandpaper and was therefore well adapted for this purpose.<\/p>\n<p>He put the diary away in the drawer. It was quite useless to think of<br \/>\nhiding it, but he could at least make sure whether or not its existence had<br \/>\nbeen discovered. A hair laid across the page-ends was too obvious. With the<br \/>\ntip of his finger he picked up an identifiable grain of whitish dust and<br \/>\ndeposited it on the corner of the cover, where it was bound to be shaken<br \/>\noff if the book was moved.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 3<\/p>\n<p>Winston was dreaming of his mother.<\/p>\n<p>He must, he thought, have been ten or eleven years old when his mother had<br \/>\ndisappeared. She was a tall, statuesque, rather silent woman with slow<br \/>\nmovements and magnificent fair hair. His father he remembered more vaguely<br \/>\nas dark and thin, dressed always in neat dark clothes (Winston remembered<br \/>\nespecially the very thin soles of his father&#8217;s shoes) and wearing<br \/>\nspectacles. The two of them must evidently have been swallowed up in one<br \/>\nof the first great purges of the fifties.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment his mother was sitting in some place deep down beneath him,<br \/>\nwith his young sister in her arms. He did not remember his sister at all,<br \/>\nexcept as a tiny, feeble baby, always silent, with large, watchful eyes.<br \/>\nBoth of them were looking up at him. They were down in some subterranean<br \/>\nplace&#8211;the bottom of a well, for instance, or a very deep grave&#8211;but it<br \/>\nwas a place which, already far below him, was itself moving downwards.<br \/>\nThey were in the saloon of a sinking ship, looking up at him through the<br \/>\ndarkening water. There was still air in the saloon, they could still see<br \/>\nhim and he them, but all the while they were sinking down, down into the<br \/>\ngreen waters which in another moment must hide them from sight for ever.<br \/>\nHe was out in the light and air while they were being sucked down to death,<br \/>\nand they were down there because he was up here. He knew it and they knew<br \/>\nit, and he could see the knowledge in their faces. There was no reproach<br \/>\neither in their faces or in their hearts, only the knowledge that they<br \/>\nmust die in order that he might remain alive, and that this was part of<br \/>\nthe unavoidable order of things.<\/p>\n<p>He could not remember what had happened, but he knew in his dream that in<br \/>\nsome way the lives of his mother and his sister had been sacrificed to his<br \/>\nown. It was one of those dreams which, while retaining the characteristic<br \/>\ndream scenery, are a continuation of one&#8217;s intellectual life, and in which<br \/>\none becomes aware of facts and ideas which still seem new and valuable<br \/>\nafter one is awake. The thing that now suddenly struck Winston was that his<br \/>\nmother&#8217;s death, nearly thirty years ago, had been tragic and sorrowful in<br \/>\na way that was no longer possible. Tragedy, he perceived, belonged to the<br \/>\nancient time, to a time when there was still privacy, love, and friendship,<br \/>\nand when the members of a family stood by one another without needing to<br \/>\nknow the reason. His mother&#8217;s memory tore at his heart because she had died<br \/>\nloving him, when he was too young and selfish to love her in return, and<br \/>\nbecause somehow, he did not remember how, she had sacrificed herself to a<br \/>\nconception of loyalty that was private and unalterable. Such things, he<br \/>\nsaw, could not happen today. Today there were fear, hatred, and pain, but<br \/>\nno dignity of emotion, no deep or complex sorrows. All this he seemed to<br \/>\nsee in the large eyes of his mother and his sister, looking up at him<br \/>\nthrough the green water, hundreds of fathoms down and still sinking.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly he was standing on short springy turf, on a summer evening when<br \/>\nthe slanting rays of the sun gilded the ground. The landscape that he was<br \/>\nlooking at recurred so often in his dreams that he was never fully certain<br \/>\nwhether or not he had seen it in the real world. In his waking thoughts he<br \/>\ncalled it the Golden Country. It was an old, rabbit-bitten pasture, with a<br \/>\nfoot-track wandering across it and a molehill here and there. In the ragged<br \/>\nhedge on the opposite side of the field the boughs of the elm trees were<br \/>\nswaying very faintly in the breeze, their leaves just stirring in dense<br \/>\nmasses like women&#8217;s hair. Somewhere near at hand, though out of sight,<br \/>\nthere was a clear, slow-moving stream where dace were swimming in the<br \/>\npools under the willow trees.<\/p>\n<p>The girl with dark hair was coming towards them across the field. With<br \/>\nwhat seemed a single movement she tore off her clothes and flung them<br \/>\ndisdainfully aside. Her body was white and smooth, but it aroused no desire<br \/>\nin him, indeed he barely looked at it. What overwhelmed him in that instant<br \/>\nwas admiration for the gesture with which she had thrown her clothes aside.<br \/>\nWith its grace and carelessness it seemed to annihilate a whole culture,<br \/>\na whole system of thought, as though Big Brother and the Party and the<br \/>\nThought Police could all be swept into nothingness by a single splendid<br \/>\nmovement of the arm. That too was a gesture belonging to the ancient time.<br \/>\nWinston woke up with the word &#8216;Shakespeare&#8217; on his lips.<\/p>\n<p>The telescreen was giving forth an ear-splitting whistle which continued on<br \/>\nthe same note for thirty seconds. It was nought seven fifteen, getting-up<br \/>\ntime for office workers. Winston wrenched his body out of bed&#8211;naked, for<br \/>\na member of the Outer Party received only 3,000 clothing coupons annually,<br \/>\nand a suit of pyjamas was 600&#8211;and seized a dingy singlet and a pair of<br \/>\nshorts that were lying across a chair. The Physical Jerks would begin in<br \/>\nthree minutes. The next moment he was doubled up by a violent coughing fit<br \/>\nwhich nearly always attacked him soon after waking up. It emptied his lungs<br \/>\nso completely that he could only begin breathing again by lying on his back<br \/>\nand taking a series of deep gasps. His veins had swelled with the effort of<br \/>\nthe cough, and the varicose ulcer had started itching.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Thirty to forty group!&#8217; yapped a piercing female voice. &#8216;Thirty to forty<br \/>\ngroup! Take your places, please. Thirties to forties!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston sprang to attention in front of the telescreen, upon which the<br \/>\nimage of a youngish woman, scrawny but muscular, dressed in tunic and<br \/>\ngym-shoes, had already appeared.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Arms bending and stretching!&#8217; she rapped out. &#8216;Take your time by me. ONE,<br \/>\ntwo, three, four! ONE, two, three, four! Come on, comrades, put a bit of<br \/>\nlife into it! ONE, two, three four! ONE two, three, four!&#8230;&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The pain of the coughing fit had not quite driven out of Winston&#8217;s mind the<br \/>\nimpression made by his dream, and the rhythmic movements of the exercise<br \/>\nrestored it somewhat. As he mechanically shot his arms back and forth,<br \/>\nwearing on his face the look of grim enjoyment which was considered proper<br \/>\nduring the Physical Jerks, he was struggling to think his way backward into<br \/>\nthe dim period of his early childhood. It was extraordinarily difficult.<br \/>\nBeyond the late fifties everything faded. When there were no external<br \/>\nrecords that you could refer to, even the outline of your own life lost<br \/>\nits sharpness. You remembered huge events which had quite probably not<br \/>\nhappened, you remembered the detail of incidents without being able to<br \/>\nrecapture their atmosphere, and there were long blank periods to which you<br \/>\ncould assign nothing. Everything had been different then. Even the names of<br \/>\ncountries, and their shapes on the map, had been different. Airstrip One,<br \/>\nfor instance, had not been so called in those days: it had been called<br \/>\nEngland or Britain, though London, he felt fairly certain, had always been<br \/>\ncalled London.<\/p>\n<p>Winston could not definitely remember a time when his country had not been<br \/>\nat war, but it was evident that there had been a fairly long interval of<br \/>\npeace during his childhood, because one of his early memories was of an air<br \/>\nraid which appeared to take everyone by surprise. Perhaps it was the time<br \/>\nwhen the atomic bomb had fallen on Colchester. He did not remember the raid<br \/>\nitself, but he did remember his father&#8217;s hand clutching his own as they<br \/>\nhurried down, down, down into some place deep in the earth, round and round<br \/>\na spiral staircase which rang under his feet and which finally so wearied<br \/>\nhis legs that he began whimpering and they had to stop and rest. His<br \/>\nmother, in her slow, dreamy way, was following a long way behind them. She<br \/>\nwas carrying his baby sister&#8211;or perhaps it was only a bundle of blankets<br \/>\nthat she was carrying: he was not certain whether his sister had been born<br \/>\nthen. Finally they had emerged into a noisy, crowded place which he had<br \/>\nrealized to be a Tube station.<\/p>\n<p>There were people sitting all over the stone-flagged floor, and other<br \/>\npeople, packed tightly together, were sitting on metal bunks, one above<br \/>\nthe other. Winston and his mother and father found themselves a place on<br \/>\nthe floor, and near them an old man and an old woman were sitting side by<br \/>\nside on a bunk. The old man had on a decent dark suit and a black cloth cap<br \/>\npushed back from very white hair: his face was scarlet and his eyes were<br \/>\nblue and full of tears. He reeked of gin. It seemed to breathe out of his<br \/>\nskin in place of sweat, and one could have fancied that the tears welling<br \/>\nfrom his eyes were pure gin. But though slightly drunk he was also<br \/>\nsuffering under some grief that was genuine and unbearable. In his childish<br \/>\nway Winston grasped that some terrible thing, something that was beyond<br \/>\nforgiveness and could never be remedied, had just happened. It also seemed<br \/>\nto him that he knew what it was. Someone whom the old man loved&#8211;a little<br \/>\ngranddaughter, perhaps&#8211;had been killed. Every few minutes the old man kept<br \/>\nrepeating:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We didn&#8217;t ought to &#8216;ave trusted &#8217;em. I said so, Ma, didn&#8217;t I? That&#8217;s what<br \/>\ncomes of trusting &#8217;em. I said so all along. We didn&#8217;t ought to &#8216;ave trusted<br \/>\nthe buggers.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>But which buggers they didn&#8217;t ought to have trusted Winston could not now<br \/>\nremember.<\/p>\n<p>Since about that time, war had been literally continuous, though strictly<br \/>\nspeaking it had not always been the same war. For several months during his<br \/>\nchildhood there had been confused street fighting in London itself, some<br \/>\nof which he remembered vividly. But to trace out the history of the whole<br \/>\nperiod, to say who was fighting whom at any given moment, would have been<br \/>\nutterly impossible, since no written record, and no spoken word, ever made<br \/>\nmention of any other alignment than the existing one. At this moment, for<br \/>\nexample, in 1984 (if it was 1984), Oceania was at war with Eurasia and<br \/>\nin alliance with Eastasia. In no public or private utterance was it ever<br \/>\nadmitted that the three powers had at any time been grouped along different<br \/>\nlines. Actually, as Winston well knew, it was only four years since Oceania<br \/>\nhad been at war with Eastasia and in alliance with Eurasia. But that was<br \/>\nmerely a piece of furtive knowledge which he happened to possess because<br \/>\nhis memory was not satisfactorily under control. Officially the change of<br \/>\npartners had never happened. Oceania was at war with Eurasia: therefore<br \/>\nOceania had always been at war with Eurasia. The enemy of the moment always<br \/>\nrepresented absolute evil, and it followed that any past or future<br \/>\nagreement with him was impossible.<\/p>\n<p>The frightening thing, he reflected for the ten thousandth time as he<br \/>\nforced his shoulders painfully backward (with hands on hips, they were<br \/>\ngyrating their bodies from the waist, an exercise that was supposed to be<br \/>\ngood for the back muscles)&#8211;the frightening thing was that it might all be<br \/>\ntrue. If the Party could thrust its hand into the past and say of this or<br \/>\nthat event, IT NEVER HAPPENED&#8211;that, surely, was more terrifying than mere<br \/>\ntorture and death?<\/p>\n<p>The Party said that Oceania had never been in alliance with Eurasia. He,<br \/>\nWinston Smith, knew that Oceania had been in alliance with Eurasia as short<br \/>\na time as four years ago. But where did that knowledge exist? Only in his<br \/>\nown consciousness, which in any case must soon be annihilated. And if all<br \/>\nothers accepted the lie which the Party imposed&#8211;if all records told the<br \/>\nsame tale&#8211;then the lie passed into history and became truth. &#8216;Who controls<br \/>\nthe past,&#8217; ran the Party slogan, &#8216;controls the future: who controls the<br \/>\npresent controls the past.&#8217; And yet the past, though of its nature<br \/>\nalterable, never had been altered. Whatever was true now was true from<br \/>\neverlasting to everlasting. It was quite simple. All that was needed was<br \/>\nan unending series of victories over your own memory. &#8216;Reality control&#8217;,<br \/>\nthey called it: in Newspeak, &#8216;doublethink&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Stand easy!&#8217; barked the instructress, a little more genially.<\/p>\n<p>Winston sank his arms to his sides and slowly refilled his lungs with air.<br \/>\nHis mind slid away into the labyrinthine world of doublethink. To know<br \/>\nand not to know, to be conscious of complete truthfulness while telling<br \/>\ncarefully constructed lies, to hold simultaneously two opinions which<br \/>\ncancelled out, knowing them to be contradictory and believing in both of<br \/>\nthem, to use logic against logic, to repudiate morality while laying claim<br \/>\nto it, to believe that democracy was impossible and that the Party was the<br \/>\nguardian of democracy, to forget whatever it was necessary to forget, then<br \/>\nto draw it back into memory again at the moment when it was needed, and<br \/>\nthen promptly to forget it again: and above all, to apply the same process<br \/>\nto the process itself. That was the ultimate subtlety: consciously to<br \/>\ninduce unconsciousness, and then, once again, to become unconscious of<br \/>\nthe act of hypnosis you had just performed. Even to understand the word<br \/>\n&#8216;doublethink&#8217; involved the use of doublethink.<\/p>\n<p>The instructress had called them to attention again. &#8216;And now let&#8217;s see<br \/>\nwhich of us can touch our toes!&#8217; she said enthusiastically. &#8216;Right over<br \/>\nfrom the hips, please, comrades. ONE-two! ONE-two!&#8230;&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston loathed this exercise, which sent shooting pains all the way from<br \/>\nhis heels to his buttocks and often ended by bringing on another coughing<br \/>\nfit. The half-pleasant quality went out of his meditations. The past, he<br \/>\nreflected, had not merely been altered, it had been actually destroyed. For<br \/>\nhow could you establish even the most obvious fact when there existed no<br \/>\nrecord outside your own memory? He tried to remember in what year he had<br \/>\nfirst heard mention of Big Brother. He thought it must have been at some<br \/>\ntime in the sixties, but it was impossible to be certain. In the Party<br \/>\nhistories, of course, Big Brother figured as the leader and guardian of the<br \/>\nRevolution since its very earliest days. His exploits had been gradually<br \/>\npushed backwards in time until already they extended into the fabulous<br \/>\nworld of the forties and the thirties, when the capitalists in their<br \/>\nstrange cylindrical hats still rode through the streets of London in great<br \/>\ngleaming motor-cars or horse carriages with glass sides. There was no<br \/>\nknowing how much of this legend was true and how much invented. Winston<br \/>\ncould not even remember at what date the Party itself had come into<br \/>\nexistence. He did not believe he had ever heard the word Ingsoc before<br \/>\n1960, but it was possible that in its Oldspeak form&#8211;&#8216;English Socialism&#8217;,<br \/>\nthat is to say&#8211;it had been current earlier. Everything melted into mist.<br \/>\nSometimes, indeed, you could put your finger on a definite lie. It was not<br \/>\ntrue, for example, as was claimed in the Party history books, that the<br \/>\nParty had invented aeroplanes. He remembered aeroplanes since his earliest<br \/>\nchildhood. But you could prove nothing. There was never any evidence. Just<br \/>\nonce in his whole life he had held in his hands unmistakable documentary<br \/>\nproof of the falsification of an historical fact. And on that occasion&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Smith!&#8217; screamed the shrewish voice from the telescreen. &#8216;6079 Smith W.!<br \/>\nYes, YOU! Bend lower, please! You can do better than that. You&#8217;re not<br \/>\ntrying. Lower, please! THAT&#8217;S better, comrade. Now stand at ease, the<br \/>\nwhole squad, and watch me.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>A sudden hot sweat had broken out all over Winston&#8217;s body. His face<br \/>\nremained completely inscrutable. Never show dismay! Never show resentment!<br \/>\nA single flicker of the eyes could give you away. He stood watching while<br \/>\nthe instructress raised her arms above her head and&#8211;one could not say<br \/>\ngracefully, but with remarkable neatness and efficiency&#8211;bent over and<br \/>\ntucked the first joint of her fingers under her toes.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;THERE, comrades! THAT&#8217;S how I want to see you doing it. Watch me again.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m thirty-nine and I&#8217;ve had four children. Now look.&#8217; She bent over again.<br \/>\n&#8216;You see MY knees aren&#8217;t bent. You can all do it if you want to,&#8217; she added<br \/>\nas she straightened herself up. &#8216;Anyone under forty-five is perfectly<br \/>\ncapable of touching his toes. We don&#8217;t all have the privilege of fighting<br \/>\nin the front line, but at least we can all keep fit. Remember our boys on<br \/>\nthe Malabar front! And the sailors in the Floating Fortresses! Just think<br \/>\nwhat THEY have to put up with. Now try again. That&#8217;s better, comrade,<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s MUCH better,&#8217; she added encouragingly as Winston, with a violent<br \/>\nlunge, succeeded in touching his toes with knees unbent, for the first<br \/>\ntime in several years.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 4<\/p>\n<p>With the deep, unconscious sigh which not even the nearness of the<br \/>\ntelescreen could prevent him from uttering when his day&#8217;s work started,<br \/>\nWinston pulled the speakwrite towards him, blew the dust from its<br \/>\nmouthpiece, and put on his spectacles. Then he unrolled and clipped<br \/>\ntogether four small cylinders of paper which had already flopped out of<br \/>\nthe pneumatic tube on the right-hand side of his desk.<\/p>\n<p>In the walls of the cubicle there were three orifices. To the right of the<br \/>\nspeakwrite, a small pneumatic tube for written messages, to the left, a<br \/>\nlarger one for newspapers; and in the side wall, within easy reach of<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s arm, a large oblong slit protected by a wire grating. This last<br \/>\nwas for the disposal of waste paper. Similar slits existed in thousands or<br \/>\ntens of thousands throughout the building, not only in every room but at<br \/>\nshort intervals in every corridor. For some reason they were nicknamed<br \/>\nmemory holes. When one knew that any document was due for destruction, or<br \/>\neven when one saw a scrap of waste paper lying about, it was an automatic<br \/>\naction to lift the flap of the nearest memory hole and drop it in,<br \/>\nwhereupon it would be whirled away on a current of warm air to the enormous<br \/>\nfurnaces which were hidden somewhere in the recesses of the building.<\/p>\n<p>Winston examined the four slips of paper which he had unrolled. Each<br \/>\ncontained a message of only one or two lines, in the abbreviated<br \/>\njargon&#8211;not actually Newspeak, but consisting<br \/>\nlargely of Newspeak words&#8211;which was used in the Ministry for internal<br \/>\npurposes. They ran:<\/p>\n<p>times 17.3.84 bb speech malreported africa rectify<\/p>\n<p>times 19.12.83 forecasts 3 yp 4th quarter 83 misprints verify current issue<\/p>\n<p>times 14.2.84 miniplenty malquoted chocolate rectify<\/p>\n<p>times 3.12.83 reporting bb dayorder doubleplusungood refs unpersons rewrite<br \/>\nfullwise upsub antefiling<\/p>\n<p>With a faint feeling of satisfaction Winston laid the fourth message aside.<br \/>\nIt was an intricate and responsible job and had better be dealt with last.<br \/>\nThe other three were routine matters, though the second one would probably<br \/>\nmean some tedious wading through lists of figures.<\/p>\n<p>Winston dialled &#8216;back numbers&#8217; on the telescreen and called for the<br \/>\nappropriate issues of &#8216;The Times&#8217;, which slid out of the pneumatic tube<br \/>\nafter only a few minutes&#8217; delay. The messages he had received referred to<br \/>\narticles or news items which for one reason or another it was thought<br \/>\nnecessary to alter, or, as the official phrase had it, to rectify. For<br \/>\nexample, it appeared from &#8216;The Times&#8217; of the seventeenth of March that Big<br \/>\nBrother, in his speech of the previous day, had predicted that the South<br \/>\nIndian front would remain quiet but that a Eurasian offensive would shortly<br \/>\nbe launched in North Africa. As it happened, the Eurasian Higher Command<br \/>\nhad launched its offensive in South India and left North Africa alone. It<br \/>\nwas therefore necessary to rewrite a paragraph of Big Brother&#8217;s speech, in<br \/>\nsuch a way as to make him predict the thing that had actually happened. Or<br \/>\nagain, &#8216;The Times&#8217; of the nineteenth of December had published the official<br \/>\nforecasts of the output of various classes of consumption goods in the<br \/>\nfourth quarter of 1983, which was also the sixth quarter of the Ninth<br \/>\nThree-Year Plan. Today&#8217;s issue contained a statement of the actual output,<br \/>\nfrom which it appeared that the forecasts were in every instance grossly<br \/>\nwrong. Winston&#8217;s job was to rectify the original figures by making them<br \/>\nagree with the later ones. As for the third message, it referred to a very<br \/>\nsimple error which could be set right in a couple of minutes. As short<br \/>\na time ago as February, the Ministry of Plenty had issued a promise<br \/>\n(a &#8216;categorical pledge&#8217; were the official words) that there would be<br \/>\nno reduction of the chocolate ration during 1984. Actually, as Winston<br \/>\nwas aware, the chocolate ration was to be reduced from thirty grammes<br \/>\nto twenty at the end of the present week. All that was needed was to<br \/>\nsubstitute for the original promise a warning that it would probably be<br \/>\nnecessary to reduce the ration at some time in April.<\/p>\n<p>As soon as Winston had dealt with each of the messages, he clipped his<br \/>\nspeakwritten corrections to the appropriate copy of &#8216;The Times&#8217; and pushed<br \/>\nthem into the pneumatic tube. Then, with a movement which was as nearly as<br \/>\npossible unconscious, he crumpled up the original message and any notes<br \/>\nthat he himself had made, and dropped them into the memory hole to be<br \/>\ndevoured by the flames.<\/p>\n<p>What happened in the unseen labyrinth to which the pneumatic tubes led, he<br \/>\ndid not know in detail, but he did know in general terms. As soon as all<br \/>\nthe corrections which happened to be necessary in any particular number<br \/>\nof &#8216;The Times&#8217; had been assembled and collated, that number would be<br \/>\nreprinted, the original copy destroyed, and the corrected copy placed on<br \/>\nthe files in its stead. This process of continuous alteration was applied<br \/>\nnot only to newspapers, but to books, periodicals, pamphlets, posters,<br \/>\nleaflets, films, sound-tracks, cartoons, photographs&#8211;to every kind of<br \/>\nliterature or documentation which might conceivably hold any political or<br \/>\nideological significance. Day by day and almost minute by minute the past<br \/>\nwas brought up to date. In this way every prediction made by the Party<br \/>\ncould be shown by documentary evidence to have been correct, nor was any<br \/>\nitem of news, or any expression of opinion, which conflicted with the<br \/>\nneeds of the moment, ever allowed to remain on record. All history was<br \/>\na palimpsest, scraped clean and reinscribed exactly as often as was<br \/>\nnecessary. In no case would it have been possible, once the deed was done,<br \/>\nto prove that any falsification had taken place. The largest section of<br \/>\nthe Records Department, far larger than the one on which Winston worked,<br \/>\nconsisted simply of persons whose duty it was to track down and collect all<br \/>\ncopies of books, newspapers, and other documents which had been superseded<br \/>\nand were due for destruction. A number of &#8216;The Times&#8217; which might, because<br \/>\nof changes in political alignment, or mistaken prophecies uttered by Big<br \/>\nBrother, have been rewritten a dozen times still stood on the files bearing<br \/>\nits original date, and no other copy existed to contradict it. Books, also,<br \/>\nwere recalled and rewritten again and again, and were invariably reissued<br \/>\nwithout any admission that any alteration had been made. Even the written<br \/>\ninstructions which Winston received, and which he invariably got rid of<br \/>\nas soon as he had dealt with them, never stated or implied that an act of<br \/>\nforgery was to be committed: always the reference was to slips, errors,<br \/>\nmisprints, or misquotations which it was necessary to put right in the<br \/>\ninterests of accuracy.<\/p>\n<p>But actually, he thought as he re-adjusted the Ministry of Plenty&#8217;s<br \/>\nfigures, it was not even forgery. It was merely the substitution of one<br \/>\npiece of nonsense for another. Most of the material that you were dealing<br \/>\nwith had no connexion with anything in the real world, not even the kind of<br \/>\nconnexion that is contained in a direct lie. Statistics were just as much<br \/>\na fantasy in their original version as in their rectified version. A great<br \/>\ndeal of the time you were expected to make them up out of your head. For<br \/>\nexample, the Ministry of Plenty&#8217;s forecast had estimated the output of<br \/>\nboots for the quarter at 145 million pairs. The actual output was given as<br \/>\nsixty-two millions. Winston, however, in rewriting the forecast, marked<br \/>\nthe figure down to fifty-seven millions, so as to allow for the usual claim<br \/>\nthat the quota had been overfulfilled. In any case, sixty-two millions was<br \/>\nno nearer the truth than fifty-seven millions, or than 145 millions. Very<br \/>\nlikely no boots had been produced at all. Likelier still, nobody knew<br \/>\nhow many had been produced, much less cared. All one knew was that every<br \/>\nquarter astronomical numbers of boots were produced on paper, while perhaps<br \/>\nhalf the population of Oceania went barefoot. And so it was with every<br \/>\nclass of recorded fact, great or small. Everything faded away into a<br \/>\nshadow-world in which, finally, even the date of the year had become<br \/>\nuncertain.<\/p>\n<p>Winston glanced across the hall. In the corresponding cubicle on the other<br \/>\nside a small, precise-looking, dark-chinned man named Tillotson was working<br \/>\nsteadily away, with a folded newspaper on his knee and his mouth very close<br \/>\nto the mouthpiece of the speakwrite. He had the air of trying to keep what<br \/>\nhe was saying a secret between himself and the telescreen. He looked up,<br \/>\nand his spectacles darted a hostile flash in Winston&#8217;s direction.<\/p>\n<p>Winston hardly knew Tillotson, and had no idea what work he was employed<br \/>\non. People in the Records Department did not readily talk about their jobs.<br \/>\nIn the long, windowless hall, with its double row of cubicles and its<br \/>\nendless rustle of papers and hum of voices murmuring into speakwrites,<br \/>\nthere were quite a dozen people whom Winston did not even know by name,<br \/>\nthough he daily saw them hurrying to and fro in the corridors or<br \/>\ngesticulating in the Two Minutes Hate. He knew that in the cubicle next<br \/>\nto him the little woman with sandy hair toiled day in day out, simply at<br \/>\ntracking down and deleting from the Press the names of people who had been<br \/>\nvaporized and were therefore considered never to have existed. There was a<br \/>\ncertain fitness in this, since her own husband had been vaporized a couple<br \/>\nof years earlier. And a few cubicles away a mild, ineffectual, dreamy<br \/>\ncreature named Ampleforth, with very hairy ears and a surprising talent<br \/>\nfor juggling with rhymes and metres, was engaged in producing garbled<br \/>\nversions&#8211;definitive texts, they were called&#8211;of poems which had become<br \/>\nideologically offensive, but which for one reason or another were to be<br \/>\nretained in the anthologies. And this hall, with its fifty workers or<br \/>\nthereabouts, was only one sub-section, a single cell, as it were, in the<br \/>\nhuge complexity of the Records Department. Beyond, above, below, were other<br \/>\nswarms of workers engaged in an unimaginable multitude of jobs. There were<br \/>\nthe huge printing-shops with their sub-editors, their typography experts,<br \/>\nand their elaborately equipped studios for the faking of photographs. There<br \/>\nwas the tele-programmes section with its engineers, its producers, and its<br \/>\nteams of actors specially chosen for their skill in imitating voices. There<br \/>\nwere the armies of reference clerks whose job was simply to draw up lists<br \/>\nof books and periodicals which were due for recall. There were the vast<br \/>\nrepositories where the corrected documents were stored, and the hidden<br \/>\nfurnaces where the original copies were destroyed. And somewhere or other,<br \/>\nquite anonymous, there were the directing brains who co-ordinated the whole<br \/>\neffort and laid down the lines of policy which made it necessary that this<br \/>\nfragment of the past should be preserved, that one falsified, and the other<br \/>\nrubbed out of existence.<\/p>\n<p>And the Records Department, after all, was itself only a single branch of<br \/>\nthe Ministry of Truth, whose primary job was not to reconstruct the past<br \/>\nbut to supply the citizens of Oceania with newspapers, films, textbooks,<br \/>\ntelescreen programmes, plays, novels&#8211;with every conceivable kind of<br \/>\ninformation, instruction, or entertainment, from a statue to a slogan,<br \/>\nfrom a lyric poem to a biological treatise, and from a child&#8217;s<br \/>\nspelling-book to a Newspeak dictionary. And the Ministry had not only to<br \/>\nsupply the multifarious needs of the party, but also to repeat the whole<br \/>\noperation at a lower level for the benefit of the proletariat. There<br \/>\nwas a whole chain of separate departments dealing with proletarian<br \/>\nliterature, music, drama, and entertainment generally. Here were produced<br \/>\nrubbishy newspapers containing almost nothing except sport, crime and<br \/>\nastrology, sensational five-cent novelettes, films oozing with sex, and<br \/>\nsentimental songs which were composed entirely by mechanical means on a<br \/>\nspecial kind of kaleidoscope known as a versificator. There was even<br \/>\na whole sub-section&#8211;Pornosec, it was called in Newspeak&#8211;engaged in<br \/>\nproducing the lowest kind of pornography, which was sent out in sealed<br \/>\npackets and which no Party member, other than those who worked on it,<br \/>\nwas permitted to look at.<\/p>\n<p>Three messages had slid out of the pneumatic tube while Winston was<br \/>\nworking, but they were simple matters, and he had disposed of them before<br \/>\nthe Two Minutes Hate interrupted him. When the Hate was over he returned<br \/>\nto his cubicle, took the Newspeak dictionary from the shelf, pushed the<br \/>\nspeakwrite to one side, cleaned his spectacles, and settled down to his<br \/>\nmain job of the morning.<\/p>\n<p>Winston&#8217;s greatest pleasure in life was in his work. Most of it was a<br \/>\ntedious routine, but included in it there were also jobs so difficult and<br \/>\nintricate that you could lose yourself in them as in the depths of a<br \/>\nmathematical problem&#8211;delicate pieces of forgery in which you had nothing<br \/>\nto guide you except your knowledge of the principles of Ingsoc and your<br \/>\nestimate of what the Party wanted you to say. Winston was good at this kind<br \/>\nof thing. On occasion he had even been entrusted with the rectification of<br \/>\n&#8216;The Times&#8217; leading articles, which were written entirely in Newspeak.<br \/>\nHe unrolled the message that he had set aside earlier. It ran:<\/p>\n<p>times 3.12.83 reporting bb dayorder doubleplusungood refs unpersons<br \/>\nrewrite fullwise upsub antefiling<\/p>\n<p>In Oldspeak (or standard English) this might be rendered:<\/p>\n<p>The reporting of Big Brother&#8217;s Order for the Day in &#8216;The Times&#8217; of December<br \/>\n3rd 1983 is extremely unsatisfactory and makes references to non-existent<br \/>\npersons. Rewrite it in full and submit your draft to higher authority<br \/>\nbefore filing.<\/p>\n<p>Winston read through the offending article. Big Brother&#8217;s Order for the<br \/>\nDay, it seemed, had been chiefly devoted to praising the work of an<br \/>\norganization known as FFCC, which supplied cigarettes and other comforts<br \/>\nto the sailors in the Floating Fortresses. A certain Comrade Withers, a<br \/>\nprominent member of the Inner Party, had been singled out for special<br \/>\nmention and awarded a decoration, the Order of Conspicuous Merit, Second<br \/>\nClass.<\/p>\n<p>Three months later FFCC had suddenly been dissolved with no reasons given.<br \/>\nOne could assume that Withers and his associates were now in disgrace, but<br \/>\nthere had been no report of the matter in the Press or on the telescreen.<br \/>\nThat was to be expected, since it was unusual for political offenders to<br \/>\nbe put on trial or even publicly denounced. The great purges involving<br \/>\nthousands of people, with public trials of traitors and thought-criminals<br \/>\nwho made abject confession of their crimes and were afterwards executed,<br \/>\nwere special show-pieces not occurring oftener than once in a couple of<br \/>\nyears. More commonly, people who had incurred the displeasure of the<br \/>\nParty simply disappeared and were never heard of again. One never had the<br \/>\nsmallest clue as to what had happened to them. In some cases they might<br \/>\nnot even be dead. Perhaps thirty people personally known to Winston, not<br \/>\ncounting his parents, had disappeared at one time or another.<\/p>\n<p>Winston stroked his nose gently with a paper-clip. In the cubicle<br \/>\nacross the way Comrade Tillotson was still crouching secretively over<br \/>\nhis speakwrite. He raised his head for a moment: again the hostile<br \/>\nspectacle-flash. Winston wondered whether Comrade Tillotson was engaged<br \/>\non the same job as himself. It was perfectly possible. So tricky a piece<br \/>\nof work would never be entrusted to a single person: on the other hand,<br \/>\nto turn it over to a committee would be to admit openly that an act of<br \/>\nfabrication was taking place. Very likely as many as a dozen people were<br \/>\nnow working away on rival versions of what Big Brother had actually said.<br \/>\nAnd presently some master brain in the Inner Party would select this<br \/>\nversion or that, would re-edit it and set in motion the complex processes<br \/>\nof cross-referencing that would be required, and then the chosen lie<br \/>\nwould pass into the permanent records and become truth.<\/p>\n<p>Winston did not know why Withers had been disgraced. Perhaps it was for<br \/>\ncorruption or incompetence. Perhaps Big Brother was merely getting rid of<br \/>\na too-popular subordinate. Perhaps Withers or someone close to him had<br \/>\nbeen suspected of heretical tendencies. Or perhaps&#8211;what was likeliest of<br \/>\nall&#8211;the thing had simply happened because purges and vaporizations were a<br \/>\nnecessary part of the mechanics of government. The only real clue lay in<br \/>\nthe words &#8216;refs unpersons&#8217;, which indicated that Withers was already dead.<br \/>\nYou could not invariably assume this to be the case when people were<br \/>\narrested. Sometimes they were released and allowed to remain at liberty<br \/>\nfor as much as a year or two years before being executed. Very occasionally<br \/>\nsome person whom you had believed dead long since would make a ghostly<br \/>\nreappearance at some public trial where he would implicate hundreds of<br \/>\nothers by his testimony before vanishing, this time for ever. Withers,<br \/>\nhowever, was already an UNPERSON. He did not exist: he had never existed.<br \/>\nWinston decided that it would not be enough simply to reverse the tendency<br \/>\nof Big Brother&#8217;s speech. It was better to make it deal with something<br \/>\ntotally unconnected with its original subject.<\/p>\n<p>He might turn the speech into the usual denunciation of traitors and<br \/>\nthought-criminals, but that was a little too obvious, while to invent a<br \/>\nvictory at the front, or some triumph of over-production in the Ninth<br \/>\nThree-Year Plan, might complicate the records too much. What was needed<br \/>\nwas a piece of pure fantasy. Suddenly there sprang into his mind, ready<br \/>\nmade as it were, the image of a certain Comrade Ogilvy, who had recently<br \/>\ndied in battle, in heroic circumstances. There were occasions when Big<br \/>\nBrother devoted his Order for the Day to commemorating some humble,<br \/>\nrank-and-file Party member whose life and death he held up as an example<br \/>\nworthy to be followed. Today he should commemorate Comrade Ogilvy. It was<br \/>\ntrue that there was no such person as Comrade Ogilvy, but a few lines of<br \/>\nprint and a couple of faked photographs would soon bring him into<br \/>\nexistence.<\/p>\n<p>Winston thought for a moment, then pulled the speakwrite towards him and<br \/>\nbegan dictating in Big Brother&#8217;s familiar style: a style at once military<br \/>\nand pedantic, and, because of a trick of asking questions and then<br \/>\npromptly answering them (&#8216;What lessons do we learn from this fact,<br \/>\ncomrades? The lesson&#8211;which is also one of the fundamental principles<br \/>\nof Ingsoc&#8211;that,&#8217; etc., etc.), easy to imitate.<\/p>\n<p>At the age of three Comrade Ogilvy had refused all toys except a drum, a<br \/>\nsub-machine gun, and a model helicopter. At six&#8211;a year early, by a special<br \/>\nrelaxation of the rules&#8211;he had joined the Spies, at nine he had been a<br \/>\ntroop leader. At eleven he had denounced his uncle to the Thought Police<br \/>\nafter overhearing a conversation which appeared to him to have criminal<br \/>\ntendencies. At seventeen he had been a district organizer of the Junior<br \/>\nAnti-Sex League. At nineteen he had designed a hand-grenade which had<br \/>\nbeen adopted by the Ministry of Peace and which, at its first trial, had<br \/>\nkilled thirty-one Eurasian prisoners in one burst. At twenty-three he had<br \/>\nperished in action. Pursued by enemy jet planes while flying over the<br \/>\nIndian Ocean with important despatches, he had weighted his body with his<br \/>\nmachine gun and leapt out of the helicopter into deep water, despatches<br \/>\nand all&#8211;an end, said Big Brother, which it was impossible to contemplate<br \/>\nwithout feelings of envy. Big Brother added a few remarks on the purity<br \/>\nand single-mindedness of Comrade Ogilvy&#8217;s life. He was a total abstainer<br \/>\nand a nonsmoker, had no recreations except a daily hour in the gymnasium,<br \/>\nand had taken a vow of celibacy, believing marriage and the care of a<br \/>\nfamily to be incompatible with a twenty-four-hour-a-day devotion to duty.<br \/>\nHe had no subjects of conversation except the principles of Ingsoc, and<br \/>\nno aim in life except the defeat of the Eurasian enemy and the hunting-down<br \/>\nof spies, saboteurs, thought-criminals, and traitors generally.<\/p>\n<p>Winston debated with himself whether to award Comrade Ogilvy the Order of<br \/>\nConspicuous Merit: in the end he decided against it because of the<br \/>\nunnecessary cross-referencing that it would entail.<\/p>\n<p>Once again he glanced at his rival in the opposite cubicle. Something<br \/>\nseemed to tell him with certainty that Tillotson was busy on the same job<br \/>\nas himself. There was no way of knowing whose job would finally be adopted,<br \/>\nbut he felt a profound conviction that it would be his own. Comrade Ogilvy,<br \/>\nunimagined an hour ago, was now a fact. It struck him as curious that you<br \/>\ncould create dead men but not living ones. Comrade Ogilvy, who had never<br \/>\nexisted in the present, now existed in the past, and when once the act of<br \/>\nforgery was forgotten, he would exist just as authentically, and upon the<br \/>\nsame evidence, as Charlemagne or Julius Caesar.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 5<\/p>\n<p>In the low-ceilinged canteen, deep underground, the lunch queue jerked<br \/>\nslowly forward. The room was already very full and deafeningly noisy. From<br \/>\nthe grille at the counter the steam of stew came pouring forth, with a sour<br \/>\nmetallic smell which did not quite overcome the fumes of Victory Gin. On<br \/>\nthe far side of the room there was a small bar, a mere hole in the wall,<br \/>\nwhere gin could be bought at ten cents the large nip.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Just the man I was looking for,&#8217; said a voice at Winston&#8217;s back.<\/p>\n<p>He turned round. It was his friend Syme, who worked in the Research<br \/>\nDepartment. Perhaps &#8216;friend&#8217; was not exactly the right word. You did not<br \/>\nhave friends nowadays, you had comrades: but there were some comrades whose<br \/>\nsociety was pleasanter than that of others. Syme was a philologist, a<br \/>\nspecialist in Newspeak. Indeed, he was one of the enormous team of experts<br \/>\nnow engaged in compiling the Eleventh Edition of the Newspeak Dictionary.<br \/>\nHe was a tiny creature, smaller than Winston, with dark hair and large,<br \/>\nprotuberant eyes, at once mournful and derisive, which seemed to search<br \/>\nyour face closely while he was speaking to you.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I wanted to ask you whether you&#8217;d got any razor blades,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not one!&#8217; said Winston with a sort of guilty haste. &#8216;I&#8217;ve tried all over<br \/>\nthe place. They don&#8217;t exist any longer.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Everyone kept asking you for razor blades. Actually he had two unused ones<br \/>\nwhich he was hoarding up. There had been a famine of them for months past.<br \/>\nAt any given moment there was some necessary article which the Party shops<br \/>\nwere unable to supply. Sometimes it was buttons, sometimes it was darning<br \/>\nwool, sometimes it was shoelaces; at present it was razor blades. You could<br \/>\nonly get hold of them, if at all, by scrounging more or less furtively on<br \/>\nthe &#8216;free&#8217; market.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;ve been using the same blade for six weeks,&#8217; he added untruthfully.<\/p>\n<p>The queue gave another jerk forward. As they halted he turned and faced<br \/>\nSyme again. Each of them took a greasy metal tray from a pile at the end<br \/>\nof the counter.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Did you go and see the prisoners hanged yesterday?&#8217; said Syme.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I was working,&#8217; said Winston indifferently. &#8216;I shall see it on the<br \/>\nflicks, I suppose.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;A very inadequate substitute,&#8217; said Syme.<\/p>\n<p>His mocking eyes roved over Winston&#8217;s face. &#8216;I know you,&#8217; the eyes seemed<br \/>\nto say, &#8216;I see through you. I know very well why you didn&#8217;t go to see<br \/>\nthose prisoners hanged.&#8217; In an intellectual way, Syme was venomously<br \/>\northodox. He would talk with a disagreeable gloating satisfaction of<br \/>\nhelicopter raids on enemy villages, and trials and confessions of<br \/>\nthought-criminals, the executions in the cellars of the Ministry of Love.<br \/>\nTalking to him was largely a matter of getting him away from such subjects<br \/>\nand entangling him, if possible, in the technicalities of Newspeak, on<br \/>\nwhich he was authoritative and interesting. Winston turned his head a<br \/>\nlittle aside to avoid the scrutiny of the large dark eyes.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was a good hanging,&#8217; said Syme reminiscently. &#8216;I think it spoils it<br \/>\nwhen they tie their feet together. I like to see them kicking. And above<br \/>\nall, at the end, the tongue sticking right out, and blue&#8211;a quite bright<br \/>\nblue. That&#8217;s the detail that appeals to me.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Nex&#8217;, please!&#8217; yelled the white-aproned prole with the ladle.<\/p>\n<p>Winston and Syme pushed their trays beneath the grille. On to each was<br \/>\ndumped swiftly the regulation lunch&#8211;a metal pannikin of pinkish-grey stew,<br \/>\na hunk of bread, a cube of cheese, a mug of milkless Victory Coffee, and<br \/>\none saccharine tablet.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There&#8217;s a table over there, under that telescreen,&#8217; said Syme. &#8216;Let&#8217;s pick<br \/>\nup a gin on the way.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The gin was served out to them in handleless china mugs. They threaded<br \/>\ntheir way across the crowded room and unpacked their trays on to the<br \/>\nmetal-topped table, on one corner of which someone had left a pool of stew,<br \/>\na filthy liquid mess that had the appearance of vomit. Winston took up his<br \/>\nmug of gin, paused for an instant to collect his nerve, and gulped the<br \/>\noily-tasting stuff down. When he had winked the tears out of his eyes he<br \/>\nsuddenly discovered that he was hungry. He began swallowing spoonfuls of<br \/>\nthe stew, which, in among its general sloppiness, had cubes of spongy<br \/>\npinkish stuff which was probably a preparation of meat. Neither of them<br \/>\nspoke again till they had emptied their pannikins. From the table at<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s left, a little behind his back, someone was talking rapidly and<br \/>\ncontinuously, a harsh gabble almost like the quacking of a duck, which<br \/>\npierced the general uproar of the room.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How is the Dictionary getting on?&#8217; said Winston, raising his voice to<br \/>\novercome the noise.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Slowly,&#8217; said Syme. &#8216;I&#8217;m on the adjectives. It&#8217;s fascinating.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He had brightened up immediately at the mention of Newspeak. He pushed his<br \/>\npannikin aside, took up his hunk of bread in one delicate hand and his<br \/>\ncheese in the other, and leaned across the table so as to be able to speak<br \/>\nwithout shouting.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The Eleventh Edition is the definitive edition,&#8217; he said. &#8216;We&#8217;re getting<br \/>\nthe language into its final shape&#8211;the shape it&#8217;s going to have when nobody<br \/>\nspeaks anything else. When we&#8217;ve finished with it, people like you will<br \/>\nhave to learn it all over again. You think, I dare say, that our chief job<br \/>\nis inventing new words. But not a bit of it! We&#8217;re destroying words&#8211;scores<br \/>\nof them, hundreds of them, every day. We&#8217;re cutting the language down to<br \/>\nthe bone. The Eleventh Edition won&#8217;t contain a single word that will become<br \/>\nobsolete before the year 2050.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He bit hungrily into his bread and swallowed a couple of mouthfuls, then<br \/>\ncontinued speaking, with a sort of pedant&#8217;s passion. His thin dark face<br \/>\nhad become animated, his eyes had lost their mocking expression and grown<br \/>\nalmost dreamy.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s a beautiful thing, the destruction of words. Of course the great<br \/>\nwastage is in the verbs and adjectives, but there are hundreds of nouns<br \/>\nthat can be got rid of as well. It isn&#8217;t only the synonyms; there are also<br \/>\nthe antonyms. After all, what justification is there for a word which is<br \/>\nsimply the opposite of some other word? A word contains its opposite in<br \/>\nitself. Take &#8220;good&#8221;, for instance. If you have a word like &#8220;good&#8221;, what<br \/>\nneed is there for a word like &#8220;bad&#8221;? &#8220;Ungood&#8221; will do just as well&#8211;better,<br \/>\nbecause it&#8217;s an exact opposite, which the other is not. Or again, if you<br \/>\nwant a stronger version of &#8220;good&#8221;, what sense is there in having a whole<br \/>\nstring of vague useless words like &#8220;excellent&#8221; and &#8220;splendid&#8221; and all the<br \/>\nrest of them? &#8220;Plusgood&#8221; covers the meaning, or &#8220;doubleplusgood&#8221; if you<br \/>\nwant something stronger still. Of course we use those forms already. but<br \/>\nin the final version of Newspeak there&#8217;ll be nothing else. In the end the<br \/>\nwhole notion of goodness and badness will be covered by only six words&#8211;in<br \/>\nreality, only one word. Don&#8217;t you see the beauty of that, Winston? It was<br \/>\nB.B.&#8217;s idea originally, of course,&#8217; he added as an afterthought.<\/p>\n<p>A sort of vapid eagerness flitted across Winston&#8217;s face at the mention of<br \/>\nBig Brother. Nevertheless Syme immediately detected a certain lack of<br \/>\nenthusiasm.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You haven&#8217;t a real appreciation of Newspeak, Winston,&#8217; he said almost<br \/>\nsadly. &#8216;Even when you write it you&#8217;re still thinking in Oldspeak. I&#8217;ve read<br \/>\nsome of those pieces that you write in &#8220;The Times&#8221; occasionally. They&#8217;re<br \/>\ngood enough, but they&#8217;re translations. In your heart you&#8217;d prefer to stick<br \/>\nto Oldspeak, with all its vagueness and its useless shades of meaning.<br \/>\nYou don&#8217;t grasp the beauty of the destruction of words. Do you know that<br \/>\nNewspeak is the only language in the world whose vocabulary gets smaller<br \/>\nevery year?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston did know that, of course. He smiled, sympathetically he hoped, not<br \/>\ntrusting himself to speak. Syme bit off another fragment of the<br \/>\ndark-coloured bread, chewed it briefly, and went on:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Don&#8217;t you see that the whole aim of Newspeak is to narrow the range of<br \/>\nthought? In the end we shall make thoughtcrime literally impossible,<br \/>\nbecause there will be no words in which to express it. Every concept that<br \/>\ncan ever be needed, will be expressed by exactly one word, with its meaning<br \/>\nrigidly defined and all its subsidiary meanings rubbed out and forgotten.<br \/>\nAlready, in the Eleventh Edition, we&#8217;re not far from that point. But the<br \/>\nprocess will still be continuing long after you and I are dead. Every year<br \/>\nfewer and fewer words, and the range of consciousness always a little<br \/>\nsmaller. Even now, of course, there&#8217;s no reason or excuse for committing<br \/>\nthoughtcrime. It&#8217;s merely a question of self-discipline, reality-control.<br \/>\nBut in the end there won&#8217;t be any need even for that. The Revolution will<br \/>\nbe complete when the language is perfect. Newspeak is Ingsoc and Ingsoc<br \/>\nis Newspeak,&#8217; he added with a sort of mystical satisfaction. &#8216;Has it ever<br \/>\noccurred to you, Winston, that by the year 2050, at the very latest, not a<br \/>\nsingle human being will be alive who could understand such a conversation<br \/>\nas we are having now?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Except&#8212;-&#8216; began Winston doubtfully, and he stopped.<\/p>\n<p>It had been on the tip of his tongue to say &#8216;Except the proles,&#8217; but he<br \/>\nchecked himself, not feeling fully certain that this remark was not in<br \/>\nsome way unorthodox. Syme, however, had divined what he was about to say.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The proles are not human beings,&#8217; he said carelessly. &#8216;By 2050&#8211;earlier,<br \/>\nprobably&#8211;all real knowledge of Oldspeak will have disappeared. The whole<br \/>\nliterature of the past will have been destroyed. Chaucer, Shakespeare,<br \/>\nMilton, Byron&#8211;they&#8217;ll exist only in Newspeak versions, not merely changed<br \/>\ninto something different, but actually changed into something contradictory<br \/>\nof what they used to be. Even the literature of the Party will change.<br \/>\nEven the slogans will change. How could you have a slogan like &#8220;freedom is<br \/>\nslavery&#8221; when the concept of freedom has been abolished? The whole climate<br \/>\nof thought will be different. In fact there will be no thought, as we<br \/>\nunderstand it now. Orthodoxy means not thinking&#8211;not needing to think.<br \/>\nOrthodoxy is unconsciousness.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>One of these days, thought Winston with sudden deep conviction, Syme will<br \/>\nbe vaporized. He is too intelligent. He sees too clearly and speaks too<br \/>\nplainly. The Party does not like such people. One day he will disappear.<br \/>\nIt is written in his face.<\/p>\n<p>Winston had finished his bread and cheese. He turned a little sideways<br \/>\nin his chair to drink his mug of coffee. At the table on his left the man<br \/>\nwith the strident voice was still talking remorselessly away. A young<br \/>\nwoman who was perhaps his secretary, and who was sitting with her back<br \/>\nto Winston, was listening to him and seemed to be eagerly agreeing with<br \/>\neverything that he said. From time to time Winston caught some such remark<br \/>\nas &#8216;I think you&#8217;re so right, I do so agree with you&#8217;, uttered in a youthful<br \/>\nand rather silly feminine voice. But the other voice never stopped for an<br \/>\ninstant, even when the girl was speaking. Winston knew the man by sight,<br \/>\nthough he knew no more about him than that he held some important post<br \/>\nin the Fiction Department. He was a man of about thirty, with a muscular<br \/>\nthroat and a large, mobile mouth. His head was thrown back a little, and<br \/>\nbecause of the angle at which he was sitting, his spectacles caught the<br \/>\nlight and presented to Winston two blank discs instead of eyes. What was<br \/>\nslightly horrible, was that from the stream of sound that poured out of<br \/>\nhis mouth it was almost impossible to distinguish a single word. Just<br \/>\nonce Winston caught a phrase&#8211;&#8216;complete and final elimination of<br \/>\nGoldsteinism&#8217;&#8211;jerked out very rapidly and, as it seemed, all in one piece,<br \/>\nlike a line of type cast solid. For the rest it was just a noise, a<br \/>\nquack-quack-quacking. And yet, though you could not actually hear what the<br \/>\nman was saying, you could not be in any doubt about its general nature.<br \/>\nHe might be denouncing Goldstein and demanding sterner measures against<br \/>\nthought-criminals and saboteurs, he might be fulminating against the<br \/>\natrocities of the Eurasian army, he might be praising Big Brother or the<br \/>\nheroes on the Malabar front&#8211;it made no difference. Whatever it was, you<br \/>\ncould be certain that every word of it was pure orthodoxy, pure Ingsoc.<br \/>\nAs he watched the eyeless face with the jaw moving rapidly up and down,<br \/>\nWinston had a curious feeling that this was not a real human being but<br \/>\nsome kind of dummy. It was not the man&#8217;s brain that was speaking, it was<br \/>\nhis larynx. The stuff that was coming out of him consisted of words, but<br \/>\nit was not speech in the true sense: it was a noise uttered in<br \/>\nunconsciousness, like the quacking of a duck.<\/p>\n<p>Syme had fallen silent for a moment, and with the handle of his spoon was<br \/>\ntracing patterns in the puddle of stew. The voice from the other table<br \/>\nquacked rapidly on, easily audible in spite of the surrounding din.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There is a word in Newspeak,&#8217; said Syme, &#8216;I don&#8217;t know whether you know<br \/>\nit: DUCKSPEAK, to quack like a duck. It is one of those interesting words<br \/>\nthat have two contradictory meanings. Applied to an opponent, it is abuse,<br \/>\napplied to someone you agree with, it is praise.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Unquestionably Syme will be vaporized, Winston thought again. He thought<br \/>\nit with a kind of sadness, although well knowing that Syme despised him<br \/>\nand slightly disliked him, and was fully capable of denouncing him as a<br \/>\nthought-criminal if he saw any reason for doing so. There was something<br \/>\nsubtly wrong with Syme. There was something that he lacked: discretion,<br \/>\naloofness, a sort of saving stupidity. You could not say that he was<br \/>\nunorthodox. He believed in the principles of Ingsoc, he venerated Big<br \/>\nBrother, he rejoiced over victories, he hated heretics, not merely with<br \/>\nsincerity but with a sort of restless zeal, an up-to-dateness of<br \/>\ninformation, which the ordinary Party member did not approach. Yet a faint<br \/>\nair of disreputability always clung to him. He said things that would have<br \/>\nbeen better unsaid, he had read too many books, he frequented the Chestnut<br \/>\nTree Cafe, haunt of painters and musicians. There was no law, not even an<br \/>\nunwritten law, against frequenting the Chestnut Tree Cafe, yet the place<br \/>\nwas somehow ill-omened. The old, discredited leaders of the Party had been<br \/>\nused to gather there before they were finally purged. Goldstein himself,<br \/>\nit was said, had sometimes been seen there, years and decades ago. Syme&#8217;s<br \/>\nfate was not difficult to foresee. And yet it was a fact that if Syme<br \/>\ngrasped, even for three seconds, the nature of his, Winston&#8217;s, secret<br \/>\nopinions, he would betray him instantly to the Thought Police. So would<br \/>\nanybody else, for that matter: but Syme more than most. Zeal was not<br \/>\nenough. Orthodoxy was unconsciousness.<\/p>\n<p>Syme looked up. &#8216;Here comes Parsons,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>Something in the tone of his voice seemed to add, &#8216;that bloody fool&#8217;.<br \/>\nParsons, Winston&#8217;s fellow-tenant at Victory Mansions, was in fact threading<br \/>\nhis way across the room&#8211;a tubby, middle-sized man with fair hair and a<br \/>\nfroglike face. At thirty-five he was already putting on rolls of fat at<br \/>\nneck and waistline, but his movements were brisk and boyish. His whole<br \/>\nappearance was that of a little boy grown large, so much so that although<br \/>\nhe was wearing the regulation overalls, it was almost impossible not to<br \/>\nthink of him as being dressed in the blue shorts, grey shirt, and red<br \/>\nneckerchief of the Spies. In visualizing him one saw always a picture of<br \/>\ndimpled knees and sleeves rolled back from pudgy forearms. Parsons did,<br \/>\nindeed, invariably revert to shorts when a community hike or any other<br \/>\nphysical activity gave him an excuse for doing so. He greeted them both<br \/>\nwith a cheery &#8216;Hullo, hullo!&#8217; and sat down at the table, giving off an<br \/>\nintense smell of sweat. Beads of moisture stood out all over his pink face.<br \/>\nHis powers of sweating were extraordinary. At the Community Centre you<br \/>\ncould always tell when he had been playing table-tennis by the dampness of<br \/>\nthe bat handle. Syme had produced a strip of paper on which there was a<br \/>\nlong column of words, and was studying it with an ink-pencil between his<br \/>\nfingers.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Look at him working away in the lunch hour,&#8217; said Parsons, nudging<br \/>\nWinston. &#8216;Keenness, eh? What&#8217;s that you&#8217;ve got there, old boy? Something<br \/>\na bit too brainy for me, I expect. Smith, old boy, I&#8217;ll tell you why I&#8217;m<br \/>\nchasing you. It&#8217;s that sub you forgot to give me.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Which sub is that?&#8217; said Winston, automatically feeling for money. About<br \/>\na quarter of one&#8217;s salary had to be earmarked for voluntary subscriptions,<br \/>\nwhich were so numerous that it was difficult to keep track of them.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;For Hate Week. You know&#8211;the house-by-house fund. I&#8217;m treasurer for our<br \/>\nblock. We&#8217;re making an all-out effort&#8211;going to put on a tremendous show.<br \/>\nI tell you, it won&#8217;t be my fault if old Victory Mansions doesn&#8217;t have the<br \/>\nbiggest outfit of flags in the whole street. Two dollars you promised me.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston found and handed over two creased and filthy notes, which Parsons<br \/>\nentered in a small notebook, in the neat handwriting of the illiterate.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;By the way, old boy,&#8217; he said. &#8216;I hear that little beggar of mine let fly<br \/>\nat you with his catapult yesterday. I gave him a good dressing-down for it.<br \/>\nIn fact I told him I&#8217;d take the catapult away if he does it again.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I think he was a little upset at not going to the execution,&#8217; said<br \/>\nWinston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ah, well&#8211;what I mean to say, shows the right spirit, doesn&#8217;t it?<br \/>\nMischievous little beggars they are, both of them, but talk about keenness!<br \/>\nAll they think about is the Spies, and the war, of course. D&#8217;you know what<br \/>\nthat little girl of mine did last Saturday, when her troop was on a hike<br \/>\nout Berkhamsted way? She got two other girls to go with her, slipped off<br \/>\nfrom the hike, and spent the whole afternoon following a strange man. They<br \/>\nkept on his tail for two hours, right through the woods, and then, when<br \/>\nthey got into Amersham, handed him over to the patrols.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What did they do that for?&#8217; said Winston, somewhat taken aback. Parsons<br \/>\nwent on triumphantly:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;My kid made sure he was some kind of enemy agent&#8211;might have been dropped<br \/>\nby parachute, for instance. But here&#8217;s the point, old boy. What do you<br \/>\nthink put her on to him in the first place? She spotted he was wearing a<br \/>\nfunny kind of shoes&#8211;said she&#8217;d never seen anyone wearing shoes like that<br \/>\nbefore. So the chances were he was a foreigner. Pretty smart for a nipper<br \/>\nof seven, eh?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What happened to the man?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ah, that I couldn&#8217;t say, of course. But I wouldn&#8217;t be altogether surprised<br \/>\nif&#8212;-&#8216; Parsons made the motion of aiming a rifle, and clicked his tongue<br \/>\nfor the explosion.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Good,&#8217; said Syme abstractedly, without looking up from his strip of paper.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course we can&#8217;t afford to take chances,&#8217; agreed Winston dutifully.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What I mean to say, there is a war on,&#8217; said Parsons.<\/p>\n<p>As though in confirmation of this, a trumpet call floated from the<br \/>\ntelescreen just above their heads. However, it was not the proclamation of<br \/>\na military victory this time, but merely an announcement from the Ministry<br \/>\nof Plenty.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Comrades!&#8217; cried an eager youthful voice. &#8216;Attention, comrades! We have<br \/>\nglorious news for you. We have won the battle for production! Returns now<br \/>\ncompleted of the output of all classes of consumption goods show that the<br \/>\nstandard of living has risen by no less than 20 per cent over the past<br \/>\nyear. All over Oceania this morning there were irrepressible spontaneous<br \/>\ndemonstrations when workers marched out of factories and offices and<br \/>\nparaded through the streets with banners voicing their gratitude to Big<br \/>\nBrother for the new, happy life which his wise leadership has bestowed<br \/>\nupon us. Here are some of the completed figures. Foodstuffs&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>The phrase &#8216;our new, happy life&#8217; recurred several times. It had been a<br \/>\nfavourite of late with the Ministry of Plenty. Parsons, his attention<br \/>\ncaught by the trumpet call, sat listening with a sort of gaping solemnity,<br \/>\na sort of edified boredom. He could not follow the figures, but he was<br \/>\naware that they were in some way a cause for satisfaction. He had lugged<br \/>\nout a huge and filthy pipe which was already half full of charred tobacco.<br \/>\nWith the tobacco ration at 100 grammes a week it was seldom possible to<br \/>\nfill a pipe to the top. Winston was smoking a Victory Cigarette which he<br \/>\nheld carefully horizontal. The new ration did not start till tomorrow and<br \/>\nhe had only four cigarettes left. For the moment he had shut his ears to<br \/>\nthe remoter noises and was listening to the stuff that streamed out of the<br \/>\ntelescreen. It appeared that there had even been demonstrations to thank<br \/>\nBig Brother for raising the chocolate ration to twenty grammes a week. And<br \/>\nonly yesterday, he reflected, it had been announced that the ration was<br \/>\nto be REDUCED to twenty grammes a week. Was it possible that they could<br \/>\nswallow that, after only twenty-four hours? Yes, they swallowed it. Parsons<br \/>\nswallowed it easily, with the stupidity of an animal. The eyeless creature<br \/>\nat the other table swallowed it fanatically, passionately, with a furious<br \/>\ndesire to track down, denounce, and vaporize anyone who should suggest that<br \/>\nlast week the ration had been thirty grammes. Syme, too&#8211;in some more<br \/>\ncomplex way, involving doublethink, Syme swallowed it. Was he, then, ALONE<br \/>\nin the possession of a memory?<\/p>\n<p>The fabulous statistics continued to pour out of the telescreen. As<br \/>\ncompared with last year there was more food, more clothes, more houses,<br \/>\nmore furniture, more cooking-pots, more fuel, more ships, more helicopters,<br \/>\nmore books, more babies&#8211;more of everything except disease, crime, and<br \/>\ninsanity. Year by year and minute by minute, everybody and everything was<br \/>\nwhizzing rapidly upwards. As Syme had done earlier Winston had taken up<br \/>\nhis spoon and was dabbling in the pale-coloured gravy that dribbled across<br \/>\nthe table, drawing a long streak of it out into a pattern. He meditated<br \/>\nresentfully on the physical texture of life. Had it always been like<br \/>\nthis? Had food always tasted like this? He looked round the canteen.<br \/>\nA low-ceilinged, crowded room, its walls grimy from the contact of<br \/>\ninnumerable bodies; battered metal tables and chairs, placed so close<br \/>\ntogether that you sat with elbows touching; bent spoons, dented trays,<br \/>\ncoarse white mugs; all surfaces greasy, grime in every crack; and a<br \/>\nsourish, composite smell of bad gin and bad coffee and metallic stew and<br \/>\ndirty clothes. Always in your stomach and in your skin there was a sort<br \/>\nof protest, a feeling that you had been cheated of something that you had<br \/>\na right to. It was true that he had no memories of anything greatly<br \/>\ndifferent. In any time that he could accurately remember, there had never<br \/>\nbeen quite enough to eat, one had never had socks or underclothes that<br \/>\nwere not full of holes, furniture had always been battered and rickety,<br \/>\nrooms underheated, tube trains crowded, houses falling to pieces,<br \/>\nbread dark-coloured, tea a rarity, coffee filthy-tasting, cigarettes<br \/>\ninsufficient&#8211;nothing cheap and plentiful except synthetic gin. And though,<br \/>\nof course, it grew worse as one&#8217;s body aged, was it not a sign that this<br \/>\nwas NOT the natural order of things, if one&#8217;s heart sickened at the<br \/>\ndiscomfort and dirt and scarcity, the interminable winters, the stickiness<br \/>\nof one&#8217;s socks, the lifts that never worked, the cold water, the gritty<br \/>\nsoap, the cigarettes that came to pieces, the food with its strange evil<br \/>\ntastes? Why should one feel it to be intolerable unless one had some kind<br \/>\nof ancestral memory that things had once been different?<\/p>\n<p>He looked round the canteen again. Nearly everyone was ugly, and would<br \/>\nstill have been ugly even if dressed otherwise than in the uniform blue<br \/>\noveralls. On the far side of the room, sitting at a table alone, a small,<br \/>\ncuriously beetle-like man was drinking a cup of coffee, his little eyes<br \/>\ndarting suspicious glances from side to side. How easy it was, thought<br \/>\nWinston, if you did not look about you, to believe that the physical type<br \/>\nset up by the Party as an ideal&#8211;tall muscular youths and deep-bosomed<br \/>\nmaidens, blond-haired, vital, sunburnt, carefree&#8211;existed and even<br \/>\npredominated. Actually, so far as he could judge, the majority of people<br \/>\nin Airstrip One were small, dark, and ill-favoured. It was curious how that<br \/>\nbeetle-like type proliferated in the Ministries: little dumpy men, growing<br \/>\nstout very early in life, with short legs, swift scuttling movements, and<br \/>\nfat inscrutable faces with very small eyes. It was the type that seemed to<br \/>\nflourish best under the dominion of the Party.<\/p>\n<p>The announcement from the Ministry of Plenty ended on another trumpet call<br \/>\nand gave way to tinny music. Parsons, stirred to vague enthusiasm by the<br \/>\nbombardment of figures, took his pipe out of his mouth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The Ministry of Plenty&#8217;s certainly done a good job this year,&#8217; he said<br \/>\nwith a knowing shake of his head. &#8216;By the way, Smith old boy, I suppose<br \/>\nyou haven&#8217;t got any razor blades you can let me have?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not one,&#8217; said Winston. &#8216;I&#8217;ve been using the same blade for six weeks<br \/>\nmyself.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ah, well&#8211;just thought I&#8217;d ask you, old boy.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Sorry,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>The quacking voice from the next table, temporarily silenced during the<br \/>\nMinistry&#8217;s announcement, had started up again, as loud as ever. For some<br \/>\nreason Winston suddenly found himself thinking of Mrs Parsons, with her<br \/>\nwispy hair and the dust in the creases of her face. Within two years those<br \/>\nchildren would be denouncing her to the Thought Police. Mrs Parsons would<br \/>\nbe vaporized. Syme would be vaporized. Winston would be vaporized. O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nwould be vaporized. Parsons, on the other hand, would never be vaporized.<br \/>\nThe eyeless creature with the quacking voice would never be vaporized.<br \/>\nThe little beetle-like men who scuttle so nimbly through the labyrinthine<br \/>\ncorridors of Ministries they, too, would never be vaporized. And the girl<br \/>\nwith dark hair, the girl from the Fiction Department&#8211;she would never be<br \/>\nvaporized either. It seemed to him that he knew instinctively who would<br \/>\nsurvive and who would perish: though just what it was that made for<br \/>\nsurvival, it was not easy to say.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment he was dragged out of his reverie with a violent jerk. The<br \/>\ngirl at the next table had turned partly round and was looking at him. It<br \/>\nwas the girl with dark hair. She was looking at him in a sidelong way, but<br \/>\nwith curious intensity. The instant she caught his eye she looked away<br \/>\nagain.<\/p>\n<p>The sweat started out on Winston&#8217;s backbone. A horrible pang of terror<br \/>\nwent through him. It was gone almost at once, but it left a sort of nagging<br \/>\nuneasiness behind. Why was she watching him? Why did she keep following him<br \/>\nabout? Unfortunately he could not remember whether she had already been at<br \/>\nthe table when he arrived, or had come there afterwards. But yesterday, at<br \/>\nany rate, during the Two Minutes Hate, she had sat immediately behind him<br \/>\nwhen there was no apparent need to do so. Quite likely her real object had<br \/>\nbeen to listen to him and make sure whether he was shouting loudly enough.<\/p>\n<p>His earlier thought returned to him: probably she was not actually a member<br \/>\nof the Thought Police, but then it was precisely the amateur spy who was<br \/>\nthe greatest danger of all. He did not know how long she had been looking<br \/>\nat him, but perhaps for as much as five minutes, and it was possible<br \/>\nthat his features had not been perfectly under control. It was terribly<br \/>\ndangerous to let your thoughts wander when you were in any public place<br \/>\nor within range of a telescreen. The smallest thing could give you away.<br \/>\nA nervous tic, an unconscious look of anxiety, a habit of muttering to<br \/>\nyourself&#8211;anything that carried with it the suggestion of abnormality, of<br \/>\nhaving something to hide. In any case, to wear an improper expression on<br \/>\nyour face (to look incredulous when a victory was announced, for example)<br \/>\nwas itself a punishable offence. There was even a word for it in Newspeak:<br \/>\nFACECRIME, it was called.<\/p>\n<p>The girl had turned her back on him again. Perhaps after all she was not<br \/>\nreally following him about, perhaps it was coincidence that she had sat so<br \/>\nclose to him two days running. His cigarette had gone out, and he laid it<br \/>\ncarefully on the edge of the table. He would finish smoking it after work,<br \/>\nif he could keep the tobacco in it. Quite likely the person at the next<br \/>\ntable was a spy of the Thought Police, and quite likely he would be in the<br \/>\ncellars of the Ministry of Love within three days, but a cigarette end<br \/>\nmust not be wasted. Syme had folded up his strip of paper and stowed it<br \/>\naway in his pocket. Parsons had begun talking again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Did I ever tell you, old boy,&#8217; he said, chuckling round the stem of his<br \/>\npipe, &#8216;about the time when those two nippers of mine set fire to the old<br \/>\nmarket-woman&#8217;s skirt because they saw her wrapping up sausages in a poster<br \/>\nof B.B.? Sneaked up behind her and set fire to it with a box of matches.<br \/>\nBurned her quite badly, I believe. Little beggars, eh? But keen as mustard!<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s a first-rate training they give them in the Spies nowadays&#8211;better<br \/>\nthan in my day, even. What d&#8217;you think&#8217;s the latest thing they&#8217;ve served<br \/>\nthem out with? Ear trumpets for listening through keyholes! My little<br \/>\ngirl brought one home the other night&#8211;tried it out on our sitting-room<br \/>\ndoor, and reckoned she could hear twice as much as with her ear to the<br \/>\nhole. Of course it&#8217;s only a toy, mind you. Still, gives &#8217;em the right<br \/>\nidea, eh?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>At this moment the telescreen let out a piercing whistle. It was the<br \/>\nsignal to return to work. All three men sprang to their feet to join in<br \/>\nthe struggle round the lifts, and the remaining tobacco fell out of<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s cigarette.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 6<\/p>\n<p>Winston was writing in his diary:<\/p>\n<p>It was three years ago. It was on a dark evening, in a narrow<br \/>\nside-street near one of the big railway stations. She was standing near a<br \/>\ndoorway in the wall, under a street lamp that hardly gave any light. She<br \/>\nhad a young face, painted very thick. It was really the paint that appealed<br \/>\nto me, the whiteness of it, like a mask, and the bright red lips. Party<br \/>\nwomen never paint their faces. There was nobody else in the street, and no<br \/>\ntelescreens. She said two dollars. I&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>For the moment it was too difficult to go on. He shut his eyes and pressed<br \/>\nhis fingers against them, trying to squeeze out the vision that kept<br \/>\nrecurring. He had an almost overwhelming temptation to shout a string of<br \/>\nfilthy words at the top of his voice. Or to bang his head against the wall,<br \/>\nto kick over the table, and hurl the inkpot through the window&#8211;to do any<br \/>\nviolent or noisy or painful thing that might black out the memory that was<br \/>\ntormenting him.<\/p>\n<p>Your worst enemy, he reflected, was your own nervous system. At any moment<br \/>\nthe tension inside you was liable to translate itself into some visible<br \/>\nsymptom. He thought of a man whom he had passed in the street a few weeks<br \/>\nback; a quite ordinary-looking man, a Party member, aged thirty-five to<br \/>\nforty, tallish and thin, carrying a brief-case. They were a few metres<br \/>\napart when the left side of the man&#8217;s face was suddenly contorted by a sort<br \/>\nof spasm. It happened again just as they were passing one another: it was<br \/>\nonly a twitch, a quiver, rapid as the clicking of a camera shutter, but<br \/>\nobviously habitual. He remembered thinking at the time: That poor devil is<br \/>\ndone for. And what was frightening was that the action was quite possibly<br \/>\nunconscious. The most deadly danger of all was talking in your sleep. There<br \/>\nwas no way of guarding against that, so far as he could see.<\/p>\n<p>He drew his breath and went on writing:<\/p>\n<p>I went with her through the doorway and across a backyard into a<br \/>\nbasement kitchen. There was a bed against the wall, and a lamp on the<br \/>\ntable, turned down very low. She&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>His teeth were set on edge. He would have liked to spit. Simultaneously<br \/>\nwith the woman in the basement kitchen he thought of Katharine, his wife.<br \/>\nWinston was married&#8211;had been married, at any rate: probably he still was<br \/>\nmarried, so far as he knew his wife was not dead. He seemed to breathe<br \/>\nagain the warm stuffy odour of the basement kitchen, an odour compounded<br \/>\nof bugs and dirty clothes and villainous cheap scent, but nevertheless<br \/>\nalluring, because no woman of the Party ever used scent, or could be<br \/>\nimagined as doing so. Only the proles used scent. In his mind the smell<br \/>\nof it was inextricably mixed up with fornication.<\/p>\n<p>When he had gone with that woman it had been his first lapse in two years<br \/>\nor thereabouts. Consorting with prostitutes was forbidden, of course, but<br \/>\nit was one of those rules that you could occasionally nerve yourself to<br \/>\nbreak. It was dangerous, but it was not a life-and-death matter. To be<br \/>\ncaught with a prostitute might mean five years in a forced-labour camp:<br \/>\nnot more, if you had committed no other offence. And it was easy enough,<br \/>\nprovided that you could avoid being caught in the act. The poorer quarters<br \/>\nswarmed with women who were ready to sell themselves. Some could even be<br \/>\npurchased for a bottle of gin, which the proles were not supposed to drink.<br \/>\nTacitly the Party was even inclined to encourage prostitution, as an outlet<br \/>\nfor instincts which could not be altogether suppressed. Mere debauchery<br \/>\ndid not matter very much, so long as it was furtive and joyless and only<br \/>\ninvolved the women of a submerged and despised class. The unforgivable<br \/>\ncrime was promiscuity between Party members. But&#8211;though this was one<br \/>\nof the crimes that the accused in the great purges invariably confessed<br \/>\nto&#8211;it was difficult to imagine any such thing actually happening.<\/p>\n<p>The aim of the Party was not merely to prevent men and women from forming<br \/>\nloyalties which it might not be able to control. Its real, undeclared<br \/>\npurpose was to remove all pleasure from the sexual act. Not love so much<br \/>\nas eroticism was the enemy, inside marriage as well as outside it. All<br \/>\nmarriages between Party members had to be approved by a committee<br \/>\nappointed for the purpose, and&#8211;though the principle was never clearly<br \/>\nstated&#8211;permission was always refused if the couple concerned gave<br \/>\nthe impression of being physically attracted to one another. The only<br \/>\nrecognized purpose of marriage was to beget children for the service of<br \/>\nthe Party. Sexual intercourse was to be looked on as a slightly disgusting<br \/>\nminor operation, like having an enema. This again was never put into plain<br \/>\nwords, but in an indirect way it was rubbed into every Party member from<br \/>\nchildhood onwards. There were even organizations such as the Junior<br \/>\nAnti-Sex League, which advocated complete celibacy for both sexes. All<br \/>\nchildren were to be begotten by artificial insemination (ARTSEM, it was<br \/>\ncalled in Newspeak) and brought up in public institutions. This, Winston<br \/>\nwas aware, was not meant altogether seriously, but somehow it fitted in<br \/>\nwith the general ideology of the Party. The Party was trying to kill the<br \/>\nsex instinct, or, if it could not be killed, then to distort it and dirty<br \/>\nit. He did not know why this was so, but it seemed natural that it should<br \/>\nbe so. And as far as the women were concerned, the Party&#8217;s efforts were<br \/>\nlargely successful.<\/p>\n<p>He thought again of Katharine. It must be nine, ten&#8211;nearly eleven years<br \/>\nsince they had parted. It was curious how seldom he thought of her. For<br \/>\ndays at a time he was capable of forgetting that he had ever been married.<br \/>\nThey had only been together for about fifteen months. The Party did not<br \/>\npermit divorce, but it rather encouraged separation in cases where there<br \/>\nwere no children.<\/p>\n<p>Katharine was a tall, fair-haired girl, very straight, with splendid<br \/>\nmovements. She had a bold, aquiline face, a face that one might have called<br \/>\nnoble until one discovered that there was as nearly as possible nothing<br \/>\nbehind it. Very early in her married life he had decided&#8211;though perhaps<br \/>\nit was only that he knew her more intimately than he knew most people&#8211;that<br \/>\nshe had without exception the most stupid, vulgar, empty mind that he had<br \/>\never encountered. She had not a thought in her head that was not a slogan,<br \/>\nand there was no imbecility, absolutely none that she was not capable of<br \/>\nswallowing if the Party handed it out to her. &#8216;The human sound-track&#8217; he<br \/>\nnicknamed her in his own mind. Yet he could have endured living with her<br \/>\nif it had not been for just one thing&#8211;sex.<\/p>\n<p>As soon as he touched her she seemed to wince and stiffen. To embrace her<br \/>\nwas like embracing a jointed wooden image. And what was strange was that<br \/>\neven when she was clasping him against her he had the feeling that she<br \/>\nwas simultaneously pushing him away with all her strength. The rigidity<br \/>\nof her muscles managed to convey that impression. She would lie there<br \/>\nwith shut eyes, neither resisting nor co-operating but SUBMITTING. It was<br \/>\nextraordinarily embarrassing, and, after a while, horrible. But even then<br \/>\nhe could have borne living with her if it had been agreed that they should<br \/>\nremain celibate. But curiously enough it was Katharine who refused this.<br \/>\nThey must, she said, produce a child if they could. So the performance<br \/>\ncontinued to happen, once a week quite regularly, whenever it was not<br \/>\nimpossible. She even used to remind him of it in the morning, as something<br \/>\nwhich had to be done that evening and which must not be forgotten. She had<br \/>\ntwo names for it. One was &#8216;making a baby&#8217;, and the other was &#8216;our duty to<br \/>\nthe Party&#8217; (yes, she had actually used that phrase). Quite soon he grew to<br \/>\nhave a feeling of positive dread when the appointed day came round. But<br \/>\nluckily no child appeared, and in the end she agreed to give up trying,<br \/>\nand soon afterwards they parted.<\/p>\n<p>Winston sighed inaudibly. He picked up his pen again and<br \/>\nwrote:<\/p>\n<p>She threw herself down on the bed, and at once, without any kind of<br \/>\npreliminary in the most coarse, horrible way you can imagine, pulled up<br \/>\nher skirt. I&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>He saw himself standing there in the dim lamplight, with the smell of bugs<br \/>\nand cheap scent in his nostrils, and in his heart a feeling of defeat and<br \/>\nresentment which even at that moment was mixed up with the thought of<br \/>\nKatharine&#8217;s white body, frozen for ever by the hypnotic power of the Party.<br \/>\nWhy did it always have to be like this? Why could he not have a woman of<br \/>\nhis own instead of these filthy scuffles at intervals of years? But a real<br \/>\nlove affair was an almost unthinkable event. The women of the Party were<br \/>\nall alike. Chastity was as deep ingrained in them as Party loyalty. By<br \/>\ncareful early conditioning, by games and cold water, by the rubbish that<br \/>\nwas dinned into them at school and in the Spies and the Youth League, by<br \/>\nlectures, parades, songs, slogans, and martial music, the natural feeling<br \/>\nhad been driven out of them. His reason told him that there must be<br \/>\nexceptions, but his heart did not believe it. They were all impregnable,<br \/>\nas the Party intended that they should be. And what he wanted, more even<br \/>\nthan to be loved, was to break down that wall of virtue, even if it were<br \/>\nonly once in his whole life. The sexual act, successfully performed, was<br \/>\nrebellion. Desire was thoughtcrime. Even to have awakened Katharine, if he<br \/>\ncould have achieved it, would have been like a seduction, although she was<br \/>\nhis wife.<\/p>\n<p>But the rest of the story had got to be written down. He wrote:<\/p>\n<p>I turned up the lamp. When I saw her in the light&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>After the darkness the feeble light of the paraffin lamp had seemed very<br \/>\nbright. For the first time he could see the woman properly. He had taken a<br \/>\nstep towards her and then halted, full of lust and terror. He was painfully<br \/>\nconscious of the risk he had taken in coming here. It was perfectly<br \/>\npossible that the patrols would catch him on the way out: for that matter<br \/>\nthey might be waiting outside the door at this moment. If he went away<br \/>\nwithout even doing what he had come here to do&#8212;-!<\/p>\n<p>It had got to be written down, it had got to be confessed. What he had<br \/>\nsuddenly seen in the lamplight was that the woman was OLD. The paint was<br \/>\nplastered so thick on her face that it looked as though it might crack<br \/>\nlike a cardboard mask. There were streaks of white in her hair; but the<br \/>\ntruly dreadful detail was that her mouth had fallen a little open,<br \/>\nrevealing nothing except a cavernous blackness. She had no teeth at all.<\/p>\n<p>He wrote hurriedly, in scrabbling handwriting:<\/p>\n<p>When I saw her in the light she was quite an old woman, fifty years old<br \/>\nat least. But I went ahead and did it just the same.<\/p>\n<p>He pressed his fingers against his eyelids again. He had written it down<br \/>\nat last, but it made no difference. The therapy had not worked. The urge<br \/>\nto shout filthy words at the top of his voice was as strong as ever.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 7<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;If there is hope,&#8217; wrote Winston, &#8216;it lies in the proles.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>If there was hope, it MUST lie in the proles, because only there in those<br \/>\nswarming disregarded masses, 85 per cent of the population of Oceania,<br \/>\ncould the force to destroy the Party ever be generated. The Party could<br \/>\nnot be overthrown from within. Its enemies, if it had any enemies, had<br \/>\nno way of coming together or even of identifying one another. Even if<br \/>\nthe legendary Brotherhood existed, as just possibly it might, it was<br \/>\ninconceivable that its members could ever assemble in larger numbers than<br \/>\ntwos and threes. Rebellion meant a look in the eyes, an inflexion of the<br \/>\nvoice, at the most, an occasional whispered word. But the proles, if only<br \/>\nthey could somehow become conscious of their own strength. would have no<br \/>\nneed to conspire. They needed only to rise up and shake themselves like<br \/>\na horse shaking off flies. If they chose they could blow the Party to<br \/>\npieces tomorrow morning. Surely sooner or later it must occur to them to<br \/>\ndo it? And yet&#8212;-!<\/p>\n<p>He remembered how once he had been walking down a crowded street when a<br \/>\ntremendous shout of hundreds of voices women&#8217;s voices&#8211;had burst from a<br \/>\nside-street a little way ahead. It was a great formidable cry of anger<br \/>\nand despair, a deep, loud &#8216;Oh-o-o-o-oh!&#8217; that went humming on like the<br \/>\nreverberation of a bell. His heart had leapt. It&#8217;s started! he had thought.<br \/>\nA riot! The proles are breaking loose at last! When he had reached the spot<br \/>\nit was to see a mob of two or three hundred women crowding round the stalls<br \/>\nof a street market, with faces as tragic as though they had been the doomed<br \/>\npassengers on a sinking ship. But at this moment the general despair broke<br \/>\ndown into a multitude of individual quarrels. It appeared that one of the<br \/>\nstalls had been selling tin saucepans. They were wretched, flimsy things,<br \/>\nbut cooking-pots of any kind were always difficult to get. Now the supply<br \/>\nhad unexpectedly given out. The successful women, bumped and jostled by<br \/>\nthe rest, were trying to make off with their saucepans while dozens of<br \/>\nothers clamoured round the stall, accusing the stall-keeper of favouritism<br \/>\nand of having more saucepans somewhere in reserve. There was a fresh<br \/>\noutburst of yells. Two bloated women, one of them with her hair coming<br \/>\ndown, had got hold of the same saucepan and were trying to tear it out of<br \/>\none another&#8217;s hands. For a moment they were both tugging, and then the<br \/>\nhandle came off. Winston watched them disgustedly. And yet, just for a<br \/>\nmoment, what almost frightening power had sounded in that cry from only<br \/>\na few hundred throats! Why was it that they could never shout like that<br \/>\nabout anything that mattered?<\/p>\n<p>He wrote:<\/p>\n<p>Until they become conscious they will never rebel, and until after they<br \/>\nhave rebelled they cannot become conscious.<\/p>\n<p>That, he reflected, might almost have been a transcription from one of the<br \/>\nParty textbooks. The Party claimed, of course, to have liberated the proles<br \/>\nfrom bondage. Before the Revolution they had been hideously oppressed by<br \/>\nthe capitalists, they had been starved and flogged, women had been forced<br \/>\nto work in the coal mines (women still did work in the coal mines, as a<br \/>\nmatter of fact), children had been sold into the factories at the age<br \/>\nof six. But simultaneously, true to the Principles of doublethink, the<br \/>\nParty taught that the proles were natural inferiors who must be kept in<br \/>\nsubjection, like animals, by the application of a few simple rules. In<br \/>\nreality very little was known about the proles. It was not necessary to<br \/>\nknow much. So long as they continued to work and breed, their other<br \/>\nactivities were without importance. Left to themselves, like cattle turned<br \/>\nloose upon the plains of Argentina, they had reverted to a style of life<br \/>\nthat appeared to be natural to them, a sort of ancestral pattern. They were<br \/>\nborn, they grew up in the gutters, they went to work at twelve, they passed<br \/>\nthrough a brief blossoming-period of beauty and sexual desire, they married<br \/>\nat twenty, they were middle-aged at thirty, they died, for the most part,<br \/>\nat sixty. Heavy physical work, the care of home and children, petty<br \/>\nquarrels with neighbours, films, football, beer, and above all, gambling,<br \/>\nfilled up the horizon of their minds. To keep them in control was not<br \/>\ndifficult. A few agents of the Thought Police moved always among them,<br \/>\nspreading false rumours and marking down and eliminating the few<br \/>\nindividuals who were judged capable of becoming dangerous; but no attempt<br \/>\nwas made to indoctrinate them with the ideology of the Party. It was not<br \/>\ndesirable that the proles should have strong political feelings. All that<br \/>\nwas required of them was a primitive patriotism which could be appealed to<br \/>\nwhenever it was necessary to make them accept longer working-hours or<br \/>\nshorter rations. And even when they became discontented, as they sometimes<br \/>\ndid, their discontent led nowhere, because being without general ideas,<br \/>\nthey could only focus it on petty specific grievances. The larger evils<br \/>\ninvariably escaped their notice. The great majority of proles did not even<br \/>\nhave telescreens in their homes. Even the civil police interfered with them<br \/>\nvery little. There was a vast amount of criminality in London, a whole<br \/>\nworld-within-a-world of thieves, bandits, prostitutes, drug-peddlers, and<br \/>\nracketeers of every description; but since it all happened among the proles<br \/>\nthemselves, it was of no importance. In all questions of morals they were<br \/>\nallowed to follow their ancestral code. The sexual puritanism of the<br \/>\nParty was not imposed upon them. Promiscuity went unpunished, divorce<br \/>\nwas permitted. For that matter, even religious worship would have been<br \/>\npermitted if the proles had shown any sign of needing or wanting it.<br \/>\nThey were beneath suspicion. As the Party slogan put it: &#8216;Proles and<br \/>\nanimals are free.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston reached down and cautiously scratched his varicose ulcer. It<br \/>\nhad begun itching again. The thing you invariably came back to was the<br \/>\nimpossibility of knowing what life before the Revolution had really been<br \/>\nlike. He took out of the drawer a copy of a children&#8217;s history textbook<br \/>\nwhich he had borrowed from Mrs Parsons, and began copying a passage into<br \/>\nthe diary:<\/p>\n<p>In the old days (it ran), before the glorious Revolution, London was<br \/>\nnot the beautiful city that we know today. It was a dark, dirty, miserable<br \/>\nplace where hardly anybody had enough to eat and where hundreds and<br \/>\nthousands of poor people had no boots on their feet and not even a roof to<br \/>\nsleep under. Children no older than you had to work twelve hours a day for<br \/>\ncruel masters who flogged them with whips if they worked too slowly and<br \/>\nfed them on nothing but stale breadcrusts and water. But in among all<br \/>\nthis terrible poverty there were just a few great big beautiful houses<br \/>\nthat were lived in by rich men who had as many as thirty servants to look<br \/>\nafter them. These rich men were called capitalists. They were fat, ugly<br \/>\nmen with wicked faces, like the one in the picture on the opposite page.<br \/>\nYou can see that he is dressed in a long black coat which was called a<br \/>\nfrock coat, and a queer, shiny hat shaped like a stovepipe, which was<br \/>\ncalled a top hat. This was the uniform of the capitalists, and no one else<br \/>\nwas allowed to wear it. The capitalists owned everything in the world, and<br \/>\neveryone else was their slave. They owned all the land, all the houses,<br \/>\nall the factories, and all the money. If anyone disobeyed them they could<br \/>\nthrow them into prison, or they could take his job away and starve him to<br \/>\ndeath. When any ordinary person spoke to a capitalist he had to cringe and<br \/>\nbow to him, and take off his cap and address him as &#8216;Sir&#8217;. The chief of<br \/>\nall the capitalists was called the King, and&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>But he knew the rest of the catalogue. There would be mention of the<br \/>\nbishops in their lawn sleeves, the judges in their ermine robes, the<br \/>\npillory, the stocks, the treadmill, the cat-o&#8217;-nine tails, the Lord Mayor&#8217;s<br \/>\nBanquet, and the practice of kissing the Pope&#8217;s toe. There was also<br \/>\nsomething called the JUS PRIMAE NOCTIS, which would probably not be<br \/>\nmentioned in a textbook for children. It was the law by which every<br \/>\ncapitalist had the right to sleep with any woman working in one of his<br \/>\nfactories.<\/p>\n<p>How could you tell how much of it was lies? It MIGHT be true that the<br \/>\naverage human being was better off now than he had been before the<br \/>\nRevolution. The only evidence to the contrary was the mute protest in your<br \/>\nown bones, the instinctive feeling that the conditions you lived in were<br \/>\nintolerable and that at some other time they must have been different. It<br \/>\nstruck him that the truly characteristic thing about modern life was not<br \/>\nits cruelty and insecurity, but simply its bareness, its dinginess, its<br \/>\nlistlessness. Life, if you looked about you, bore no resemblance not only<br \/>\nto the lies that streamed out of the telescreens, but even to the ideals<br \/>\nthat the Party was trying to achieve. Great areas of it, even for a Party<br \/>\nmember, were neutral and non-political, a matter of slogging through dreary<br \/>\njobs, fighting for a place on the Tube, darning a worn-out sock, cadging<br \/>\na saccharine tablet, saving a cigarette end. The ideal set up by the<br \/>\nParty was something huge, terrible, and glittering&#8211;a world of steel<br \/>\nand concrete, of monstrous machines and terrifying weapons&#8211;a nation of<br \/>\nwarriors and fanatics, marching forward in perfect unity, all thinking the<br \/>\nsame thoughts and shouting the same slogans, perpetually working, fighting,<br \/>\ntriumphing, persecuting&#8211;three hundred million people all with the same<br \/>\nface. The reality was decaying, dingy cities where underfed people shuffled<br \/>\nto and fro in leaky shoes, in patched-up nineteenth-century houses that<br \/>\nsmelt always of cabbage and bad lavatories. He seemed to see a vision of<br \/>\nLondon, vast and ruinous, city of a million dustbins, and mixed up with it<br \/>\nwas a picture of Mrs Parsons, a woman with lined face and wispy hair,<br \/>\nfiddling helplessly with a blocked waste-pipe.<\/p>\n<p>He reached down and scratched his ankle again. Day and night the<br \/>\ntelescreens bruised your ears with statistics proving that people today<br \/>\nhad more food, more clothes, better houses, better recreations&#8211;that they<br \/>\nlived longer, worked shorter hours, were bigger, healthier, stronger,<br \/>\nhappier, more intelligent, better educated, than the people of fifty years<br \/>\nago. Not a word of it could ever be proved or disproved. The Party claimed,<br \/>\nfor example, that today 40 per cent of adult proles were literate: before<br \/>\nthe Revolution, it was said, the number had only been 15 per cent. The<br \/>\nParty claimed that the infant mortality rate was now only 160 per<br \/>\nthousand, whereas before the Revolution it had been 300&#8211;and so it went<br \/>\non. It was like a single equation with two unknowns. It might very well be<br \/>\nthat literally every word in the history books, even the things that one<br \/>\naccepted without question, was pure fantasy. For all he knew there might<br \/>\nnever have been any such law as the JUS PRIMAE NOCTIS, or any such creature<br \/>\nas a capitalist, or any such garment as a top hat.<\/p>\n<p>Everything faded into mist. The past was erased, the erasure was forgotten,<br \/>\nthe lie became truth. Just once in his life he had possessed&#8211;AFTER the<br \/>\nevent: that was what counted&#8211;concrete, unmistakable evidence of an act of<br \/>\nfalsification. He had held it between his fingers for as long as thirty<br \/>\nseconds. In 1973, it must have been&#8211;at any rate, it was at about the time<br \/>\nwhen he and Katharine had parted. But the really relevant date was seven<br \/>\nor eight years earlier.<\/p>\n<p>The story really began in the middle sixties, the period of the great<br \/>\npurges in which the original leaders of the Revolution were wiped out<br \/>\nonce and for all. By 1970 none of them was left, except Big Brother<br \/>\nhimself. All the rest had by that time been exposed as traitors and<br \/>\ncounter-revolutionaries. Goldstein had fled and was hiding no one knew<br \/>\nwhere, and of the others, a few had simply disappeared, while the majority<br \/>\nhad been executed after spectacular public trials at which they made<br \/>\nconfession of their crimes. Among the last survivors were three men named<br \/>\nJones, Aaronson, and Rutherford. It must have been in 1965 that these three<br \/>\nhad been arrested. As often happened, they had vanished for a year or more,<br \/>\nso that one did not know whether they were alive or dead, and then had<br \/>\nsuddenly been brought forth to incriminate themselves in the usual way.<br \/>\nThey had confessed to intelligence with the enemy (at that date, too, the<br \/>\nenemy was Eurasia), embezzlement of public funds, the murder of various<br \/>\ntrusted Party members, intrigues against the leadership of Big Brother<br \/>\nwhich had started long before the Revolution happened, and acts of sabotage<br \/>\ncausing the death of hundreds of thousands of people. After confessing to<br \/>\nthese things they had been pardoned, reinstated in the Party, and given<br \/>\nposts which were in fact sinecures but which sounded important. All three<br \/>\nhad written long, abject articles in &#8216;The Times&#8217;, analysing the reasons<br \/>\nfor their defection and promising to make amends.<\/p>\n<p>Some time after their release Winston had actually seen all three of them<br \/>\nin the Chestnut Tree Cafe. He remembered the sort of terrified fascination<br \/>\nwith which he had watched them out of the corner of his eye. They were men<br \/>\nfar older than himself, relics of the ancient world, almost the last great<br \/>\nfigures left over from the heroic days of the Party. The glamour of the<br \/>\nunderground struggle and the civil war still faintly clung to them. He had<br \/>\nthe feeling, though already at that time facts and dates were growing<br \/>\nblurry, that he had known their names years earlier than he had known that<br \/>\nof Big Brother. But also they were outlaws, enemies, untouchables, doomed<br \/>\nwith absolute certainty to extinction within a year or two. No one who had<br \/>\nonce fallen into the hands of the Thought Police ever escaped in the end.<br \/>\nThey were corpses waiting to be sent back to the grave.<\/p>\n<p>There was no one at any of the tables nearest to them. It was not wise<br \/>\neven to be seen in the neighbourhood of such people. They were sitting<br \/>\nin silence before glasses of the gin flavoured with cloves which was the<br \/>\nspeciality of the cafe. Of the three, it was Rutherford whose appearance<br \/>\nhad most impressed Winston. Rutherford had once been a famous caricaturist,<br \/>\nwhose brutal cartoons had helped to inflame popular opinion before and<br \/>\nduring the Revolution. Even now, at long intervals, his cartoons were<br \/>\nappearing in The Times. They were simply an imitation of his earlier<br \/>\nmanner, and curiously lifeless and unconvincing. Always they were a<br \/>\nrehashing of the ancient themes&#8211;slum tenements, starving children, street<br \/>\nbattles, capitalists in top hats&#8211;even on the barricades the capitalists<br \/>\nstill seemed to cling to their top hats an endless, hopeless effort to<br \/>\nget back into the past. He was a monstrous man, with a mane of greasy<br \/>\ngrey hair, his face pouched and seamed, with thick negroid lips. At one<br \/>\ntime he must have been immensely strong; now his great body was sagging,<br \/>\nsloping, bulging, falling away in every direction. He seemed to be breaking<br \/>\nup before one&#8217;s eyes, like a mountain crumbling.<\/p>\n<p>It was the lonely hour of fifteen. Winston could not now remember how he<br \/>\nhad come to be in the cafe at such a time. The place was almost empty. A<br \/>\ntinny music was trickling from the telescreens. The three men sat in their<br \/>\ncorner almost motionless, never speaking. Uncommanded, the waiter brought<br \/>\nfresh glasses of gin. There was a chessboard on the table beside them, with<br \/>\nthe pieces set out but no game started. And then, for perhaps half a minute<br \/>\nin all, something happened to the telescreens. The tune that they were<br \/>\nplaying changed, and the tone of the music changed too. There came into<br \/>\nit&#8211;but it was something hard to describe. It was a peculiar, cracked,<br \/>\nbraying, jeering note: in his mind Winston called it a yellow note. And<br \/>\nthen a voice from the telescreen was singing:<\/p>\n<p>Under the spreading chestnut tree<br \/>\n  I sold you and you sold me:<br \/>\n  There lie they, and here lie we<br \/>\n  Under the spreading chestnut tree.<\/p>\n<p>The three men never stirred. But when Winston glanced again at Rutherford&#8217;s<br \/>\nruinous face, he saw that his eyes were full of tears. And for the first<br \/>\ntime he noticed, with a kind of inward shudder, and yet not knowing<br \/>\nAT WHAT he shuddered, that both Aaronson and Rutherford had broken noses.<\/p>\n<p>A little later all three were re-arrested. It appeared that they had<br \/>\nengaged in fresh conspiracies from the very moment of their release. At<br \/>\ntheir second trial they confessed to all their old crimes over again, with<br \/>\na whole string of new ones. They were executed, and their fate was recorded<br \/>\nin the Party histories, a warning to posterity. About five years after<br \/>\nthis, in 1973, Winston was unrolling a wad of documents which had just<br \/>\nflopped out of the pneumatic tube on to his desk when he came on a fragment<br \/>\nof paper which had evidently been slipped in among the others and then<br \/>\nforgotten. The instant he had flattened it out he saw its significance.<br \/>\nIt was a half-page torn out of &#8216;The Times&#8217; of about ten years earlier&#8211;the<br \/>\ntop half of the page, so that it included the date&#8211;and it contained a<br \/>\nphotograph of the delegates at some Party function in New York. Prominent<br \/>\nin the middle of the group were Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford. There was<br \/>\nno mistaking them, in any case their names were in the caption at the<br \/>\nbottom.<\/p>\n<p>The point was that at both trials all three men had confessed that on that<br \/>\ndate they had been on Eurasian soil. They had flown from a secret airfield<br \/>\nin Canada to a rendezvous somewhere in Siberia, and had conferred with<br \/>\nmembers of the Eurasian General Staff, to whom they had betrayed important<br \/>\nmilitary secrets. The date had stuck in Winston&#8217;s memory because it chanced<br \/>\nto be midsummer day; but the whole story must be on record in countless<br \/>\nother places as well. There was only one possible conclusion: the<br \/>\nconfessions were lies.<\/p>\n<p>Of course, this was not in itself a discovery. Even at that time Winston<br \/>\nhad not imagined that the people who were wiped out in the purges had<br \/>\nactually committed the crimes that they were accused of. But this was<br \/>\nconcrete evidence; it was a fragment of the abolished past, like a fossil<br \/>\nbone which turns up in the wrong stratum and destroys a geological theory.<br \/>\nIt was enough to blow the Party to atoms, if in some way it could have<br \/>\nbeen published to the world and its significance made known.<\/p>\n<p>He had gone straight on working. As soon as he saw what the photograph<br \/>\nwas, and what it meant, he had covered it up with another sheet of paper.<br \/>\nLuckily, when he unrolled it, it had been upside-down from the point of<br \/>\nview of the telescreen.<\/p>\n<p>He took his scribbling pad on his knee and pushed back his chair so as<br \/>\nto get as far away from the telescreen as possible. To keep your face<br \/>\nexpressionless was not difficult, and even your breathing could be<br \/>\ncontrolled, with an effort: but you could not control the beating of your<br \/>\nheart, and the telescreen was quite delicate enough to pick it up. He let<br \/>\nwhat he judged to be ten minutes go by, tormented all the while by the<br \/>\nfear that some accident&#8211;a sudden draught blowing across his desk, for<br \/>\ninstance&#8211;would betray him. Then, without uncovering it again, he dropped<br \/>\nthe photograph into the memory hole, along with some other waste papers.<br \/>\nWithin another minute, perhaps, it would have crumbled into ashes.<\/p>\n<p>That was ten&#8211;eleven years ago. Today, probably, he would have kept that<br \/>\nphotograph. It was curious that the fact of having held it in his fingers<br \/>\nseemed to him to make a difference even now, when the photograph itself,<br \/>\nas well as the event it recorded, was only memory. Was the Party&#8217;s hold<br \/>\nupon the past less strong, he wondered, because a piece of evidence which<br \/>\nexisted no longer HAD ONCE existed?<\/p>\n<p>But today, supposing that it could be somehow resurrected from its ashes,<br \/>\nthe photograph might not even be evidence. Already, at the time when he<br \/>\nmade his discovery, Oceania was no longer at war with Eurasia, and it must<br \/>\nhave been to the agents of Eastasia that the three dead men had betrayed<br \/>\ntheir country. Since then there had been other changes&#8211;two, three,<br \/>\nhe could not remember how many. Very likely the confessions had been<br \/>\nrewritten and rewritten until the original facts and dates no longer<br \/>\nhad the smallest significance. The past not only changed, but changed<br \/>\ncontinuously. What most afflicted him with the sense of nightmare was that<br \/>\nhe had never clearly understood why the huge imposture was undertaken.<br \/>\nThe immediate advantages of falsifying the past were obvious, but the<br \/>\nultimate motive was mysterious. He took up his pen again and wrote:<\/p>\n<p>I understand HOW: I do not understand WHY.<\/p>\n<p>He wondered, as he had many times wondered before, whether he himself was<br \/>\na lunatic. Perhaps a lunatic was simply a minority of one. At one time it<br \/>\nhad been a sign of madness to believe that the earth goes round the sun;<br \/>\ntoday, to believe that the past is unalterable. He might be ALONE in<br \/>\nholding that belief, and if alone, then a lunatic. But the thought of being<br \/>\na lunatic did not greatly trouble him: the horror was that he might also<br \/>\nbe wrong.<\/p>\n<p>He picked up the children&#8217;s history book and looked at the portrait of<br \/>\nBig Brother which formed its frontispiece. The hypnotic eyes gazed into<br \/>\nhis own. It was as though some huge force were pressing down upon<br \/>\nyou&#8211;something that penetrated inside your skull, battering against your<br \/>\nbrain, frightening you out of your beliefs, persuading you, almost, to<br \/>\ndeny the evidence of your senses. In the end the Party would announce that<br \/>\ntwo and two made five, and you would have to believe it. It was inevitable<br \/>\nthat they should make that claim sooner or later: the logic of their<br \/>\nposition demanded it. Not merely the validity of experience, but the very<br \/>\nexistence of external reality, was tacitly denied by their philosophy. The<br \/>\nheresy of heresies was common sense. And what was terrifying was not that<br \/>\nthey would kill you for thinking otherwise, but that they might be right.<br \/>\nFor, after all, how do we know that two and two make four? Or that the<br \/>\nforce of gravity works? Or that the past is unchangeable? If both the past<br \/>\nand the external world exist only in the mind, and if the mind itself is<br \/>\ncontrollable what then?<\/p>\n<p>But no! His courage seemed suddenly to stiffen of its own accord. The face<br \/>\nof O&#8217;Brien, not called up by any obvious association, had floated into his<br \/>\nmind. He knew, with more certainty than before, that O&#8217;Brien was on his<br \/>\nside. He was writing the diary for O&#8217;Brien&#8211;TO O&#8217;Brien: it was like an<br \/>\ninterminable letter which no one would ever read, but which was addressed<br \/>\nto a particular person and took its colour from that fact.<\/p>\n<p>The Party told you to reject the evidence of your eyes and ears. It was<br \/>\ntheir final, most essential command. His heart sank as he thought of<br \/>\nthe enormous power arrayed against him, the ease with which any Party<br \/>\nintellectual would overthrow him in debate, the subtle arguments which he<br \/>\nwould not be able to understand, much less answer. And yet he was in the<br \/>\nright! They were wrong and he was right. The obvious, the silly, and the<br \/>\ntrue had got to be defended. Truisms are true, hold on to that! The solid<br \/>\nworld exists, its laws do not change. Stones are hard, water is wet,<br \/>\nobjects unsupported fall towards the earth&#8217;s centre. With the feeling that<br \/>\nhe was speaking to O&#8217;Brien, and also that he was setting forth an important<br \/>\naxiom, he wrote:<\/p>\n<p>Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four. If that is<br \/>\ngranted, all else follows.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 8<\/p>\n<p>From somewhere at the bottom of a passage the smell of roasting<br \/>\ncoffee&#8211;real coffee, not Victory Coffee&#8211;came floating out into the street.<br \/>\nWinston paused involuntarily. For perhaps two seconds he was back in the<br \/>\nhalf-forgotten world of his childhood. Then a door banged, seeming to cut<br \/>\noff the smell as abruptly as though it had been a sound.<\/p>\n<p>He had walked several kilometres over pavements, and his varicose ulcer<br \/>\nwas throbbing. This was the second time in three weeks that he had missed<br \/>\nan evening at the Community Centre: a rash act, since you could be certain<br \/>\nthat the number of your attendances at the Centre was carefully checked.<br \/>\nIn principle a Party member had no spare time, and was never alone except<br \/>\nin bed. It was assumed that when he was not working, eating, or sleeping<br \/>\nhe would be taking part in some kind of communal recreation: to do anything<br \/>\nthat suggested a taste for solitude, even to go for a walk by yourself,<br \/>\nwas always slightly dangerous. There was a word for it in Newspeak:<br \/>\nOWNLIFE, it was called, meaning individualism and eccentricity. But this<br \/>\nevening as he came out of the Ministry the balminess of the April air had<br \/>\ntempted him. The sky was a warmer blue than he had seen it that year, and<br \/>\nsuddenly the long, noisy evening at the Centre, the boring, exhausting<br \/>\ngames, the lectures, the creaking camaraderie oiled by gin, had seemed<br \/>\nintolerable. On impulse he had turned away from the bus-stop and wandered<br \/>\noff into the labyrinth of London, first south, then east, then north again,<br \/>\nlosing himself among unknown streets and hardly bothering in which<br \/>\ndirection he was going.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;If there is hope,&#8217; he had written in the diary, &#8216;it lies in the proles.&#8217;<br \/>\nThe words kept coming back to him, statement of a mystical truth and a<br \/>\npalpable absurdity. He was somewhere in the vague, brown-coloured slums<br \/>\nto the north and east of what had once been Saint Pancras Station. He was<br \/>\nwalking up a cobbled street of little two-storey houses with battered<br \/>\ndoorways which gave straight on the pavement and which were somehow<br \/>\ncuriously suggestive of ratholes. There were puddles of filthy water here<br \/>\nand there among the cobbles. In and out of the dark doorways, and down<br \/>\nnarrow alley-ways that branched off on either side, people swarmed in<br \/>\nastonishing numbers&#8211;girls in full bloom, with crudely lipsticked mouths,<br \/>\nand youths who chased the girls, and swollen waddling women who showed you<br \/>\nwhat the girls would be like in ten years&#8217; time, and old bent creatures<br \/>\nshuffling along on splayed feet, and ragged barefooted children who played<br \/>\nin the puddles and then scattered at angry yells from their mothers.<br \/>\nPerhaps a quarter of the windows in the street were broken and boarded up.<br \/>\nMost of the people paid no attention to Winston; a few eyed him with a<br \/>\nsort of guarded curiosity. Two monstrous women with brick-red forearms<br \/>\nfolded across their aprons were talking outside a doorway. Winston caught<br \/>\nscraps of conversation as he approached.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;&#8221;Yes,&#8221; I says to &#8216;er, &#8220;that&#8217;s all very well,&#8221; I says. &#8220;But if you&#8217;d of<br \/>\nbeen in my place you&#8217;d of done the same as what I done. It&#8217;s easy to<br \/>\ncriticize,&#8221; I says, &#8220;but you ain&#8217;t got the same problems as what I got.&#8221;&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ah,&#8217; said the other, &#8216;that&#8217;s jest it. That&#8217;s jest where it is.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The strident voices stopped abruptly. The women studied him in hostile<br \/>\nsilence as he went past. But it was not hostility, exactly; merely a kind<br \/>\nof wariness, a momentary stiffening, as at the passing of some unfamiliar<br \/>\nanimal. The blue overalls of the Party could not be a common sight in a<br \/>\nstreet like this. Indeed, it was unwise to be seen in such places, unless<br \/>\nyou had definite business there. The patrols might stop you if you happened<br \/>\nto run into them. &#8216;May I see your papers, comrade? What are you doing here?<br \/>\nWhat time did you leave work? Is this your usual way home?&#8217;&#8211;and so on and<br \/>\nso forth. Not that there was any rule against walking home by an unusual<br \/>\nroute: but it was enough to draw attention to you if the Thought Police<br \/>\nheard about it.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly the whole street was in commotion. There were yells of warning<br \/>\nfrom all sides. People were shooting into the doorways like rabbits. A<br \/>\nyoung woman leapt out of a doorway a little ahead of Winston, grabbed up a<br \/>\ntiny child playing in a puddle, whipped her apron round it, and leapt back<br \/>\nagain, all in one movement. At the same instant a man in a concertina-like<br \/>\nblack suit, who had emerged from a side alley, ran towards Winston,<br \/>\npointing excitedly to the sky.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Steamer!&#8217; he yelled. &#8216;Look out, guv&#8217;nor! Bang over&#8217;ead! Lay down quick!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Steamer&#8217; was a nickname which, for some reason, the proles applied to<br \/>\nrocket bombs. Winston promptly flung himself on his face. The proles were<br \/>\nnearly always right when they gave you a warning of this kind. They seemed<br \/>\nto possess some kind of instinct which told them several seconds in advance<br \/>\nwhen a rocket was coming, although the rockets supposedly travelled faster<br \/>\nthan sound. Winston clasped his forearms above his head. There was a roar<br \/>\nthat seemed to make the pavement heave; a shower of light objects pattered<br \/>\non to his back. When he stood up he found that he was covered with<br \/>\nfragments of glass from the nearest window.<\/p>\n<p>He walked on. The bomb had demolished a group of houses 200 metres up the<br \/>\nstreet. A black plume of smoke hung in the sky, and below it a cloud of<br \/>\nplaster dust in which a crowd was already forming around the ruins. There<br \/>\nwas a little pile of plaster lying on the pavement ahead of him, and in<br \/>\nthe middle of it he could see a bright red streak. When he got up to it he<br \/>\nsaw that it was a human hand severed at the wrist. Apart from the bloody<br \/>\nstump, the hand was so completely whitened as to resemble a plaster cast.<\/p>\n<p>He kicked the thing into the gutter, and then, to avoid the crowd, turned<br \/>\ndown a side-street to the right. Within three or four minutes he was out<br \/>\nof the area which the bomb had affected, and the sordid swarming life of<br \/>\nthe streets was going on as though nothing had happened. It was nearly<br \/>\ntwenty hours, and the drinking-shops which the proles frequented (&#8216;pubs&#8217;,<br \/>\nthey called them) were choked with customers. From their grimy swing doors,<br \/>\nendlessly opening and shutting, there came forth a smell of urine, sawdust,<br \/>\nand sour beer. In an angle formed by a projecting house-front three men<br \/>\nwere standing very close together, the middle one of them holding a<br \/>\nfolded-up newspaper which the other two were studying over his shoulder.<br \/>\nEven before he was near enough to make out the expression on their faces,<br \/>\nWinston could see absorption in every line of their bodies. It was<br \/>\nobviously some serious piece of news that they were reading. He was a few<br \/>\npaces away from them when suddenly the group broke up and two of the men<br \/>\nwere in violent altercation. For a moment they seemed almost on the point<br \/>\nof blows.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Can&#8217;t you bleeding well listen to what I say? I tell you no number ending<br \/>\nin seven ain&#8217;t won for over fourteen months!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, it &#8216;as, then!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, it &#8216;as not! Back &#8216;ome I got the &#8216;ole lot of &#8217;em for over two years<br \/>\nwrote down on a piece of paper. I takes &#8217;em down reg&#8217;lar as the clock. An&#8217;<br \/>\nI tell you, no number ending in seven&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, a seven &#8216;AS won! I could pretty near tell you the bleeding number.<br \/>\nFour oh seven, it ended in. It were in February&#8211;second week in February.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;February your grandmother! I got it all down in black and white. An&#8217; I<br \/>\ntell you, no number&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh, pack it in!&#8217; said the third man.<\/p>\n<p>They were talking about the Lottery. Winston looked back when he had gone<br \/>\nthirty metres. They were still arguing, with vivid, passionate faces.<br \/>\nThe Lottery, with its weekly pay-out of enormous prizes, was the one public<br \/>\nevent to which the proles paid serious attention. It was probable that<br \/>\nthere were some millions of proles for whom the Lottery was the principal<br \/>\nif not the only reason for remaining alive. It was their delight, their<br \/>\nfolly, their anodyne, their intellectual stimulant. Where the Lottery was<br \/>\nconcerned, even people who could barely read and write seemed capable of<br \/>\nintricate calculations and staggering feats of memory. There was a whole<br \/>\ntribe of men who made a living simply by selling systems, forecasts, and<br \/>\nlucky amulets. Winston had nothing to do with the running of the Lottery,<br \/>\nwhich was managed by the Ministry of Plenty, but he was aware (indeed<br \/>\neveryone in the party was aware) that the prizes were largely imaginary.<br \/>\nOnly small sums were actually paid out, the winners of the big prizes being<br \/>\nnon-existent persons. In the absence of any real intercommunication between<br \/>\none part of Oceania and another, this was not difficult to arrange.<\/p>\n<p>But if there was hope, it lay in the proles. You had to cling on to that.<br \/>\nWhen you put it in words it sounded reasonable: it was when you looked at<br \/>\nthe human beings passing you on the pavement that it became an act of<br \/>\nfaith. The street into which he had turned ran downhill. He had a feeling<br \/>\nthat he had been in this neighbourhood before, and that there was a main<br \/>\nthoroughfare not far away. From somewhere ahead there came a din of<br \/>\nshouting voices. The street took a sharp turn and then ended in a flight<br \/>\nof steps which led down into a sunken alley where a few stall-keepers<br \/>\nwere selling tired-looking vegetables. At this moment Winston remembered<br \/>\nwhere he was. The alley led out into the main street, and down the next<br \/>\nturning, not five minutes away, was the junk-shop where he had bought the<br \/>\nblank book which was now his diary. And in a small stationer&#8217;s shop not<br \/>\nfar away he had bought his penholder and his bottle of ink.<\/p>\n<p>He paused for a moment at the top of the steps. On the opposite side of<br \/>\nthe alley there was a dingy little pub whose windows appeared to be frosted<br \/>\nover but in reality were merely coated with dust. A very old man, bent but<br \/>\nactive, with white moustaches that bristled forward like those of a prawn,<br \/>\npushed open the swing door and went in. As Winston stood watching, it<br \/>\noccurred to him that the old man, who must be eighty at the least, had<br \/>\nalready been middle-aged when the Revolution happened. He and a few others<br \/>\nlike him were the last links that now existed with the vanished world of<br \/>\ncapitalism. In the Party itself there were not many people left whose ideas<br \/>\nhad been formed before the Revolution. The older generation had mostly<br \/>\nbeen wiped out in the great purges of the fifties and sixties, and the few<br \/>\nwho survived had long ago been terrified into complete intellectual<br \/>\nsurrender. If there was any one still alive who could give you a truthful<br \/>\naccount of conditions in the early part of the century, it could only be a<br \/>\nprole. Suddenly the passage from the history book that he had copied into<br \/>\nhis diary came back into Winston&#8217;s mind, and a lunatic impulse took hold<br \/>\nof him. He would go into the pub, he would scrape acquaintance with that<br \/>\nold man and question him. He would say to him: &#8216;Tell me about your life<br \/>\nwhen you were a boy. What was it like in those days? Were things better<br \/>\nthan they are now, or were they worse?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Hurriedly, lest he should have time to become frightened, he descended the<br \/>\nsteps and crossed the narrow street. It was madness of course. As usual,<br \/>\nthere was no definite rule against talking to proles and frequenting their<br \/>\npubs, but it was far too unusual an action to pass unnoticed. If the<br \/>\npatrols appeared he might plead an attack of faintness, but it was not<br \/>\nlikely that they would believe him. He pushed open the door, and a hideous<br \/>\ncheesy smell of sour beer hit him in the face. As he entered the din of<br \/>\nvoices dropped to about half its volume. Behind his back he could feel<br \/>\neveryone eyeing his blue overalls. A game of darts which was going on at<br \/>\nthe other end of the room interrupted itself for perhaps as much as thirty<br \/>\nseconds. The old man whom he had followed was standing at the bar, having<br \/>\nsome kind of altercation with the barman, a large, stout, hook-nosed young<br \/>\nman with enormous forearms. A knot of others, standing round with glasses<br \/>\nin their hands, were watching the scene.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I arst you civil enough, didn&#8217;t I?&#8217; said the old man, straightening his<br \/>\nshoulders pugnaciously. &#8216;You telling me you ain&#8217;t got a pint mug in the<br \/>\n&#8216;ole bleeding boozer?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And what in hell&#8217;s name IS a pint?&#8217; said the barman, leaning forward with<br \/>\nthe tips of his fingers on the counter.<\/p>\n<p>&#8221;Ark at &#8216;im! Calls &#8216;isself a barman and don&#8217;t know what a pint is! Why,<br \/>\na pint&#8217;s the &#8216;alf of a quart, and there&#8217;s four quarts to the gallon.<br \/>\n&#8216;Ave to teach you the A, B, C next.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Never heard of &#8217;em,&#8217; said the barman shortly. &#8216;Litre and half<br \/>\nlitre&#8211;that&#8217;s all we serve. There&#8217;s the glasses on the shelf in front<br \/>\nof you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I likes a pint,&#8217; persisted the old man. &#8216;You could &#8216;a drawed me off a pint<br \/>\neasy enough. We didn&#8217;t &#8216;ave these bleeding litres when I was a young man.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;When you were a young man we were all living in the treetops,&#8217; said the<br \/>\nbarman, with a glance at the other customers.<\/p>\n<p>There was a shout of laughter, and the uneasiness caused by Winston&#8217;s entry<br \/>\nseemed to disappear. The old man&#8217;s white-stubbled face had flushed pink. He<br \/>\nturned away, muttering to himself, and bumped into Winston. Winston caught<br \/>\nhim gently by the arm.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;May I offer you a drink?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You&#8217;re a gent,&#8217; said the other, straightening his shoulders again. He<br \/>\nappeared not to have noticed Winston&#8217;s blue overalls. &#8216;Pint!&#8217; he added<br \/>\naggressively to the barman. &#8216;Pint of wallop.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The barman swished two half-litres of dark-brown beer into thick glasses<br \/>\nwhich he had rinsed in a bucket under the counter. Beer was the only drink<br \/>\nyou could get in prole pubs. The proles were supposed not to drink gin,<br \/>\nthough in practice they could get hold of it easily enough. The game of<br \/>\ndarts was in full swing again, and the knot of men at the bar had begun<br \/>\ntalking about lottery tickets. Winston&#8217;s presence was forgotten for a<br \/>\nmoment. There was a deal table under the window where he and the old man<br \/>\ncould talk without fear of being overheard. It was horribly dangerous, but<br \/>\nat any rate there was no telescreen in the room, a point he had made sure<br \/>\nof as soon as he came in.<\/p>\n<p>&#8221;E could &#8216;a drawed me off a pint,&#8217; grumbled the old man as he settled down<br \/>\nbehind a glass. &#8216;A &#8216;alf litre ain&#8217;t enough. It don&#8217;t satisfy. And a &#8216;ole<br \/>\nlitre&#8217;s too much. It starts my bladder running. Let alone the price.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You must have seen great changes since you were a young man,&#8217; said<br \/>\nWinston tentatively.<\/p>\n<p>The old man&#8217;s pale blue eyes moved from the darts board to the bar, and<br \/>\nfrom the bar to the door of the Gents, as though it were in the bar-room<br \/>\nthat he expected the changes to have occurred.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The beer was better,&#8217; he said finally. &#8216;And cheaper! When I was a young<br \/>\nman, mild beer&#8211;wallop we used to call it&#8211;was fourpence a pint. That was<br \/>\nbefore the war, of course.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Which war was that?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s all wars,&#8217; said the old man vaguely. He took up his glass, and his<br \/>\nshoulders straightened again. &#8221;Ere&#8217;s wishing you the very best of &#8216;ealth!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>In his lean throat the sharp-pointed Adam&#8217;s apple made a surprisingly rapid<br \/>\nup-and-down movement, and the beer vanished. Winston went to the bar and<br \/>\ncame back with two more half-litres. The old man appeared to have forgotten<br \/>\nhis prejudice against drinking a full litre.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are very much older than I am,&#8217; said Winston. &#8216;You must have been a<br \/>\ngrown man before I was born. You can remember what it was like in the old<br \/>\ndays, before the Revolution. People of my age don&#8217;t really know anything<br \/>\nabout those times. We can only read about them in books, and what it says<br \/>\nin the books may not be true. I should like your opinion on that. The<br \/>\nhistory books say that life before the Revolution was completely different<br \/>\nfrom what it is now. There was the most terrible oppression, injustice,<br \/>\npoverty worse than anything we can imagine. Here in London, the great mass<br \/>\nof the people never had enough to eat from birth to death. Half of them<br \/>\nhadn&#8217;t even boots on their feet. They worked twelve hours a day, they left<br \/>\nschool at nine, they slept ten in a room. And at the same time there were<br \/>\na very few people, only a few thousands&#8211;the capitalists, they were<br \/>\ncalled&#8211;who were rich and powerful. They owned everything that there was<br \/>\nto own. They lived in great gorgeous houses with thirty servants, they<br \/>\nrode about in motor-cars and four-horse carriages, they drank champagne,<br \/>\nthey wore top hats&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>The old man brightened suddenly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Top &#8216;ats!&#8217; he said. &#8216;Funny you should mention &#8217;em. The same thing come<br \/>\ninto my &#8216;ead only yesterday, I dono why. I was jest thinking, I ain&#8217;t seen<br \/>\na top &#8216;at in years. Gorn right out, they &#8216;ave. The last time I wore one<br \/>\nwas at my sister-in-law&#8217;s funeral. And that was&#8211;well, I couldn&#8217;t give you<br \/>\nthe date, but it must&#8217;a been fifty years ago. Of course it was only &#8216;ired<br \/>\nfor the occasion, you understand.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It isn&#8217;t very important about the top hats,&#8217; said Winston patiently.<br \/>\n&#8216;The point is, these capitalists&#8211;they and a few lawyers and priests and<br \/>\nso forth who lived on them&#8211;were the lords of the earth. Everything existed<br \/>\nfor their benefit. You&#8211;the ordinary people, the workers&#8211;were their<br \/>\nslaves. They could do what they liked with you. They could ship you off to<br \/>\nCanada like cattle. They could sleep with your daughters if they chose.<br \/>\nThey could order you to be flogged with something called a cat-o&#8217;-nine<br \/>\ntails. You had to take your cap off when you passed them. Every capitalist<br \/>\nwent about with a gang of lackeys who&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>The old man brightened again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Lackeys!&#8217; he said. &#8216;Now there&#8217;s a word I ain&#8217;t &#8216;eard since ever so long.<br \/>\nLackeys! That reg&#8217;lar takes me back, that does. I recollect&#8211;oh, donkey&#8217;s<br \/>\nyears ago&#8211;I used to sometimes go to &#8216;Yde Park of a Sunday afternoon to<br \/>\n&#8216;ear the blokes making speeches. Salvation Army, Roman Catholics, Jews,<br \/>\nIndians&#8211;all sorts there was. And there was one bloke&#8211;well, I couldn&#8217;t<br \/>\ngive you &#8216;is name, but a real powerful speaker &#8216;e was. &#8216;E didn&#8217;t &#8216;alf<br \/>\ngive it &#8217;em! &#8220;Lackeys!&#8221; &#8216;e says, &#8220;lackeys of the bourgeoisie! Flunkies of<br \/>\nthe ruling class!&#8221; Parasites&#8211;that was another of them. And &#8216;yenas&#8211;&#8216;e<br \/>\ndefinitely called &#8217;em &#8216;yenas. Of course &#8216;e was referring to the Labour<br \/>\nParty, you understand.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston had the feeling that they were talking at cross-purposes.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What I really wanted to know was this,&#8217; he said. &#8216;Do you feel that you<br \/>\nhave more freedom now than you had in those days? Are you treated more<br \/>\nlike a human being? In the old days, the rich people, the people at the<br \/>\ntop&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The &#8216;Ouse of Lords,&#8217; put in the old man reminiscently.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The House of Lords, if you like. What I am asking is, were these people<br \/>\nable to treat you as an inferior, simply because they were rich and you<br \/>\nwere poor? Is it a fact, for instance, that you had to call them &#8220;Sir&#8221; and<br \/>\ntake off your cap when you passed them?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The old man appeared to think deeply. He drank off about a quarter of his<br \/>\nbeer before answering.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; he said. &#8216;They liked you to touch your cap to &#8217;em. It showed<br \/>\nrespect, like. I didn&#8217;t agree with it, myself, but I done it often enough.<br \/>\nHad to, as you might say.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And was it usual&#8211;I&#8217;m only quoting what I&#8217;ve read in history books&#8211;was<br \/>\nit usual for these people and their servants to push you off the pavement<br \/>\ninto the gutter?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;One of &#8217;em pushed me once,&#8217; said the old man. &#8216;I recollect it as if it<br \/>\nwas yesterday. It was Boat Race night&#8211;terribly rowdy they used to get on<br \/>\nBoat Race night&#8211;and I bumps into a young bloke on Shaftesbury Avenue.<br \/>\nQuite a gent, &#8216;e was&#8211;dress shirt, top &#8216;at, black overcoat. &#8216;E was kind<br \/>\nof zig-zagging across the pavement, and I bumps into &#8216;im accidental-like.<br \/>\n&#8216;E says, &#8220;Why can&#8217;t you look where you&#8217;re going?&#8221; &#8216;e says. I say, &#8220;Ju think<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ve bought the bleeding pavement?&#8221; &#8216;E says, &#8220;I&#8217;ll twist your bloody &#8216;ead<br \/>\noff if you get fresh with me.&#8221; I says, &#8220;You&#8217;re drunk. I&#8217;ll give you in<br \/>\ncharge in &#8216;alf a minute,&#8221; I says. An&#8217; if you&#8217;ll believe me, &#8216;e puts &#8216;is<br \/>\n&#8216;and on my chest and gives me a shove as pretty near sent me under the<br \/>\nwheels of a bus. Well, I was young in them days, and I was going to &#8216;ave<br \/>\nfetched &#8216;im one, only&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>A sense of helplessness took hold of Winston. The old man&#8217;s memory was<br \/>\nnothing but a rubbish-heap of details. One could question him all day<br \/>\nwithout getting any real information. The party histories might still be<br \/>\ntrue, after a fashion: they might even be completely true. He made a last<br \/>\nattempt.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Perhaps I have not made myself clear,&#8217; he said. &#8216;What I&#8217;m trying to say<br \/>\nis this. You have been alive a very long time; you lived half your life<br \/>\nbefore the Revolution. In 1925, for instance, you were already grown up.<br \/>\nWould you say from what you can remember, that life in 1925 was better<br \/>\nthan it is now, or worse? If you could choose, would you prefer to live<br \/>\nthen or now?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The old man looked meditatively at the darts board. He finished up his<br \/>\nbeer, more slowly than before. When he spoke it was with a tolerant<br \/>\nphilosophical air, as though the beer had mellowed him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I know what you expect me to say,&#8217; he said. &#8216;You expect me to say as I&#8217;d<br \/>\nsooner be young again. Most people&#8217;d say they&#8217;d sooner be young, if you<br \/>\narst &#8217;em. You got your &#8216;ealth and strength when you&#8217;re young. When you<br \/>\nget to my time of life you ain&#8217;t never well. I suffer something wicked<br \/>\nfrom my feet, and my bladder&#8217;s jest terrible. Six and seven times a night<br \/>\nit &#8216;as me out of bed. On the other &#8216;and, there&#8217;s great advantages in being<br \/>\na old man. You ain&#8217;t got the same worries. No truck with women, and that&#8217;s<br \/>\na great thing. I ain&#8217;t &#8216;ad a woman for near on thirty year, if you&#8217;d<br \/>\ncredit it. Nor wanted to, what&#8217;s more.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston sat back against the window-sill. It was no use going on. He was<br \/>\nabout to buy some more beer when the old man suddenly got up and shuffled<br \/>\nrapidly into the stinking urinal at the side of the room. The extra<br \/>\nhalf-litre was already working on him. Winston sat for a minute or two<br \/>\ngazing at his empty glass, and hardly noticed when his feet carried him out<br \/>\ninto the street again. Within twenty years at the most, he reflected, the<br \/>\nhuge and simple question, &#8216;Was life better before the Revolution than it<br \/>\nis now?&#8217; would have ceased once and for all to be answerable. But in effect<br \/>\nit was unanswerable even now, since the few scattered survivors from the<br \/>\nancient world were incapable of comparing one age with another. They<br \/>\nremembered a million useless things, a quarrel with a workmate, a hunt for<br \/>\na lost bicycle pump, the expression on a long-dead sister&#8217;s face, the<br \/>\nswirls of dust on a windy morning seventy years ago: but all the relevant<br \/>\nfacts were outside the range of their vision. They were like the ant,<br \/>\nwhich can see small objects but not large ones. And when memory failed and<br \/>\nwritten records were falsified&#8211;when that happened, the claim of the Party<br \/>\nto have improved the conditions of human life had got to be accepted,<br \/>\nbecause there did not exist, and never again could exist, any standard<br \/>\nagainst which it could be tested.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment his train of thought stopped abruptly. He halted and looked<br \/>\nup. He was in a narrow street, with a few dark little shops, interspersed<br \/>\namong dwelling-houses. Immediately above his head there hung three<br \/>\ndiscoloured metal balls which looked as if they had once been gilded. He<br \/>\nseemed to know the place. Of course! He was standing outside the junk-shop<br \/>\nwhere he had bought the diary.<\/p>\n<p>A twinge of fear went through him. It had been a sufficiently rash act to<br \/>\nbuy the book in the beginning, and he had sworn never to come near the<br \/>\nplace again. And yet the instant that he allowed his thoughts to wander,<br \/>\nhis feet had brought him back here of their own accord. It was precisely<br \/>\nagainst suicidal impulses of this kind that he had hoped to guard himself<br \/>\nby opening the diary. At the same time he noticed that although it was<br \/>\nnearly twenty-one hours the shop was still open. With the feeling that he<br \/>\nwould be less conspicuous inside than hanging about on the pavement, he<br \/>\nstepped through the doorway. If questioned, he could plausibly say that<br \/>\nhe was trying to buy razor blades.<\/p>\n<p>The proprietor had just lighted a hanging oil lamp which gave off an<br \/>\nunclean but friendly smell. He was a man of perhaps sixty, frail and<br \/>\nbowed, with a long, benevolent nose, and mild eyes distorted by thick<br \/>\nspectacles. His hair was almost white, but his eyebrows were bushy and<br \/>\nstill black. His spectacles, his gentle, fussy movements, and the fact<br \/>\nthat he was wearing an aged jacket of black velvet, gave him a vague air<br \/>\nof intellectuality, as though he had been some kind of literary man, or<br \/>\nperhaps a musician. His voice was soft, as though faded, and his accent<br \/>\nless debased than that of the majority of proles.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I recognized you on the pavement,&#8217; he said immediately. &#8216;You&#8217;re the<br \/>\ngentleman that bought the young lady&#8217;s keepsake album. That was a beautiful<br \/>\nbit of paper, that was. Cream-laid, it used to be called. There&#8217;s been no<br \/>\npaper like that made for&#8211;oh, I dare say fifty years.&#8217; He peered at Winston<br \/>\nover the top of his spectacles. &#8216;Is there anything special I can do for<br \/>\nyou? Or did you just want to look round?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I was passing,&#8217; said Winston vaguely. &#8216;I just looked in. I don&#8217;t want<br \/>\nanything in particular.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s just as well,&#8217; said the other, &#8216;because I don&#8217;t suppose I could have<br \/>\nsatisfied you.&#8217; He made an apologetic gesture with his softpalmed hand.<br \/>\n&#8216;You see how it is; an empty shop, you might say. Between you and me, the<br \/>\nantique trade&#8217;s just about finished. No demand any longer, and no stock<br \/>\neither. Furniture, china, glass it&#8217;s all been broken up by degrees. And<br \/>\nof course the metal stuff&#8217;s mostly been melted down. I haven&#8217;t seen a brass<br \/>\ncandlestick in years.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The tiny interior of the shop was in fact uncomfortably full, but there<br \/>\nwas almost nothing in it of the slightest value. The floorspace was very<br \/>\nrestricted, because all round the walls were stacked innumerable dusty<br \/>\npicture-frames. In the window there were trays of nuts and bolts, worn-out<br \/>\nchisels, penknives with broken blades, tarnished watches that did not even<br \/>\npretend to be in going order, and other miscellaneous rubbish. Only on a<br \/>\nsmall table in the corner was there a litter of odds and ends&#8211;lacquered<br \/>\nsnuffboxes, agate brooches, and the like&#8211;which looked as though they might<br \/>\ninclude something interesting. As Winston wandered towards the table his<br \/>\neye was caught by a round, smooth thing that gleamed softly in the<br \/>\nlamplight, and he picked it up.<\/p>\n<p>It was a heavy lump of glass, curved on one side, flat on the other, making<br \/>\nalmost a hemisphere. There was a peculiar softness, as of rainwater, in<br \/>\nboth the colour and the texture of the glass. At the heart of it, magnified<br \/>\nby the curved surface, there was a strange, pink, convoluted object that<br \/>\nrecalled a rose or a sea anemone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What is it?&#8217; said Winston, fascinated.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That&#8217;s coral, that is,&#8217; said the old man. &#8216;It must have come from the<br \/>\nIndian Ocean. They used to kind of embed it in the glass. That wasn&#8217;t made<br \/>\nless than a hundred years ago. More, by the look of it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s a beautiful thing,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It is a beautiful thing,&#8217; said the other appreciatively. &#8216;But there&#8217;s not<br \/>\nmany that&#8217;d say so nowadays.&#8217; He coughed. &#8216;Now, if it so happened that you<br \/>\nwanted to buy it, that&#8217;d cost you four dollars. I can remember when a thing<br \/>\nlike that would have fetched eight pounds, and eight pounds was&#8211;well, I<br \/>\ncan&#8217;t work it out, but it was a lot of money. But who cares about genuine<br \/>\nantiques nowadays&#8211;even the few that&#8217;s left?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston immediately paid over the four dollars and slid the coveted thing<br \/>\ninto his pocket. What appealed to him about it was not so much its beauty<br \/>\nas the air it seemed to possess of belonging to an age quite different<br \/>\nfrom the present one. The soft, rainwatery glass was not like any glass<br \/>\nthat he had ever seen. The thing was doubly attractive because of its<br \/>\napparent uselessness, though he could guess that it must once have been<br \/>\nintended as a paperweight. It was very heavy in his pocket, but fortunately<br \/>\nit did not make much of a bulge. It was a queer thing, even a compromising<br \/>\nthing, for a Party member to have in his possession. Anything old, and for<br \/>\nthat matter anything beautiful, was always vaguely suspect. The old man had<br \/>\ngrown noticeably more cheerful after receiving the four dollars. Winston<br \/>\nrealized that he would have accepted three or even two.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There&#8217;s another room upstairs that you might care to take a look at,&#8217; he<br \/>\nsaid. &#8216;There&#8217;s not much in it. Just a few pieces. We&#8217;ll do with a light if<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re going upstairs.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He lit another lamp, and, with bowed back, led the way slowly up the<br \/>\nsteep and worn stairs and along a tiny passage, into a room which did<br \/>\nnot give on the street but looked out on a cobbled yard and a forest of<br \/>\nchimney-pots. Winston noticed that the furniture was still arranged as<br \/>\nthough the room were meant to be lived in. There was a strip of carpet on<br \/>\nthe floor, a picture or two on the walls, and a deep, slatternly arm-chair<br \/>\ndrawn up to the fireplace. An old-fashioned glass clock with a twelve-hour<br \/>\nface was ticking away on the mantelpiece. Under the window, and occupying<br \/>\nnearly a quarter of the room, was an enormous bed with the mattress still<br \/>\non it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We lived here till my wife died,&#8217; said the old man half apologetically.<br \/>\n&#8216;I&#8217;m selling the furniture off by little and little. Now that&#8217;s a beautiful<br \/>\nmahogany bed, or at least it would be if you could get the bugs out of it.<br \/>\nBut I dare say you&#8217;d find it a little bit cumbersome.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He was holding the lamp high up, so as to illuminate the whole room, and<br \/>\nin the warm dim light the place looked curiously inviting. The thought<br \/>\nflitted through Winston&#8217;s mind that it would probably be quite easy to<br \/>\nrent the room for a few dollars a week, if he dared to take the risk. It<br \/>\nwas a wild, impossible notion, to be abandoned as soon as thought of; but<br \/>\nthe room had awakened in him a sort of nostalgia, a sort of ancestral<br \/>\nmemory. It seemed to him that he knew exactly what it felt like to sit in<br \/>\na room like this, in an arm-chair beside an open fire with your feet in<br \/>\nthe fender and a kettle on the hob; utterly alone, utterly secure, with<br \/>\nnobody watching you, no voice pursuing you, no sound except the singing<br \/>\nof the kettle and the friendly ticking of the clock.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There&#8217;s no telescreen!&#8217; he could not help murmuring.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ah,&#8217; said the old man, &#8216;I never had one of those things. Too expensive.<br \/>\nAnd I never seemed to feel the need of it, somehow. Now that&#8217;s a nice<br \/>\ngateleg table in the corner there. Though of course you&#8217;d have to put new<br \/>\nhinges on it if you wanted to use the flaps.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>There was a small bookcase in the other corner, and Winston had already<br \/>\ngravitated towards it. It contained nothing but rubbish. The hunting-down<br \/>\nand destruction of books had been done with the same thoroughness in the<br \/>\nprole quarters as everywhere else. It was very unlikely that there existed<br \/>\nanywhere in Oceania a copy of a book printed earlier than 1960. The old<br \/>\nman, still carrying the lamp, was standing in front of a picture in a<br \/>\nrosewood frame which hung on the other side of the fireplace, opposite<br \/>\nthe bed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Now, if you happen to be interested in old prints at all&#8212;-&#8216; he began<br \/>\ndelicately.<\/p>\n<p>Winston came across to examine the picture. It was a steel engraving of an<br \/>\noval building with rectangular windows, and a small tower in front. There<br \/>\nwas a railing running round the building, and at the rear end there was<br \/>\nwhat appeared to be a statue. Winston gazed at it for some moments. It<br \/>\nseemed vaguely familiar, though he did not remember the statue.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The frame&#8217;s fixed to the wall,&#8217; said the old man, &#8216;but I could unscrew it<br \/>\nfor you, I dare say.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I know that building,&#8217; said Winston finally. &#8216;It&#8217;s a ruin now. It&#8217;s in<br \/>\nthe middle of the street outside the Palace of Justice.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That&#8217;s right. Outside the Law Courts. It was bombed in&#8211;oh, many years<br \/>\nago. It was a church at one time, St Clement Danes, its name was.&#8217; He<br \/>\nsmiled apologetically, as though conscious of saying something slightly<br \/>\nridiculous, and added: &#8216;Oranges and lemons, say the bells of St Clement&#8217;s!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What&#8217;s that?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh&#8211;&#8220;Oranges and lemons, say the bells of St Clement&#8217;s.&#8221; That was a rhyme<br \/>\nwe had when I was a little boy. How it goes on I don&#8217;t remember, but I do<br \/>\nknow it ended up, &#8220;Here comes a candle to light you to bed, Here comes a<br \/>\nchopper to chop off your head.&#8221; It was a kind of a dance. They held out<br \/>\ntheir arms for you to pass under, and when they came to &#8220;Here comes a<br \/>\nchopper to chop off your head&#8221; they brought their arms down and caught you.<br \/>\nIt was just names of churches. All the London churches were in it&#8211;all the<br \/>\nprincipal ones, that is.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston wondered vaguely to what century the church belonged. It was always<br \/>\ndifficult to determine the age of a London building. Anything large and<br \/>\nimpressive, if it was reasonably new in appearance, was automatically<br \/>\nclaimed as having been built since the Revolution, while anything that was<br \/>\nobviously of earlier date was ascribed to some dim period called the Middle<br \/>\nAges. The centuries of capitalism were held to have produced nothing of any<br \/>\nvalue. One could not learn history from architecture any more than one<br \/>\ncould learn it from books. Statues, inscriptions, memorial stones, the<br \/>\nnames of streets&#8211;anything that might throw light upon the past had been<br \/>\nsystematically altered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I never knew it had been a church,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There&#8217;s a lot of them left, really,&#8217; said the old man, &#8216;though they&#8217;ve<br \/>\nbeen put to other uses. Now, how did that rhyme go? Ah! I&#8217;ve got it!<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oranges and lemons, say the bells of St Clement&#8217;s,<br \/>\n  You owe me three farthings, say the bells of St Martin&#8217;s&#8212;-&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>there, now, that&#8217;s as far as I can get. A farthing, that was a small copper<br \/>\ncoin, looked something like a cent.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Where was St Martin&#8217;s?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;St Martin&#8217;s? That&#8217;s still standing. It&#8217;s in Victory Square, alongside the<br \/>\npicture gallery. A building with a kind of a triangular porch and pillars<br \/>\nin front, and a big flight of steps.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston knew the place well. It was a museum used for propaganda displays<br \/>\nof various kinds&#8211;scale models of rocket bombs and Floating Fortresses,<br \/>\nwaxwork tableaux illustrating enemy atrocities, and the like.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;St Martin&#8217;s-in-the-Fields it used to be called,&#8217; supplemented the old man,<br \/>\n&#8216;though I don&#8217;t recollect any fields anywhere in those parts.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston did not buy the picture. It would have been an even more<br \/>\nincongruous possession than the glass paperweight, and impossible to carry<br \/>\nhome, unless it were taken out of its frame. But he lingered for some<br \/>\nminutes more, talking to the old man, whose name, he discovered, was not<br \/>\nWeeks&#8211;as one might have gathered from the inscription over the<br \/>\nshop-front&#8211;but Charrington. Mr Charrington, it seemed, was a widower aged<br \/>\nsixty-three and had inhabited this shop for thirty years. Throughout that<br \/>\ntime he had been intending to alter the name over the window, but had never<br \/>\nquite got to the point of doing it. All the while that they were talking<br \/>\nthe half-remembered rhyme kept running through Winston&#8217;s head. Oranges and<br \/>\nlemons say the bells of St Clement&#8217;s, You owe me three farthings, say<br \/>\nthe bells of St Martin&#8217;s! It was curious, but when you said it to yourself<br \/>\nyou had the illusion of actually hearing bells, the bells of a lost London<br \/>\nthat still existed somewhere or other, disguised and forgotten. From one<br \/>\nghostly steeple after another he seemed to hear them pealing forth. Yet so<br \/>\nfar as he could remember he had never in real life heard church bells<br \/>\nringing.<\/p>\n<p>He got away from Mr Charrington and went down the stairs alone, so as not<br \/>\nto let the old man see him reconnoitring the street before stepping out of<br \/>\nthe door. He had already made up his mind that after a suitable<br \/>\ninterval&#8211;a month, say&#8211;he would take the risk of visiting the shop again.<br \/>\nIt was perhaps not more dangerous than shirking an evening at the Centre.<br \/>\nThe serious piece of folly had been to come back here in the first place,<br \/>\nafter buying the diary and without knowing whether the proprietor of the<br \/>\nshop could be trusted. However&#8212;-!<\/p>\n<p>Yes, he thought again, he would come back. He would buy further scraps of<br \/>\nbeautiful rubbish. He would buy the engraving of St Clement Danes, take<br \/>\nit out of its frame, and carry it home concealed under the jacket of his<br \/>\noveralls. He would drag the rest of that poem out of Mr Charrington&#8217;s<br \/>\nmemory. Even the lunatic project of renting the room upstairs flashed<br \/>\nmomentarily through his mind again. For perhaps five seconds exaltation<br \/>\nmade him careless, and he stepped out on to the pavement without so much<br \/>\nas a preliminary glance through the window. He had even started humming<br \/>\nto an improvised tune<\/p>\n<p>Oranges and lemons, say the bells of St Clement&#8217;s,<br \/>\n  You owe me three farthings, say the&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly his heart seemed to turn to ice and his bowels to water. A figure<br \/>\nin blue overalls was coming down the pavement, not ten metres away. It was<br \/>\nthe girl from the Fiction Department, the girl with dark hair. The light<br \/>\nwas failing, but there was no difficulty in recognizing her. She looked<br \/>\nhim straight in the face, then walked quickly on as though she had not<br \/>\nseen him.<\/p>\n<p>For a few seconds Winston was too paralysed to move. Then he turned to the<br \/>\nright and walked heavily away, not noticing for the moment that he was<br \/>\ngoing in the wrong direction. At any rate, one question was settled. There<br \/>\nwas no doubting any longer that the girl was spying on him. She must have<br \/>\nfollowed him here, because it was not credible that by pure chance she<br \/>\nshould have happened to be walking on the same evening up the same obscure<br \/>\nbackstreet, kilometres distant from any quarter where Party members lived.<br \/>\nIt was too great a coincidence. Whether she was really an agent of the<br \/>\nThought Police, or simply an amateur spy actuated by officiousness, hardly<br \/>\nmattered. It was enough that she was watching him. Probably she had seen<br \/>\nhim go into the pub as well.<\/p>\n<p>It was an effort to walk. The lump of glass in his pocket banged against<br \/>\nhis thigh at each step, and he was half minded to take it out and throw it<br \/>\naway. The worst thing was the pain in his belly. For a couple of minutes<br \/>\nhe had the feeling that he would die if he did not reach a lavatory soon.<br \/>\nBut there would be no public lavatories in a quarter like this. Then the<br \/>\nspasm passed, leaving a dull ache behind.<\/p>\n<p>The street was a blind alley. Winston halted, stood for several seconds<br \/>\nwondering vaguely what to do, then turned round and began to retrace his<br \/>\nsteps. As he turned it occurred to him that the girl had only passed him<br \/>\nthree minutes ago and that by running he could probably catch up with her.<br \/>\nHe could keep on her track till they were in some quiet place, and then<br \/>\nsmash her skull in with a cobblestone. The piece of glass in his pocket<br \/>\nwould be heavy enough for the job. But he abandoned the idea immediately,<br \/>\nbecause even the thought of making any physical effort was unbearable. He<br \/>\ncould not run, he could not strike a blow. Besides, she was young and lusty<br \/>\nand would defend herself. He thought also of hurrying to the Community<br \/>\nCentre and staying there till the place closed, so as to establish a<br \/>\npartial alibi for the evening. But that too was impossible. A deadly<br \/>\nlassitude had taken hold of him. All he wanted was to get home quickly and<br \/>\nthen sit down and be quiet.<\/p>\n<p>It was after twenty-two hours when he got back to the flat. The lights<br \/>\nwould be switched off at the main at twenty-three thirty. He went into the<br \/>\nkitchen and swallowed nearly a teacupful of Victory Gin. Then he went to<br \/>\nthe table in the alcove, sat down, and took the diary out of the drawer.<br \/>\nBut he did not open it at once. From the telescreen a brassy female voice<br \/>\nwas squalling a patriotic song. He sat staring at the marbled cover of the<br \/>\nbook, trying without success to shut the voice out of his consciousness.<\/p>\n<p>It was at night that they came for you, always at night. The proper thing<br \/>\nwas to kill yourself before they got you. Undoubtedly some people did so.<br \/>\nMany of the disappearances were actually suicides. But it needed desperate<br \/>\ncourage to kill yourself in a world where firearms, or any quick and<br \/>\ncertain poison, were completely unprocurable. He thought with a kind of<br \/>\nastonishment of the biological uselessness of pain and fear, the treachery<br \/>\nof the human body which always freezes into inertia at exactly the moment<br \/>\nwhen a special effort is needed. He might have silenced the dark-haired<br \/>\ngirl if only he had acted quickly enough: but precisely because of the<br \/>\nextremity of his danger he had lost the power to act. It struck him that<br \/>\nin moments of crisis one is never fighting against an external enemy, but<br \/>\nalways against one&#8217;s own body. Even now, in spite of the gin, the dull<br \/>\nache in his belly made consecutive thought impossible. And it is the same,<br \/>\nhe perceived, in all seemingly heroic or tragic situations. On the<br \/>\nbattlefield, in the torture chamber, on a sinking ship, the issues that<br \/>\nyou are fighting for are always forgotten, because the body swells up until<br \/>\nit fills the universe, and even when you are not paralysed by fright or<br \/>\nscreaming with pain, life is a moment-to-moment struggle against hunger or<br \/>\ncold or sleeplessness, against a sour stomach or an aching tooth.<\/p>\n<p>He opened the diary. It was important to write something down. The woman<br \/>\non the telescreen had started a new song. Her voice seemed to stick into<br \/>\nhis brain like jagged splinters of glass. He tried to think of O&#8217;Brien,<br \/>\nfor whom, or to whom, the diary was written, but instead he began thinking<br \/>\nof the things that would happen to him after the Thought Police took him<br \/>\naway. It would not matter if they killed you at once. To be killed was<br \/>\nwhat you expected. But before death (nobody spoke of such things, yet<br \/>\neverybody knew of them) there was the routine of confession that had to<br \/>\nbe gone through: the grovelling on the floor and screaming for mercy, the<br \/>\ncrack of broken bones, the smashed teeth and bloody clots of hair.<\/p>\n<p>Why did you have to endure it, since the end was always the same? Why was<br \/>\nit not possible to cut a few days or weeks out of your life? Nobody ever<br \/>\nescaped detection, and nobody ever failed to confess. When once you had<br \/>\nsuccumbed to thoughtcrime it was certain that by a given date you would be<br \/>\ndead. Why then did that horror, which altered nothing, have to lie embedded<br \/>\nin future time?<\/p>\n<p>He tried with a little more success than before to summon up the image of<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien. &#8216;We shall meet in the place where there is no darkness,&#8217; O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nhad said to him. He knew what it meant, or thought he knew. The place where<br \/>\nthere is no darkness was the imagined future, which one would never see,<br \/>\nbut which, by foreknowledge, one could mystically share in. But with the<br \/>\nvoice from the telescreen nagging at his ears he could not follow the train<br \/>\nof thought further. He put a cigarette in his mouth. Half the tobacco<br \/>\npromptly fell out on to his tongue, a bitter dust which was difficult to<br \/>\nspit out again. The face of Big Brother swam into his mind, displacing that<br \/>\nof O&#8217;Brien. Just as he had done a few days earlier, he slid a coin out of<br \/>\nhis pocket and looked at it. The face gazed up at him, heavy, calm,<br \/>\nprotecting: but what kind of smile was hidden beneath the dark moustache?<br \/>\nLike a leaden knell the words came back at him:<\/p>\n<p>WAR IS PEACE<br \/>\n  FREEDOM IS SLAVERY<br \/>\n  IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH<\/p>\n<p>PART TWO<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 1<\/p>\n<p>It was the middle of the morning, and Winston had left the cubicle to go<br \/>\nto the lavatory.<\/p>\n<p>A solitary figure was coming towards him from the other end of the long,<br \/>\nbrightly-lit corridor. It was the girl with dark hair. Four days had gone<br \/>\npast since the evening when he had run into her outside the junk-shop.<br \/>\nAs she came nearer he saw that her right arm was in a sling, not noticeable<br \/>\nat a distance because it was of the same colour as her overalls. Probably<br \/>\nshe had crushed her hand while swinging round one of the big kaleidoscopes<br \/>\non which the plots of novels were &#8216;roughed in&#8217;. It was a common accident<br \/>\nin the Fiction Department.<\/p>\n<p>They were perhaps four metres apart when the girl stumbled and fell almost<br \/>\nflat on her face. A sharp cry of pain was wrung out of her. She must have<br \/>\nfallen right on the injured arm. Winston stopped short. The girl had risen<br \/>\nto her knees. Her face had turned a milky yellow colour against which her<br \/>\nmouth stood out redder than ever. Her eyes were fixed on his, with an<br \/>\nappealing expression that looked more like fear than pain.<\/p>\n<p>A curious emotion stirred in Winston&#8217;s heart. In front of him was an enemy<br \/>\nwho was trying to kill him: in front of him, also, was a human creature,<br \/>\nin pain and perhaps with a broken bone. Already he had instinctively<br \/>\nstarted forward to help her. In the moment when he had seen her fall on<br \/>\nthe bandaged arm, it had been as though he felt the pain in his own body.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You&#8217;re hurt?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s nothing. My arm. It&#8217;ll be all right in a second.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She spoke as though her heart were fluttering. She had certainly turned<br \/>\nvery pale.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You haven&#8217;t broken anything?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, I&#8217;m all right. It hurt for a moment, that&#8217;s all.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She held out her free hand to him, and he helped her up. She had regained<br \/>\nsome of her colour, and appeared very much better.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s nothing,&#8217; she repeated shortly. &#8216;I only gave my wrist a bit of a<br \/>\nbang. Thanks, comrade!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>And with that she walked on in the direction in which she had been going,<br \/>\nas briskly as though it had really been nothing. The whole incident could<br \/>\nnot have taken as much as half a minute. Not to let one&#8217;s feelings appear<br \/>\nin one&#8217;s face was a habit that had acquired the status of an instinct,<br \/>\nand in any case they had been standing straight in front of a telescreen<br \/>\nwhen the thing happened. Nevertheless it had been very difficult not to<br \/>\nbetray a momentary surprise, for in the two or three seconds while he was<br \/>\nhelping her up the girl had slipped something into his hand. There was no<br \/>\nquestion that she had done it intentionally. It was something small and<br \/>\nflat. As he passed through the lavatory door he transferred it to his<br \/>\npocket and felt it with the tips of his fingers. It was a scrap of paper<br \/>\nfolded into a square.<\/p>\n<p>While he stood at the urinal he managed, with a little more fingering, to<br \/>\nget it unfolded. Obviously there must be a message of some kind written on<br \/>\nit. For a moment he was tempted to take it into one of the water-closets<br \/>\nand read it at once. But that would be shocking folly, as he well knew.<br \/>\nThere was no place where you could be more certain that the telescreens<br \/>\nwere watched continuously.<\/p>\n<p>He went back to his cubicle, sat down, threw the fragment of paper<br \/>\ncasually among the other papers on the desk, put on his spectacles and<br \/>\nhitched the speakwrite towards him. &#8216;Five minutes,&#8217; he told himself,<br \/>\n&#8216;five minutes at the very least!&#8217; His heart bumped in his breast with<br \/>\nfrightening loudness. Fortunately the piece of work he was engaged on was<br \/>\nmere routine, the rectification of a long list of figures, not needing<br \/>\nclose attention.<\/p>\n<p>Whatever was written on the paper, it must have some kind of political<br \/>\nmeaning. So far as he could see there were two possibilities. One, much<br \/>\nthe more likely, was that the girl was an agent of the Thought Police,<br \/>\njust as he had feared. He did not know why the Thought Police should<br \/>\nchoose to deliver their messages in such a fashion, but perhaps they had<br \/>\ntheir reasons. The thing that was written on the paper might be a threat, a<br \/>\nsummons, an order to commit suicide, a trap of some description. But there<br \/>\nwas another, wilder possibility that kept raising its head, though he<br \/>\ntried vainly to suppress it. This was, that the message did not come from<br \/>\nthe Thought Police at all, but from some kind of underground organization.<br \/>\nPerhaps the Brotherhood existed after all! Perhaps the girl was part of it!<br \/>\nNo doubt the idea was absurd, but it had sprung into his mind in the very<br \/>\ninstant of feeling the scrap of paper in his hand. It was not till a couple<br \/>\nof minutes later that the other, more probable explanation had occurred to<br \/>\nhim. And even now, though his intellect told him that the message probably<br \/>\nmeant death&#8211;still, that was not what he believed, and the unreasonable<br \/>\nhope persisted, and his heart banged, and it was with difficulty that he<br \/>\nkept his voice from trembling as he murmured his figures into the<br \/>\nspeakwrite.<\/p>\n<p>He rolled up the completed bundle of work and slid it into the pneumatic<br \/>\ntube. Eight minutes had gone by. He re-adjusted his spectacles on his nose,<br \/>\nsighed, and drew the next batch of work towards him, with the scrap of<br \/>\npaper on top of it. He flattened it out. On it was written, in a large<br \/>\nunformed handwriting:<\/p>\n<p>I LOVE YOU.<\/p>\n<p>For several seconds he was too stunned even to throw the incriminating<br \/>\nthing into the memory hole. When he did so, although he knew very well the<br \/>\ndanger of showing too much interest, he could not resist reading it once<br \/>\nagain, just to make sure that the words were really there.<\/p>\n<p>For the rest of the morning it was very difficult to work. What was even<br \/>\nworse than having to focus his mind on a series of niggling jobs was the<br \/>\nneed to conceal his agitation from the telescreen. He felt as though a<br \/>\nfire were burning in his belly. Lunch in the hot, crowded, noise-filled<br \/>\ncanteen was torment. He had hoped to be alone for a little while during<br \/>\nthe lunch hour, but as bad luck would have it the imbecile Parsons flopped<br \/>\ndown beside him, the tang of his sweat almost defeating the tinny smell of<br \/>\nstew, and kept up a stream of talk about the preparations for Hate Week.<br \/>\nHe was particularly enthusiastic about a papier-mache model of Big<br \/>\nBrother&#8217;s head, two metres wide, which was being made for the occasion by<br \/>\nhis daughter&#8217;s troop of Spies. The irritating thing was that in the racket<br \/>\nof voices Winston could hardly hear what Parsons was saying, and was<br \/>\nconstantly having to ask for some fatuous remark to be repeated. Just once<br \/>\nhe caught a glimpse of the girl, at a table with two other girls at the<br \/>\nfar end of the room. She appeared not to have seen him, and he did not<br \/>\nlook in that direction again.<\/p>\n<p>The afternoon was more bearable. Immediately after lunch there arrived a<br \/>\ndelicate, difficult piece of work which would take several hours and<br \/>\nnecessitated putting everything else aside. It consisted in falsifying a<br \/>\nseries of production reports of two years ago, in such a way as to cast<br \/>\ndiscredit on a prominent member of the Inner Party, who was now under a<br \/>\ncloud. This was the kind of thing that Winston was good at, and for more<br \/>\nthan two hours he succeeded in shutting the girl out of his mind<br \/>\naltogether. Then the memory of her face came back, and with it a raging,<br \/>\nintolerable desire to be alone. Until he could be alone it was impossible<br \/>\nto think this new development out. Tonight was one of his nights at the<br \/>\nCommunity Centre. He wolfed another tasteless meal in the canteen, hurried<br \/>\noff to the Centre, took part in the solemn foolery of a &#8216;discussion group&#8217;,<br \/>\nplayed two games of table tennis, swallowed several glasses of gin, and<br \/>\nsat for half an hour through a lecture entitled &#8216;Ingsoc in relation to<br \/>\nchess&#8217;. His soul writhed with boredom, but for once he had had no impulse<br \/>\nto shirk his evening at the Centre. At the sight of the words I LOVE YOU<br \/>\nthe desire to stay alive had welled up in him, and the taking of minor<br \/>\nrisks suddenly seemed stupid. It was not till twenty-three hours, when he<br \/>\nwas home and in bed&#8211;in the darkness, where you were safe even from the<br \/>\ntelescreen so long as you kept silent&#8211;that he was able to think<br \/>\ncontinuously.<\/p>\n<p>It was a physical problem that had to be solved: how to get in touch with<br \/>\nthe girl and arrange a meeting. He did not consider any longer the<br \/>\npossibility that she might be laying some kind of trap for him. He knew<br \/>\nthat it was not so, because of her unmistakable agitation when she handed<br \/>\nhim the note. Obviously she had been frightened out of her wits, as well<br \/>\nshe might be. Nor did the idea of refusing her advances even cross his<br \/>\nmind. Only five nights ago he had contemplated smashing her skull in with<br \/>\na cobblestone, but that was of no importance. He thought of her naked,<br \/>\nyouthful body, as he had seen it in his dream. He had imagined her a fool<br \/>\nlike all the rest of them, her head stuffed with lies and hatred, her<br \/>\nbelly full of ice. A kind of fever seized him at the thought that he might<br \/>\nlose her, the white youthful body might slip away from him! What he feared<br \/>\nmore than anything else was that she would simply change her mind if he<br \/>\ndid not get in touch with her quickly. But the physical difficulty of<br \/>\nmeeting was enormous. It was like trying to make a move at chess when you<br \/>\nwere already mated. Whichever way you turned, the telescreen faced you.<br \/>\nActually, all the possible ways of communicating with her had occurred to<br \/>\nhim within five minutes of reading the note; but now, with time to think,<br \/>\nhe went over them one by one, as though laying out a row of instruments<br \/>\non a table.<\/p>\n<p>Obviously the kind of encounter that had happened this morning could not<br \/>\nbe repeated. If she had worked in the Records Department it might have<br \/>\nbeen comparatively simple, but he had only a very dim idea whereabouts in<br \/>\nthe building the Fiction Department lay, and he had no pretext for going<br \/>\nthere. If he had known where she lived, and at what time she left work,<br \/>\nhe could have contrived to meet her somewhere on her way home; but to try<br \/>\nto follow her home was not safe, because it would mean loitering about<br \/>\noutside the Ministry, which was bound to be noticed. As for sending a<br \/>\nletter through the mails, it was out of the question. By a routine that<br \/>\nwas not even secret, all letters were opened in transit. Actually, few<br \/>\npeople ever wrote letters. For the messages that it was occasionally<br \/>\nnecessary to send, there were printed postcards with long lists of phrases,<br \/>\nand you struck out the ones that were inapplicable. In any case he did not<br \/>\nknow the girl&#8217;s name, let alone her address. Finally he decided that the<br \/>\nsafest place was the canteen. If he could get her at a table by herself,<br \/>\nsomewhere in the middle of the room, not too near the telescreens, and<br \/>\nwith a sufficient buzz of conversation all round&#8211;if these conditions<br \/>\nendured for, say, thirty seconds, it might be possible to exchange a few<br \/>\nwords.<\/p>\n<p>For a week after this, life was like a restless dream. On the next day she<br \/>\ndid not appear in the canteen until he was leaving it, the whistle having<br \/>\nalready blown. Presumably she had been changed on to a later shift. They<br \/>\npassed each other without a glance. On the day after that she was in the<br \/>\ncanteen at the usual time, but with three other girls and immediately<br \/>\nunder a telescreen. Then for three dreadful days she did not appear at<br \/>\nall. His whole mind and body seemed to be afflicted with an unbearable<br \/>\nsensitivity, a sort of transparency, which made every movement, every<br \/>\nsound, every contact, every word that he had to speak or listen to, an<br \/>\nagony. Even in sleep he could not altogether escape from her image. He did<br \/>\nnot touch the diary during those days. If there was any relief, it was in<br \/>\nhis work, in which he could sometimes forget himself for ten minutes at a<br \/>\nstretch. He had absolutely no clue as to what had happened to her. There<br \/>\nwas no enquiry he could make. She might have been vaporized, she might<br \/>\nhave committed suicide, she might have been transferred to the other end<br \/>\nof Oceania: worst and likeliest of all, she might simply have changed her<br \/>\nmind and decided to avoid him.<\/p>\n<p>The next day she reappeared. Her arm was out of the sling and she had a<br \/>\nband of sticking-plaster round her wrist. The relief of seeing her was<br \/>\nso great that he could not resist staring directly at her for several<br \/>\nseconds. On the following day he very nearly succeeded in speaking to her.<br \/>\nWhen he came into the canteen she was sitting at a table well out from the<br \/>\nwall, and was quite alone. It was early, and the place was not very full.<br \/>\nThe queue edged forward till Winston was almost at the counter, then was<br \/>\nheld up for two minutes because someone in front was complaining that he<br \/>\nhad not received his tablet of saccharine. But the girl was still alone<br \/>\nwhen Winston secured his tray and began to make for her table. He walked<br \/>\ncasually towards her, his eyes searching for a place at some table beyond<br \/>\nher. She was perhaps three metres away from him. Another two seconds would<br \/>\ndo it. Then a voice behind him called, &#8216;Smith!&#8217; He pretended not to hear.<br \/>\n&#8216;Smith!&#8217; repeated the voice, more loudly. It was no use. He turned round.<br \/>\nA blond-headed, silly-faced young man named Wilsher, whom he barely knew,<br \/>\nwas inviting him with a smile to a vacant place at his table. It was not<br \/>\nsafe to refuse. After having been recognized, he could not go and sit at<br \/>\na table with an unattended girl. It was too noticeable. He sat down with<br \/>\na friendly smile. The silly blond face beamed into his. Winston had a<br \/>\nhallucination of himself smashing a pick-axe right into the middle of it.<br \/>\nThe girl&#8217;s table filled up a few minutes later.<\/p>\n<p>But she must have seen him coming towards her, and perhaps she would take<br \/>\nthe hint. Next day he took care to arrive early. Surely enough, she was at<br \/>\na table in about the same place, and again alone. The person immediately<br \/>\nahead of him in the queue was a small, swiftly-moving, beetle-like man<br \/>\nwith a flat face and tiny, suspicious eyes. As Winston turned away from<br \/>\nthe counter with his tray, he saw that the little man was making straight<br \/>\nfor the girl&#8217;s table. His hopes sank again. There was a vacant place at a<br \/>\ntable further away, but something in the little man&#8217;s appearance suggested<br \/>\nthat he would be sufficiently attentive to his own comfort to choose the<br \/>\nemptiest table. With ice at his heart Winston followed. It was no use<br \/>\nunless he could get the girl alone. At this moment there was a tremendous<br \/>\ncrash. The little man was sprawling on all fours, his tray had gone flying,<br \/>\ntwo streams of soup and coffee were flowing across the floor. He started<br \/>\nto his feet with a malignant glance at Winston, whom he evidently<br \/>\nsuspected of having tripped him up. But it was all right. Five seconds<br \/>\nlater, with a thundering heart, Winston was sitting at the girl&#8217;s table.<\/p>\n<p>He did not look at her. He unpacked his tray and promptly began eating.<br \/>\nIt was all-important to speak at once, before anyone else came, but now<br \/>\na terrible fear had taken possession of him. A week had gone by since<br \/>\nshe had first approached him. She would have changed her mind, she must<br \/>\nhave changed her mind! It was impossible that this affair should end<br \/>\nsuccessfully; such things did not happen in real life. He might have<br \/>\nflinched altogether from speaking if at this moment he had not seen<br \/>\nAmpleforth, the hairy-eared poet, wandering limply round the room with<br \/>\na tray, looking for a place to sit down. In his vague way Ampleforth<br \/>\nwas attached to Winston, and would certainly sit down at his table if<br \/>\nhe caught sight of him. There was perhaps a minute in which to act. Both<br \/>\nWinston and the girl were eating steadily. The stuff they were eating was<br \/>\na thin stew, actually a soup, of haricot beans. In a low murmur Winston<br \/>\nbegan speaking. Neither of them looked up; steadily they spooned the<br \/>\nwatery stuff into their mouths, and between spoonfuls exchanged the few<br \/>\nnecessary words in low expressionless voices.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What time do you leave work?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Eighteen-thirty.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Where can we meet?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Victory Square, near the monument.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s full of telescreens.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It doesn&#8217;t matter if there&#8217;s a crowd.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Any signal?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No. Don&#8217;t come up to me until you see me among a lot of people. And don&#8217;t<br \/>\nlook at me. Just keep somewhere near me.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What time?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Nineteen hours.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;All right.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Ampleforth failed to see Winston and sat down at another table. They did<br \/>\nnot speak again, and, so far as it was possible for two people sitting on<br \/>\nopposite sides of the same table, they did not look at one another. The<br \/>\ngirl finished her lunch quickly and made off, while Winston stayed to<br \/>\nsmoke a cigarette.<\/p>\n<p>Winston was in Victory Square before the appointed time. He wandered round<br \/>\nthe base of the enormous fluted column, at the top of which Big Brother&#8217;s<br \/>\nstatue gazed southward towards the skies where he had vanquished the<br \/>\nEurasian aeroplanes (the Eastasian aeroplanes, it had been, a few years<br \/>\nago) in the Battle of Airstrip One. In the street in front of it there was<br \/>\na statue of a man on horseback which was supposed to represent Oliver<br \/>\nCromwell. At five minutes past the hour the girl had still not appeared.<br \/>\nAgain the terrible fear seized upon Winston. She was not coming, she had<br \/>\nchanged her mind! He walked slowly up to the north side of the square and<br \/>\ngot a sort of pale-coloured pleasure from identifying St Martin&#8217;s Church,<br \/>\nwhose bells, when it had bells, had chimed &#8216;You owe me three farthings.&#8217;<br \/>\nThen he saw the girl standing at the base of the monument, reading or<br \/>\npretending to read a poster which ran spirally up the column. It was not<br \/>\nsafe to go near her until some more people had accumulated. There were<br \/>\ntelescreens all round the pediment. But at this moment there was a din of<br \/>\nshouting and a zoom of heavy vehicles from somewhere to the left. Suddenly<br \/>\neveryone seemed to be running across the square. The girl nipped nimbly<br \/>\nround the lions at the base of the monument and joined in the rush.<br \/>\nWinston followed. As he ran, he gathered from some shouted remarks that<br \/>\na convoy of Eurasian prisoners was passing.<\/p>\n<p>Already a dense mass of people was blocking the south side of the square.<br \/>\nWinston, at normal times the kind of person who gravitates to the outer<br \/>\nedge of any kind of scrimmage, shoved, butted, squirmed his way forward<br \/>\ninto the heart of the crowd. Soon he was within arm&#8217;s length of the girl,<br \/>\nbut the way was blocked by an enormous prole and an almost equally enormous<br \/>\nwoman, presumably his wife, who seemed to form an impenetrable wall of<br \/>\nflesh. Winston wriggled himself sideways, and with a violent lunge managed<br \/>\nto drive his shoulder between them. For a moment it felt as though his<br \/>\nentrails were being ground to pulp between the two muscular hips, then he<br \/>\nhad broken through, sweating a little. He was next to the girl. They were<br \/>\nshoulder to shoulder, both staring fixedly in front of them.<\/p>\n<p>A long line of trucks, with wooden-faced guards armed with sub-machine<br \/>\nguns standing upright in each corner, was passing slowly down the street.<br \/>\nIn the trucks little yellow men in shabby greenish uniforms were squatting,<br \/>\njammed close together. Their sad, Mongolian faces gazed out over the sides<br \/>\nof the trucks utterly incurious. Occasionally when a truck jolted there<br \/>\nwas a clank-clank of metal: all the prisoners were wearing leg-irons.<br \/>\nTruck-load after truck-load of the sad faces passed. Winston knew they<br \/>\nwere there but he saw them only intermittently. The girl&#8217;s shoulder, and<br \/>\nher arm right down to the elbow, were pressed against his. Her cheek was<br \/>\nalmost near enough for him to feel its warmth. She had immediately taken<br \/>\ncharge of the situation, just as she had done in the canteen. She began<br \/>\nspeaking in the same expressionless voice as before, with lips barely<br \/>\nmoving, a mere murmur easily drowned by the din of voices and the rumbling<br \/>\nof the trucks.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Can you hear me?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Can you get Sunday afternoon off?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then listen carefully. You&#8217;ll have to remember this. Go to Paddington<br \/>\nStation&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>With a sort of military precision that astonished him, she outlined the<br \/>\nroute that he was to follow. A half-hour railway journey; turn left outside<br \/>\nthe station; two kilometres along the road; a gate with the top bar<br \/>\nmissing; a path across a field; a grass-grown lane; a track between bushes;<br \/>\na dead tree with moss on it. It was as though she had a map inside her<br \/>\nhead. &#8216;Can you remember all that?&#8217; she murmured finally.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You turn left, then right, then left again. And the gate&#8217;s got no top bar.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes. What time?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;About fifteen. You may have to wait. I&#8217;ll get there by another way. Are<br \/>\nyou sure you remember everything?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then get away from me as quick as you can.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She need not have told him that. But for the moment they could not<br \/>\nextricate themselves from the crowd. The trucks were still filing past,<br \/>\nthe people still insatiably gaping. At the start there had been a few boos<br \/>\nand hisses, but it came only from the Party members among the crowd, and<br \/>\nhad soon stopped. The prevailing emotion was simply curiosity. Foreigners,<br \/>\nwhether from Eurasia or from Eastasia, were a kind of strange animal. One<br \/>\nliterally never saw them except in the guise of prisoners, and even as<br \/>\nprisoners one never got more than a momentary glimpse of them. Nor did<br \/>\none know what became of them, apart from the few who were hanged as<br \/>\nwar-criminals: the others simply vanished, presumably into forced-labour<br \/>\ncamps. The round Mogol faces had given way to faces of a more European<br \/>\ntype, dirty, bearded and exhausted. From over scrubby cheekbones eyes<br \/>\nlooked into Winston&#8217;s, sometimes with strange intensity, and flashed away<br \/>\nagain. The convoy was drawing to an end. In the last truck he could see an<br \/>\naged man, his face a mass of grizzled hair, standing upright with wrists<br \/>\ncrossed in front of him, as though he were used to having them bound<br \/>\ntogether. It was almost time for Winston and the girl to part. But at the<br \/>\nlast moment, while the crowd still hemmed them in, her hand felt for his<br \/>\nand gave it a fleeting squeeze.<\/p>\n<p>It could not have been ten seconds, and yet it seemed a long time that<br \/>\ntheir hands were clasped together. He had time to learn every detail<br \/>\nof her hand. He explored the long fingers, the shapely nails, the<br \/>\nwork-hardened palm with its row of callouses, the smooth flesh under the<br \/>\nwrist. Merely from feeling it he would have known it by sight. In the<br \/>\nsame instant it occurred to him that he did not know what colour the<br \/>\ngirl&#8217;s eyes were. They were probably brown, but people with dark hair<br \/>\nsometimes had blue eyes. To turn his head and look at her would have<br \/>\nbeen inconceivable folly. With hands locked together, invisible among<br \/>\nthe press of bodies, they stared steadily in front of them, and instead<br \/>\nof the eyes of the girl, the eyes of the aged prisoner gazed mournfully<br \/>\nat Winston out of nests of hair.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 2<\/p>\n<p>Winston picked his way up the lane through dappled light and shade,<br \/>\nstepping out into pools of gold wherever the boughs parted. Under the<br \/>\ntrees to the left of him the ground was misty with bluebells. The air<br \/>\nseemed to kiss one&#8217;s skin. It was the second of May. From somewhere deeper<br \/>\nin the heart of the wood came the droning of ring-doves.<\/p>\n<p>He was a bit early. There had been no difficulties about the journey, and<br \/>\nthe girl was so evidently experienced that he was less frightened than he<br \/>\nwould normally have been. Presumably she could be trusted to find a safe<br \/>\nplace. In general you could not assume that you were much safer in the<br \/>\ncountry than in London. There were no telescreens, of course, but there<br \/>\nwas always the danger of concealed microphones by which your voice might<br \/>\nbe picked up and recognized; besides, it was not easy to make a journey<br \/>\nby yourself without attracting attention. For distances of less than<br \/>\n100 kilometres it was not necessary to get your passport endorsed, but<br \/>\nsometimes there were patrols hanging about the railway stations, who<br \/>\nexamined the papers of any Party member they found there and asked awkward<br \/>\nquestions. However, no patrols had appeared, and on the walk from the<br \/>\nstation he had made sure by cautious backward glances that he was not<br \/>\nbeing followed. The train was full of proles, in holiday mood because of<br \/>\nthe summery weather. The wooden-seated carriage in which he travelled was<br \/>\nfilled to overflowing by a single enormous family, ranging from a toothless<br \/>\ngreat-grandmother to a month-old baby, going out to spend an afternoon<br \/>\nwith &#8216;in-laws&#8217; in the country, and, as they freely explained to Winston,<br \/>\nto get hold of a little black-market butter.<\/p>\n<p>The lane widened, and in a minute he came to the footpath she had told him<br \/>\nof, a mere cattle-track which plunged between the bushes. He had no watch,<br \/>\nbut it could not be fifteen yet. The bluebells were so thick underfoot<br \/>\nthat it was impossible not to tread on them. He knelt down and began<br \/>\npicking some partly to pass the time away, but also from a vague idea that<br \/>\nhe would like to have a bunch of flowers to offer to the girl when they<br \/>\nmet. He had got together a big bunch and was smelling their faint sickly<br \/>\nscent when a sound at his back froze him, the unmistakable crackle of a<br \/>\nfoot on twigs. He went on picking bluebells. It was the best thing to do.<br \/>\nIt might be the girl, or he might have been followed after all. To look<br \/>\nround was to show guilt. He picked another and another. A hand fell<br \/>\nlightly on his shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>He looked up. It was the girl. She shook her head, evidently as a warning<br \/>\nthat he must keep silent, then parted the bushes and quickly led the way<br \/>\nalong the narrow track into the wood. Obviously she had been that way<br \/>\nbefore, for she dodged the boggy bits as though by habit. Winston followed,<br \/>\nstill clasping his bunch of flowers. His first feeling was relief, but as<br \/>\nhe watched the strong slender body moving in front of him, with the scarlet<br \/>\nsash that was just tight enough to bring out the curve of her hips, the<br \/>\nsense of his own inferiority was heavy upon him. Even now it seemed quite<br \/>\nlikely that when she turned round and looked at him she would draw back<br \/>\nafter all. The sweetness of the air and the greenness of the leaves daunted<br \/>\nhim. Already on the walk from the station the May sunshine had made him<br \/>\nfeel dirty and etiolated, a creature of indoors, with the sooty dust of<br \/>\nLondon in the pores of his skin. It occurred to him that till now she had<br \/>\nprobably never seen him in broad daylight in the open. They came to the<br \/>\nfallen tree that she had spoken of. The girl hopped over and forced apart<br \/>\nthe bushes, in which there did not seem to be an opening. When Winston<br \/>\nfollowed her, he found that they were in a natural clearing, a tiny grassy<br \/>\nknoll surrounded by tall saplings that shut it in completely. The girl<br \/>\nstopped and turned.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Here we are,&#8217; she said.<\/p>\n<p>He was facing her at several paces&#8217; distance. As yet he did not dare move<br \/>\nnearer to her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I didn&#8217;t want to say anything in the lane,&#8217; she went on, &#8216;in case there&#8217;s<br \/>\na mike hidden there. I don&#8217;t suppose there is, but there could be. There&#8217;s<br \/>\nalways the chance of one of those swine recognizing your voice. We&#8217;re all<br \/>\nright here.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He still had not the courage to approach her. &#8216;We&#8217;re all right here?&#8217;<br \/>\nhe repeated stupidly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes. Look at the trees.&#8217; They were small ashes, which at some time had<br \/>\nbeen cut down and had sprouted up again into a forest of poles, none of<br \/>\nthem thicker than one&#8217;s wrist. &#8216;There&#8217;s nothing big enough to hide a mike<br \/>\nin. Besides, I&#8217;ve been here before.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They were only making conversation. He had managed to move closer to her<br \/>\nnow. She stood before him very upright, with a smile on her face that<br \/>\nlooked faintly ironical, as though she were wondering why he was so slow<br \/>\nto act. The bluebells had cascaded on to the ground. They seemed to have<br \/>\nfallen of their own accord. He took her hand.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Would you believe,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that till this moment I didn&#8217;t know what<br \/>\ncolour your eyes were?&#8217; They were brown, he noted, a rather light shade of<br \/>\nbrown, with dark lashes. &#8216;Now that you&#8217;ve seen what I&#8217;m really like,<br \/>\ncan you still bear to look at me?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, easily.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;m thirty-nine years old. I&#8217;ve got a wife that I can&#8217;t get rid of. I&#8217;ve<br \/>\ngot varicose veins. I&#8217;ve got five false teeth.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I couldn&#8217;t care less,&#8217; said the girl.<\/p>\n<p>The next moment, it was hard to say by whose act, she was in his arms.<br \/>\nAt the beginning he had no feeling except sheer incredulity. The youthful<br \/>\nbody was strained against his own, the mass of dark hair was against his<br \/>\nface, and yes! actually she had turned her face up and he was kissing the<br \/>\nwide red mouth. She had clasped her arms about his neck, she was calling<br \/>\nhim darling, precious one, loved one. He had pulled her down on to the<br \/>\nground, she was utterly unresisting, he could do what he liked with her.<br \/>\nBut the truth was that he had no physical sensation, except that of mere<br \/>\ncontact. All he felt was incredulity and pride. He was glad that this was<br \/>\nhappening, but he had no physical desire. It was too soon, her youth and<br \/>\nprettiness had frightened him, he was too much used to living without<br \/>\nwomen&#8211;he did not know the reason. The girl picked herself up and pulled a<br \/>\nbluebell out of her hair. She sat against him, putting her arm round his<br \/>\nwaist.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Never mind, dear. There&#8217;s no hurry. We&#8217;ve got the whole afternoon. Isn&#8217;t<br \/>\nthis a splendid hide-out? I found it when I got lost once on a community<br \/>\nhike. If anyone was coming you could hear them a hundred metres away.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What is your name?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Julia. I know yours. It&#8217;s Winston&#8211;Winston Smith.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How did you find that out?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I expect I&#8217;m better at finding things out than you are, dear. Tell me,<br \/>\nwhat did you think of me before that day I gave you the note?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He did not feel any temptation to tell lies to her. It was even a sort of<br \/>\nlove-offering to start off by telling the worst.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I hated the sight of you,&#8217; he said. &#8216;I wanted to rape you and then murder<br \/>\nyou afterwards. Two weeks ago I thought seriously of smashing your head in<br \/>\nwith a cobblestone. If you really want to know, I imagined that you had<br \/>\nsomething to do with the Thought Police.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The girl laughed delightedly, evidently taking this as a<br \/>\ntribute to the excellence of her disguise.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not the Thought Police! You didn&#8217;t honestly think that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Well, perhaps not exactly that. But from your general appearance&#8211;merely<br \/>\nbecause you&#8217;re young and fresh and healthy, you understand&#8211;I thought that<br \/>\nprobably&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You thought I was a good Party member. Pure in word and deed. Banners,<br \/>\nprocessions, slogans, games, community hikes all that stuff. And you<br \/>\nthought that if I had a quarter of a chance I&#8217;d denounce you as a<br \/>\nthought-criminal and get you killed off?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, something of that kind. A great many young girls are like that,<br \/>\nyou know.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s this bloody thing that does it,&#8217; she said, ripping off the scarlet<br \/>\nsash of the Junior Anti-Sex League and flinging it on to a bough. Then,<br \/>\nas though touching her waist had reminded her of something, she felt in<br \/>\nthe pocket of her overalls and produced a small slab of chocolate. She<br \/>\nbroke it in half and gave one of the pieces to Winston. Even before he had<br \/>\ntaken it he knew by the smell that it was very unusual chocolate. It was<br \/>\ndark and shiny, and was wrapped in silver paper. Chocolate normally was<br \/>\ndull-brown crumbly stuff that tasted, as nearly as one could describe it,<br \/>\nlike the smoke of a rubbish fire. But at some time or another he had tasted<br \/>\nchocolate like the piece she had given him. The first whiff of its scent<br \/>\nhad stirred up some memory which he could not pin down, but which was<br \/>\npowerful and troubling.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Where did you get this stuff?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Black market,&#8217; she said indifferently. &#8216;Actually I am that sort of girl,<br \/>\nto look at. I&#8217;m good at games. I was a troop-leader in the Spies. I do<br \/>\nvoluntary work three evenings a week for the Junior Anti-Sex League. Hours<br \/>\nand hours I&#8217;ve spent pasting their bloody rot all over London. I always<br \/>\ncarry one end of a banner in the processions. I always look cheerful and<br \/>\nI never shirk anything. Always yell with the crowd, that&#8217;s what I say.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s the only way to be safe.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The first fragment of chocolate had melted on Winston&#8217;s tongue. The taste<br \/>\nwas delightful. But there was still that memory moving round the edges of<br \/>\nhis consciousness, something strongly felt but not reducible to definite<br \/>\nshape, like an object seen out of the corner of one&#8217;s eye. He pushed it<br \/>\naway from him, aware only that it was the memory of some action which he<br \/>\nwould have liked to undo but could not.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are very young,&#8217; he said. &#8216;You are ten or fifteen years younger than<br \/>\nI am. What could you see to attract you in a man like me?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was something in your face. I thought I&#8217;d take a chance. I&#8217;m good at<br \/>\nspotting people who don&#8217;t belong. As soon as I saw you I knew you were<br \/>\nagainst THEM.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>THEM, it appeared, meant the Party, and above all the Inner Party, about<br \/>\nwhom she talked with an open jeering hatred which made Winston feel uneasy,<br \/>\nalthough he knew that they were safe here if they could be safe anywhere.<br \/>\nA thing that astonished him about her was the coarseness of her language.<br \/>\nParty members were supposed not to swear, and Winston himself very seldom<br \/>\ndid swear, aloud, at any rate. Julia, however, seemed unable to mention<br \/>\nthe Party, and especially the Inner Party, without using the kind of words<br \/>\nthat you saw chalked up in dripping alley-ways. He did not dislike it. It<br \/>\nwas merely one symptom of her revolt against the Party and all its ways,<br \/>\nand somehow it seemed natural and healthy, like the sneeze of a horse that<br \/>\nsmells bad hay. They had left the clearing and were wandering again<br \/>\nthrough the chequered shade, with their arms round each other&#8217;s waists<br \/>\nwhenever it was wide enough to walk two abreast. He noticed how much<br \/>\nsofter her waist seemed to feel now that the sash was gone. They did not<br \/>\nspeak above a whisper. Outside the clearing, Julia said, it was better to<br \/>\ngo quietly. Presently they had reached the edge of the little wood. She<br \/>\nstopped him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Don&#8217;t go out into the open. There might be someone watching. We&#8217;re all<br \/>\nright if we keep behind the boughs.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They were standing in the shade of hazel bushes. The sunlight, filtering<br \/>\nthrough innumerable leaves, was still hot on their faces. Winston looked<br \/>\nout into the field beyond, and underwent a curious, slow shock of<br \/>\nrecognition. He knew it by sight. An old, close-bitten pasture, with a<br \/>\nfootpath wandering across it and a molehill here and there. In the ragged<br \/>\nhedge on the opposite side the boughs of the elm trees swayed just<br \/>\nperceptibly in the breeze, and their leaves stirred faintly in dense<br \/>\nmasses like women&#8217;s hair. Surely somewhere nearby, but out of sight,<br \/>\nthere must be a stream with green pools where dace were swimming?<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Isn&#8217;t there a stream somewhere near here?&#8217; he whispered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That&#8217;s right, there is a stream. It&#8217;s at the edge of the next field,<br \/>\nactually. There are fish in it, great big ones. You can watch them lying<br \/>\nin the pools under the willow trees, waving their tails.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s the Golden Country&#8211;almost,&#8217; he murmured.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The Golden Country?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s nothing, really. A landscape I&#8217;ve seen sometimes in a dream.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Look!&#8217; whispered Julia.<\/p>\n<p>A thrush had alighted on a bough not five metres away, almost at the level<br \/>\nof their faces. Perhaps it had not seen them. It was in the sun, they in<br \/>\nthe shade. It spread out its wings, fitted them carefully into place<br \/>\nagain, ducked its head for a moment, as though making a sort of obeisance<br \/>\nto the sun, and then began to pour forth a torrent of song. In the<br \/>\nafternoon hush the volume of sound was startling. Winston and Julia clung<br \/>\ntogether, fascinated. The music went on and on, minute after minute, with<br \/>\nastonishing variations, never once repeating itself, almost as though the<br \/>\nbird were deliberately showing off its virtuosity. Sometimes it stopped<br \/>\nfor a few seconds, spread out and resettled its wings, then swelled its<br \/>\nspeckled breast and again burst into song. Winston watched it with a sort<br \/>\nof vague reverence. For whom, for what, was that bird singing? No mate,<br \/>\nno rival was watching it. What made it sit at the edge of the lonely wood<br \/>\nand pour its music into nothingness? He wondered whether after all there<br \/>\nwas a microphone hidden somewhere near. He and Julia had spoken only in<br \/>\nlow whispers, and it would not pick up what they had said, but it would<br \/>\npick up the thrush. Perhaps at the other end of the instrument some small,<br \/>\nbeetle-like man was listening intently&#8211;listening to that. But by degrees<br \/>\nthe flood of music drove all speculations out of his mind. It was as<br \/>\nthough it were a kind of liquid stuff that poured all over him and got<br \/>\nmixed up with the sunlight that filtered through the leaves. He stopped<br \/>\nthinking and merely felt. The girl&#8217;s waist in the bend of his arm was soft<br \/>\nand warm. He pulled her round so that they were breast to breast; her body<br \/>\nseemed to melt into his. Wherever his hands moved it was all as yielding as<br \/>\nwater. Their mouths clung together; it was quite different from the hard<br \/>\nkisses they had exchanged earlier. When they moved their faces apart again<br \/>\nboth of them sighed deeply. The bird took fright and fled with a clatter<br \/>\nof wings.<\/p>\n<p>Winston put his lips against her ear. &#8216;NOW,&#8217; he whispered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not here,&#8217; she whispered back. &#8216;Come back to the hide-out. It&#8217;s safer.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Quickly, with an occasional crackle of twigs, they threaded their way back<br \/>\nto the clearing. When they were once inside the ring of saplings she turned<br \/>\nand faced him. They were both breathing fast, but the smile had reappeared<br \/>\nround the corners of her mouth. She stood looking at him for an instant,<br \/>\nthen felt at the zipper of her overalls. And, yes! it was almost as in his<br \/>\ndream. Almost as swiftly as he had imagined it, she had torn her clothes<br \/>\noff, and when she flung them aside it was with that same magnificent<br \/>\ngesture by which a whole civilization seemed to be annihilated. Her body<br \/>\ngleamed white in the sun. But for a moment he did not look at her body;<br \/>\nhis eyes were anchored by the freckled face with its faint, bold smile.<br \/>\nHe knelt down before her and took her hands in his.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Have you done this before?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course. Hundreds of times&#8211;well, scores of times, anyway.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;With Party members?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, always with Party members.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;With members of the Inner Party?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not with those swine, no. But there&#8217;s plenty that WOULD if they got half<br \/>\na chance. They&#8217;re not so holy as they make out.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>His heart leapt. Scores of times she had done it: he wished it had been<br \/>\nhundreds&#8211;thousands. Anything that hinted at corruption always filled him<br \/>\nwith a wild hope. Who knew, perhaps the Party was rotten under the surface,<br \/>\nits cult of strenuousness and self-denial simply a sham concealing<br \/>\niniquity. If he could have infected the whole lot of them with leprosy or<br \/>\nsyphilis, how gladly he would have done so! Anything to rot, to weaken, to<br \/>\nundermine! He pulled her down so that they were kneeling face to face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Listen. The more men you&#8217;ve had, the more I love you. Do you understand<br \/>\nthat?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, perfectly.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I hate purity, I hate goodness! I don&#8217;t want any virtue to exist anywhere.<br \/>\nI want everyone to be corrupt to the bones.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Well then, I ought to suit you, dear. I&#8217;m corrupt to the bones.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You like doing this? I don&#8217;t mean simply me: I mean the thing in itself?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I adore it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>That was above all what he wanted to hear. Not merely the love of one<br \/>\nperson but the animal instinct, the simple undifferentiated desire: that<br \/>\nwas the force that would tear the Party to pieces. He pressed her down<br \/>\nupon the grass, among the fallen bluebells. This time there was no<br \/>\ndifficulty. Presently the rising and falling of their breasts slowed to<br \/>\nnormal speed, and in a sort of pleasant helplessness they fell apart. The<br \/>\nsun seemed to have grown hotter. They were both sleepy. He reached out for<br \/>\nthe discarded overalls and pulled them partly over her. Almost immediately<br \/>\nthey fell asleep and slept for about half an hour.<\/p>\n<p>Winston woke first. He sat up and watched the freckled face, still<br \/>\npeacefully asleep, pillowed on the palm of her hand. Except for her mouth,<br \/>\nyou could not call her beautiful. There was a line or two round the eyes,<br \/>\nif you looked closely. The short dark hair was extraordinarily thick and<br \/>\nsoft. It occurred to him that he still did not know her surname or where<br \/>\nshe lived.<\/p>\n<p>The young, strong body, now helpless in sleep, awoke in him a pitying,<br \/>\nprotecting feeling. But the mindless tenderness that he had felt under<br \/>\nthe hazel tree, while the thrush was singing, had not quite come back.<br \/>\nHe pulled the overalls aside and studied her smooth white flank. In the<br \/>\nold days, he thought, a man looked at a girl&#8217;s body and saw that it was<br \/>\ndesirable, and that was the end of the story. But you could not have pure<br \/>\nlove or pure lust nowadays. No emotion was pure, because everything was<br \/>\nmixed up with fear and hatred. Their embrace had been a battle, the climax<br \/>\na victory. It was a blow struck against the Party. It was a political act.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 3<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We can come here once again,&#8217; said Julia. &#8216;It&#8217;s generally safe to use any<br \/>\nhide-out twice. But not for another month or two, of course.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>As soon as she woke up her demeanour had changed. She became alert and<br \/>\nbusiness-like, put her clothes on, knotted the scarlet sash about her<br \/>\nwaist, and began arranging the details of the journey home. It seemed<br \/>\nnatural to leave this to her. She obviously had a practical cunning which<br \/>\nWinston lacked, and she seemed also to have an exhaustive knowledge of the<br \/>\ncountryside round London, stored away from innumerable community hikes.<br \/>\nThe route she gave him was quite different from the one by which he had<br \/>\ncome, and brought him out at a different railway station. &#8216;Never go home<br \/>\nthe same way as you went out,&#8217; she said, as though enunciating an important<br \/>\ngeneral principle. She would leave first, and Winston was to wait half an<br \/>\nhour before following her.<\/p>\n<p>She had named a place where they could meet after work, four evenings<br \/>\nhence. It was a street in one of the poorer quarters, where there was an<br \/>\nopen market which was generally crowded and noisy. She would be hanging<br \/>\nabout among the stalls, pretending to be in search of shoelaces or<br \/>\nsewing-thread. If she judged that the coast was clear she would blow<br \/>\nher nose when he approached; otherwise he was to walk past her without<br \/>\nrecognition. But with luck, in the middle of the crowd, it would be<br \/>\nsafe to talk for a quarter of an hour and arrange another meeting.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And now I must go,&#8217; she said as soon as he had mastered his instructions.<br \/>\n&#8216;I&#8217;m due back at nineteen-thirty. I&#8217;ve got to put in two hours for the<br \/>\nJunior Anti-Sex League, handing out leaflets, or something. Isn&#8217;t it<br \/>\nbloody? Give me a brush-down, would you? Have I got any twigs in my hair?<br \/>\nAre you sure? Then good-bye, my love, good-bye!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She flung herself into his arms, kissed him almost violently, and a moment<br \/>\nlater pushed her way through the saplings and disappeared into the wood<br \/>\nwith very little noise. Even now he had not found out her surname or her<br \/>\naddress. However, it made no difference, for it was inconceivable that<br \/>\nthey could ever meet indoors or exchange any kind of written communication.<\/p>\n<p>As it happened, they never went back to the clearing in the wood. During<br \/>\nthe month of May there was only one further occasion on which they actually<br \/>\nsucceeded in making love. That was in another hiding-place known to Julia,<br \/>\nthe belfry of a ruinous church in an almost-deserted stretch of country<br \/>\nwhere an atomic bomb had fallen thirty years earlier. It was a good<br \/>\nhiding-place when once you got there, but the getting there was very<br \/>\ndangerous. For the rest they could meet only in the streets, in a different<br \/>\nplace every evening and never for more than half an hour at a time. In the<br \/>\nstreet it was usually possible to talk, after a fashion. As they drifted<br \/>\ndown the crowded pavements, not quite abreast and never looking at one<br \/>\nanother, they carried on a curious, intermittent conversation which flicked<br \/>\non and off like the beams of a lighthouse, suddenly nipped into silence<br \/>\nby the approach of a Party uniform or the proximity of a telescreen, then<br \/>\ntaken up again minutes later in the middle of a sentence, then abruptly<br \/>\ncut short as they parted at the agreed spot, then continued almost without<br \/>\nintroduction on the following day. Julia appeared to be quite used to this<br \/>\nkind of conversation, which she called &#8216;talking by instalments&#8217;. She was<br \/>\nalso surprisingly adept at speaking without moving her lips. Just once in<br \/>\nalmost a month of nightly meetings they managed to exchange a kiss. They<br \/>\nwere passing in silence down a side-street (Julia would never speak when<br \/>\nthey were away from the main streets) when there was a deafening roar, the<br \/>\nearth heaved, and the air darkened, and Winston found himself lying on his<br \/>\nside, bruised and terrified. A rocket bomb must have dropped quite near at<br \/>\nhand. Suddenly he became aware of Julia&#8217;s face a few centimetres from his<br \/>\nown, deathly white, as white as chalk. Even her lips were white. She was<br \/>\ndead! He clasped her against him and found that he was kissing a live<br \/>\nwarm face. But there was some powdery stuff that got in the way of his<br \/>\nlips. Both of their faces were thickly coated with plaster.<\/p>\n<p>There were evenings when they reached their rendezvous and then had to<br \/>\nwalk past one another without a sign, because a patrol had just come round<br \/>\nthe corner or a helicopter was hovering overhead. Even if it had been<br \/>\nless dangerous, it would still have been difficult to find time to meet.<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s working week was sixty hours, Julia&#8217;s was even longer, and<br \/>\ntheir free days varied according to the pressure of work and did not<br \/>\noften coincide. Julia, in any case, seldom had an evening completely free.<br \/>\nShe spent an astonishing amount of time in attending lectures and<br \/>\ndemonstrations, distributing literature for the junior Anti-Sex League,<br \/>\npreparing banners for Hate Week, making collections for the savings<br \/>\ncampaign, and such-like activities. It paid, she said, it was camouflage.<br \/>\nIf you kept the small rules, you could break the big ones. She even induced<br \/>\nWinston to mortgage yet another of his evenings by enrolling himself for<br \/>\nthe part-time munition work which was done voluntarily by zealous Party<br \/>\nmembers. So, one evening every week, Winston spent four hours of paralysing<br \/>\nboredom, screwing together small bits of metal which were probably parts<br \/>\nof bomb fuses, in a draughty, ill-lit workshop where the knocking of<br \/>\nhammers mingled drearily with the music of the telescreens.<\/p>\n<p>When they met in the church tower the gaps in their fragmentary<br \/>\nconversation were filled up. It was a blazing afternoon. The air in the<br \/>\nlittle square chamber above the bells was hot and stagnant, and smelt<br \/>\noverpoweringly of pigeon dung. They sat talking for hours on the dusty,<br \/>\ntwig-littered floor, one or other of them getting up from time to time to<br \/>\ncast a glance through the arrowslits and make sure that no one was coming.<\/p>\n<p>Julia was twenty-six years old. She lived in a hostel with thirty other<br \/>\ngirls (&#8216;Always in the stink of women! How I hate women!&#8217; she said<br \/>\nparenthetically), and she worked, as he had guessed, on the novel-writing<br \/>\nmachines in the Fiction Department. She enjoyed her work, which consisted<br \/>\nchiefly in running and servicing a powerful but tricky electric motor.<br \/>\nShe was &#8216;not clever&#8217;, but was fond of using her hands and felt at home<br \/>\nwith machinery. She could describe the whole process of composing a novel,<br \/>\nfrom the general directive issued by the Planning Committee down to the<br \/>\nfinal touching-up by the Rewrite Squad. But she was not interested in the<br \/>\nfinished product. She &#8216;didn&#8217;t much care for reading,&#8217; she said. Books were<br \/>\njust a commodity that had to be produced, like jam or bootlaces.<\/p>\n<p>She had no memories of anything before the early sixties and the only<br \/>\nperson she had ever known who talked frequently of the days before the<br \/>\nRevolution was a grandfather who had disappeared when she was eight. At<br \/>\nschool she had been captain of the hockey team and had won the gymnastics<br \/>\ntrophy two years running. She had been a troop-leader in the Spies and a<br \/>\nbranch secretary in the Youth League before joining the Junior Anti-Sex<br \/>\nLeague. She had always borne an excellent character. She had even (an<br \/>\ninfallible mark of good reputation) been picked out to work in Pornosec,<br \/>\nthe sub-section of the Fiction Department which turned out cheap<br \/>\npornography for distribution among the proles. It was nicknamed Muck House<br \/>\nby the people who worked in it, she remarked. There she had remained for<br \/>\na year, helping to produce booklets in sealed packets with titles like<br \/>\n&#8216;Spanking Stories&#8217; or &#8216;One Night in a Girls&#8217; School&#8217;, to be bought<br \/>\nfurtively by proletarian youths who were under the impression that they<br \/>\nwere buying something illegal.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What are these books like?&#8217; said Winston curiously.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh, ghastly rubbish. They&#8217;re boring, really. They only have six plots,<br \/>\nbut they swap them round a bit. Of course I was only on the kaleidoscopes.<br \/>\nI was never in the Rewrite Squad. I&#8217;m not literary, dear&#8211;not even enough<br \/>\nfor that.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He learned with astonishment that all the workers in Pornosec, except the<br \/>\nheads of the departments, were girls. The theory was that men, whose sex<br \/>\ninstincts were less controllable than those of women, were in greater<br \/>\ndanger of being corrupted by the filth they handled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They don&#8217;t even like having married women there,&#8217; she added. Girls are<br \/>\nalways supposed to be so pure. Here&#8217;s one who isn&#8217;t, anyway.<\/p>\n<p>She had had her first love-affair when she was sixteen, with a Party member<br \/>\nof sixty who later committed suicide to avoid arrest. &#8216;And a good job too,&#8217;<br \/>\nsaid Julia, &#8216;otherwise they&#8217;d have had my name out of him when he<br \/>\nconfessed.&#8217; Since then there had been various others. Life as she saw it<br \/>\nwas quite simple. You wanted a good time; &#8216;they&#8217;, meaning the Party,<br \/>\nwanted to stop you having it; you broke the rules as best you could. She<br \/>\nseemed to think it just as natural that &#8216;they&#8217; should want to rob you of<br \/>\nyour pleasures as that you should want to avoid being caught. She hated<br \/>\nthe Party, and said so in the crudest words, but she made no general<br \/>\ncriticism of it. Except where it touched upon her own life she had no<br \/>\ninterest in Party doctrine. He noticed that she never used Newspeak words<br \/>\nexcept the ones that had passed into everyday use. She had never heard of<br \/>\nthe Brotherhood, and refused to believe in its existence. Any kind of<br \/>\norganized revolt against the Party, which was bound to be a failure,<br \/>\nstruck her as stupid. The clever thing was to break the rules and stay<br \/>\nalive all the same. He wondered vaguely how many others like her there<br \/>\nmight be in the younger generation people who had grown up in the world of<br \/>\nthe Revolution, knowing nothing else, accepting the Party as something<br \/>\nunalterable, like the sky, not rebelling against its authority but simply<br \/>\nevading it, as a rabbit dodges a dog.<\/p>\n<p>They did not discuss the possibility of getting married. It was too remote<br \/>\nto be worth thinking about. No imaginable committee would ever sanction<br \/>\nsuch a marriage even if Katharine, Winston&#8217;s wife, could somehow have been<br \/>\ngot rid of. It was hopeless even as a daydream.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What was she like, your wife?&#8217; said Julia.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;She was&#8211;do you know the Newspeak word GOODTHINKFUL? Meaning naturally<br \/>\northodox, incapable of thinking a bad thought?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, I didn&#8217;t know the word, but I know the kind of person, right enough.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He began telling her the story of his married life, but curiously enough<br \/>\nshe appeared to know the essential parts of it already. She described<br \/>\nto him, almost as though she had seen or felt it, the stiffening of<br \/>\nKatharine&#8217;s body as soon as he touched her, the way in which she still<br \/>\nseemed to be pushing him from her with all her strength, even when her<br \/>\narms were clasped tightly round him. With Julia he felt no difficulty in<br \/>\ntalking about such things: Katharine, in any case, had long ceased to be<br \/>\na painful memory and became merely a distasteful one.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I could have stood it if it hadn&#8217;t been for one thing,&#8217; he said. He told<br \/>\nher about the frigid little ceremony that Katharine had forced him to go<br \/>\nthrough on the same night every week. &#8216;She hated it, but nothing would<br \/>\nmake her stop doing it. She used to call it&#8211;but you&#8217;ll never guess.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Our duty to the Party,&#8217; said Julia promptly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How did you know that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;ve been at school too, dear. Sex talks once a month for the<br \/>\nover-sixteens. And in the Youth Movement. They rub it into you for years.<br \/>\nI dare say it works in a lot of cases. But of course you can never tell;<br \/>\npeople are such hypocrites.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She began to enlarge upon the subject. With Julia, everything came back<br \/>\nto her own sexuality. As soon as this was touched upon in any way she was<br \/>\ncapable of great acuteness. Unlike Winston, she had grasped the inner<br \/>\nmeaning of the Party&#8217;s sexual puritanism. It was not merely that the sex<br \/>\ninstinct created a world of its own which was outside the Party&#8217;s control<br \/>\nand which therefore had to be destroyed if possible. What was more<br \/>\nimportant was that sexual privation induced hysteria, which was desirable<br \/>\nbecause it could be transformed into war-fever and leader-worship. The way<br \/>\nshe put it was:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;When you make love you&#8217;re using up energy; and afterwards you feel happy<br \/>\nand don&#8217;t give a damn for anything. They can&#8217;t bear you to feel like that.<br \/>\nThey want you to be bursting with energy all the time. All this marching<br \/>\nup and down and cheering and waving flags is simply sex gone sour. If<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re happy inside yourself, why should you get excited about Big Brother<br \/>\nand the Three-Year Plans and the Two Minutes Hate and all the rest of<br \/>\ntheir bloody rot?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>That was very true, he thought. There was a direct intimate connexion<br \/>\nbetween chastity and political orthodoxy. For how could the fear, the<br \/>\nhatred, and the lunatic credulity which the Party needed in its members be<br \/>\nkept at the right pitch, except by bottling down some powerful instinct<br \/>\nand using it as a driving force? The sex impulse was dangerous to the<br \/>\nParty, and the Party had turned it to account. They had played a similar<br \/>\ntrick with the instinct of parenthood. The family could not actually be<br \/>\nabolished, and, indeed, people were encouraged to be fond of their<br \/>\nchildren, in almost the old-fashioned way. The children, on the other hand,<br \/>\nwere systematically turned against their parents and taught to spy on them<br \/>\nand report their deviations. The family had become in effect an extension<br \/>\nof the Thought Police. It was a device by means of which everyone could be<br \/>\nsurrounded night and day by informers who knew him intimately.<\/p>\n<p>Abruptly his mind went back to Katharine. Katharine would unquestionably<br \/>\nhave denounced him to the Thought Police if she had not happened to be too<br \/>\nstupid to detect the unorthodoxy of his opinions. But what really recalled<br \/>\nher to him at this moment was the stifling heat of the afternoon, which<br \/>\nhad brought the sweat out on his forehead. He began telling Julia of<br \/>\nsomething that had happened, or rather had failed to happen, on another<br \/>\nsweltering summer afternoon, eleven years ago.<\/p>\n<p>It was three or four months after they were married. They had lost their<br \/>\nway on a community hike somewhere in Kent. They had only lagged behind<br \/>\nthe others for a couple of minutes, but they took a wrong turning, and<br \/>\npresently found themselves pulled up short by the edge of an old chalk<br \/>\nquarry. It was a sheer drop of ten or twenty metres, with boulders at the<br \/>\nbottom. There was nobody of whom they could ask the way. As soon as she<br \/>\nrealized that they were lost Katharine became very uneasy. To be away<br \/>\nfrom the noisy mob of hikers even for a moment gave her a feeling of<br \/>\nwrong-doing. She wanted to hurry back by the way they had come and start<br \/>\nsearching in the other direction. But at this moment Winston noticed some<br \/>\ntufts of loosestrife growing in the cracks of the cliff beneath them.<br \/>\nOne tuft was of two colours, magenta and brick-red, apparently growing on<br \/>\nthe same root. He had never seen anything of the kind before, and he called<br \/>\nto Katharine to come and look at it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Look, Katharine! Look at those flowers. That clump down near the bottom.<br \/>\nDo you see they&#8217;re two different colours?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She had already turned to go, but she did rather fretfully come back for<br \/>\na moment. She even leaned out over the cliff face to see where he was<br \/>\npointing. He was standing a little behind her, and he put his hand on<br \/>\nher waist to steady her. At this moment it suddenly occurred to him how<br \/>\ncompletely alone they were. There was not a human creature anywhere, not a<br \/>\nleaf stirring, not even a bird awake. In a place like this the danger that<br \/>\nthere would be a hidden microphone was very small, and even if there was a<br \/>\nmicrophone it would only pick up sounds. It was the hottest sleepiest hour<br \/>\nof the afternoon. The sun blazed down upon them, the sweat tickled his<br \/>\nface. And the thought struck him&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why didn&#8217;t you give her a good shove?&#8217; said Julia. &#8216;I would have.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, dear, you would have. I would, if I&#8217;d been the same person then as<br \/>\nI am now. Or perhaps I would&#8211;I&#8217;m not certain.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Are you sorry you didn&#8217;t?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes. On the whole I&#8217;m sorry I didn&#8217;t.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They were sitting side by side on the dusty floor. He pulled her closer<br \/>\nagainst him. Her head rested on his shoulder, the pleasant smell of her<br \/>\nhair conquering the pigeon dung. She was very young, he thought, she<br \/>\nstill expected something from life, she did not understand that to push<br \/>\nan inconvenient person over a cliff solves nothing.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Actually it would have made no difference,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then why are you sorry you didn&#8217;t do it?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Only because I prefer a positive to a negative. In this game that we&#8217;re<br \/>\nplaying, we can&#8217;t win. Some kinds of failure are better than other kinds,<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s all.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He felt her shoulders give a wriggle of dissent. She always contradicted<br \/>\nhim when he said anything of this kind. She would not accept it as a law<br \/>\nof nature that the individual is always defeated. In a way she realized<br \/>\nthat she herself was doomed, that sooner or later the Thought Police would<br \/>\ncatch her and kill her, but with another part of her mind she believed<br \/>\nthat it was somehow possible to construct a secret world in which you could<br \/>\nlive as you chose. All you needed was luck and cunning and boldness. She<br \/>\ndid not understand that there was no such thing as happiness, that the<br \/>\nonly victory lay in the far future, long after you were dead, that from<br \/>\nthe moment of declaring war on the Party it was better to think of yourself<br \/>\nas a corpse.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We are the dead,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We&#8217;re not dead yet,&#8217; said Julia prosaically.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not physically. Six months, a year&#8211;five years, conceivably. I am afraid<br \/>\nof death. You are young, so presumably you&#8217;re more afraid of it than I am.<br \/>\nObviously we shall put it off as long as we can. But it makes very little<br \/>\ndifference. So long as human beings stay human, death and life are the<br \/>\nsame thing.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh, rubbish! Which would you sooner sleep with, me or a skeleton? Don&#8217;t<br \/>\nyou enjoy being alive? Don&#8217;t you like feeling: This is me, this is my hand,<br \/>\nthis is my leg, I&#8217;m real, I&#8217;m solid, I&#8217;m alive! Don&#8217;t you like THIS?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She twisted herself round and pressed her bosom against him. He could feel<br \/>\nher breasts, ripe yet firm, through her overalls. Her body seemed to be<br \/>\npouring some of its youth and vigour into his.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, I like that,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then stop talking about dying. And now listen, dear, we&#8217;ve got to fix<br \/>\nup about the next time we meet. We may as well go back to the place in<br \/>\nthe wood. We&#8217;ve given it a good long rest. But you must get there by a<br \/>\ndifferent way this time. I&#8217;ve got it all planned out. You take the<br \/>\ntrain&#8211;but look, I&#8217;ll draw it out for you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>And in her practical way she scraped together a small square of dust,<br \/>\nand with a twig from a pigeon&#8217;s nest began drawing a map on the floor.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 4<\/p>\n<p>Winston looked round the shabby little room above Mr Charrington&#8217;s shop.<br \/>\nBeside the window the enormous bed was made up, with ragged blankets and<br \/>\na coverless bolster. The old-fashioned clock with the twelve-hour face was<br \/>\nticking away on the mantelpiece. In the corner, on the gateleg table, the<br \/>\nglass paperweight which he had bought on his last visit gleamed softly out<br \/>\nof the half-darkness.<\/p>\n<p>In the fender was a battered tin oilstove, a saucepan, and two cups,<br \/>\nprovided by Mr Charrington. Winston lit the burner and set a pan of water<br \/>\nto boil. He had brought an envelope full of Victory Coffee and some<br \/>\nsaccharine tablets. The clock&#8217;s hands said seventeen-twenty: it was<br \/>\nnineteen-twenty really. She was coming at nineteen-thirty.<\/p>\n<p>Folly, folly, his heart kept saying: conscious, gratuitous, suicidal folly.<br \/>\nOf all the crimes that a Party member could commit, this one was the least<br \/>\npossible to conceal. Actually the idea had first floated into his head in<br \/>\nthe form of a vision, of the glass paperweight mirrored by the surface<br \/>\nof the gateleg table. As he had foreseen, Mr Charrington had made no<br \/>\ndifficulty about letting the room. He was obviously glad of the few dollars<br \/>\nthat it would bring him. Nor did he seem shocked or become offensively<br \/>\nknowing when it was made clear that Winston wanted the room for the purpose<br \/>\nof a love-affair. Instead he looked into the middle distance and spoke in<br \/>\ngeneralities, with so delicate an air as to give the impression that he<br \/>\nhad become partly invisible. Privacy, he said, was a very valuable thing.<br \/>\nEveryone wanted a place where they could be alone occasionally. And when<br \/>\nthey had such a place, it was only common courtesy in anyone else who knew<br \/>\nof it to keep his knowledge to himself. He even, seeming almost to fade<br \/>\nout of existence as he did so, added that there were two entries to the<br \/>\nhouse, one of them through the back yard, which gave on an alley.<\/p>\n<p>Under the window somebody was singing. Winston peeped out, secure in the<br \/>\nprotection of the muslin curtain. The June sun was still high in the sky,<br \/>\nand in the sun-filled court below, a monstrous woman, solid as a Norman<br \/>\npillar, with brawny red forearms and a sacking apron strapped about her<br \/>\nmiddle, was stumping to and fro between a washtub and a clothes line,<br \/>\npegging out a series of square white things which Winston recognized as<br \/>\nbabies&#8217; diapers. Whenever her mouth was not corked with clothes pegs she<br \/>\nwas singing in a powerful contralto:<\/p>\n<p>It was only an &#8216;opeless fancy.<br \/>\n  It passed like an Ipril dye,<br \/>\n  But a look an&#8217; a word an&#8217; the dreams they stirred!<br \/>\n  They &#8216;ave stolen my &#8216;eart awye!<\/p>\n<p>The tune had been haunting London for weeks past. It was one of countless<br \/>\nsimilar songs published for the benefit of the proles by a sub-section of<br \/>\nthe Music Department. The words of these songs were composed without any<br \/>\nhuman intervention whatever on an instrument known as a versificator.<br \/>\nBut the woman sang so tunefully as to turn the dreadful rubbish into an<br \/>\nalmost pleasant sound. He could hear the woman singing and the scrape of<br \/>\nher shoes on the flagstones, and the cries of the children in the street,<br \/>\nand somewhere in the far distance a faint roar of traffic, and yet the<br \/>\nroom seemed curiously silent, thanks to the absence of a telescreen.<\/p>\n<p>Folly, folly, folly! he thought again. It was inconceivable that they could<br \/>\nfrequent this place for more than a few weeks without being caught. But<br \/>\nthe temptation of having a hiding-place that was truly their own, indoors<br \/>\nand near at hand, had been too much for both of them. For some time<br \/>\nafter their visit to the church belfry it had been impossible to arrange<br \/>\nmeetings. Working hours had been drastically increased in anticipation of<br \/>\nHate Week. It was more than a month distant, but the enormous, complex<br \/>\npreparations that it entailed were throwing extra work on to everybody.<br \/>\nFinally both of them managed to secure a free afternoon on the same day.<br \/>\nThey had agreed to go back to the clearing in the wood. On the evening<br \/>\nbeforehand they met briefly in the street. As usual, Winston hardly looked<br \/>\nat Julia as they drifted towards one another in the crowd, but from the<br \/>\nshort glance he gave her it seemed to him that she was paler than usual.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s all off,&#8217; she murmured as soon as she judged it safe to speak.<br \/>\n&#8216;Tomorrow, I mean.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Tomorrow afternoon. I can&#8217;t come.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why not?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh, the usual reason. It&#8217;s started early this time.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>For a moment he was violently angry. During the month that he had known<br \/>\nher the nature of his desire for her had changed. At the beginning there<br \/>\nhad been little true sensuality in it. Their first love-making had been<br \/>\nsimply an act of the will. But after the second time it was different. The<br \/>\nsmell of her hair, the taste of her mouth, the feeling of her skin seemed<br \/>\nto have got inside him, or into the air all round him. She had become a<br \/>\nphysical necessity, something that he not only wanted but felt that he<br \/>\nhad a right to. When she said that she could not come, he had the feeling<br \/>\nthat she was cheating him. But just at this moment the crowd pressed<br \/>\nthem together and their hands accidentally met. She gave the tips of his<br \/>\nfingers a quick squeeze that seemed to invite not desire but affection. It<br \/>\nstruck him that when one lived with a woman this particular disappointment<br \/>\nmust be a normal, recurring event; and a deep tenderness, such as he had<br \/>\nnot felt for her before, suddenly took hold of him. He wished that they<br \/>\nwere a married couple of ten years&#8217; standing. He wished that he were<br \/>\nwalking through the streets with her just as they were doing now but openly<br \/>\nand without fear, talking of trivialities and buying odds and ends for the<br \/>\nhousehold. He wished above all that they had some place where they could<br \/>\nbe alone together without feeling the obligation to make love every time<br \/>\nthey met. It was not actually at that moment, but at some time on the<br \/>\nfollowing day, that the idea of renting Mr Charrington&#8217;s room had occurred<br \/>\nto him. When he suggested it to Julia she had agreed with unexpected<br \/>\nreadiness. Both of them knew that it was lunacy. It was as though they were<br \/>\nintentionally stepping nearer to their graves. As he sat waiting on the<br \/>\nedge of the bed he thought again of the cellars of the Ministry of Love.<br \/>\nIt was curious how that predestined horror moved in and out of one&#8217;s<br \/>\nconsciousness. There it lay, fixed in future times, preceding death as<br \/>\nsurely as 99 precedes 100. One could not avoid it, but one could perhaps<br \/>\npostpone it: and yet instead, every now and again, by a conscious, wilful<br \/>\nact, one chose to shorten the interval before it happened.<\/p>\n<p>At this moment there was a quick step on the stairs. Julia burst into the<br \/>\nroom. She was carrying a tool-bag of coarse brown canvas, such as he had<br \/>\nsometimes seen her carrying to and fro at the Ministry. He started forward<br \/>\nto take her in his arms, but she disengaged herself rather hurriedly,<br \/>\npartly because she was still holding the tool-bag.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Half a second,&#8217; she said. &#8216;Just let me show you what I&#8217;ve brought. Did<br \/>\nyou bring some of that filthy Victory Coffee? I thought you would. You<br \/>\ncan chuck it away again, because we shan&#8217;t be needing it. Look here.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She fell on her knees, threw open the bag, and tumbled out some spanners<br \/>\nand a screwdriver that filled the top part of it. Underneath were a number<br \/>\nof neat paper packets. The first packet that she passed to Winston had a<br \/>\nstrange and yet vaguely familiar feeling. It was filled with some kind of<br \/>\nheavy, sand-like stuff which yielded wherever you touched it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It isn&#8217;t sugar?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Real sugar. Not saccharine, sugar. And here&#8217;s a loaf of bread&#8211;proper<br \/>\nwhite bread, not our bloody stuff&#8211;and a little pot of jam. And here&#8217;s a<br \/>\ntin of milk&#8211;but look! This is the one I&#8217;m really proud of. I had to wrap<br \/>\na bit of sacking round it, because&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>But she did not need to tell him why she had wrapped it up. The smell was<br \/>\nalready filling the room, a rich hot smell which seemed like an emanation<br \/>\nfrom his early childhood, but which one did occasionally meet with even<br \/>\nnow, blowing down a passage-way before a door slammed, or diffusing itself<br \/>\nmysteriously in a crowded street, sniffed for an instant and then lost<br \/>\nagain.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s coffee,&#8217; he murmured, &#8216;real coffee.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s Inner Party coffee. There&#8217;s a whole kilo here,&#8217; she said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How did you manage to get hold of all these things?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s all Inner Party stuff. There&#8217;s nothing those swine don&#8217;t have,<br \/>\nnothing. But of course waiters and servants and people pinch things,<br \/>\nand&#8211;look, I got a little packet of tea as well.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston had squatted down beside her. He tore open a corner of the packet.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s real tea. Not blackberry leaves.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There&#8217;s been a lot of tea about lately. They&#8217;ve captured India, or<br \/>\nsomething,&#8217; she said vaguely. &#8216;But listen, dear. I want you to turn your<br \/>\nback on me for three minutes. Go and sit on the other side of the bed.<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t go too near the window. And don&#8217;t turn round till I tell you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston gazed abstractedly through the muslin curtain. Down in the yard<br \/>\nthe red-armed woman was still marching to and fro between the washtub and<br \/>\nthe line. She took two more pegs out of her mouth and sang with deep<br \/>\nfeeling:<\/p>\n<p>They sye that time &#8216;eals all things,<br \/>\n  They sye you can always forget;<br \/>\n  But the smiles an&#8217; the tears acrorss the years<br \/>\n  They twist my &#8216;eart-strings yet!<\/p>\n<p>She knew the whole drivelling song by heart, it seemed. Her voice floated<br \/>\nupward with the sweet summer air, very tuneful, charged with a sort of<br \/>\nhappy melancholy. One had the feeling that she would have been perfectly<br \/>\ncontent, if the June evening had been endless and the supply of clothes<br \/>\ninexhaustible, to remain there for a thousand years, pegging out diapers<br \/>\nand singing rubbish. It struck him as a curious fact that he had never<br \/>\nheard a member of the Party singing alone and spontaneously. It would even<br \/>\nhave seemed slightly unorthodox, a dangerous eccentricity, like talking to<br \/>\noneself. Perhaps it was only when people were somewhere near the starvation<br \/>\nlevel that they had anything to sing about.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You can turn round now,&#8217; said Julia.<\/p>\n<p>He turned round, and for a second almost failed to recognize her. What he<br \/>\nhad actually expected was to see her naked. But she was not naked. The<br \/>\ntransformation that had happened was much more surprising than that. She<br \/>\nhad painted her face.<\/p>\n<p>She must have slipped into some shop in the proletarian quarters and bought<br \/>\nherself a complete set of make-up materials. Her lips were deeply reddened,<br \/>\nher cheeks rouged, her nose powdered; there was even a touch of something<br \/>\nunder the eyes to make them brighter. It was not very skilfully done, but<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s standards in such matters were not high. He had never before<br \/>\nseen or imagined a woman of the Party with cosmetics on her face. The<br \/>\nimprovement in her appearance was startling. With just a few dabs of colour<br \/>\nin the right places she had become not only very much prettier, but, above<br \/>\nall, far more feminine. Her short hair and boyish overalls merely added<br \/>\nto the effect. As he took her in his arms a wave of synthetic violets<br \/>\nflooded his nostrils. He remembered the half-darkness of a basement<br \/>\nkitchen, and a woman&#8217;s cavernous mouth. It was the very same scent that<br \/>\nshe had used; but at the moment it did not seem to matter.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Scent too!&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, dear, scent too. And do you know what I&#8217;m going to do next? I&#8217;m<br \/>\ngoing to get hold of a real woman&#8217;s frock from somewhere and wear it<br \/>\ninstead of these bloody trousers. I&#8217;ll wear silk stockings and high-heeled<br \/>\nshoes! In this room I&#8217;m going to be a woman, not a Party comrade.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They flung their clothes off and climbed into the huge mahogany bed. It<br \/>\nwas the first time that he had stripped himself naked in her presence.<br \/>\nUntil now he had been too much ashamed of his pale and meagre body, with<br \/>\nthe varicose veins standing out on his calves and the discoloured patch<br \/>\nover his ankle. There were no sheets, but the blanket they lay on was<br \/>\nthreadbare and smooth, and the size and springiness of the bed astonished<br \/>\nboth of them. &#8216;It&#8217;s sure to be full of bugs, but who cares?&#8217; said Julia.<br \/>\nOne never saw a double bed nowadays, except in the homes of the proles.<br \/>\nWinston had occasionally slept in one in his boyhood: Julia had never been<br \/>\nin one before, so far as she could remember.<\/p>\n<p>Presently they fell asleep for a little while. When Winston woke up the<br \/>\nhands of the clock had crept round to nearly nine. He did not stir, because<br \/>\nJulia was sleeping with her head in the crook of his arm. Most of her<br \/>\nmake-up had transferred itself to his own face or the bolster, but a light<br \/>\nstain of rouge still brought out the beauty of her cheekbone. A yellow ray<br \/>\nfrom the sinking sun fell across the foot of the bed and lighted up the<br \/>\nfireplace, where the water in the pan was boiling fast. Down in the yard<br \/>\nthe woman had stopped singing, but the faint shouts of children floated in<br \/>\nfrom the street. He wondered vaguely whether in the abolished past it had<br \/>\nbeen a normal experience to lie in bed like this, in the cool of a summer<br \/>\nevening, a man and a woman with no clothes on, making love when they chose,<br \/>\ntalking of what they chose, not feeling any compulsion to get up, simply<br \/>\nlying there and listening to peaceful sounds outside. Surely there could<br \/>\nnever have been a time when that seemed ordinary? Julia woke up, rubbed<br \/>\nher eyes, and raised herself on her elbow to look at the oilstove.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Half that water&#8217;s boiled away,&#8217; she said. &#8216;I&#8217;ll get up and make some<br \/>\ncoffee in another moment. We&#8217;ve got an hour. What time do they cut the<br \/>\nlights off at your flats?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Twenty-three thirty.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s twenty-three at the hostel. But you have to get in earlier than that,<br \/>\nbecause&#8211;Hi! Get out, you filthy brute!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She suddenly twisted herself over in the bed, seized a shoe from the floor,<br \/>\nand sent it hurtling into the corner with a boyish jerk of her arm, exactly<br \/>\nas he had seen her fling the dictionary at Goldstein, that morning during<br \/>\nthe Two Minutes Hate.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What was it?&#8217; he said in surprise.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;A rat. I saw him stick his beastly nose out of the wainscoting. There&#8217;s a<br \/>\nhole down there. I gave him a good fright, anyway.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Rats!&#8217; murmured Winston. &#8216;In this room!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They&#8217;re all over the place,&#8217; said Julia indifferently as she lay down<br \/>\nagain. &#8216;We&#8217;ve even got them in the kitchen at the hostel. Some parts of<br \/>\nLondon are swarming with them. Did you know they attack children? Yes,<br \/>\nthey do. In some of these streets a woman daren&#8217;t leave a baby alone for<br \/>\ntwo minutes. It&#8217;s the great huge brown ones that do it. And the nasty<br \/>\nthing is that the brutes always&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;DON&#8217;T GO ON!&#8217; said Winston, with his eyes tightly shut.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Dearest! You&#8217;ve gone quite pale. What&#8217;s the matter? Do they make you feel<br \/>\nsick?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of all horrors in the world&#8211;a rat!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She pressed herself against him and wound her limbs round him, as though<br \/>\nto reassure him with the warmth of her body. He did not reopen his eyes<br \/>\nimmediately. For several moments he had had the feeling of being back in a<br \/>\nnightmare which had recurred from time to time throughout his life. It was<br \/>\nalways very much the same. He was standing in front of a wall of darkness,<br \/>\nand on the other side of it there was something unendurable, something too<br \/>\ndreadful to be faced. In the dream his deepest feeling was always one of<br \/>\nself-deception, because he did in fact know what was behind the wall of<br \/>\ndarkness. With a deadly effort, like wrenching a piece out of his own<br \/>\nbrain, he could even have dragged the thing into the open. He always woke<br \/>\nup without discovering what it was: but somehow it was connected with what<br \/>\nJulia had been saying when he cut her short.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;m sorry,&#8217; he said, &#8216;it&#8217;s nothing. I don&#8217;t like rats, that&#8217;s all.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Don&#8217;t worry, dear, we&#8217;re not going to have the filthy brutes in here.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll stuff the hole with a bit of sacking before we go. And next time we<br \/>\ncome here I&#8217;ll bring some plaster and bung it up properly.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Already the black instant of panic was half-forgotten. Feeling slightly<br \/>\nashamed of himself, he sat up against the bedhead. Julia got out of bed,<br \/>\npulled on her overalls, and made the coffee. The smell that rose from the<br \/>\nsaucepan was so powerful and exciting that they shut the window lest<br \/>\nanybody outside should notice it and become inquisitive. What was even<br \/>\nbetter than the taste of the coffee was the silky texture given to it by<br \/>\nthe sugar, a thing Winston had almost forgotten after years of saccharine.<br \/>\nWith one hand in her pocket and a piece of bread and jam in the other,<br \/>\nJulia wandered about the room, glancing indifferently at the bookcase,<br \/>\npointing out the best way of repairing the gateleg table, plumping herself<br \/>\ndown in the ragged arm-chair to see if it was comfortable, and examining<br \/>\nthe absurd twelve-hour clock with a sort of tolerant amusement. She brought<br \/>\nthe glass paperweight over to the bed to have a look at it in a better<br \/>\nlight. He took it out of her hand, fascinated, as always, by the soft,<br \/>\nrainwatery appearance of the glass.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What is it, do you think?&#8217; said Julia.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s anything&#8211;I mean, I don&#8217;t think it was ever put to any<br \/>\nuse. That&#8217;s what I like about it. It&#8217;s a little chunk of history that<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ve forgotten to alter. It&#8217;s a message from a hundred years ago, if<br \/>\none knew how to read it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And that picture over there&#8217;&#8211;she nodded at the engraving on the opposite<br \/>\nwall&#8211;&#8216;would that be a hundred years old?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;More. Two hundred, I dare say. One can&#8217;t tell. It&#8217;s impossible to discover<br \/>\nthe age of anything nowadays.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She went over to look at it. &#8216;Here&#8217;s where that brute stuck his nose out,&#8217;<br \/>\nshe said, kicking the wainscoting immediately below the picture. &#8216;What is<br \/>\nthis place? I&#8217;ve seen it before somewhere.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It&#8217;s a church, or at least it used to be. St Clement Danes its name was.&#8217;<br \/>\nThe fragment of rhyme that Mr Charrington had taught him came back into<br \/>\nhis head, and he added half-nostalgically: &#8220;Oranges and lemons, say the<br \/>\nbells of St Clement&#8217;s!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>To his astonishment she capped the line:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You owe me three farthings, say the bells of St Martin&#8217;s,<br \/>\n  When will you pay me? say the bells of Old Bailey&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I can&#8217;t remember how it goes on after that. But anyway I remember it ends<br \/>\nup, &#8220;Here comes a candle to light you to bed, here comes a chopper to chop<br \/>\noff your head!&#8221;&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>It was like the two halves of a countersign. But there must be another<br \/>\nline after &#8216;the bells of Old Bailey&#8217;. Perhaps it could be dug out of<br \/>\nMr Charrington&#8217;s memory, if he were suitably prompted.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Who taught you that?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;My grandfather. He used to say it to me when I was a little girl. He was<br \/>\nvaporized when I was eight&#8211;at any rate, he disappeared. I wonder what a<br \/>\nlemon was,&#8217; she added inconsequently. &#8216;I&#8217;ve seen oranges. They&#8217;re a kind<br \/>\nof round yellow fruit with a thick skin.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I can remember lemons,&#8217; said Winston. &#8216;They were quite common in the<br \/>\nfifties. They were so sour that it set your teeth on edge even to smell<br \/>\nthem.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I bet that picture&#8217;s got bugs behind it,&#8217; said Julia. &#8216;I&#8217;ll take it down<br \/>\nand give it a good clean some day. I suppose it&#8217;s almost time we were<br \/>\nleaving. I must start washing this paint off. What a bore! I&#8217;ll get the<br \/>\nlipstick off your face afterwards.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston did not get up for a few minutes more. The room was darkening. He<br \/>\nturned over towards the light and lay gazing into the glass paperweight.<br \/>\nThe inexhaustibly interesting thing was not the fragment of coral but the<br \/>\ninterior of the glass itself. There was such a depth of it, and yet it was<br \/>\nalmost as transparent as air. It was as though the surface of the glass<br \/>\nhad been the arch of the sky, enclosing a tiny world with its atmosphere<br \/>\ncomplete. He had the feeling that he could get inside it, and that in<br \/>\nfact he was inside it, along with the mahogany bed and the gateleg table,<br \/>\nand the clock and the steel engraving and the paperweight itself. The<br \/>\npaperweight was the room he was in, and the coral was Julia&#8217;s life and his<br \/>\nown, fixed in a sort of eternity at the heart of the crystal.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 5<\/p>\n<p>Syme had vanished. A morning came, and he was missing from work: a few<br \/>\nthoughtless people commented on his absence. On the next day nobody<br \/>\nmentioned him. On the third day Winston went into the vestibule of the<br \/>\nRecords Department to look at the notice-board. One of the notices carried<br \/>\na printed list of the members of the Chess Committee, of whom Syme had<br \/>\nbeen one. It looked almost exactly as it had looked before&#8211;nothing had<br \/>\nbeen crossed out&#8211;but it was one name shorter. It was enough. Syme had<br \/>\nceased to exist: he had never existed.<\/p>\n<p>The weather was baking hot. In the labyrinthine Ministry the windowless,<br \/>\nair-conditioned rooms kept their normal temperature, but outside the<br \/>\npavements scorched one&#8217;s feet and the stench of the Tubes at the rush hours<br \/>\nwas a horror. The preparations for Hate Week were in full swing, and the<br \/>\nstaffs of all the Ministries were working overtime. Processions, meetings,<br \/>\nmilitary parades, lectures, waxworks, displays, film shows, telescreen<br \/>\nprogrammes all had to be organized; stands had to be erected, effigies<br \/>\nbuilt, slogans coined, songs written, rumours circulated, photographs<br \/>\nfaked. Julia&#8217;s unit in the Fiction Department had been taken off the<br \/>\nproduction of novels and was rushing out a series of atrocity pamphlets.<br \/>\nWinston, in addition to his regular work, spent long periods every day in<br \/>\ngoing through back files of &#8216;The Times&#8217; and altering and embellishing news<br \/>\nitems which were to be quoted in speeches. Late at night, when crowds of<br \/>\nrowdy proles roamed the streets, the town had a curiously febrile air. The<br \/>\nrocket bombs crashed oftener than ever, and sometimes in the far distance<br \/>\nthere were enormous explosions which no one could explain and about which<br \/>\nthere were wild rumours.<\/p>\n<p>The new tune which was to be the theme-song of Hate Week (the Hate Song,<br \/>\nit was called) had already been composed and was being endlessly plugged<br \/>\non the telescreens. It had a savage, barking rhythm which could not exactly<br \/>\nbe called music, but resembled the beating of a drum. Roared out by<br \/>\nhundreds of voices to the tramp of marching feet, it was terrifying. The<br \/>\nproles had taken a fancy to it, and in the midnight streets it competed<br \/>\nwith the still-popular &#8216;It was only a hopeless fancy&#8217;. The Parsons children<br \/>\nplayed it at all hours of the night and day, unbearably, on a comb and a<br \/>\npiece of toilet paper. Winston&#8217;s evenings were fuller than ever. Squads of<br \/>\nvolunteers, organized by Parsons, were preparing the street for Hate Week,<br \/>\nstitching banners, painting posters, erecting flagstaffs on the roofs, and<br \/>\nperilously slinging wires across the street for the reception of streamers.<br \/>\nParsons boasted that Victory Mansions alone would display four hundred<br \/>\nmetres of bunting. He was in his native element and as happy as a lark.<br \/>\nThe heat and the manual work had even given him a pretext for reverting<br \/>\nto shorts and an open shirt in the evenings. He was everywhere at once,<br \/>\npushing, pulling, sawing, hammering, improvising, jollying everyone along<br \/>\nwith comradely exhortations and giving out from every fold of his body what<br \/>\nseemed an inexhaustible supply of acrid-smelling sweat.<\/p>\n<p>A new poster had suddenly appeared all over London. It had no caption,<br \/>\nand represented simply the monstrous figure of a Eurasian soldier, three<br \/>\nor four metres high, striding forward with expressionless Mongolian face<br \/>\nand enormous boots, a submachine gun pointed from his hip. From whatever<br \/>\nangle you looked at the poster, the muzzle of the gun, magnified by the<br \/>\nforeshortening, seemed to be pointed straight at you. The thing had been<br \/>\nplastered on every blank space on every wall, even outnumbering the<br \/>\nportraits of Big Brother. The proles, normally apathetic about the war,<br \/>\nwere being lashed into one of their periodical frenzies of patriotism.<br \/>\nAs though to harmonize with the general mood, the rocket bombs had been<br \/>\nkilling larger numbers of people than usual. One fell on a crowded film<br \/>\ntheatre in Stepney, burying several hundred victims among the ruins. The<br \/>\nwhole population of the neighbourhood turned out for a long, trailing<br \/>\nfuneral which went on for hours and was in effect an indignation meeting.<br \/>\nAnother bomb fell on a piece of waste ground which was used as a playground<br \/>\nand several dozen children were blown to pieces. There were further angry<br \/>\ndemonstrations, Goldstein was burned in effigy, hundreds of copies of the<br \/>\nposter of the Eurasian soldier were torn down and added to the flames, and<br \/>\na number of shops were looted in the turmoil; then a rumour flew round<br \/>\nthat spies were directing the rocket bombs by means of wireless waves, and<br \/>\nan old couple who were suspected of being of foreign extraction had their<br \/>\nhouse set on fire and perished of suffocation.<\/p>\n<p>In the room over Mr Charrington&#8217;s shop, when they could get there, Julia<br \/>\nand Winston lay side by side on a stripped bed under the open window,<br \/>\nnaked for the sake of coolness. The rat had never come back, but the bugs<br \/>\nhad multiplied hideously in the heat. It did not seem to matter. Dirty or<br \/>\nclean, the room was paradise. As soon as they arrived they would sprinkle<br \/>\neverything with pepper bought on the black market, tear off their clothes,<br \/>\nand make love with sweating bodies, then fall asleep and wake to find that<br \/>\nthe bugs had rallied and were massing for the counter-attack.<\/p>\n<p>Four, five, six&#8211;seven times they met during the month of June. Winston<br \/>\nhad dropped his habit of drinking gin at all hours. He seemed to have lost<br \/>\nthe need for it. He had grown fatter, his varicose ulcer had subsided,<br \/>\nleaving only a brown stain on the skin above his ankle, his fits of<br \/>\ncoughing in the early morning had stopped. The process of life had ceased<br \/>\nto be intolerable, he had no longer any impulse to make faces at the<br \/>\ntelescreen or shout curses at the top of his voice. Now that they had a<br \/>\nsecure hiding-place, almost a home, it did not even seem a hardship that<br \/>\nthey could only meet infrequently and for a couple of hours at a time.<br \/>\nWhat mattered was that the room over the junk-shop should exist. To know<br \/>\nthat it was there, inviolate, was almost the same as being in it. The room<br \/>\nwas a world, a pocket of the past where extinct animals could walk.<br \/>\nMr Charrington, thought Winston, was another extinct animal. He usually<br \/>\nstopped to talk with Mr Charrington for a few minutes on his way upstairs.<br \/>\nThe old man seemed seldom or never to go out of doors, and on the other<br \/>\nhand to have almost no customers. He led a ghostlike existence between the<br \/>\ntiny, dark shop, and an even tinier back kitchen where he prepared his<br \/>\nmeals and which contained, among other things, an unbelievably ancient<br \/>\ngramophone with an enormous horn. He seemed glad of the opportunity to<br \/>\ntalk. Wandering about among his worthless stock, with his long nose and<br \/>\nthick spectacles and his bowed shoulders in the velvet jacket, he had<br \/>\nalways vaguely the air of being a collector rather than a tradesman.<br \/>\nWith a sort of faded enthusiasm he would finger this scrap of rubbish or<br \/>\nthat&#8211;a china bottle-stopper, the painted lid of a broken snuffbox, a<br \/>\npinchbeck locket containing a strand of some long-dead baby&#8217;s hair&#8211;never<br \/>\nasking that Winston should buy it, merely that he should admire it. To<br \/>\ntalk to him was like listening to the tinkling of a worn-out musical-box.<br \/>\nHe had dragged out from the corners of his memory some more fragments of<br \/>\nforgotten rhymes. There was one about four and twenty blackbirds, and<br \/>\nanother about a cow with a crumpled horn, and another about the death<br \/>\nof poor Cock Robin. &#8216;It just occurred to me you might be interested,&#8217; he<br \/>\nwould say with a deprecating little laugh whenever he produced a new<br \/>\nfragment. But he could never recall more than a few lines of any one<br \/>\nrhyme.<\/p>\n<p>Both of them knew&#8211;in a way, it was never out of their minds that what<br \/>\nwas now happening could not last long. There were times when the fact of<br \/>\nimpending death seemed as palpable as the bed they lay on, and they would<br \/>\ncling together with a sort of despairing sensuality, like a damned soul<br \/>\ngrasping at his last morsel of pleasure when the clock is within five<br \/>\nminutes of striking. But there were also times when they had the illusion<br \/>\nnot only of safety but of permanence. So long as they were actually in<br \/>\nthis room, they both felt, no harm could come to them. Getting there was<br \/>\ndifficult and dangerous, but the room itself was sanctuary. It was as when<br \/>\nWinston had gazed into the heart of the paperweight, with the feeling that<br \/>\nit would be possible to get inside that glassy world, and that once inside<br \/>\nit time could be arrested. Often they gave themselves up to daydreams of<br \/>\nescape. Their luck would hold indefinitely, and they would carry on their<br \/>\nintrigue, just like this, for the remainder of their natural lives. Or<br \/>\nKatharine would die, and by subtle manoeuvrings Winston and Julia would<br \/>\nsucceed in getting married. Or they would commit suicide together. Or<br \/>\nthey would disappear, alter themselves out of recognition, learn to speak<br \/>\nwith proletarian accents, get jobs in a factory and live out their lives<br \/>\nundetected in a back-street. It was all nonsense, as they both knew. In<br \/>\nreality there was no escape. Even the one plan that was practicable,<br \/>\nsuicide, they had no intention of carrying out. To hang on from day to day<br \/>\nand from week to week, spinning out a present that had no future, seemed<br \/>\nan unconquerable instinct, just as one&#8217;s lungs will always draw the next<br \/>\nbreath so long as there is air available.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, too, they talked of engaging in active rebellion against the<br \/>\nParty, but with no notion of how to take the first step. Even if the<br \/>\nfabulous Brotherhood was a reality, there still remained the difficulty<br \/>\nof finding one&#8217;s way into it. He told her of the strange intimacy that<br \/>\nexisted, or seemed to exist, between himself and O&#8217;Brien, and of the<br \/>\nimpulse he sometimes felt, simply to walk into O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s presence, announce<br \/>\nthat he was the enemy of the Party, and demand his help. Curiously enough,<br \/>\nthis did not strike her as an impossibly rash thing to do. She was used to<br \/>\njudging people by their faces, and it seemed natural to her that Winston<br \/>\nshould believe O&#8217;Brien to be trustworthy on the strength of a single flash<br \/>\nof the eyes. Moreover she took it for granted that everyone, or nearly<br \/>\neveryone, secretly hated the Party and would break the rules if he thought<br \/>\nit safe to do so. But she refused to believe that widespread, organized<br \/>\nopposition existed or could exist. The tales about Goldstein and his<br \/>\nunderground army, she said, were simply a lot of rubbish which the Party<br \/>\nhad invented for its own purposes and which you had to pretend to believe<br \/>\nin. Times beyond number, at Party rallies and spontaneous demonstrations,<br \/>\nshe had shouted at the top of her voice for the execution of people whose<br \/>\nnames she had never heard and in whose supposed crimes she had not the<br \/>\nfaintest belief. When public trials were happening she had taken her place<br \/>\nin the detachments from the Youth League who surrounded the courts from<br \/>\nmorning to night, chanting at intervals &#8216;Death to the traitors!&#8217; During<br \/>\nthe Two Minutes Hate she always excelled all others in shouting insults<br \/>\nat Goldstein. Yet she had only the dimmest idea of who Goldstein was and<br \/>\nwhat doctrines he was supposed to represent. She had grown up since the<br \/>\nRevolution and was too young to remember the ideological battles of the<br \/>\nfifties and sixties. Such a thing as an independent political movement was<br \/>\noutside her imagination: and in any case the Party was invincible. It<br \/>\nwould always exist, and it would always be the same. You could only rebel<br \/>\nagainst it by secret disobedience or, at most, by isolated acts of<br \/>\nviolence such as killing somebody or blowing something up.<\/p>\n<p>In some ways she was far more acute than Winston, and far less susceptible<br \/>\nto Party propaganda. Once when he happened in some connexion to mention<br \/>\nthe war against Eurasia, she startled him by saying casually that in her<br \/>\nopinion the war was not happening. The rocket bombs which fell daily on<br \/>\nLondon were probably fired by the Government of Oceania itself, &#8216;just to<br \/>\nkeep people frightened&#8217;. This was an idea that had literally never occurred<br \/>\nto him. She also stirred a sort of envy in him by telling him that during<br \/>\nthe Two Minutes Hate her great difficulty was to avoid bursting out<br \/>\nlaughing. But she only questioned the teachings of the Party when they<br \/>\nin some way touched upon her own life. Often she was ready to accept<br \/>\nthe official mythology, simply because the difference between truth and<br \/>\nfalsehood did not seem important to her. She believed, for instance, having<br \/>\nlearnt it at school, that the Party had invented aeroplanes. (In his own<br \/>\nschooldays, Winston remembered, in the late fifties, it was only the<br \/>\nhelicopter that the Party claimed to have invented; a dozen years later,<br \/>\nwhen Julia was at school, it was already claiming the aeroplane; one<br \/>\ngeneration more, and it would be claiming the steam engine.) And when he<br \/>\ntold her that aeroplanes had been in existence before he was born and long<br \/>\nbefore the Revolution, the fact struck her as totally uninteresting. After<br \/>\nall, what did it matter who had invented aeroplanes? It was rather more<br \/>\nof a shock to him when he discovered from some chance remark that she did<br \/>\nnot remember that Oceania, four years ago, had been at war with Eastasia<br \/>\nand at peace with Eurasia. It was true that she regarded the whole war as<br \/>\na sham: but apparently she had not even noticed that the name of the enemy<br \/>\nhad changed. &#8216;I thought we&#8217;d always been at war with Eurasia,&#8217; she said<br \/>\nvaguely. It frightened him a little. The invention of aeroplanes dated<br \/>\nfrom long before her birth, but the switchover in the war had happened<br \/>\nonly four years ago, well after she was grown up. He argued with her about<br \/>\nit for perhaps a quarter of an hour. In the end he succeeded in forcing<br \/>\nher memory back until she did dimly recall that at one time Eastasia and<br \/>\nnot Eurasia had been the enemy. But the issue still struck her as<br \/>\nunimportant. &#8216;Who cares?&#8217; she said impatiently. &#8216;It&#8217;s always one bloody<br \/>\nwar after another, and one knows the news is all lies anyway.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes he talked to her of the Records Department and the impudent<br \/>\nforgeries that he committed there. Such things did not appear to horrify<br \/>\nher. She did not feel the abyss opening beneath her feet at the thought<br \/>\nof lies becoming truths. He told her the story of Jones, Aaronson, and<br \/>\nRutherford and the momentous slip of paper which he had once held between<br \/>\nhis fingers. It did not make much impression on her. At first, indeed, she<br \/>\nfailed to grasp the point of the story.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Were they friends of yours?&#8217; she said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, I never knew them. They were Inner Party members. Besides, they were<br \/>\nfar older men than I was. They belonged to the old days, before the<br \/>\nRevolution. I barely knew them by sight.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then what was there to worry about? People are being killed off all the<br \/>\ntime, aren&#8217;t they?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He tried to make her understand. &#8216;This was an exceptional case. It wasn&#8217;t<br \/>\njust a question of somebody being killed. Do you realize that the past,<br \/>\nstarting from yesterday, has been actually abolished? If it survives<br \/>\nanywhere, it&#8217;s in a few solid objects with no words attached to them, like<br \/>\nthat lump of glass there. Already we know almost literally nothing about<br \/>\nthe Revolution and the years before the Revolution. Every record has been<br \/>\ndestroyed or falsified, every book has been rewritten, every picture has<br \/>\nbeen repainted, every statue and street and building has been renamed,<br \/>\nevery date has been altered. And that process is continuing day by day and<br \/>\nminute by minute. History has stopped. Nothing exists except an endless<br \/>\npresent in which the Party is always right. I know, of course, that the<br \/>\npast is falsified, but it would never be possible for me to prove it, even<br \/>\nwhen I did the falsification myself. After the thing is done, no evidence<br \/>\never remains. The only evidence is inside my own mind, and I don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nwith any certainty that any other human being shares my memories. Just in<br \/>\nthat one instance, in my whole life, I did possess actual concrete evidence<br \/>\nafter the event&#8211;years after it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And what good was that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was no good, because I threw it away a few minutes later. But if the<br \/>\nsame thing happened today, I should keep it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Well, I wouldn&#8217;t!&#8217; said Julia. &#8216;I&#8217;m quite ready to take risks, but only<br \/>\nfor something worth while, not for bits of old newspaper. What could you<br \/>\nhave done with it even if you had kept it?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Not much, perhaps. But it was evidence. It might have planted a few doubts<br \/>\nhere and there, supposing that I&#8217;d dared to show it to anybody. I don&#8217;t<br \/>\nimagine that we can alter anything in our own lifetime. But one can imagine<br \/>\nlittle knots of resistance springing up here and there&#8211;small groups of<br \/>\npeople banding themselves together, and gradually growing, and even leaving<br \/>\na few records behind, so that the next generations can carry on where we<br \/>\nleave off.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;m not interested in the next generation, dear. I&#8217;m interested in US.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You&#8217;re only a rebel from the waist downwards,&#8217; he told her.<\/p>\n<p>She thought this brilliantly witty and flung her arms round him in delight.<\/p>\n<p>In the ramifications of party doctrine she had not the faintest interest.<br \/>\nWhenever he began to talk of the principles of Ingsoc, doublethink, the<br \/>\nmutability of the past, and the denial of objective reality, and to use<br \/>\nNewspeak words, she became bored and confused and said that she never paid<br \/>\nany attention to that kind of thing. One knew that it was all rubbish, so<br \/>\nwhy let oneself be worried by it? She knew when to cheer and when to boo,<br \/>\nand that was all one needed. If he persisted in talking of such subjects,<br \/>\nshe had a disconcerting habit of falling asleep. She was one of those<br \/>\npeople who can go to sleep at any hour and in any position. Talking to her,<br \/>\nhe realized how easy it was to present an appearance of orthodoxy while<br \/>\nhaving no grasp whatever of what orthodoxy meant. In a way, the world-view<br \/>\nof the Party imposed itself most successfully on people incapable of<br \/>\nunderstanding it. They could be made to accept the most flagrant violations<br \/>\nof reality, because they never fully grasped the enormity of what was<br \/>\ndemanded of them, and were not sufficiently interested in public events to<br \/>\nnotice what was happening. By lack of understanding they remained sane.<br \/>\nThey simply swallowed everything, and what they swallowed did them no harm,<br \/>\nbecause it left no residue behind, just as a grain of corn will pass<br \/>\nundigested through the body of a bird.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 6<\/p>\n<p>It had happened at last. The expected message had come. All his life, it<br \/>\nseemed to him, he had been waiting for this to happen.<\/p>\n<p>He was walking down the long corridor at the Ministry and he was almost<br \/>\nat the spot where Julia had slipped the note into his hand when he became<br \/>\naware that someone larger than himself was walking just behind him. The<br \/>\nperson, whoever it was, gave a small cough, evidently as a prelude to<br \/>\nspeaking. Winston stopped abruptly and turned. It was O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>At last they were face to face, and it seemed that his only impulse was<br \/>\nto run away. His heart bounded violently. He would have been incapable of<br \/>\nspeaking. O&#8217;Brien, however, had continued forward in the same movement,<br \/>\nlaying a friendly hand for a moment on Winston&#8217;s arm, so that the two of<br \/>\nthem were walking side by side. He began speaking with the peculiar grave<br \/>\ncourtesy that differentiated him from the majority of Inner Party members.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I had been hoping for an opportunity of talking to you,&#8217; he said. &#8216;I was<br \/>\nreading one of your Newspeak articles in &#8216;The Times&#8217; the other day. You<br \/>\ntake a scholarly interest in Newspeak, I believe?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston had recovered part of his self-possession. &#8216;Hardly scholarly,&#8217; he<br \/>\nsaid. &#8216;I&#8217;m only an amateur. It&#8217;s not my subject. I have never had anything<br \/>\nto do with the actual construction of the language.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But you write it very elegantly,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;That is not only my own<br \/>\nopinion. I was talking recently to a friend of yours who is certainly an<br \/>\nexpert. His name has slipped my memory for the moment.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Again Winston&#8217;s heart stirred painfully. It was inconceivable that this<br \/>\nwas anything other than a reference to Syme. But Syme was not only dead,<br \/>\nhe was abolished, an unperson. Any identifiable reference to him would have<br \/>\nbeen mortally dangerous. O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s remark must obviously have been intended<br \/>\nas a signal, a codeword. By sharing a small act of thoughtcrime he had<br \/>\nturned the two of them into accomplices. They had continued to stroll<br \/>\nslowly down the corridor, but now O&#8217;Brien halted. With the curious,<br \/>\ndisarming friendliness that he always managed to put in to the gesture he<br \/>\nresettled his spectacles on his nose. Then he went on:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What I had really intended to say was that in your article I noticed you<br \/>\nhad used two words which have become obsolete. But they have only become<br \/>\nso very recently. Have you seen the tenth edition of the Newspeak<br \/>\nDictionary?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No,&#8217; said Winston. &#8216;I didn&#8217;t think it had been issued yet. We are still<br \/>\nusing the ninth in the Records Department.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The tenth edition is not due to appear for some months, I believe. But a<br \/>\nfew advance copies have been circulated. I have one myself. It might<br \/>\ninterest you to look at it, perhaps?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Very much so,&#8217; said Winston, immediately seeing where this tended.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Some of the new developments are most ingenious. The reduction in the<br \/>\nnumber of verbs&#8211;that is the point that will appeal to you, I think. Let<br \/>\nme see, shall I send a messenger to you with the dictionary? But I am<br \/>\nafraid I invariably forget anything of that kind. Perhaps you could pick<br \/>\nit up at my flat at some time that suited you? Wait. Let me give you my<br \/>\naddress.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They were standing in front of a telescreen. Somewhat absent-mindedly<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien felt two of his pockets and then produced a small leather-covered<br \/>\nnotebook and a gold ink-pencil. Immediately beneath the telescreen, in<br \/>\nsuch a position that anyone who was watching at the other end of the<br \/>\ninstrument could read what he was writing, he scribbled an address, tore<br \/>\nout the page and handed it to Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I am usually at home in the evenings,&#8217; he said. &#8216;If not, my servant will<br \/>\ngive you the dictionary.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He was gone, leaving Winston holding the scrap of paper, which this time<br \/>\nthere was no need to conceal. Nevertheless he carefully memorized what was<br \/>\nwritten on it, and some hours later dropped it into the memory hole along<br \/>\nwith a mass of other papers.<\/p>\n<p>They had been talking to one another for a couple of minutes at the most.<br \/>\nThere was only one meaning that the episode could possibly have. It had<br \/>\nbeen contrived as a way of letting Winston know O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s address. This<br \/>\nwas necessary, because except by direct enquiry it was never possible to<br \/>\ndiscover where anyone lived. There were no directories of any kind. &#8216;If<br \/>\nyou ever want to see me, this is where I can be found,&#8217; was what O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nhad been saying to him. Perhaps there would even be a message concealed<br \/>\nsomewhere in the dictionary. But at any rate, one thing was certain. The<br \/>\nconspiracy that he had dreamed of did exist, and he had reached the outer<br \/>\nedges of it.<\/p>\n<p>He knew that sooner or later he would obey O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s summons. Perhaps<br \/>\ntomorrow, perhaps after a long delay&#8211;he was not certain. What was<br \/>\nhappening was only the working-out of a process that had started years<br \/>\nago. The first step had been a secret, involuntary thought, the second<br \/>\nhad been the opening of the diary. He had moved from thoughts to words,<br \/>\nand now from words to actions. The last step was something that would<br \/>\nhappen in the Ministry of Love. He had accepted it. The end was contained<br \/>\nin the beginning. But it was frightening: or, more exactly, it was like<br \/>\na foretaste of death, like being a little less alive. Even while he was<br \/>\nspeaking to O&#8217;Brien, when the meaning of the words had sunk in, a chilly<br \/>\nshuddering feeling had taken possession of his body. He had the sensation<br \/>\nof stepping into the dampness of a grave, and it was not much better<br \/>\nbecause he had always known that the grave was there and waiting for him.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 7<\/p>\n<p>Winston had woken up with his eyes full of tears. Julia rolled sleepily<br \/>\nagainst him, murmuring something that might have been &#8216;What&#8217;s the matter?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I dreamt&#8211;&#8216; he began, and stopped short. It was too complex to be put<br \/>\ninto words. There was the dream itself, and there was a memory connected<br \/>\nwith it that had swum into his mind in the few seconds after waking.<\/p>\n<p>He lay back with his eyes shut, still sodden in the atmosphere of the<br \/>\ndream. It was a vast, luminous dream in which his whole life seemed to<br \/>\nstretch out before him like a landscape on a summer evening after rain.<br \/>\nIt had all occurred inside the glass paperweight, but the surface of the<br \/>\nglass was the dome of the sky, and inside the dome everything was flooded<br \/>\nwith clear soft light in which one could see into interminable distances.<br \/>\nThe dream had also been comprehended by&#8211;indeed, in some sense it had<br \/>\nconsisted in&#8211;a gesture of the arm made by his mother, and made again<br \/>\nthirty years later by the Jewish woman he had seen on the news film,<br \/>\ntrying to shelter the small boy from the bullets, before the helicopter<br \/>\nblew them both to pieces.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you know,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that until this moment I believed I had murdered<br \/>\nmy mother?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why did you murder her?&#8217; said Julia, almost asleep.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I didn&#8217;t murder her. Not physically.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>In the dream he had remembered his last glimpse of his mother, and within<br \/>\na few moments of waking the cluster of small events surrounding it had all<br \/>\ncome back. It was a memory that he must have deliberately pushed out of<br \/>\nhis consciousness over many years. He was not certain of the date, but he<br \/>\ncould not have been less than ten years old, possibly twelve, when it had<br \/>\nhappened.<\/p>\n<p>His father had disappeared some time earlier, how much earlier he could<br \/>\nnot remember. He remembered better the rackety, uneasy circumstances of<br \/>\nthe time: the periodical panics about air-raids and the sheltering in Tube<br \/>\nstations, the piles of rubble everywhere, the unintelligible proclamations<br \/>\nposted at street corners, the gangs of youths in shirts all the same<br \/>\ncolour, the enormous queues outside the bakeries, the intermittent<br \/>\nmachine-gun fire in the distance&#8211;above all, the fact that there was<br \/>\nnever enough to eat. He remembered long afternoons spent with other boys<br \/>\nin scrounging round dustbins and rubbish heaps, picking out the ribs of<br \/>\ncabbage leaves, potato peelings, sometimes even scraps of stale breadcrust<br \/>\nfrom which they carefully scraped away the cinders; and also in waiting<br \/>\nfor the passing of trucks which travelled over a certain route and were<br \/>\nknown to carry cattle feed, and which, when they jolted over the bad<br \/>\npatches in the road, sometimes spilt a few fragments of oil-cake.<\/p>\n<p>When his father disappeared, his mother did not show any surprise or any<br \/>\nviolent grief, but a sudden change came over her. She seemed to have<br \/>\nbecome completely spiritless. It was evident even to Winston that she was<br \/>\nwaiting for something that she knew must happen. She did everything that<br \/>\nwas needed&#8211;cooked, washed, mended, made the bed, swept the floor, dusted<br \/>\nthe mantelpiece&#8211;always very slowly and with a curious lack of superfluous<br \/>\nmotion, like an artist&#8217;s lay-figure moving of its own accord. Her large<br \/>\nshapely body seemed to relapse naturally into stillness. For hours at a<br \/>\ntime she would sit almost immobile on the bed, nursing his young sister,<br \/>\na tiny, ailing, very silent child of two or three, with a face made simian<br \/>\nby thinness. Very occasionally she would take Winston in her arms and<br \/>\npress him against her for a long time without saying anything. He was<br \/>\naware, in spite of his youthfulness and selfishness, that this was somehow<br \/>\nconnected with the never-mentioned thing that was about to happen.<\/p>\n<p>He remembered the room where they lived, a dark, close-smelling room that<br \/>\nseemed half filled by a bed with a white counterpane. There was a gas ring<br \/>\nin the fender, and a shelf where food was kept, and on the landing outside<br \/>\nthere was a brown earthenware sink, common to several rooms. He remembered<br \/>\nhis mother&#8217;s statuesque body bending over the gas ring to stir at something<br \/>\nin a saucepan. Above all he remembered his continuous hunger, and the<br \/>\nfierce sordid battles at mealtimes. He would ask his mother naggingly,<br \/>\nover and over again, why there was not more food, he would shout and storm<br \/>\nat her (he even remembered the tones of his voice, which was beginning to<br \/>\nbreak prematurely and sometimes boomed in a peculiar way), or he would<br \/>\nattempt a snivelling note of pathos in his efforts to get more than his<br \/>\nshare. His mother was quite ready to give him more than his share. She<br \/>\ntook it for granted that he, &#8216;the boy&#8217;, should have the biggest portion;<br \/>\nbut however much she gave him he invariably demanded more. At every meal<br \/>\nshe would beseech him not to be selfish and to remember that his little<br \/>\nsister was sick and also needed food, but it was no use. He would cry out<br \/>\nwith rage when she stopped ladling, he would try to wrench the saucepan<br \/>\nand spoon out of her hands, he would grab bits from his sister&#8217;s plate.<br \/>\nHe knew that he was starving the other two, but he could not help it; he<br \/>\neven felt that he had a right to do it. The clamorous hunger in his belly<br \/>\nseemed to justify him. Between meals, if his mother did not stand guard,<br \/>\nhe was constantly pilfering at the wretched store of food on the shelf.<\/p>\n<p>One day a chocolate ration was issued. There had been no such issue for<br \/>\nweeks or months past. He remembered quite clearly that precious little<br \/>\nmorsel of chocolate. It was a two-ounce slab (they still talked about<br \/>\nounces in those days) between the three of them. It was obvious that it<br \/>\nought to be divided into three equal parts. Suddenly, as though he were<br \/>\nlistening to somebody else, Winston heard himself demanding in a loud<br \/>\nbooming voice that he should be given the whole piece. His mother told him<br \/>\nnot to be greedy. There was a long, nagging argument that went round and<br \/>\nround, with shouts, whines, tears, remonstrances, bargainings. His tiny<br \/>\nsister, clinging to her mother with both hands, exactly like a baby monkey,<br \/>\nsat looking over her shoulder at him with large, mournful eyes. In the<br \/>\nend his mother broke off three-quarters of the chocolate and gave it to<br \/>\nWinston, giving the other quarter to his sister. The little girl took hold<br \/>\nof it and looked at it dully, perhaps not knowing what it was. Winston<br \/>\nstood watching her for a moment. Then with a sudden swift spring he had<br \/>\nsnatched the piece of chocolate out of his sister&#8217;s hand and was fleeing<br \/>\nfor the door.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Winston, Winston!&#8217; his mother called after him. &#8216;Come back! Give your<br \/>\nsister back her chocolate!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He stopped, but did not come back. His mother&#8217;s anxious eyes were fixed on<br \/>\nhis face. Even now he was thinking about the thing, he did not know what<br \/>\nit was that was on the point of happening. His sister, conscious of having<br \/>\nbeen robbed of something, had set up a feeble wail. His mother drew her<br \/>\narm round the child and pressed its face against her breast. Something in<br \/>\nthe gesture told him that his sister was dying. He turned and fled down<br \/>\nthe stairs, with the chocolate growing sticky in his hand.<\/p>\n<p>He never saw his mother again. After he had devoured the chocolate he felt<br \/>\nsomewhat ashamed of himself and hung about in the streets for several<br \/>\nhours, until hunger drove him home. When he came back his mother had<br \/>\ndisappeared. This was already becoming normal at that time. Nothing was<br \/>\ngone from the room except his mother and his sister. They had not taken<br \/>\nany clothes, not even his mother&#8217;s overcoat. To this day he did not know<br \/>\nwith any certainty that his mother was dead. It was perfectly possible<br \/>\nthat she had merely been sent to a forced-labour camp. As for his sister,<br \/>\nshe might have been removed, like Winston himself, to one of the colonies<br \/>\nfor homeless children (Reclamation Centres, they were called) which had<br \/>\ngrown up as a result of the civil war, or she might have been sent to the<br \/>\nlabour camp along with his mother, or simply left somewhere or other<br \/>\nto die.<\/p>\n<p>The dream was still vivid in his mind, especially the enveloping protecting<br \/>\ngesture of the arm in which its whole meaning seemed to be contained. His<br \/>\nmind went back to another dream of two months ago. Exactly as his mother<br \/>\nhad sat on the dingy white-quilted bed, with the child clinging to her, so<br \/>\nshe had sat in the sunken ship, far underneath him, and drowning deeper<br \/>\nevery minute, but still looking up at him through the darkening water.<\/p>\n<p>He told Julia the story of his mother&#8217;s disappearance. Without opening her<br \/>\neyes she rolled over and settled herself into a more comfortable position.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I expect you were a beastly little swine in those days,&#8217; she said<br \/>\nindistinctly. &#8216;All children are swine.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes. But the real point of the story&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>From her breathing it was evident that she was going off to sleep again.<br \/>\nHe would have liked to continue talking about his mother. He did not<br \/>\nsuppose, from what he could remember of her, that she had been an unusual<br \/>\nwoman, still less an intelligent one; and yet she had possessed a kind of<br \/>\nnobility, a kind of purity, simply because the standards that she obeyed<br \/>\nwere private ones. Her feelings were her own, and could not be altered<br \/>\nfrom outside. It would not have occurred to her that an action which is<br \/>\nineffectual thereby becomes meaningless. If you loved someone, you loved<br \/>\nhim, and when you had nothing else to give, you still gave him love. When<br \/>\nthe last of the chocolate was gone, his mother had clasped the child in<br \/>\nher arms. It was no use, it changed nothing, it did not produce more<br \/>\nchocolate, it did not avert the child&#8217;s death or her own; but it seemed<br \/>\nnatural to her to do it. The refugee woman in the boat had also covered<br \/>\nthe little boy with her arm, which was no more use against the bullets<br \/>\nthan a sheet of paper. The terrible thing that the Party had done was to<br \/>\npersuade you that mere impulses, mere feelings, were of no account, while<br \/>\nat the same time robbing you of all power over the material world. When<br \/>\nonce you were in the grip of the Party, what you felt or did not feel,<br \/>\nwhat you did or refrained from doing, made literally no difference.<br \/>\nWhatever happened you vanished, and neither you nor your actions were ever<br \/>\nheard of again. You were lifted clean out of the stream of history. And<br \/>\nyet to the people of only two generations ago this would not have seemed<br \/>\nall-important, because they were not attempting to alter history. They<br \/>\nwere governed by private loyalties which they did not question. What<br \/>\nmattered were individual relationships, and a completely helpless gesture,<br \/>\nan embrace, a tear, a word spoken to a dying man, could have value in<br \/>\nitself. The proles, it suddenly occurred to him, had remained in this<br \/>\ncondition. They were not loyal to a party or a country or an idea, they<br \/>\nwere loyal to one another. For the first time in his life he did not<br \/>\ndespise the proles or think of them merely as an inert force which would<br \/>\none day spring to life and regenerate the world. The proles had stayed<br \/>\nhuman. They had not become hardened inside. They had held on to the<br \/>\nprimitive emotions which he himself had to re-learn by conscious effort.<br \/>\nAnd in thinking this he remembered, without apparent relevance, how a few<br \/>\nweeks ago he had seen a severed hand lying on the pavement and had kicked<br \/>\nit into the gutter as though it had been a cabbage-stalk.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The proles are human beings,&#8217; he said aloud. &#8216;We are not human.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why not?&#8217; said Julia, who had woken up again.<\/p>\n<p>He thought for a little while. &#8216;Has it ever occurred to you,&#8217; he said,<br \/>\n&#8216;that the best thing for us to do would be simply to walk out of here<br \/>\nbefore it&#8217;s too late, and never see each other again?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, dear, it has occurred to me, several times. But I&#8217;m not going to do<br \/>\nit, all the same.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We&#8217;ve been lucky,&#8217; he said &#8216;but it can&#8217;t last much longer. You&#8217;re young.<br \/>\nYou look normal and innocent. If you keep clear of people like me, you<br \/>\nmight stay alive for another fifty years.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No. I&#8217;ve thought it all out. What you do, I&#8217;m going to do. And don&#8217;t be<br \/>\ntoo downhearted. I&#8217;m rather good at staying alive.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We may be together for another six months&#8211;a year&#8211;there&#8217;s no knowing.<br \/>\nAt the end we&#8217;re certain to be apart. Do you realize how utterly alone we<br \/>\nshall be? When once they get hold of us there will be nothing, literally<br \/>\nnothing, that either of us can do for the other. If I confess, they&#8217;ll<br \/>\nshoot you, and if I refuse to confess, they&#8217;ll shoot you just the same.<br \/>\nNothing that I can do or say, or stop myself from saying, will put off<br \/>\nyour death for as much as five minutes. Neither of us will even know<br \/>\nwhether the other is alive or dead. We shall be utterly without power of<br \/>\nany kind. The one thing that matters is that we shouldn&#8217;t betray one<br \/>\nanother, although even that can&#8217;t make the slightest difference.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;If you mean confessing,&#8217; she said, &#8216;we shall do that, right enough.<br \/>\nEverybody always confesses. You can&#8217;t help it. They torture you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t mean confessing. Confession is not betrayal. What you say or do<br \/>\ndoesn&#8217;t matter: only feelings matter. If they could make me stop loving<br \/>\nyou&#8211;that would be the real betrayal.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She thought it over. &#8216;They can&#8217;t do that,&#8217; she said finally. &#8216;It&#8217;s the one<br \/>\nthing they can&#8217;t do. They can make you say anything&#8211;ANYTHING&#8211;but they<br \/>\ncan&#8217;t make you believe it. They can&#8217;t get inside you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No,&#8217; he said a little more hopefully, &#8216;no; that&#8217;s quite true. They can&#8217;t<br \/>\nget inside you. If you can FEEL that staying human is worth while, even<br \/>\nwhen it can&#8217;t have any result whatever, you&#8217;ve beaten them.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He thought of the telescreen with its never-sleeping ear. They could spy<br \/>\nupon you night and day, but if you kept your head you could still outwit<br \/>\nthem. With all their cleverness they had never mastered the secret of<br \/>\nfinding out what another human being was thinking. Perhaps that was less<br \/>\ntrue when you were actually in their hands. One did not know what happened<br \/>\ninside the Ministry of Love, but it was possible to guess: tortures, drugs,<br \/>\ndelicate instruments that registered your nervous reactions, gradual<br \/>\nwearing-down by sleeplessness and solitude and persistent questioning.<br \/>\nFacts, at any rate, could not be kept hidden. They could be tracked down<br \/>\nby enquiry, they could be squeezed out of you by torture. But if the object<br \/>\nwas not to stay alive but to stay human, what difference did it ultimately<br \/>\nmake? They could not alter your feelings: for that matter you could not<br \/>\nalter them yourself, even if you wanted to. They could lay bare in the<br \/>\nutmost detail everything that you had done or said or thought; but the<br \/>\ninner heart, whose workings were mysterious even to yourself, remained<br \/>\nimpregnable.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 8<\/p>\n<p>They had done it, they had done it at last!<\/p>\n<p>The room they were standing in was long-shaped and softly lit. The<br \/>\ntelescreen was dimmed to a low murmur; the richness of the dark-blue carpet<br \/>\ngave one the impression of treading on velvet. At the far end of the room<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien was sitting at a table under a green-shaded lamp, with a mass of<br \/>\npapers on either side of him. He had not bothered to look up when the<br \/>\nservant showed Julia and Winston in.<\/p>\n<p>Winston&#8217;s heart was thumping so hard that he doubted whether he would be<br \/>\nable to speak. They had done it, they had done it at last, was all he<br \/>\ncould think. It had been a rash act to come here at all, and sheer folly<br \/>\nto arrive together; though it was true that they had come by different<br \/>\nroutes and only met on O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s doorstep. But merely to walk into such a<br \/>\nplace needed an effort of the nerve. It was only on very rare occasions<br \/>\nthat one saw inside the dwelling-places of the Inner Party, or even<br \/>\npenetrated into the quarter of the town where they lived. The whole<br \/>\natmosphere of the huge block of flats, the richness and spaciousness of<br \/>\neverything, the unfamiliar smells of good food and good tobacco, the<br \/>\nsilent and incredibly rapid lifts sliding up and down, the white-jacketed<br \/>\nservants hurrying to and fro&#8211;everything was intimidating. Although he had<br \/>\na good pretext for coming here, he was haunted at every step by the fear<br \/>\nthat a black-uniformed guard would suddenly appear from round the corner,<br \/>\ndemand his papers, and order him to get out. O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s servant, however,<br \/>\nhad admitted the two of them without demur. He was a small, dark-haired<br \/>\nman in a white jacket, with a diamond-shaped, completely expressionless<br \/>\nface which might have been that of a Chinese. The passage down which he<br \/>\nled them was softly carpeted, with cream-papered walls and white<br \/>\nwainscoting, all exquisitely clean. That too was intimidating. Winston<br \/>\ncould not remember ever to have seen a passageway whose walls were not<br \/>\ngrimy from the contact of human bodies.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien had a slip of paper between his fingers and seemed to be studying<br \/>\nit intently. His heavy face, bent down so that one could see the line of<br \/>\nthe nose, looked both formidable and intelligent. For perhaps twenty<br \/>\nseconds he sat without stirring. Then he pulled the speakwrite towards<br \/>\nhim and rapped out a message in the hybrid jargon of the Ministries:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Items one comma five comma seven approved fullwise stop suggestion<br \/>\ncontained item six doubleplus ridiculous verging crimethink cancel stop<br \/>\nunproceed constructionwise antegetting plusfull estimates machinery<br \/>\noverheads stop end message.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He rose deliberately from his chair and came towards them across the<br \/>\nsoundless carpet. A little of the official atmosphere seemed to have fallen<br \/>\naway from him with the Newspeak words, but his expression was grimmer than<br \/>\nusual, as though he were not pleased at being disturbed. The terror that<br \/>\nWinston already felt was suddenly shot through by a streak of ordinary<br \/>\nembarrassment. It seemed to him quite possible that he had simply made a<br \/>\nstupid mistake. For what evidence had he in reality that O&#8217;Brien was any<br \/>\nkind of political conspirator? Nothing but a flash of the eyes and a single<br \/>\nequivocal remark: beyond that, only his own secret imaginings, founded on<br \/>\na dream. He could not even fall back on the pretence that he had come to<br \/>\nborrow the dictionary, because in that case Julia&#8217;s presence was impossible<br \/>\nto explain. As O&#8217;Brien passed the telescreen a thought seemed to strike<br \/>\nhim. He stopped, turned aside and pressed a switch on the wall. There was<br \/>\na sharp snap. The voice had stopped.<\/p>\n<p>Julia uttered a tiny sound, a sort of squeak of surprise. Even in the midst<br \/>\nof his panic, Winston was too much taken aback to be able to hold his<br \/>\ntongue.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You can turn it off!&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;we can turn it off. We have that privilege.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He was opposite them now. His solid form towered over the pair of them,<br \/>\nand the expression on his face was still indecipherable. He was waiting,<br \/>\nsomewhat sternly, for Winston to speak, but about what? Even now it was<br \/>\nquite conceivable that he was simply a busy man wondering irritably why he<br \/>\nhad been interrupted. Nobody spoke. After the stopping of the telescreen<br \/>\nthe room seemed deadly silent. The seconds marched past, enormous. With<br \/>\ndifficulty Winston continued to keep his eyes fixed on O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s. Then<br \/>\nsuddenly the grim face broke down into what might have been the beginnings<br \/>\nof a smile. With his characteristic gesture O&#8217;Brien resettled his<br \/>\nspectacles on his nose.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Shall I say it, or will you?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I will say it,&#8217; said Winston promptly. &#8216;That thing is really turned off?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, everything is turned off. We are alone.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We have come here because&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>He paused, realizing for the first time the vagueness of<br \/>\nhis own motives. Since he did not in fact know what kind of<br \/>\nhelp he expected from O&#8217;Brien, it was not easy to say why he<br \/>\nhad come here. He went on, conscious that what he was saying<br \/>\nmust sound both feeble and pretentious:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We believe that there is some kind of conspiracy, some kind of secret<br \/>\norganization working against the Party, and that you are involved in it.<br \/>\nWe want to join it and work for it. We are enemies of the Party. We<br \/>\ndisbelieve in the principles of Ingsoc. We are thought-criminals. We are<br \/>\nalso adulterers. I tell you this because we want to put ourselves at your<br \/>\nmercy. If you want us to incriminate ourselves in any other way, we are<br \/>\nready.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He stopped and glanced over his shoulder, with the feeling that the door<br \/>\nhad opened. Sure enough, the little yellow-faced servant had come in<br \/>\nwithout knocking. Winston saw that he was carrying a tray with a decanter<br \/>\nand glasses.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Martin is one of us,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien impassively. &#8216;Bring the drinks over<br \/>\nhere, Martin. Put them on the round table. Have we enough chairs? Then<br \/>\nwe may as well sit down and talk in comfort. Bring a chair for yourself,<br \/>\nMartin. This is business. You can stop being a servant for the next ten<br \/>\nminutes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The little man sat down, quite at his ease, and yet still with a<br \/>\nservant-like air, the air of a valet enjoying a privilege. Winston<br \/>\nregarded him out of the corner of his eye. It struck him that the man&#8217;s<br \/>\nwhole life was playing a part, and that he felt it to be dangerous to<br \/>\ndrop his assumed personality even for a moment. O&#8217;Brien took the decanter<br \/>\nby the neck and filled up the glasses with a dark-red liquid. It aroused<br \/>\nin Winston dim memories of something seen long ago on a wall or a<br \/>\nhoarding&#8211;a vast bottle composed of electric lights which seemed to move<br \/>\nup and down and pour its contents into a glass. Seen from the top the<br \/>\nstuff looked almost black, but in the decanter it gleamed like a ruby.<br \/>\nIt had a sour-sweet smell. He saw Julia pick up her glass and sniff at<br \/>\nit with frank curiosity.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It is called wine,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien with a faint smile. &#8216;You will have read<br \/>\nabout it in books, no doubt. Not much of it gets to the Outer Party, I am<br \/>\nafraid.&#8217; His face grew solemn again, and he raised his glass: &#8216;I think it<br \/>\nis fitting that we should begin by drinking a health. To our Leader: To<br \/>\nEmmanuel Goldstein.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston took up his glass with a certain eagerness. Wine was a thing he<br \/>\nhad read and dreamed about. Like the glass paperweight or Mr Charrington&#8217;s<br \/>\nhalf-remembered rhymes, it belonged to the vanished, romantic past, the<br \/>\nolden time as he liked to call it in his secret thoughts. For some reason<br \/>\nhe had always thought of wine as having an intensely sweet taste, like<br \/>\nthat of blackberry jam and an immediate intoxicating effect. Actually,<br \/>\nwhen he came to swallow it, the stuff was distinctly disappointing. The<br \/>\ntruth was that after years of gin-drinking he could barely taste it. He<br \/>\nset down the empty glass.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then there is such a person as Goldstein?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, there is such a person, and he is alive. Where, I do not know.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And the conspiracy&#8211;the organization? Is it real? It is not simply an<br \/>\ninvention of the Thought Police?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, it is real. The Brotherhood, we call it. You will never learn much<br \/>\nmore about the Brotherhood than that it exists and that you belong to it.<br \/>\nI will come back to that presently.&#8217; He looked at his wrist-watch. &#8216;It is<br \/>\nunwise even for members of the Inner Party to turn off the telescreen for<br \/>\nmore than half an hour. You ought not to have come here together, and<br \/>\nyou will have to leave separately. You, comrade&#8217;&#8211;he bowed his head to<br \/>\nJulia&#8211;&#8216;will leave first. We have about twenty minutes at our disposal.<br \/>\nYou will understand that I must start by asking you certain questions.<br \/>\nIn general terms, what are you prepared to do?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Anything that we are capable of,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien had turned himself a little in his chair so that he was facing<br \/>\nWinston. He almost ignored Julia, seeming to take it for granted that<br \/>\nWinston could speak for her. For a moment the lids flitted down over his<br \/>\neyes. He began asking his questions in a low, expressionless voice, as<br \/>\nthough this were a routine, a sort of catechism, most of whose answers<br \/>\nwere known to him already.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are prepared to give your lives?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are prepared to commit murder?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;To commit acts of sabotage which may cause the death of hundreds of<br \/>\ninnocent people?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;To betray your country to foreign powers?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are prepared to cheat, to forge, to blackmail, to corrupt the minds<br \/>\nof children, to distribute habit-forming drugs, to encourage prostitution,<br \/>\nto disseminate venereal diseases&#8211;to do anything which is likely to cause<br \/>\ndemoralization and weaken the power of the Party?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;If, for example, it would somehow serve our interests to throw sulphuric<br \/>\nacid in a child&#8217;s face&#8211;are you prepared to do that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are prepared to lose your identity and live out the rest of your life<br \/>\nas a waiter or a dock-worker?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are prepared to commit suicide, if and when we order you to do so?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are prepared, the two of you, to separate and never see one another<br \/>\nagain?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No!&#8217; broke in Julia.<\/p>\n<p>It appeared to Winston that a long time passed before he answered. For a<br \/>\nmoment he seemed even to have been deprived of the power of speech. His<br \/>\ntongue worked soundlessly, forming the opening syllables first of one word,<br \/>\nthen of the other, over and over again. Until he had said it, he did not<br \/>\nknow which word he was going to say. &#8216;No,&#8217; he said finally.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You did well to tell me,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;It is necessary for us to know<br \/>\neverything.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He turned himself toward Julia and added in a voice with somewhat more<br \/>\nexpression in it:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you understand that even if he survives, it may be as a different<br \/>\nperson? We may be obliged to give him a new identity. His face, his<br \/>\nmovements, the shape of his hands, the colour of his hair&#8211;even his voice<br \/>\nwould be different. And you yourself might have become a different person.<br \/>\nOur surgeons can alter people beyond recognition. Sometimes it is<br \/>\nnecessary. Sometimes we even amputate a limb.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston could not help snatching another sidelong glance at Martin&#8217;s<br \/>\nMongolian face. There were no scars that he could see. Julia had turned a<br \/>\nshade paler, so that her freckles were showing, but she faced O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nboldly. She murmured something that seemed to be assent.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Good. Then that is settled.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>There was a silver box of cigarettes on the table. With a rather<br \/>\nabsent-minded air O&#8217;Brien pushed them towards the others, took one himself,<br \/>\nthen stood up and began to pace slowly to and fro, as though he could think<br \/>\nbetter standing. They were very good cigarettes, very thick and<br \/>\nwell-packed, with an unfamiliar silkiness in the paper. O&#8217;Brien looked at<br \/>\nhis wrist-watch again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You had better go back to your Pantry, Martin,&#8217; he said. &#8216;I shall switch<br \/>\non in a quarter of an hour. Take a good look at these comrades&#8217; faces<br \/>\nbefore you go. You will be seeing them again. I may not.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Exactly as they had done at the front door, the little man&#8217;s dark eyes<br \/>\nflickered over their faces. There was not a trace of friendliness in his<br \/>\nmanner. He was memorizing their appearance, but he felt no interest in<br \/>\nthem, or appeared to feel none. It occurred to Winston that a synthetic<br \/>\nface was perhaps incapable of changing its expression. Without speaking<br \/>\nor giving any kind of salutation, Martin went out, closing the door<br \/>\nsilently behind him. O&#8217;Brien was strolling up and down, one hand in the<br \/>\npocket of his black overalls, the other holding his cigarette.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You understand,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that you will be fighting in the dark. You<br \/>\nwill always be in the dark. You will receive orders and you will obey them,<br \/>\nwithout knowing why. Later I shall send you a book from which you will<br \/>\nlearn the true nature of the society we live in, and the strategy by which<br \/>\nwe shall destroy it. When you have read the book, you will be full members<br \/>\nof the Brotherhood. But between the general aims that we are fighting for<br \/>\nand the immediate tasks of the moment, you will never know anything. I<br \/>\ntell you that the Brotherhood exists, but I cannot tell you whether it<br \/>\nnumbers a hundred members, or ten million. From your personal knowledge<br \/>\nyou will never be able to say that it numbers even as many as a dozen. You<br \/>\nwill have three or four contacts, who will be renewed from time to time as<br \/>\nthey disappear. As this was your first contact, it will be preserved. When<br \/>\nyou receive orders, they will come from me. If we find it necessary to<br \/>\ncommunicate with you, it will be through Martin. When you are finally<br \/>\ncaught, you will confess. That is unavoidable. But you will have very<br \/>\nlittle to confess, other than your own actions. You will not be able to<br \/>\nbetray more than a handful of unimportant people. Probably you will not<br \/>\neven betray me. By that time I may be dead, or I shall have become a<br \/>\ndifferent person, with a different face.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He continued to move to and fro over the soft carpet. In spite of the<br \/>\nbulkiness of his body there was a remarkable grace in his movements. It<br \/>\ncame out even in the gesture with which he thrust a hand into his pocket,<br \/>\nor manipulated a cigarette. More even than of strength, he gave an<br \/>\nimpression of confidence and of an understanding tinged by irony. However<br \/>\nmuch in earnest he might be, he had nothing of the single-mindedness that<br \/>\nbelongs to a fanatic. When he spoke of murder, suicide, venereal disease,<br \/>\namputated limbs, and altered faces, it was with a faint air of persiflage.<br \/>\n&#8216;This is unavoidable,&#8217; his voice seemed to say; &#8216;this is what we have got<br \/>\nto do, unflinchingly. But this is not what we shall be doing when life is<br \/>\nworth living again.&#8217; A wave of admiration, almost of worship, flowed out<br \/>\nfrom Winston towards O&#8217;Brien. For the moment he had forgotten the shadowy<br \/>\nfigure of Goldstein. When you looked at O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s powerful shoulders and<br \/>\nhis blunt-featured face, so ugly and yet so civilized, it was impossible<br \/>\nto believe that he could be defeated. There was no stratagem that he was<br \/>\nnot equal to, no danger that he could not foresee. Even Julia seemed to<br \/>\nbe impressed. She had let her cigarette go out and was listening intently.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien went on:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You will have heard rumours of the existence of the Brotherhood. No doubt<br \/>\nyou have formed your own picture of it. You have imagined, probably, a<br \/>\nhuge underworld of conspirators, meeting secretly in cellars, scribbling<br \/>\nmessages on walls, recognizing one another by codewords or by special<br \/>\nmovements of the hand. Nothing of the kind exists. The members of the<br \/>\nBrotherhood have no way of recognizing one another, and it is impossible<br \/>\nfor any one member to be aware of the identity of more than a few others.<br \/>\nGoldstein himself, if he fell into the hands of the Thought Police, could<br \/>\nnot give them a complete list of members, or any information that would<br \/>\nlead them to a complete list. No such list exists. The Brotherhood cannot<br \/>\nbe wiped out because it is not an organization in the ordinary sense.<br \/>\nNothing holds it together except an idea which is indestructible. You<br \/>\nwill never have anything to sustain you, except the idea. You will get no<br \/>\ncomradeship and no encouragement. When finally you are caught, you will<br \/>\nget no help. We never help our members. At most, when it is absolutely<br \/>\nnecessary that someone should be silenced, we are occasionally able to<br \/>\nsmuggle a razor blade into a prisoner&#8217;s cell. You will have to get used<br \/>\nto living without results and without hope. You will work for a while,<br \/>\nyou will be caught, you will confess, and then you will die. Those are<br \/>\nthe only results that you will ever see. There is no possibility that any<br \/>\nperceptible change will happen within our own lifetime. We are the dead.<br \/>\nOur only true life is in the future. We shall take part in it as handfuls<br \/>\nof dust and splinters of bone. But how far away that future may be, there<br \/>\nis no knowing. It might be a thousand years. At present nothing is possible<br \/>\nexcept to extend the area of sanity little by little. We cannot act<br \/>\ncollectively. We can only spread our knowledge outwards from individual to<br \/>\nindividual, generation after generation. In the face of the Thought Police<br \/>\nthere is no other way.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He halted and looked for the third time at his wrist-watch.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It is almost time for you to leave, comrade,&#8217; he said to Julia. &#8216;Wait.<br \/>\nThe decanter is still half full.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He filled the glasses and raised his own glass by the stem.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What shall it be this time?&#8217; he said, still with the same faint<br \/>\nsuggestion of irony. &#8216;To the confusion of the Thought Police? To the<br \/>\ndeath of Big Brother? To humanity? To the future?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;To the past,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The past is more important,&#8217; agreed O&#8217;Brien gravely.<\/p>\n<p>They emptied their glasses, and a moment later Julia stood up to go.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien took a small box from the top of a cabinet and handed her a flat<br \/>\nwhite tablet which he told her to place on her tongue. It was important,<br \/>\nhe said, not to go out smelling of wine: the lift attendants were very<br \/>\nobservant. As soon as the door had shut behind her he appeared to forget<br \/>\nher existence. He took another pace or two up and down, then stopped.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There are details to be settled,&#8217; he said. &#8216;I assume that you have a<br \/>\nhiding-place of some kind?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston explained about the room over Mr Charrington&#8217;s shop.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That will do for the moment. Later we will arrange something else for you.<br \/>\nIt is important to change one&#8217;s hiding-place frequently. Meanwhile I shall<br \/>\nsend you a copy of THE BOOK&#8217;&#8211;even O&#8217;Brien, Winston noticed, seemed to<br \/>\npronounce the words as though they were in italics&#8211;&#8216;Goldstein&#8217;s book, you<br \/>\nunderstand, as soon as possible. It may be some days before I can get hold<br \/>\nof one. There are not many in existence, as you can imagine. The Thought<br \/>\nPolice hunt them down and destroy them almost as fast as we can produce<br \/>\nthem. It makes very little difference. The book is indestructible. If<br \/>\nthe last copy were gone, we could reproduce it almost word for word. Do<br \/>\nyou carry a brief-case to work with you?&#8217; he added.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;As a rule, yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What is it like?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Black, very shabby. With two straps.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Black, two straps, very shabby&#8211;good. One day in the fairly near<br \/>\nfuture&#8211;I cannot give a date&#8211;one of the messages among your morning&#8217;s<br \/>\nwork will contain a misprinted word, and you will have to ask for a<br \/>\nrepeat. On the following day you will go to work without your brief-case.<br \/>\nAt some time during the day, in the street, a man will touch you on the<br \/>\narm and say &#8220;I think you have dropped your brief-case.&#8221; The one he gives<br \/>\nyou will contain a copy of Goldstein&#8217;s book. You will return it within<br \/>\nfourteen days.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They were silent for a moment.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There are a couple of minutes before you need go,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;We<br \/>\nshall meet again&#8211;if we do meet again&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>Winston looked up at him. &#8216;In the place where there is no darkness?&#8217;<br \/>\nhe said hesitantly.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien nodded without appearance of surprise. &#8216;In the place where there<br \/>\nis no darkness,&#8217; he said, as though he had recognized the allusion. &#8216;And<br \/>\nin the meantime, is there anything that you wish to say before you leave?<br \/>\nAny message? Any question?.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston thought. There did not seem to be any further question that he<br \/>\nwanted to ask: still less did he feel any impulse to utter high-sounding<br \/>\ngeneralities. Instead of anything directly connected with O&#8217;Brien or the<br \/>\nBrotherhood, there came into his mind a sort of composite picture of the<br \/>\ndark bedroom where his mother had spent her last days, and the little room<br \/>\nover Mr Charrington&#8217;s shop, and the glass paperweight, and the steel<br \/>\nengraving in its rosewood frame. Almost at random he said:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Did you ever happen to hear an old rhyme that begins &#8220;Oranges and lemons,<br \/>\nsay the bells of St Clement&#8217;s&#8221;?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Again O&#8217;Brien nodded. With a sort of grave courtesy he completed the<br \/>\nstanza:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oranges and lemons, say the bells of St Clement&#8217;s,<br \/>\n  You owe me three farthings, say the bells of St Martin&#8217;s,<br \/>\n  When will you pay me? say the bells of Old Bailey,<br \/>\n  When I grow rich, say the bells of Shoreditch.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You knew the last line!&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, I knew the last line. And now, I am afraid, it is time for you to go.<br \/>\nBut wait. You had better let me give you one of these tablets.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>As Winston stood up O&#8217;Brien held out a hand. His powerful grip crushed<br \/>\nthe bones of Winston&#8217;s palm. At the door Winston looked back, but O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nseemed already to be in process of putting him out of mind. He was waiting<br \/>\nwith his hand on the switch that controlled the telescreen. Beyond him<br \/>\nWinston could see the writing-table with its green-shaded lamp and the<br \/>\nspeakwrite and the wire baskets deep-laden with papers. The incident was<br \/>\nclosed. Within thirty seconds, it occurred to him, O&#8217;Brien would be back<br \/>\nat his interrupted and important work on behalf of the Party.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 9<\/p>\n<p>Winston was gelatinous with fatigue. Gelatinous was the right word. It had<br \/>\ncome into his head spontaneously. His body seemed to have not only the<br \/>\nweakness of a jelly, but its translucency. He felt that if he held up his<br \/>\nhand he would be able to see the light through it. All the blood and<br \/>\nlymph had been drained out of him by an enormous debauch of work, leaving<br \/>\nonly a frail structure of nerves, bones, and skin. All sensations seemed<br \/>\nto be magnified. His overalls fretted his shoulders, the pavement tickled<br \/>\nhis feet, even the opening and closing of a hand was an effort that made<br \/>\nhis joints creak.<\/p>\n<p>He had worked more than ninety hours in five days. So had everyone else in<br \/>\nthe Ministry. Now it was all over, and he had literally nothing to do, no<br \/>\nParty work of any description, until tomorrow morning. He could spend six<br \/>\nhours in the hiding-place and another nine in his own bed. Slowly, in<br \/>\nmild afternoon sunshine, he walked up a dingy street in the direction<br \/>\nof Mr Charrington&#8217;s shop, keeping one eye open for the patrols, but<br \/>\nirrationally convinced that this afternoon there was no danger of anyone<br \/>\ninterfering with him. The heavy brief-case that he was carrying bumped<br \/>\nagainst his knee at each step, sending a tingling sensation up and down<br \/>\nthe skin of his leg. Inside it was the book, which he had now had in his<br \/>\npossession for six days and had not yet opened, nor even looked at.<\/p>\n<p>On the sixth day of Hate Week, after the processions, the speeches, the<br \/>\nshouting, the singing, the banners, the posters, the films, the waxworks,<br \/>\nthe rolling of drums and squealing of trumpets, the tramp of marching feet,<br \/>\nthe grinding of the caterpillars of tanks, the roar of massed planes,<br \/>\nthe booming of guns&#8211;after six days of this, when the great orgasm was<br \/>\nquivering to its climax and the general hatred of Eurasia had boiled up<br \/>\ninto such delirium that if the crowd could have got their hands on the<br \/>\n2,000 Eurasian war-criminals who were to be publicly hanged on the last<br \/>\nday of the proceedings, they would unquestionably have torn them to<br \/>\npieces&#8211;at just this moment it had been announced that Oceania was not<br \/>\nafter all at war with Eurasia. Oceania was at war with Eastasia. Eurasia<br \/>\nwas an ally.<\/p>\n<p>There was, of course, no admission that any change had taken place. Merely<br \/>\nit became known, with extreme suddenness and everywhere at once, that<br \/>\nEastasia and not Eurasia was the enemy. Winston was taking part in a<br \/>\ndemonstration in one of the central London squares at the moment when it<br \/>\nhappened. It was night, and the white faces and the scarlet banners were<br \/>\nluridly floodlit. The square was packed with several thousand people,<br \/>\nincluding a block of about a thousand schoolchildren in the uniform of the<br \/>\nSpies. On a scarlet-draped platform an orator of the Inner Party, a small<br \/>\nlean man with disproportionately long arms and a large bald skull over<br \/>\nwhich a few lank locks straggled, was haranguing the crowd. A little<br \/>\nRumpelstiltskin figure, contorted with hatred, he gripped the neck of the<br \/>\nmicrophone with one hand while the other, enormous at the end of a bony<br \/>\narm, clawed the air menacingly above his head. His voice, made metallic by<br \/>\nthe amplifiers, boomed forth an endless catalogue of atrocities, massacres,<br \/>\ndeportations, lootings, rapings, torture of prisoners, bombing of<br \/>\ncivilians, lying propaganda, unjust aggressions, broken treaties. It was<br \/>\nalmost impossible to listen to him without being first convinced and then<br \/>\nmaddened. At every few moments the fury of the crowd boiled over and the<br \/>\nvoice of the speaker was drowned by a wild beast-like roaring that rose<br \/>\nuncontrollably from thousands of throats. The most savage yells of all<br \/>\ncame from the schoolchildren. The speech had been proceeding for perhaps<br \/>\ntwenty minutes when a messenger hurried on to the platform and a scrap of<br \/>\npaper was slipped into the speaker&#8217;s hand. He unrolled and read it without<br \/>\npausing in his speech. Nothing altered in his voice or manner, or in the<br \/>\ncontent of what he was saying, but suddenly the names were different.<br \/>\nWithout words said, a wave of understanding rippled through the crowd.<br \/>\nOceania was at war with Eastasia! The next moment there was a tremendous<br \/>\ncommotion. The banners and posters with which the square was decorated<br \/>\nwere all wrong! Quite half of them had the wrong faces on them. It was<br \/>\nsabotage! The agents of Goldstein had been at work! There was a riotous<br \/>\ninterlude while posters were ripped from the walls, banners torn to shreds<br \/>\nand trampled underfoot. The Spies performed prodigies of activity in<br \/>\nclambering over the rooftops and cutting the streamers that fluttered from<br \/>\nthe chimneys. But within two or three minutes it was all over. The orator,<br \/>\nstill gripping the neck of the microphone, his shoulders hunched forward,<br \/>\nhis free hand clawing at the air, had gone straight on with his speech.<br \/>\nOne minute more, and the feral roars of rage were again bursting from the<br \/>\ncrowd. The Hate continued exactly as before, except that the target had<br \/>\nbeen changed.<\/p>\n<p>The thing that impressed Winston in looking back was that the speaker had<br \/>\nswitched from one line to the other actually in midsentence, not only<br \/>\nwithout a pause, but without even breaking the syntax. But at the moment<br \/>\nhe had other things to preoccupy him. It was during the moment of disorder<br \/>\nwhile the posters were being torn down that a man whose face he did not<br \/>\nsee had tapped him on the shoulder and said, &#8216;Excuse me, I think you&#8217;ve<br \/>\ndropped your brief-case.&#8217; He took the brief-case abstractedly, without<br \/>\nspeaking. He knew that it would be days before he had an opportunity to<br \/>\nlook inside it. The instant that the demonstration was over he went<br \/>\nstraight to the Ministry of Truth, though the time was now nearly<br \/>\ntwenty-three hours. The entire staff of the Ministry had done likewise.<br \/>\nThe orders already issuing from the telescreen, recalling them to their<br \/>\nposts, were hardly necessary.<\/p>\n<p>Oceania was at war with Eastasia: Oceania had always been at war with<br \/>\nEastasia. A large part of the political literature of five years was now<br \/>\ncompletely obsolete. Reports and records of all kinds, newspapers, books,<br \/>\npamphlets, films, sound-tracks, photographs&#8211;all had to be rectified at<br \/>\nlightning speed. Although no directive was ever issued, it was known that<br \/>\nthe chiefs of the Department intended that within one week no reference<br \/>\nto the war with Eurasia, or the alliance with Eastasia, should remain in<br \/>\nexistence anywhere. The work was overwhelming, all the more so because<br \/>\nthe processes that it involved could not be called by their true<br \/>\nnames. Everyone in the Records Department worked eighteen hours in the<br \/>\ntwenty-four, with two three-hour snatches of sleep. Mattresses were brought<br \/>\nup from the cellars and pitched all over the corridors: meals consisted of<br \/>\nsandwiches and Victory Coffee wheeled round on trolleys by attendants from<br \/>\nthe canteen. Each time that Winston broke off for one of his spells of<br \/>\nsleep he tried to leave his desk clear of work, and each time that he<br \/>\ncrawled back sticky-eyed and aching, it was to find that another shower<br \/>\nof paper cylinders had covered the desk like a snowdrift, half-burying the<br \/>\nspeakwrite and overflowing on to the floor, so that the first job was<br \/>\nalways to stack them into a neat enough pile to give him room to work.<br \/>\nWhat was worst of all was that the work was by no means purely mechanical.<br \/>\nOften it was enough merely to substitute one name for another, but any<br \/>\ndetailed report of events demanded care and imagination. Even the<br \/>\ngeographical knowledge that one needed in transferring the war from one<br \/>\npart of the world to another was considerable.<\/p>\n<p>By the third day his eyes ached unbearably and his spectacles needed wiping<br \/>\nevery few minutes. It was like struggling with some crushing physical task,<br \/>\nsomething which one had the right to refuse and which one was nevertheless<br \/>\nneurotically anxious to accomplish. In so far as he had time to remember<br \/>\nit, he was not troubled by the fact that every word he murmured into the<br \/>\nspeakwrite, every stroke of his ink-pencil, was a deliberate lie. He was<br \/>\nas anxious as anyone else in the Department that the forgery should be<br \/>\nperfect. On the morning of the sixth day the dribble of cylinders slowed<br \/>\ndown. For as much as half an hour nothing came out of the tube; then one<br \/>\nmore cylinder, then nothing. Everywhere at about the same time the work<br \/>\nwas easing off. A deep and as it were secret sigh went through the<br \/>\nDepartment. A mighty deed, which could never be mentioned, had been<br \/>\nachieved. It was now impossible for any human being to prove by documentary<br \/>\nevidence that the war with Eurasia had ever happened. At twelve hundred it<br \/>\nwas unexpectedly announced that all workers in the Ministry were free till<br \/>\ntomorrow morning. Winston, still carrying the brief-case containing the<br \/>\nbook, which had remained between his feet while he worked and under his<br \/>\nbody while he slept, went home, shaved himself, and almost fell asleep in<br \/>\nhis bath, although the water was barely more than tepid.<\/p>\n<p>With a sort of voluptuous creaking in his joints he climbed the stair above<br \/>\nMr Charrington&#8217;s shop. He was tired, but not sleepy any longer. He opened<br \/>\nthe window, lit the dirty little oilstove and put on a pan of water for<br \/>\ncoffee. Julia would arrive presently: meanwhile there was the book. He<br \/>\nsat down in the sluttish armchair and undid the straps of the brief-case.<\/p>\n<p>A heavy black volume, amateurishly bound, with no name or title on the<br \/>\ncover. The print also looked slightly irregular. The pages were worn at<br \/>\nthe edges, and fell apart, easily, as though the book had passed through<br \/>\nmany hands. The inscription on the title-page ran:<\/p>\n<p>THE THEORY AND PRACTICE OF<br \/>\n  OLIGARCHICAL COLLECTIVISM<br \/>\n  by<br \/>\n  Emmanuel Goldstein<\/p>\n<p>Winston began reading:<\/p>\n<p>Chapter I<br \/>\nIgnorance is Strength<\/p>\n<p>Throughout recorded time, and probably since the end of the Neolithic Age,<br \/>\nthere have been three kinds of people in the world, the High, the Middle,<br \/>\nand the Low. They have been subdivided in many ways, they have borne<br \/>\ncountless different names, and their relative numbers, as well as their<br \/>\nattitude towards one another, have varied from age to age: but the<br \/>\nessential structure of society has never altered. Even after enormous<br \/>\nupheavals and seemingly irrevocable changes, the same pattern has always<br \/>\nreasserted itself, just as a gyroscope will always return to equilibrium,<br \/>\nhowever far it is pushed one way or the other.<\/p>\n<p>The aims of these groups are entirely irreconcilable&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Winston stopped reading, chiefly in order to appreciate the fact that he<br \/>\nwas reading, in comfort and safety. He was alone: no telescreen, no ear at<br \/>\nthe keyhole, no nervous impulse to glance over his shoulder or cover the<br \/>\npage with his hand. The sweet summer air played against his cheek. From<br \/>\nsomewhere far away there floated the faint shouts of children: in the room<br \/>\nitself there was no sound except the insect voice of the clock. He settled<br \/>\ndeeper into the arm-chair and put his feet up on the fender. It was bliss,<br \/>\nit was eternity. Suddenly, as one sometimes does with a book of which one<br \/>\nknows that one will ultimately read and re-read every word, he opened it<br \/>\nat a different place and found himself at Chapter III. He went on reading:<\/p>\n<p>Chapter III<br \/>\nWar is Peace<\/p>\n<p>The splitting up of the world into three great super-states was an event<br \/>\nwhich could be and indeed was foreseen before the middle of the twentieth<br \/>\ncentury. With the absorption of Europe by Russia and of the British Empire<br \/>\nby the United States, two of the three existing powers, Eurasia and<br \/>\nOceania, were already effectively in being. The third, Eastasia, only<br \/>\nemerged as a distinct unit after another decade of confused fighting. The<br \/>\nfrontiers between the three super-states are in some places arbitrary, and<br \/>\nin others they fluctuate according to the fortunes of war, but in general<br \/>\nthey follow geographical lines. Eurasia comprises the whole of the northern<br \/>\npart of the European and Asiatic land-mass, from Portugal to the Bering<br \/>\nStrait. Oceania comprises the Americas, the Atlantic islands including the<br \/>\nBritish Isles, Australasia, and the southern portion of Africa. Eastasia,<br \/>\nsmaller than the others and with a less definite western frontier,<br \/>\ncomprises China and the countries to the south of it, the Japanese islands<br \/>\nand a large but fluctuating portion of Manchuria, Mongolia, and Tibet.<\/p>\n<p>In one combination or another, these three super-states are permanently at<br \/>\nwar, and have been so for the past twenty-five years. War, however, is no<br \/>\nlonger the desperate, annihilating struggle that it was in the early<br \/>\ndecades of the twentieth century. It is a warfare of limited aims between<br \/>\ncombatants who are unable to destroy one another, have no material cause<br \/>\nfor fighting and are not divided by any genuine ideological difference.<br \/>\nThis is not to say that either the conduct of war, or the prevailing<br \/>\nattitude towards it, has become less bloodthirsty or more chivalrous.<br \/>\nOn the contrary, war hysteria is continuous and universal in all countries,<br \/>\nand such acts as raping, looting, the slaughter of children, the reduction<br \/>\nof whole populations to slavery, and reprisals against prisoners which<br \/>\nextend even to boiling and burying alive, are looked upon as normal,<br \/>\nand, when they are committed by one&#8217;s own side and not by the enemy,<br \/>\nmeritorious. But in a physical sense war involves very small numbers of<br \/>\npeople, mostly highly-trained specialists, and causes comparatively few<br \/>\ncasualties. The fighting, when there is any, takes place on the vague<br \/>\nfrontiers whose whereabouts the average man can only guess at, or round<br \/>\nthe Floating Fortresses which guard strategic spots on the sea lanes. In<br \/>\nthe centres of civilization war means no more than a continuous shortage<br \/>\nof consumption goods, and the occasional crash of a rocket bomb which may<br \/>\ncause a few scores of deaths. War has in fact changed its character. More<br \/>\nexactly, the reasons for which war is waged have changed in their order of<br \/>\nimportance. Motives which were already present to some small extent in the<br \/>\ngreat wars of the early twentieth century have now become dominant and<br \/>\nare consciously recognized and acted upon.<\/p>\n<p>To understand the nature of the present war&#8211;for in spite of the regrouping<br \/>\nwhich occurs every few years, it is always the same war&#8211;one must realize<br \/>\nin the first place that it is impossible for it to be decisive. None of<br \/>\nthe three super-states could be definitively conquered even by the other<br \/>\ntwo in combination. They are too evenly matched, and their natural defences<br \/>\nare too formidable. Eurasia is protected by its vast land spaces, Oceania<br \/>\nby the width of the Atlantic and the Pacific, Eastasia by the fecundity<br \/>\nand industriousness of its inhabitants. Secondly, there is no longer, in<br \/>\na material sense, anything to fight about. With the establishment of<br \/>\nself-contained economies, in which production and consumption are geared<br \/>\nto one another, the scramble for markets which was a main cause of<br \/>\nprevious wars has come to an end, while the competition for raw materials<br \/>\nis no longer a matter of life and death. In any case each of the three<br \/>\nsuper-states is so vast that it can obtain almost all the materials that<br \/>\nit needs within its own boundaries. In so far as the war has a direct<br \/>\neconomic purpose, it is a war for labour power. Between the frontiers of<br \/>\nthe super-states, and not permanently in the possession of any of them,<br \/>\nthere lies a rough quadrilateral with its corners at Tangier, Brazzaville,<br \/>\nDarwin, and Hong Kong, containing within it about a fifth of the population<br \/>\nof the earth. It is for the possession of these thickly-populated regions,<br \/>\nand of the northern ice-cap, that the three powers are constantly<br \/>\nstruggling. In practice no one power ever controls the whole of the<br \/>\ndisputed area. Portions of it are constantly changing hands, and it is the<br \/>\nchance of seizing this or that fragment by a sudden stroke of treachery<br \/>\nthat dictates the endless changes of alignment.<\/p>\n<p>All of the disputed territories contain valuable minerals, and some of<br \/>\nthem yield important vegetable products such as rubber which in colder<br \/>\nclimates it is necessary to synthesize by comparatively expensive methods.<br \/>\nBut above all they contain a bottomless reserve of cheap labour. Whichever<br \/>\npower controls equatorial Africa, or the countries of the Middle East, or<br \/>\nSouthern India, or the Indonesian Archipelago, disposes also of the bodies<br \/>\nof scores or hundreds of millions of ill-paid and hard-working coolies.<br \/>\nThe inhabitants of these areas, reduced more or less openly to the status<br \/>\nof slaves, pass continually from conqueror to conqueror, and are expended<br \/>\nlike so much coal or oil in the race to turn out more armaments, to capture<br \/>\nmore territory, to control more labour power, to turn out more armaments,<br \/>\nto capture more territory, and so on indefinitely. It should be noted that<br \/>\nthe fighting never really moves beyond the edges of the disputed areas.<br \/>\nThe frontiers of Eurasia flow back and forth between the basin of the Congo<br \/>\nand the northern shore of the Mediterranean; the islands of the Indian<br \/>\nOcean and the Pacific are constantly being captured and recaptured by<br \/>\nOceania or by Eastasia; in Mongolia the dividing line between Eurasia and<br \/>\nEastasia is never stable; round the Pole all three powers lay claim to<br \/>\nenormous territories which in fact are largely uninhabited and unexplored:<br \/>\nbut the balance of power always remains roughly even, and the territory<br \/>\nwhich forms the heartland of each super-state always remains inviolate.<br \/>\nMoreover, the labour of the exploited peoples round the Equator is not<br \/>\nreally necessary to the world&#8217;s economy. They add nothing to the wealth of<br \/>\nthe world, since whatever they produce is used for purposes of war, and<br \/>\nthe object of waging a war is always to be in a better position in which<br \/>\nto wage another war. By their labour the slave populations allow the tempo<br \/>\nof continuous warfare to be speeded up. But if they did not exist, the<br \/>\nstructure of world society, and the process by which it maintains itself,<br \/>\nwould not be essentially different.<\/p>\n<p>The primary aim of modern warfare (in accordance with the principles of<br \/>\nDOUBLETHINK, this aim is simultaneously recognized and not recognized by<br \/>\nthe directing brains of the Inner Party) is to use up the products of the<br \/>\nmachine without raising the general standard of living. Ever since the end<br \/>\nof the nineteenth century, the problem of what to do with the surplus of<br \/>\nconsumption goods has been latent in industrial society. At present, when<br \/>\nfew human beings even have enough to eat, this problem is obviously not<br \/>\nurgent, and it might not have become so, even if no artificial processes<br \/>\nof destruction had been at work. The world of today is a bare, hungry,<br \/>\ndilapidated place compared with the world that existed before 1914, and<br \/>\nstill more so if compared with the imaginary future to which the people of<br \/>\nthat period looked forward. In the early twentieth century, the vision of<br \/>\na future society unbelievably rich, leisured, orderly, and efficient&#8211;a<br \/>\nglittering antiseptic world of glass and steel and snow-white concrete&#8211;was<br \/>\npart of the consciousness of nearly every literate person. Science and<br \/>\ntechnology were developing at a prodigious speed, and it seemed natural to<br \/>\nassume that they would go on developing. This failed to happen, partly<br \/>\nbecause of the impoverishment caused by a long series of wars and<br \/>\nrevolutions, partly because scientific and technical progress depended on<br \/>\nthe empirical habit of thought, which could not survive in a strictly<br \/>\nregimented society. As a whole the world is more primitive today than it<br \/>\nwas fifty years ago. Certain backward areas have advanced, and various<br \/>\ndevices, always in some way connected with warfare and police espionage,<br \/>\nhave been developed, but experiment and invention have largely stopped,<br \/>\nand the ravages of the atomic war of the nineteen-fifties have never been<br \/>\nfully repaired. Nevertheless the dangers inherent in the machine are still<br \/>\nthere. From the moment when the machine first made its appearance it<br \/>\nwas clear to all thinking people that the need for human drudgery, and<br \/>\ntherefore to a great extent for human inequality, had disappeared. If the<br \/>\nmachine were used deliberately for that end, hunger, overwork, dirt,<br \/>\nilliteracy, and disease could be eliminated within a few generations.<br \/>\nAnd in fact, without being used for any such purpose, but by a sort of<br \/>\nautomatic process&#8211;by producing wealth which it was sometimes impossible<br \/>\nnot to distribute&#8211;the machine did raise the living standards of the<br \/>\naverage human being very greatly over a period of about fifty years at<br \/>\nthe end of the nineteenth and the beginning of the twentieth centuries.<\/p>\n<p>But it was also clear that an all-round increase in wealth threatened the<br \/>\ndestruction&#8211;indeed, in some sense was the destruction&#8211;of a hierarchical<br \/>\nsociety. In a world in which everyone worked short hours, had enough to<br \/>\neat, lived in a house with a bathroom and a refrigerator, and possessed<br \/>\na motor-car or even an aeroplane, the most obvious and perhaps the most<br \/>\nimportant form of inequality would already have disappeared. If it once<br \/>\nbecame general, wealth would confer no distinction. It was possible, no<br \/>\ndoubt, to imagine a society in which WEALTH, in the sense of personal<br \/>\npossessions and luxuries, should be evenly distributed, while POWER<br \/>\nremained in the hands of a small privileged caste. But in practice such<br \/>\na society could not long remain stable. For if leisure and security were<br \/>\nenjoyed by all alike, the great mass of human beings who are normally<br \/>\nstupefied by poverty would become literate and would learn to think for<br \/>\nthemselves; and when once they had done this, they would sooner or later<br \/>\nrealize that the privileged minority had no function, and they would sweep<br \/>\nit away. In the long run, a hierarchical society was only possible on a<br \/>\nbasis of poverty and ignorance. To return to the agricultural past, as<br \/>\nsome thinkers about the beginning of the twentieth century dreamed of<br \/>\ndoing, was not a practicable solution. It conflicted with the tendency<br \/>\ntowards mechanization which had become quasi-instinctive throughout almost<br \/>\nthe whole world, and moreover, any country which remained industrially<br \/>\nbackward was helpless in a military sense and was bound to be dominated,<br \/>\ndirectly or indirectly, by its more advanced rivals.<\/p>\n<p>Nor was it a satisfactory solution to keep the masses in poverty by<br \/>\nrestricting the output of goods. This happened to a great extent during<br \/>\nthe final phase of capitalism, roughly between 1920 and 1940. The economy<br \/>\nof many countries was allowed to stagnate, land went out of cultivation,<br \/>\ncapital equipment was not added to, great blocks of the population were<br \/>\nprevented from working and kept half alive by State charity. But this,<br \/>\ntoo, entailed military weakness, and since the privations it inflicted<br \/>\nwere obviously unnecessary, it made opposition inevitable. The problem was<br \/>\nhow to keep the wheels of industry turning without increasing the real<br \/>\nwealth of the world. Goods must be produced, but they must not be<br \/>\ndistributed. And in practice the only way of achieving this was by<br \/>\ncontinuous warfare.<\/p>\n<p>The essential act of war is destruction, not necessarily of human lives,<br \/>\nbut of the products of human labour. War is a way of shattering to pieces,<br \/>\nor pouring into the stratosphere, or sinking in the depths of the sea,<br \/>\nmaterials which might otherwise be used to make the masses too comfortable,<br \/>\nand hence, in the long run, too intelligent. Even when weapons of war are<br \/>\nnot actually destroyed, their manufacture is still a convenient way of<br \/>\nexpending labour power without producing anything that can be consumed.<br \/>\nA Floating Fortress, for example, has locked up in it the labour that<br \/>\nwould build several hundred cargo-ships. Ultimately it is scrapped as<br \/>\nobsolete, never having brought any material benefit to anybody, and with<br \/>\nfurther enormous labours another Floating Fortress is built. In principle<br \/>\nthe war effort is always so planned as to eat up any surplus that might<br \/>\nexist after meeting the bare needs of the population. In practice the needs<br \/>\nof the population are always underestimated, with the result that there is<br \/>\na chronic shortage of half the necessities of life; but this is looked on<br \/>\nas an advantage. It is deliberate policy to keep even the favoured groups<br \/>\nsomewhere near the brink of hardship, because a general state of scarcity<br \/>\nincreases the importance of small privileges and thus magnifies the<br \/>\ndistinction between one group and another. By the standards of the early<br \/>\ntwentieth century, even a member of the Inner Party lives an austere,<br \/>\nlaborious kind of life. Nevertheless, the few luxuries that he does enjoy<br \/>\nhis large, well-appointed flat, the better texture of his clothes, the<br \/>\nbetter quality of his food and drink and tobacco, his two or three<br \/>\nservants, his private motor-car or helicopter&#8211;set him in a different world<br \/>\nfrom a member of the Outer Party, and the members of the Outer Party have<br \/>\na similar advantage in comparison with the submerged masses whom we call<br \/>\n&#8216;the proles&#8217;. The social atmosphere is that of a besieged city, where the<br \/>\npossession of a lump of horseflesh makes the difference between wealth and<br \/>\npoverty. And at the same time the consciousness of being at war, and<br \/>\ntherefore in danger, makes the handing-over of all power to a small caste<br \/>\nseem the natural, unavoidable condition of survival.<\/p>\n<p>War, it will be seen, accomplishes the necessary destruction, but<br \/>\naccomplishes it in a psychologically acceptable way. In principle it would<br \/>\nbe quite simple to waste the surplus labour of the world by building<br \/>\ntemples and pyramids, by digging holes and filling them up again, or even<br \/>\nby producing vast quantities of goods and then setting fire to them. But<br \/>\nthis would provide only the economic and not the emotional basis for a<br \/>\nhierarchical society. What is concerned here is not the morale of masses,<br \/>\nwhose attitude is unimportant so long as they are kept steadily at work,<br \/>\nbut the morale of the Party itself. Even the humblest Party member is<br \/>\nexpected to be competent, industrious, and even intelligent within narrow<br \/>\nlimits, but it is also necessary that he should be a credulous and ignorant<br \/>\nfanatic whose prevailing moods are fear, hatred, adulation, and orgiastic<br \/>\ntriumph. In other words it is necessary that he should have the mentality<br \/>\nappropriate to a state of war. It does not matter whether the war is<br \/>\nactually happening, and, since no decisive victory is possible, it does<br \/>\nnot matter whether the war is going well or badly. All that is needed is<br \/>\nthat a state of war should exist. The splitting of the intelligence which<br \/>\nthe Party requires of its members, and which is more easily achieved in an<br \/>\natmosphere of war, is now almost universal, but the higher up the ranks<br \/>\none goes, the more marked it becomes. It is precisely in the Inner Party<br \/>\nthat war hysteria and hatred of the enemy are strongest. In his capacity<br \/>\nas an administrator, it is often necessary for a member of the Inner Party<br \/>\nto know that this or that item of war news is untruthful, and he may often<br \/>\nbe aware that the entire war is spurious and is either not happening or<br \/>\nis being waged for purposes quite other than the declared ones: but such<br \/>\nknowledge is easily neutralized by the technique of DOUBLETHINK. Meanwhile<br \/>\nno Inner Party member wavers for an instant in his mystical belief that<br \/>\nthe war is real, and that it is bound to end victoriously, with Oceania<br \/>\nthe undisputed master of the entire world.<\/p>\n<p>All members of the Inner Party believe in this coming conquest as an<br \/>\narticle of faith. It is to be achieved either by gradually acquiring more<br \/>\nand more territory and so building up an overwhelming preponderance of<br \/>\npower, or by the discovery of some new and unanswerable weapon. The search<br \/>\nfor new weapons continues unceasingly, and is one of the very few remaining<br \/>\nactivities in which the inventive or speculative type of mind can find any<br \/>\noutlet. In Oceania at the present day, Science, in the old sense, has<br \/>\nalmost ceased to exist. In Newspeak there is no word for &#8216;Science&#8217;. The<br \/>\nempirical method of thought, on which all the scientific achievements of<br \/>\nthe past were founded, is opposed to the most fundamental principles of<br \/>\nIngsoc. And even technological progress only happens when its products can<br \/>\nin some way be used for the diminution of human liberty. In all the useful<br \/>\narts the world is either standing still or going backwards. The fields are<br \/>\ncultivated with horse-ploughs while books are written by machinery. But<br \/>\nin matters of vital importance&#8211;meaning, in effect, war and police<br \/>\nespionage&#8211;the empirical approach is still encouraged, or at least<br \/>\ntolerated. The two aims of the Party are to conquer the whole surface of<br \/>\nthe earth and to extinguish once and for all the possibility of independent<br \/>\nthought. There are therefore two great problems which the Party is<br \/>\nconcerned to solve. One is how to discover, against his will, what another<br \/>\nhuman being is thinking, and the other is how to kill several hundred<br \/>\nmillion people in a few seconds without giving warning beforehand. In<br \/>\nso far as scientific research still continues, this is its subject matter.<br \/>\nThe scientist of today is either a mixture of psychologist and inquisitor,<br \/>\nstudying with real ordinary minuteness the meaning of facial expressions,<br \/>\ngestures, and tones of voice, and testing the truth-producing effects of<br \/>\ndrugs, shock therapy, hypnosis, and physical torture; or he is chemist,<br \/>\nphysicist, or biologist concerned only with such branches of his special<br \/>\nsubject as are relevant to the taking of life. In the vast laboratories<br \/>\nof the Ministry of Peace, and in the experimental stations hidden in the<br \/>\nBrazilian forests, or in the Australian desert, or on lost islands of<br \/>\nthe Antarctic, the teams of experts are indefatigably at work. Some are<br \/>\nconcerned simply with planning the logistics of future wars; others devise<br \/>\nlarger and larger rocket bombs, more and more powerful explosives, and more<br \/>\nand more impenetrable armour-plating; others search for new and deadlier<br \/>\ngases, or for soluble poisons capable of being produced in such quantities<br \/>\nas to destroy the vegetation of whole continents, or for breeds of disease<br \/>\ngerms immunized against all possible antibodies; others strive to produce<br \/>\na vehicle that shall bore its way under the soil like a submarine under<br \/>\nthe water, or an aeroplane as independent of its base as a sailing-ship;<br \/>\nothers explore even remoter possibilities such as focusing the sun&#8217;s rays<br \/>\nthrough lenses suspended thousands of kilometres away in space, or<br \/>\nproducing artificial earthquakes and tidal waves by tapping the heat at<br \/>\nthe earth&#8217;s centre.<\/p>\n<p>But none of these projects ever comes anywhere near realization, and none<br \/>\nof the three super-states ever gains a significant lead on the others.<br \/>\nWhat is more remarkable is that all three powers already possess, in the<br \/>\natomic bomb, a weapon far more powerful than any that their present<br \/>\nresearches are likely to discover. Although the Party, according to its<br \/>\nhabit, claims the invention for itself, atomic bombs first appeared as<br \/>\nearly as the nineteen-forties, and were first used on a large scale about<br \/>\nten years later. At that time some hundreds of bombs were dropped on<br \/>\nindustrial centres, chiefly in European Russia, Western Europe, and<br \/>\nNorth America. The effect was to convince the ruling groups of all<br \/>\ncountries that a few more atomic bombs would mean the end of organized<br \/>\nsociety, and hence of their own power. Thereafter, although no formal<br \/>\nagreement was ever made or hinted at, no more bombs were dropped. All three<br \/>\npowers merely continue to produce atomic bombs and store them up against<br \/>\nthe decisive opportunity which they all believe will come sooner or later.<br \/>\nAnd meanwhile the art of war has remained almost stationary for thirty or<br \/>\nforty years. Helicopters are more used than they were formerly, bombing<br \/>\nplanes have been largely superseded by self-propelled projectiles, and the<br \/>\nfragile movable battleship has given way to the almost unsinkable Floating<br \/>\nFortress; but otherwise there has been little development. The tank, the<br \/>\nsubmarine, the torpedo, the machine gun, even the rifle and the hand<br \/>\ngrenade are still in use. And in spite of the endless slaughters reported<br \/>\nin the Press and on the telescreens, the desperate battles of earlier wars,<br \/>\nin which hundreds of thousands or even millions of men were often killed<br \/>\nin a few weeks, have never been repeated.<\/p>\n<p>None of the three super-states ever attempts any manoeuvre which involves<br \/>\nthe risk of serious defeat. When any large operation is undertaken, it is<br \/>\nusually a surprise attack against an ally. The strategy that all three<br \/>\npowers are following, or pretend to themselves that they are following,<br \/>\nis the same. The plan is, by a combination of fighting, bargaining, and<br \/>\nwell-timed strokes of treachery, to acquire a ring of bases completely<br \/>\nencircling one or other of the rival states, and then to sign a pact of<br \/>\nfriendship with that rival and remain on peaceful terms for so many years<br \/>\nas to lull suspicion to sleep. During this time rockets loaded with atomic<br \/>\nbombs can be assembled at all the strategic spots; finally they will all<br \/>\nbe fired simultaneously, with effects so devastating as to make retaliation<br \/>\nimpossible. It will then be time to sign a pact of friendship with the<br \/>\nremaining world-power, in preparation for another attack. This scheme, it<br \/>\nis hardly necessary to say, is a mere daydream, impossible of realization.<br \/>\nMoreover, no fighting ever occurs except in the disputed areas round the<br \/>\nEquator and the Pole: no invasion of enemy territory is ever undertaken.<br \/>\nThis explains the fact that in some places the frontiers between the<br \/>\nsuper-states are arbitrary. Eurasia, for example, could easily conquer the<br \/>\nBritish Isles, which are geographically part of Europe, or on the other<br \/>\nhand it would be possible for Oceania to push its frontiers to the Rhine<br \/>\nor even to the Vistula. But this would violate the principle, followed on<br \/>\nall sides though never formulated, of cultural integrity. If Oceania were<br \/>\nto conquer the areas that used once to be known as France and Germany, it<br \/>\nwould be necessary either to exterminate the inhabitants, a task of great<br \/>\nphysical difficulty, or to assimilate a population of about a hundred<br \/>\nmillion people, who, so far as technical development goes, are roughly on<br \/>\nthe Oceanic level. The problem is the same for all three super-states.<br \/>\nIt is absolutely necessary to their structure that there should be no<br \/>\ncontact with foreigners, except, to a limited extent, with war prisoners<br \/>\nand coloured slaves. Even the official ally of the moment is always<br \/>\nregarded with the darkest suspicion. War prisoners apart, the average<br \/>\ncitizen of Oceania never sets eyes on a citizen of either Eurasia or<br \/>\nEastasia, and he is forbidden the knowledge of foreign languages. If he<br \/>\nwere allowed contact with foreigners he would discover that they are<br \/>\ncreatures similar to himself and that most of what he has been told about<br \/>\nthem is lies. The sealed world in which he lives would be broken, and the<br \/>\nfear, hatred, and self-righteousness on which his morale depends might<br \/>\nevaporate. It is therefore realized on all sides that however often Persia,<br \/>\nor Egypt, or Java, or Ceylon may change hands, the main frontiers must<br \/>\nnever be crossed by anything except bombs.<\/p>\n<p>Under this lies a fact never mentioned aloud, but tacitly understood and<br \/>\nacted upon: namely, that the conditions of life in all three super-states<br \/>\nare very much the same. In Oceania the prevailing philosophy is called<br \/>\nIngsoc, in Eurasia it is called Neo-Bolshevism, and in Eastasia it is<br \/>\ncalled by a Chinese name usually translated as Death-Worship, but perhaps<br \/>\nbetter rendered as Obliteration of the Self. The citizen of Oceania is not<br \/>\nallowed to know anything of the tenets of the other two philosophies, but<br \/>\nhe is taught to execrate them as barbarous outrages upon morality and<br \/>\ncommon sense. Actually the three philosophies are barely distinguishable,<br \/>\nand the social systems which they support are not distinguishable at all.<br \/>\nEverywhere there is the same pyramidal structure, the same worship of<br \/>\nsemi-divine leader, the same economy existing by and for continuous<br \/>\nwarfare. It follows that the three super-states not only cannot conquer<br \/>\none another, but would gain no advantage by doing so. On the contrary,<br \/>\nso long as they remain in conflict they prop one another up, like three<br \/>\nsheaves of corn. And, as usual, the ruling groups of all three powers are<br \/>\nsimultaneously aware and unaware of what they are doing. Their lives are<br \/>\ndedicated to world conquest, but they also know that it is necessary that<br \/>\nthe war should continue everlastingly and without victory. Meanwhile the<br \/>\nfact that there IS no danger of conquest makes possible the denial of<br \/>\nreality which is the special feature of Ingsoc and its rival systems of<br \/>\nthought. Here it is necessary to repeat what has been said earlier, that<br \/>\nby becoming continuous war has fundamentally changed its character.<\/p>\n<p>In past ages, a war, almost by definition, was something that sooner or<br \/>\nlater came to an end, usually in unmistakable victory or defeat. In the<br \/>\npast, also, war was one of the main instruments by which human societies<br \/>\nwere kept in touch with physical reality. All rulers in all ages have tried<br \/>\nto impose a false view of the world upon their followers, but they could<br \/>\nnot afford to encourage any illusion that tended to impair military<br \/>\nefficiency. So long as defeat meant the loss of independence, or some other<br \/>\nresult generally held to be undesirable, the precautions against defeat<br \/>\nhad to be serious. Physical facts could not be ignored. In philosophy, or<br \/>\nreligion, or ethics, or politics, two and two might make five, but when<br \/>\none was designing a gun or an aeroplane they had to make four. Inefficient<br \/>\nnations were always conquered sooner or later, and the struggle for<br \/>\nefficiency was inimical to illusions. Moreover, to be efficient it was<br \/>\nnecessary to be able to learn from the past, which meant having a fairly<br \/>\naccurate idea of what had happened in the past. Newspapers and history<br \/>\nbooks were, of course, always coloured and biased, but falsification of<br \/>\nthe kind that is practised today would have been impossible. War was a<br \/>\nsure safeguard of sanity, and so far as the ruling classes were concerned<br \/>\nit was probably the most important of all safeguards. While wars could be<br \/>\nwon or lost, no ruling class could be completely irresponsible.<\/p>\n<p>But when war becomes literally continuous, it also ceases to be dangerous.<br \/>\nWhen war is continuous there is no such thing as military necessity.<br \/>\nTechnical progress can cease and the most palpable facts can be denied or<br \/>\ndisregarded. As we have seen, researches that could be called scientific<br \/>\nare still carried out for the purposes of war, but they are essentially a<br \/>\nkind of daydreaming, and their failure to show results is not important.<br \/>\nEfficiency, even military efficiency, is no longer needed. Nothing is<br \/>\nefficient in Oceania except the Thought Police. Since each of the three<br \/>\nsuper-states is unconquerable, each is in effect a separate universe within<br \/>\nwhich almost any perversion of thought can be safely practised. Reality<br \/>\nonly exerts its pressure through the needs of everyday life&#8211;the need to<br \/>\neat and drink, to get shelter and clothing, to avoid swallowing poison or<br \/>\nstepping out of top-storey windows, and the like. Between life and death,<br \/>\nand between physical pleasure and physical pain, there is still a<br \/>\ndistinction, but that is all. Cut off from contact with the outer world,<br \/>\nand with the past, the citizen of Oceania is like a man in interstellar<br \/>\nspace, who has no way of knowing which direction is up and which is down.<br \/>\nThe rulers of such a state are absolute, as the Pharaohs or the Caesars<br \/>\ncould not be. They are obliged to prevent their followers from starving<br \/>\nto death in numbers large enough to be inconvenient, and they are obliged<br \/>\nto remain at the same low level of military technique as their rivals; but<br \/>\nonce that minimum is achieved, they can twist reality into whatever shape<br \/>\nthey choose.<\/p>\n<p>The war, therefore, if we judge it by the standards of previous wars, is<br \/>\nmerely an imposture. It is like the battles between certain ruminant<br \/>\nanimals whose horns are set at such an angle that they are incapable of<br \/>\nhurting one another. But though it is unreal it is not meaningless. It<br \/>\neats up the surplus of consumable goods, and it helps to preserve the<br \/>\nspecial mental atmosphere that a hierarchical society needs. War, it will<br \/>\nbe seen, is now a purely internal affair. In the past, the ruling groups<br \/>\nof all countries, although they might recognize their common interest and<br \/>\ntherefore limit the destructiveness of war, did fight against one another,<br \/>\nand the victor always plundered the vanquished. In our own day they are<br \/>\nnot fighting against one another at all. The war is waged by each ruling<br \/>\ngroup against its own subjects, and the object of the war is not to make<br \/>\nor prevent conquests of territory, but to keep the structure of society<br \/>\nintact. The very word &#8216;war&#8217;, therefore, has become misleading. It would<br \/>\nprobably be accurate to say that by becoming continuous war has ceased to<br \/>\nexist. The peculiar pressure that it exerted on human beings between the<br \/>\nNeolithic Age and the early twentieth century has disappeared and been<br \/>\nreplaced by something quite different. The effect would be much the same<br \/>\nif the three super-states, instead of fighting one another, should agree<br \/>\nto live in perpetual peace, each inviolate within its own boundaries. For<br \/>\nin that case each would still be a self-contained universe, freed for ever<br \/>\nfrom the sobering influence of external danger. A peace that was truly<br \/>\npermanent would be the same as a permanent war. This&#8211;although the vast<br \/>\nmajority of Party members understand it only in a shallower sense&#8211;is the<br \/>\ninner meaning of the Party slogan: WAR IS PEACE.<\/p>\n<p>Winston stopped reading for a moment. Somewhere in remote distance a<br \/>\nrocket bomb thundered. The blissful feeling of being alone with the<br \/>\nforbidden book, in a room with no telescreen, had not worn off. Solitude<br \/>\nand safety were physical sensations, mixed up somehow with the tiredness<br \/>\nof his body, the softness of the chair, the touch of the faint breeze from<br \/>\nthe window that played upon his cheek. The book fascinated him, or more<br \/>\nexactly it reassured him. In a sense it told him nothing that was new, but<br \/>\nthat was part of the attraction. It said what he would have said, if it<br \/>\nhad been possible for him to set his scattered thoughts in order. It was<br \/>\nthe product of a mind similar to his own, but enormously more powerful,<br \/>\nmore systematic, less fear-ridden. The best books, he perceived, are those<br \/>\nthat tell you what you know already. He had just turned back to Chapter I<br \/>\nwhen he heard Julia&#8217;s footstep on the stair and started out of his chair<br \/>\nto meet her. She dumped her brown tool-bag on the floor and flung herself<br \/>\ninto his arms. It was more than a week since they had seen one another.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;ve got THE BOOK,&#8217; he said as they disentangled themselves.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oh, you&#8217;ve got it? Good,&#8217; she said without much interest, and almost<br \/>\nimmediately knelt down beside the oil stove to make the coffee.<\/p>\n<p>They did not return to the subject until they had been in bed for half an<br \/>\nhour. The evening was just cool enough to make it worth while to pull up<br \/>\nthe counterpane. From below came the familiar sound of singing and the<br \/>\nscrape of boots on the flagstones. The brawny red-armed woman whom Winston<br \/>\nhad seen there on his first visit was almost a fixture in the yard. There<br \/>\nseemed to be no hour of daylight when she was not marching to and fro<br \/>\nbetween the washtub and the line, alternately gagging herself with clothes<br \/>\npegs and breaking forth into lusty song. Julia had settled down on her<br \/>\nside and seemed to be already on the point of falling asleep. He reached<br \/>\nout for the book, which was lying on the floor, and sat up against the<br \/>\nbedhead.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We must read it,&#8217; he said. &#8216;You too. All members of the Brotherhood have<br \/>\nto read it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You read it,&#8217; she said with her eyes shut. &#8216;Read it aloud. That&#8217;s the<br \/>\nbest way. Then you can explain it to me as you go.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The clock&#8217;s hands said six, meaning eighteen. They had three or four hours<br \/>\nahead of them. He propped the book against his knees and began reading:<\/p>\n<p>Chapter I<br \/>\nIgnorance is Strength<\/p>\n<p>Throughout recorded time, and probably since the end of the Neolithic Age,<br \/>\nthere have been three kinds of people in the world, the High, the Middle,<br \/>\nand the Low. They have been subdivided in many ways, they have borne<br \/>\ncountless different names, and their relative numbers, as well as their<br \/>\nattitude towards one another, have varied from age to age: but the<br \/>\nessential structure of society has never altered. Even after enormous<br \/>\nupheavals and seemingly irrevocable changes, the same pattern has always<br \/>\nreasserted itself, just as a gyroscope will always return to equilibrium,<br \/>\nhowever far it is pushed one way or the other<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Julia, are you awake?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, my love, I&#8217;m listening. Go on. It&#8217;s marvellous.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He continued reading:<\/p>\n<p>The aims of these three groups are entirely irreconcilable. The aim of<br \/>\nthe High is to remain where they are. The aim of the Middle is to change<br \/>\nplaces with the High. The aim of the Low, when they have an aim&#8211;for it<br \/>\nis an abiding characteristic of the Low that they are too much crushed<br \/>\nby drudgery to be more than intermittently conscious of anything outside<br \/>\ntheir daily lives&#8211;is to abolish all distinctions and create a society in<br \/>\nwhich all men shall be equal. Thus throughout history a struggle which is<br \/>\nthe same in its main outlines recurs over and over again. For long periods<br \/>\nthe High seem to be securely in power, but sooner or later there always<br \/>\ncomes a moment when they lose either their belief in themselves or their<br \/>\ncapacity to govern efficiently, or both. They are then overthrown by the<br \/>\nMiddle, who enlist the Low on their side by pretending to them that they<br \/>\nare fighting for liberty and justice. As soon as they have reached their<br \/>\nobjective, the Middle thrust the Low back into their old position of<br \/>\nservitude, and themselves become the High. Presently a new Middle group<br \/>\nsplits off from one of the other groups, or from both of them, and the<br \/>\nstruggle begins over again. Of the three groups, only the Low are never<br \/>\neven temporarily successful in achieving their aims. It would be an<br \/>\nexaggeration to say that throughout history there has been no progress of<br \/>\na material kind. Even today, in a period of decline, the average human<br \/>\nbeing is physically better off than he was a few centuries ago. But no<br \/>\nadvance in wealth, no softening of manners, no reform or revolution has<br \/>\never brought human equality a millimetre nearer. From the point of view of<br \/>\nthe Low, no historic change has ever meant much more than a change in the<br \/>\nname of their masters.<\/p>\n<p>By the late nineteenth century the recurrence of this pattern had become<br \/>\nobvious to many observers. There then rose schools of thinkers who<br \/>\ninterpreted history as a cyclical process and claimed to show that<br \/>\ninequality was the unalterable law of human life. This doctrine, of course,<br \/>\nhad always had its adherents, but in the manner in which it was now put<br \/>\nforward there was a significant change. In the past the need for a<br \/>\nhierarchical form of society had been the doctrine specifically of the<br \/>\nHigh. It had been preached by kings and aristocrats and by the priests,<br \/>\nlawyers, and the like who were parasitical upon them, and it had generally<br \/>\nbeen softened by promises of compensation in an imaginary world beyond the<br \/>\ngrave. The Middle, so long as it was struggling for power, had always made<br \/>\nuse of such terms as freedom, justice, and fraternity. Now, however, the<br \/>\nconcept of human brotherhood began to be assailed by people who were not<br \/>\nyet in positions of command, but merely hoped to be so before long. In the<br \/>\npast the Middle had made revolutions under the banner of equality, and<br \/>\nthen had established a fresh tyranny as soon as the old one was overthrown.<br \/>\nThe new Middle groups in effect proclaimed their tyranny beforehand.<br \/>\nSocialism, a theory which appeared in the early nineteenth century and was<br \/>\nthe last link in a chain of thought stretching back to the slave rebellions<br \/>\nof antiquity, was still deeply infected by the Utopianism of past ages.<br \/>\nBut in each variant of Socialism that appeared from about 1900 onwards the<br \/>\naim of establishing liberty and equality was more and more openly<br \/>\nabandoned. The new movements which appeared in the middle years of the<br \/>\ncentury, Ingsoc in Oceania, Neo-Bolshevism in Eurasia, Death-Worship, as<br \/>\nit is commonly called, in Eastasia, had the conscious aim of perpetuating<br \/>\nUNfreedom and INequality. These new movements, of course, grew out of the<br \/>\nold ones and tended to keep their names and pay lip-service to their<br \/>\nideology. But the purpose of all of them was to arrest progress and freeze<br \/>\nhistory at a chosen moment. The familiar pendulum swing was to happen once<br \/>\nmore, and then stop. As usual, the High were to be turned out by the<br \/>\nMiddle, who would then become the High; but this time, by conscious<br \/>\nstrategy, the High would be able to maintain their position permanently.<\/p>\n<p>The new doctrines arose partly because of the accumulation of historical<br \/>\nknowledge, and the growth of the historical sense, which had hardly existed<br \/>\nbefore the nineteenth century. The cyclical movement of history was now<br \/>\nintelligible, or appeared to be so; and if it was intelligible, then it<br \/>\nwas alterable. But the principal, underlying cause was that, as early<br \/>\nas the beginning of the twentieth century, human equality had become<br \/>\ntechnically possible. It was still true that men were not equal in their<br \/>\nnative talents and that functions had to be specialized in ways that<br \/>\nfavoured some individuals against others; but there was no longer any real<br \/>\nneed for class distinctions or for large differences of wealth. In earlier<br \/>\nages, class distinctions had been not only inevitable but desirable.<br \/>\nInequality was the price of civilization. With the development of machine<br \/>\nproduction, however, the case was altered. Even if it was still necessary<br \/>\nfor human beings to do different kinds of work, it was no longer necessary<br \/>\nfor them to live at different social or economic levels. Therefore, from<br \/>\nthe point of view of the new groups who were on the point of seizing power,<br \/>\nhuman equality was no longer an ideal to be striven after, but a danger to<br \/>\nbe averted. In more primitive ages, when a just and peaceful society was<br \/>\nin fact not possible, it had been fairly easy to believe it. The idea of<br \/>\nan earthly paradise in which men should live together in a state of<br \/>\nbrotherhood, without laws and without brute labour, had haunted the human<br \/>\nimagination for thousands of years. And this vision had had a certain hold<br \/>\neven on the groups who actually profited by each historical change. The<br \/>\nheirs of the French, English, and American revolutions had partly believed<br \/>\nin their own phrases about the rights of man, freedom of speech, equality<br \/>\nbefore the law, and the like, and have even allowed their conduct to be<br \/>\ninfluenced by them to some extent. But by the fourth decade of the<br \/>\ntwentieth century all the main currents of political thought were<br \/>\nauthoritarian. The earthly paradise had been discredited at exactly the<br \/>\nmoment when it became realizable. Every new political theory, by whatever<br \/>\nname it called itself, led back to hierarchy and regimentation. And in the<br \/>\ngeneral hardening of outlook that set in round about 1930, practices which<br \/>\nhad been long abandoned, in some cases for hundreds of years&#8211;imprisonment<br \/>\nwithout trial, the use of war prisoners as slaves, public executions,<br \/>\ntorture to extract confessions, the use of hostages, and the deportation<br \/>\nof whole populations&#8211;not only became common again, but were tolerated<br \/>\nand even defended by people who considered themselves enlightened and<br \/>\nprogressive.<\/p>\n<p>It was only after a decade of national wars, civil wars, revolutions, and<br \/>\ncounter-revolutions in all parts of the world that Ingsoc and its rivals<br \/>\nemerged as fully worked-out political theories. But they had been<br \/>\nforeshadowed by the various systems, generally called totalitarian, which<br \/>\nhad appeared earlier in the century, and the main outlines of the world<br \/>\nwhich would emerge from the prevailing chaos had long been obvious. What<br \/>\nkind of people would control this world had been equally obvious. The new<br \/>\naristocracy was made up for the most part of bureaucrats, scientists,<br \/>\ntechnicians, trade-union organizers, publicity experts, sociologists,<br \/>\nteachers, journalists, and professional politicians. These people, whose<br \/>\norigins lay in the salaried middle class and the upper grades of the<br \/>\nworking class, had been shaped and brought together by the barren world of<br \/>\nmonopoly industry and centralized government. As compared with their<br \/>\nopposite numbers in past ages, they were less avaricious, less tempted by<br \/>\nluxury, hungrier for pure power, and, above all, more conscious of what<br \/>\nthey were doing and more intent on crushing opposition. This last<br \/>\ndifference was cardinal. By comparison with that existing today, all the<br \/>\ntyrannies of the past were half-hearted and inefficient. The ruling groups<br \/>\nwere always infected to some extent by liberal ideas, and were content to<br \/>\nleave loose ends everywhere, to regard only the overt act and to be<br \/>\nuninterested in what their subjects were thinking. Even the Catholic Church<br \/>\nof the Middle Ages was tolerant by modern standards. Part of the reason<br \/>\nfor this was that in the past no government had the power to keep its<br \/>\ncitizens under constant surveillance. The invention of print, however,<br \/>\nmade it easier to manipulate public opinion, and the film and the radio<br \/>\ncarried the process further. With the development of television, and<br \/>\nthe technical advance which made it possible to receive and transmit<br \/>\nsimultaneously on the same instrument, private life came to an end. Every<br \/>\ncitizen, or at least every citizen important enough to be worth watching,<br \/>\ncould be kept for twenty-four hours a day under the eyes of the police<br \/>\nand in the sound of official propaganda, with all other channels of<br \/>\ncommunication closed. The possibility of enforcing not only complete<br \/>\nobedience to the will of the State, but complete uniformity of opinion<br \/>\non all subjects, now existed for the first time.<\/p>\n<p>After the revolutionary period of the fifties and sixties, society<br \/>\nregrouped itself, as always, into High, Middle, and Low. But the new High<br \/>\ngroup, unlike all its forerunners, did not act upon instinct but knew what<br \/>\nwas needed to safeguard its position. It had long been realized that the<br \/>\nonly secure basis for oligarchy is collectivism. Wealth and privilege<br \/>\nare most easily defended when they are possessed jointly. The so-called<br \/>\n&#8216;abolition of private property&#8217; which took place in the middle years of<br \/>\nthe century meant, in effect, the concentration of property in far fewer<br \/>\nhands than before: but with this difference, that the new owners were a<br \/>\ngroup instead of a mass of individuals. Individually, no member of the<br \/>\nParty owns anything, except petty personal belongings. Collectively, the<br \/>\nParty owns everything in Oceania, because it controls everything, and<br \/>\ndisposes of the products as it thinks fit. In the years following the<br \/>\nRevolution it was able to step into this commanding position almost<br \/>\nunopposed, because the whole process was represented as an act of<br \/>\ncollectivization. It had always been assumed that if the capitalist class<br \/>\nwere expropriated, Socialism must follow: and unquestionably the<br \/>\ncapitalists had been expropriated. Factories, mines, land, houses,<br \/>\ntransport&#8211;everything had been taken away from them: and since these<br \/>\nthings were no longer private property, it followed that they must be<br \/>\npublic property. Ingsoc, which grew out of the earlier Socialist movement<br \/>\nand inherited its phraseology, has in fact carried out the main item in<br \/>\nthe Socialist programme; with the result, foreseen and intended beforehand,<br \/>\nthat economic inequality has been made permanent.<\/p>\n<p>But the problems of perpetuating a hierarchical society go deeper than<br \/>\nthis. There are only four ways in which a ruling group can fall from power.<br \/>\nEither it is conquered from without, or it governs so inefficiently that<br \/>\nthe masses are stirred to revolt, or it allows a strong and discontented<br \/>\nMiddle group to come into being, or it loses its own self-confidence and<br \/>\nwillingness to govern. These causes do not operate singly, and as a rule<br \/>\nall four of them are present in some degree. A ruling class which could<br \/>\nguard against all of them would remain in power permanently. Ultimately<br \/>\nthe determining factor is the mental attitude of the ruling class itself.<\/p>\n<p>After the middle of the present century, the first danger had in reality<br \/>\ndisappeared. Each of the three powers which now divide the world is in<br \/>\nfact unconquerable, and could only become conquerable through slow<br \/>\ndemographic changes which a government with wide powers can easily avert.<br \/>\nThe second danger, also, is only a theoretical one. The masses never<br \/>\nrevolt of their own accord, and they never revolt merely because they are<br \/>\noppressed. Indeed, so long as they are not permitted to have standards of<br \/>\ncomparison, they never even become aware that they are oppressed. The<br \/>\nrecurrent economic crises of past times were totally unnecessary and are<br \/>\nnot now permitted to happen, but other and equally large dislocations<br \/>\ncan and do happen without having political results, because there is no<br \/>\nway in which discontent can become articulate. As for the problem of<br \/>\nover-production, which has been latent in our society since the development<br \/>\nof machine technique, it is solved by the device of continuous warfare<br \/>\n(see Chapter III), which is also useful in keying up public morale to the<br \/>\nnecessary pitch. From the point of view of our present rulers, therefore,<br \/>\nthe only genuine dangers are the splitting-off of a new group of able,<br \/>\nunder-employed, power-hungry people, and the growth of liberalism and<br \/>\nscepticism in their own ranks. The problem, that is to say, is educational.<br \/>\nIt is a problem of continuously moulding the consciousness both of the<br \/>\ndirecting group and of the larger executive group that lies immediately<br \/>\nbelow it. The consciousness of the masses needs only to be influenced in<br \/>\na negative way.<\/p>\n<p>Given this background, one could infer, if one did not know it already,<br \/>\nthe general structure of Oceanic society. At the apex of the pyramid comes<br \/>\nBig Brother. Big Brother is infallible and all-powerful. Every success,<br \/>\nevery achievement, every victory, every scientific discovery, all<br \/>\nknowledge, all wisdom, all happiness, all virtue, are held to issue<br \/>\ndirectly from his leadership and inspiration. Nobody has ever seen Big<br \/>\nBrother. He is a face on the hoardings, a voice on the telescreen. We<br \/>\nmay be reasonably sure that he will never die, and there is already<br \/>\nconsiderable uncertainty as to when he was born. Big Brother is the guise<br \/>\nin which the Party chooses to exhibit itself to the world. His function is<br \/>\nto act as a focusing point for love, fear, and reverence, emotions which<br \/>\nare more easily felt towards an individual than towards an organization.<br \/>\nBelow Big Brother comes the Inner Party. Its numbers limited to six<br \/>\nmillions, or something less than 2 per cent of the population of Oceania.<br \/>\nBelow the Inner Party comes the Outer Party, which, if the Inner Party is<br \/>\ndescribed as the brain of the State, may be justly likened to the hands.<br \/>\nBelow that come the dumb masses whom we habitually refer to as &#8216;the<br \/>\nproles&#8217;, numbering perhaps 85 per cent of the population. In the terms<br \/>\nof our earlier classification, the proles are the Low: for the slave<br \/>\npopulation of the equatorial lands who pass constantly from conqueror<br \/>\nto conqueror, are not a permanent or necessary part of the structure.<\/p>\n<p>In principle, membership of these three groups is not hereditary. The<br \/>\nchild of Inner Party parents is in theory not born into the Inner Party.<br \/>\nAdmission to either branch of the Party is by examination, taken at the<br \/>\nage of sixteen. Nor is there any racial discrimination, or any marked<br \/>\ndomination of one province by another. Jews, Negroes, South Americans of<br \/>\npure Indian blood are to be found in the highest ranks of the Party, and<br \/>\nthe administrators of any area are always drawn from the inhabitants of<br \/>\nthat area. In no part of Oceania do the inhabitants have the feeling that<br \/>\nthey are a colonial population ruled from a distant capital. Oceania has<br \/>\nno capital, and its titular head is a person whose whereabouts nobody<br \/>\nknows. Except that English is its chief LINGUA FRANCA and Newspeak its<br \/>\nofficial language, it is not centralized in any way. Its rulers are not<br \/>\nheld together by blood-ties but by adherence to a common doctrine. It is<br \/>\ntrue that our society is stratified, and very rigidly stratified, on what<br \/>\nat first sight appear to be hereditary lines. There is far less to-and-fro<br \/>\nmovement between the different groups than happened under capitalism or<br \/>\neven in the pre-industrial age. Between the two branches of the Party<br \/>\nthere is a certain amount of interchange, but only so much as will ensure<br \/>\nthat weaklings are excluded from the Inner Party and that ambitious<br \/>\nmembers of the Outer Party are made harmless by allowing them to rise.<br \/>\nProletarians, in practice, are not allowed to graduate into the Party. The<br \/>\nmost gifted among them, who might possibly become nuclei of discontent,<br \/>\nare simply marked down by the Thought Police and eliminated. But this<br \/>\nstate of affairs is not necessarily permanent, nor is it a matter of<br \/>\nprinciple. The Party is not a class in the old sense of the word. It does<br \/>\nnot aim at transmitting power to its own children, as such; and if there<br \/>\nwere no other way of keeping the ablest people at the top, it would be<br \/>\nperfectly prepared to recruit an entire new generation from the ranks of<br \/>\nthe proletariat. In the crucial years, the fact that the Party was not a<br \/>\nhereditary body did a great deal to neutralize opposition. The older kind<br \/>\nof Socialist, who had been trained to fight against something called<br \/>\n&#8216;class privilege&#8217; assumed that what is not hereditary cannot be permanent.<br \/>\nHe did not see that the continuity of an oligarchy need not be physical,<br \/>\nnor did he pause to reflect that hereditary aristocracies have always been<br \/>\nshortlived, whereas adoptive organizations such as the Catholic Church<br \/>\nhave sometimes lasted for hundreds or thousands of years. The essence of<br \/>\noligarchical rule is not father-to-son inheritance, but the persistence of<br \/>\na certain world-view and a certain way of life, imposed by the dead upon<br \/>\nthe living. A ruling group is a ruling group so long as it can nominate<br \/>\nits successors. The Party is not concerned with perpetuating its blood but<br \/>\nwith perpetuating itself. WHO wields power is not important, provided that<br \/>\nthe hierarchical structure remains always the same.<\/p>\n<p>All the beliefs, habits, tastes, emotions, mental attitudes that<br \/>\ncharacterize our time are really designed to sustain the mystique of<br \/>\nthe Party and prevent the true nature of present-day society from being<br \/>\nperceived. Physical rebellion, or any preliminary move towards rebellion,<br \/>\nis at present not possible. From the proletarians nothing is to be feared.<br \/>\nLeft to themselves, they will continue from generation to generation and<br \/>\nfrom century to century, working, breeding, and dying, not only without<br \/>\nany impulse to rebel, but without the power of grasping that the world<br \/>\ncould be other than it is. They could only become dangerous if the advance<br \/>\nof industrial technique made it necessary to educate them more highly;<br \/>\nbut, since military and commercial rivalry are no longer important, the<br \/>\nlevel of popular education is actually declining. What opinions the masses<br \/>\nhold, or do not hold, is looked on as a matter of indifference. They can<br \/>\nbe granted intellectual liberty because they have no intellect. In a Party<br \/>\nmember, on the other hand, not even the smallest deviation of opinion on<br \/>\nthe most unimportant subject can be tolerated.<\/p>\n<p>A Party member lives from birth to death under the eye of the Thought<br \/>\nPolice. Even when he is alone he can never be sure that he is alone.<br \/>\nWherever he may be, asleep or awake, working or resting, in his bath or in<br \/>\nbed, he can be inspected without warning and without knowing that he is<br \/>\nbeing inspected. Nothing that he does is indifferent. His friendships, his<br \/>\nrelaxations, his behaviour towards his wife and children, the expression<br \/>\nof his face when he is alone, the words he mutters in sleep, even the<br \/>\ncharacteristic movements of his body, are all jealously scrutinized. Not<br \/>\nonly any actual misdemeanour, but any eccentricity, however small, any<br \/>\nchange of habits, any nervous mannerism that could possibly be the symptom<br \/>\nof an inner struggle, is certain to be detected. He has no freedom of<br \/>\nchoice in any direction whatever. On the other hand his actions are not<br \/>\nregulated by law or by any clearly formulated code of behaviour. In Oceania<br \/>\nthere is no law. Thoughts and actions which, when detected, mean certain<br \/>\ndeath are not formally forbidden, and the endless purges, arrests,<br \/>\ntortures, imprisonments, and vaporizations are not inflicted as punishment<br \/>\nfor crimes which have actually been committed, but are merely the<br \/>\nwiping-out of persons who might perhaps commit a crime at some time in the<br \/>\nfuture. A Party member is required to have not only the right opinions,<br \/>\nbut the right instincts. Many of the beliefs and attitudes demanded of him<br \/>\nare never plainly stated, and could not be stated without laying bare the<br \/>\ncontradictions inherent in Ingsoc. If he is a person naturally orthodox<br \/>\n(in Newspeak a GOODTHINKER), he will in all circumstances know, without<br \/>\ntaking thought, what is the true belief or the desirable emotion. But in<br \/>\nany case an elaborate mental training, undergone in childhood and grouping<br \/>\nitself round the Newspeak words CRIMESTOP, BLACKWHITE, and DOUBLETHINK,<br \/>\nmakes him unwilling and unable to think too deeply on any subject whatever.<\/p>\n<p>A Party member is expected to have no private emotions and no respites<br \/>\nfrom enthusiasm. He is supposed to live in a continuous frenzy of hatred<br \/>\nof foreign enemies and internal traitors, triumph over victories, and<br \/>\nself-abasement before the power and wisdom of the Party. The discontents<br \/>\nproduced by his bare, unsatisfying life are deliberately turned outwards<br \/>\nand dissipated by such devices as the Two Minutes Hate, and the<br \/>\nspeculations which might possibly induce a sceptical or rebellious attitude<br \/>\nare killed in advance by his early acquired inner discipline. The first<br \/>\nand simplest stage in the discipline, which can be taught even to young<br \/>\nchildren, is called, in Newspeak, CRIMESTOP. CRIMESTOP means the faculty<br \/>\nof stopping short, as though by instinct, at the threshold of any dangerous<br \/>\nthought. It includes the power of not grasping analogies, of failing to<br \/>\nperceive logical errors, of misunderstanding the simplest arguments if<br \/>\nthey are inimical to Ingsoc, and of being bored or repelled by any train<br \/>\nof thought which is capable of leading in a heretical direction. CRIMESTOP,<br \/>\nin short, means protective stupidity. But stupidity is not enough. On the<br \/>\ncontrary, orthodoxy in the full sense demands a control over one&#8217;s own<br \/>\nmental processes as complete as that of a contortionist over his body.<br \/>\nOceanic society rests ultimately on the belief that Big Brother is<br \/>\nomnipotent and that the Party is infallible. But since in reality Big<br \/>\nBrother is not omnipotent and the party is not infallible, there is need<br \/>\nfor an unwearying, moment-to-moment flexibility in the treatment of facts.<br \/>\nThe keyword here is BLACKWHITE. Like so many Newspeak words, this word has<br \/>\ntwo mutually contradictory meanings. Applied to an opponent, it means the<br \/>\nhabit of impudently claiming that black is white, in contradiction of the<br \/>\nplain facts. Applied to a Party member, it means a loyal willingness to<br \/>\nsay that black is white when Party discipline demands this. But it means<br \/>\nalso the ability to BELIEVE that black is white, and more, to KNOW that<br \/>\nblack is white, and to forget that one has ever believed the contrary.<br \/>\nThis demands a continuous alteration of the past, made possible by the<br \/>\nsystem of thought which really embraces all the rest, and which is known<br \/>\nin Newspeak as DOUBLETHINK.<\/p>\n<p>The alteration of the past is necessary for two reasons, one of which is<br \/>\nsubsidiary and, so to speak, precautionary. The subsidiary reason is that<br \/>\nthe Party member, like the proletarian, tolerates present-day conditions<br \/>\npartly because he has no standards of comparison. He must be cut off from<br \/>\nthe past, just as he must be cut off from foreign countries, because it is<br \/>\nnecessary for him to believe that he is better off than his ancestors and<br \/>\nthat the average level of material comfort is constantly rising. But by<br \/>\nfar the more important reason for the readjustment of the past is the<br \/>\nneed to safeguard the infallibility of the Party. It is not merely that<br \/>\nspeeches, statistics, and records of every kind must be constantly brought<br \/>\nup to date in order to show that the predictions of the Party were in<br \/>\nall cases right. It is also that no change in doctrine or in political<br \/>\nalignment can ever be admitted. For to change one&#8217;s mind, or even one&#8217;s<br \/>\npolicy, is a confession of weakness. If, for example, Eurasia or Eastasia<br \/>\n(whichever it may be) is the enemy today, then that country must always<br \/>\nhave been the enemy. And if the facts say otherwise then the facts must<br \/>\nbe altered. Thus history is continuously rewritten. This day-to-day<br \/>\nfalsification of the past, carried out by the Ministry of Truth, is as<br \/>\nnecessary to the stability of the regime as the work of repression and<br \/>\nespionage carried out by the Ministry of Love.<\/p>\n<p>The mutability of the past is the central tenet of Ingsoc. Past events,<br \/>\nit is argued, have no objective existence, but survive only in written<br \/>\nrecords and in human memories. The past is whatever the records and the<br \/>\nmemories agree upon. And since the Party is in full control of all records<br \/>\nand in equally full control of the minds of its members, it follows that<br \/>\nthe past is whatever the Party chooses to make it. It also follows that<br \/>\nthough the past is alterable, it never has been altered in any specific<br \/>\ninstance. For when it has been recreated in whatever shape is needed at<br \/>\nthe moment, then this new version IS the past, and no different past can<br \/>\never have existed. This holds good even when, as often happens, the same<br \/>\nevent has to be altered out of recognition several times in the course of<br \/>\na year. At all times the Party is in possession of absolute truth, and<br \/>\nclearly the absolute can never have been different from what it is now.<br \/>\nIt will be seen that the control of the past depends above all on the<br \/>\ntraining of memory. To make sure that all written records agree with<br \/>\nthe orthodoxy of the moment is merely a mechanical act. But it is also<br \/>\nnecessary to REMEMBER that events happened in the desired manner. And if<br \/>\nit is necessary to rearrange one&#8217;s memories or to tamper with written<br \/>\nrecords, then it is necessary to FORGET that one has done so. The trick of<br \/>\ndoing this can be learned like any other mental technique. It is learned<br \/>\nby the majority of Party members, and certainly by all who are intelligent<br \/>\nas well as orthodox. In Oldspeak it is called, quite frankly, &#8216;reality<br \/>\ncontrol&#8217;. In Newspeak it is called DOUBLETHINK, though DOUBLETHINK<br \/>\ncomprises much else as well.<\/p>\n<p>DOUBLETHINK means the power of holding two contradictory beliefs in one&#8217;s<br \/>\nmind simultaneously, and accepting both of them. The Party intellectual<br \/>\nknows in which direction his memories must be altered; he therefore knows<br \/>\nthat he is playing tricks with reality; but by the exercise of DOUBLETHINK<br \/>\nhe also satisfies himself that reality is not violated. The process has to<br \/>\nbe conscious, or it would not be carried out with sufficient precision,<br \/>\nbut it also has to be unconscious, or it would bring with it a feeling of<br \/>\nfalsity and hence of guilt. DOUBLETHINK lies at the very heart of Ingsoc,<br \/>\nsince the essential act of the Party is to use conscious deception while<br \/>\nretaining the firmness of purpose that goes with complete honesty. To tell<br \/>\ndeliberate lies while genuinely believing in them, to forget any fact that<br \/>\nhas become inconvenient, and then, when it becomes necessary again, to<br \/>\ndraw it back from oblivion for just so long as it is needed, to deny the<br \/>\nexistence of objective reality and all the while to take account of the<br \/>\nreality which one denies&#8211;all this is indispensably necessary. Even in<br \/>\nusing the word DOUBLETHINK it is necessary to exercise DOUBLETHINK. For<br \/>\nby using the word one admits that one is tampering with reality; by a<br \/>\nfresh act of DOUBLETHINK one erases this knowledge; and so on indefinitely,<br \/>\nwith the lie always one leap ahead of the truth. Ultimately it is by means<br \/>\nof DOUBLETHINK that the Party has been able&#8211;and may, for all we know,<br \/>\ncontinue to be able for thousands of years&#8211;to arrest the course of<br \/>\nhistory.<\/p>\n<p>All past oligarchies have fallen from power either because they ossified<br \/>\nor because they grew soft. Either they became stupid and arrogant, failed<br \/>\nto adjust themselves to changing circumstances, and were overthrown; or<br \/>\nthey became liberal and cowardly, made concessions when they should have<br \/>\nused force, and once again were overthrown. They fell, that is to say,<br \/>\neither through consciousness or through unconsciousness. It is the<br \/>\nachievement of the Party to have produced a system of thought in which<br \/>\nboth conditions can exist simultaneously. And upon no other intellectual<br \/>\nbasis could the dominion of the Party be made permanent. If one is to rule,<br \/>\nand to continue ruling, one must be able to dislocate the sense of reality.<br \/>\nFor the secret of rulership is to combine a belief in one&#8217;s own<br \/>\ninfallibility with the Power to learn from past mistakes.<\/p>\n<p>It need hardly be said that the subtlest practitioners of DOUBLETHINK are<br \/>\nthose who invented DOUBLETHINK and know that it is a vast system of mental<br \/>\ncheating. In our society, those who have the best knowledge of what is<br \/>\nhappening are also those who are furthest from seeing the world as it is.<br \/>\nIn general, the greater the understanding, the greater the delusion; the<br \/>\nmore intelligent, the less sane. One clear illustration of this is the<br \/>\nfact that war hysteria increases in intensity as one rises in the social<br \/>\nscale. Those whose attitude towards the war is most nearly rational are<br \/>\nthe subject peoples of the disputed territories. To these people the war<br \/>\nis simply a continuous calamity which sweeps to and fro over their bodies<br \/>\nlike a tidal wave. Which side is winning is a matter of complete<br \/>\nindifference to them. They are aware that a change of overlordship means<br \/>\nsimply that they will be doing the same work as before for new masters who<br \/>\ntreat them in the same manner as the old ones. The slightly more favoured<br \/>\nworkers whom we call &#8216;the proles&#8217; are only intermittently conscious of the<br \/>\nwar. When it is necessary they can be prodded into frenzies of fear and<br \/>\nhatred, but when left to themselves they are capable of forgetting for<br \/>\nlong periods that the war is happening. It is in the ranks of the Party,<br \/>\nand above all of the Inner Party, that the true war enthusiasm is found.<br \/>\nWorld-conquest is believed in most firmly by those who know it to be<br \/>\nimpossible. This peculiar linking-together of opposites&#8211;knowledge with<br \/>\nignorance, cynicism with fanaticism&#8211;is one of the chief distinguishing<br \/>\nmarks of Oceanic society. The official ideology abounds with contradictions<br \/>\neven when there is no practical reason for them. Thus, the Party rejects<br \/>\nand vilifies every principle for which the Socialist movement originally<br \/>\nstood, and it chooses to do this in the name of Socialism. It preaches<br \/>\na contempt for the working class unexampled for centuries past, and it<br \/>\ndresses its members in a uniform which was at one time peculiar to manual<br \/>\nworkers and was adopted for that reason. It systematically undermines the<br \/>\nsolidarity of the family, and it calls its leader by a name which is a<br \/>\ndirect appeal to the sentiment of family loyalty. Even the names of the<br \/>\nfour Ministries by which we are governed exhibit a sort of impudence in<br \/>\ntheir deliberate reversal of the facts. The Ministry of Peace concerns<br \/>\nitself with war, the Ministry of Truth with lies, the Ministry of Love<br \/>\nwith torture and the Ministry of Plenty with starvation. These<br \/>\ncontradictions are not accidental, nor do they result from ordinary<br \/>\nhypocrisy; they are deliberate exercises in DOUBLETHINK. For it is only<br \/>\nby reconciling contradictions that power can be retained indefinitely.<br \/>\nIn no other way could the ancient cycle be broken. If human equality is<br \/>\nto be for ever averted&#8211;if the High, as we have called them, are to keep<br \/>\ntheir places permanently&#8211;then the prevailing mental condition must be<br \/>\ncontrolled insanity.<\/p>\n<p>But there is one question which until this moment we have almost ignored.<br \/>\nIt is; WHY should human equality be averted? Supposing that the mechanics<br \/>\nof the process have been rightly described, what is the motive for this<br \/>\nhuge, accurately planned effort to freeze history at a particular moment<br \/>\nof time?<\/p>\n<p>Here we reach the central secret. As we have seen. the mystique of the<br \/>\nParty, and above all of the Inner Party, depends upon DOUBLETHINK But<br \/>\ndeeper than this lies the original motive, the never-questioned instinct<br \/>\nthat first led to the seizure of power and brought DOUBLETHINK, the<br \/>\nThought Police, continuous warfare, and all the other necessary<br \/>\nparaphernalia into existence afterwards. This motive really consists&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Winston became aware of silence, as one becomes aware of a new sound. It<br \/>\nseemed to him that Julia had been very still for some time past. She was<br \/>\nlying on her side, naked from the waist upwards, with her cheek pillowed<br \/>\non her hand and one dark lock tumbling across her eyes. Her breast rose<br \/>\nand fell slowly and regularly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Julia.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>No answer.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Julia, are you awake?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>No answer. She was asleep. He shut the book, put it carefully on the floor,<br \/>\nlay down, and pulled the coverlet over both of them.<\/p>\n<p>He had still, he reflected, not learned the ultimate secret. He understood<br \/>\nHOW; he did not understand WHY. Chapter I, like Chapter III, had not<br \/>\nactually told him anything that he did not know, it had merely systematized<br \/>\nthe knowledge that he possessed already. But after reading it he knew<br \/>\nbetter than before that he was not mad. Being in a minority, even a<br \/>\nminority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was<br \/>\nuntruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you<br \/>\nwere not mad. A yellow beam from the sinking sun slanted in through the<br \/>\nwindow and fell across the pillow. He shut his eyes. The sun on his face<br \/>\nand the girl&#8217;s smooth body touching his own gave him a strong, sleepy,<br \/>\nconfident feeling. He was safe, everything was all right. He fell asleep<br \/>\nmurmuring &#8216;Sanity is not statistical,&#8217; with the feeling that this remark<br \/>\ncontained in it a profound wisdom.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>When he woke it was with the sensation of having slept for a long time,<br \/>\nbut a glance at the old-fashioned clock told him that it was only<br \/>\ntwenty-thirty. He lay dozing for a while; then the usual deep-lunged<br \/>\nsinging struck up from the yard below:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was only an &#8216;opeless fancy,<br \/>\n  It passed like an Ipril dye,<br \/>\n  But a look an&#8217; a word an&#8217; the dreams they stirred<br \/>\n  They &#8216;ave stolen my &#8216;eart awye!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The drivelling song seemed to have kept its popularity. You still heard it<br \/>\nall over the place. It had outlived the Hate Song. Julia woke at the<br \/>\nsound, stretched herself luxuriously, and got out of bed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;m hungry,&#8217; she said. &#8216;Let&#8217;s make some more coffee. Damn! The stove&#8217;s<br \/>\ngone out and the water&#8217;s cold.&#8217; She picked the stove up and shook it.<br \/>\n&#8216;There&#8217;s no oil in it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We can get some from old Charrington, I expect.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The funny thing is I made sure it was full. I&#8217;m going to put my clothes<br \/>\non,&#8217; she added. &#8216;It seems to have got colder.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston also got up and dressed himself. The indefatigable voice sang on:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They sye that time &#8216;eals all things,<br \/>\n  They sye you can always forget;<br \/>\n  But the smiles an&#8217; the tears acrorss the years<br \/>\n  They twist my &#8216;eart-strings yet!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>As he fastened the belt of his overalls he strolled across to the window.<br \/>\nThe sun must have gone down behind the houses; it was not shining into the<br \/>\nyard any longer. The flagstones were wet as though they had just been<br \/>\nwashed, and he had the feeling that the sky had been washed too, so fresh<br \/>\nand pale was the blue between the chimney-pots. Tirelessly the woman<br \/>\nmarched to and fro, corking and uncorking herself, singing and falling<br \/>\nsilent, and pegging out more diapers, and more and yet more. He wondered<br \/>\nwhether she took in washing for a living or was merely the slave of twenty<br \/>\nor thirty grandchildren. Julia had come across to his side; together they<br \/>\ngazed down with a sort of fascination at the sturdy figure below. As he<br \/>\nlooked at the woman in her characteristic attitude, her thick arms reaching<br \/>\nup for the line, her powerful mare-like buttocks protruded, it struck him<br \/>\nfor the first time that she was beautiful. It had never before occurred to<br \/>\nhim that the body of a woman of fifty, blown up to monstrous dimensions by<br \/>\nchildbearing, then hardened, roughened by work till it was coarse in the<br \/>\ngrain like an over-ripe turnip, could be beautiful. But it was so, and<br \/>\nafter all, he thought, why not? The solid, contourless body, like a block<br \/>\nof granite, and the rasping red skin, bore the same relation to the body<br \/>\nof a girl as the rose-hip to the rose. Why should the fruit be held<br \/>\ninferior to the flower?<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;She&#8217;s beautiful,&#8217; he murmured.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;She&#8217;s a metre across the hips, easily,&#8217; said Julia.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That is her style of beauty,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>He held Julia&#8217;s supple waist easily encircled by his arm. From the hip to<br \/>\nthe knee her flank was against his. Out of their bodies no child would<br \/>\never come. That was the one thing they could never do. Only by word of<br \/>\nmouth, from mind to mind, could they pass on the secret. The woman down<br \/>\nthere had no mind, she had only strong arms, a warm heart, and a fertile<br \/>\nbelly. He wondered how many children she had given birth to. It might<br \/>\neasily be fifteen. She had had her momentary flowering, a year, perhaps,<br \/>\nof wild-rose beauty and then she had suddenly swollen like a fertilized<br \/>\nfruit and grown hard and red and coarse, and then her life had been<br \/>\nlaundering, scrubbing, darning, cooking, sweeping, polishing, mending,<br \/>\nscrubbing, laundering, first for children, then for grandchildren, over<br \/>\nthirty unbroken years. At the end of it she was still singing. The mystical<br \/>\nreverence that he felt for her was somehow mixed up with the aspect of<br \/>\nthe pale, cloudless sky, stretching away behind the chimney-pots into<br \/>\ninterminable distance. It was curious to think that the sky was the same<br \/>\nfor everybody, in Eurasia or Eastasia as well as here. And the people<br \/>\nunder the sky were also very much the same&#8211;everywhere, all over the world,<br \/>\nhundreds of thousands of millions of people just like this, people ignorant<br \/>\nof one another&#8217;s existence, held apart by walls of hatred and lies, and<br \/>\nyet almost exactly the same&#8211;people who had never learned to think but who<br \/>\nwere storing up in their hearts and bellies and muscles the power that<br \/>\nwould one day overturn the world. If there was hope, it lay in the proles!<br \/>\nWithout having read to the end of THE BOOK, he knew that that must be<br \/>\nGoldstein&#8217;s final message. The future belonged to the proles. And could he<br \/>\nbe sure that when their time came the world they constructed would not be<br \/>\njust as alien to him, Winston Smith, as the world of the Party? Yes,<br \/>\nbecause at the least it would be a world of sanity. Where there is<br \/>\nequality there can be sanity. Sooner or later it would happen, strength<br \/>\nwould change into consciousness. The proles were immortal, you could not<br \/>\ndoubt it when you looked at that valiant figure in the yard. In the end<br \/>\ntheir awakening would come. And until that happened, though it might be a<br \/>\nthousand years, they would stay alive against all the odds, like birds,<br \/>\npassing on from body to body the vitality which the Party did not share<br \/>\nand could not kill.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you remember,&#8217; he said, &#8216;the thrush that sang to us, that first day,<br \/>\nat the edge of the wood?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;He wasn&#8217;t singing to us,&#8217; said Julia. &#8216;He was singing to please himself.<br \/>\nNot even that. He was just singing.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The birds sang, the proles sang. the Party did not sing. All round the<br \/>\nworld, in London and New York, in Africa and Brazil, and in the mysterious,<br \/>\nforbidden lands beyond the frontiers, in the streets of Paris and Berlin,<br \/>\nin the villages of the endless Russian plain, in the bazaars of China and<br \/>\nJapan&#8211;everywhere stood the same solid unconquerable figure, made monstrous<br \/>\nby work and childbearing, toiling from birth to death and still singing.<br \/>\nOut of those mighty loins a race of conscious beings must one day come.<br \/>\nYou were the dead, theirs was the future. But you could share in that<br \/>\nfuture if you kept alive the mind as they kept alive the body, and passed<br \/>\non the secret doctrine that two plus two make four.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We are the dead,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We are the dead,&#8217; echoed Julia dutifully.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are the dead,&#8217; said an iron voice behind them.<\/p>\n<p>They sprang apart. Winston&#8217;s entrails seemed to have turned into ice. He<br \/>\ncould see the white all round the irises of Julia&#8217;s eyes. Her face had<br \/>\nturned a milky yellow. The smear of rouge that was still on each cheekbone<br \/>\nstood out sharply, almost as though unconnected with the skin beneath.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are the dead,&#8217; repeated the iron voice.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was behind the picture,&#8217; breathed Julia.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was behind the picture,&#8217; said the voice. &#8216;Remain exactly where you<br \/>\nare. Make no movement until you are ordered.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>It was starting, it was starting at last! They could do nothing except<br \/>\nstand gazing into one another&#8217;s eyes. To run for life, to get out of the<br \/>\nhouse before it was too late&#8211;no such thought occurred to them. Unthinkable<br \/>\nto disobey the iron voice from the wall. There was a snap as though a catch<br \/>\nhad been turned back, and a crash of breaking glass. The picture had fallen<br \/>\nto the floor uncovering the telescreen behind it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Now they can see us,&#8217; said Julia.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Now we can see you,&#8217; said the voice. &#8216;Stand out in the middle of the<br \/>\nroom. Stand back to back. Clasp your hands behind your heads. Do not touch<br \/>\none another.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They were not touching, but it seemed to him that he could feel Julia&#8217;s<br \/>\nbody shaking. Or perhaps it was merely the shaking of his own. He could<br \/>\njust stop his teeth from chattering, but his knees were beyond his control.<br \/>\nThere was a sound of trampling boots below, inside the house and outside.<br \/>\nThe yard seemed to be full of men. Something was being dragged across the<br \/>\nstones. The woman&#8217;s singing had stopped abruptly. There was a long, rolling<br \/>\nclang, as though the washtub had been flung across the yard, and then a<br \/>\nconfusion of angry shouts which ended in a yell of pain.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The house is surrounded,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The house is surrounded,&#8217; said the voice.<\/p>\n<p>He heard Julia snap her teeth together. &#8216;I suppose we may as well say<br \/>\ngood-bye,&#8217; she said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You may as well say good-bye,&#8217; said the voice. And then another quite<br \/>\ndifferent voice, a thin, cultivated voice which Winston had the impression<br \/>\nof having heard before, struck in; &#8216;And by the way, while we are on the<br \/>\nsubject, &#8220;Here comes a candle to light you to bed, here comes a chopper to<br \/>\nchop off your head&#8221;!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Something crashed on to the bed behind Winston&#8217;s back. The head of a ladder<br \/>\nhad been thrust through the window and had burst in the frame. Someone was<br \/>\nclimbing through the window. There was a stampede of boots up the stairs.<br \/>\nThe room was full of solid men in black uniforms, with iron-shod boots on<br \/>\ntheir feet and truncheons in their hands.<\/p>\n<p>Winston was not trembling any longer. Even his eyes he barely moved. One<br \/>\nthing alone mattered; to keep still, to keep still and not give them an<br \/>\nexcuse to hit you! A man with a smooth prize-fighter&#8217;s jowl in which the<br \/>\nmouth was only a slit paused opposite him balancing his truncheon<br \/>\nmeditatively between thumb and forefinger. Winston met his eyes. The<br \/>\nfeeling of nakedness, with one&#8217;s hands behind one&#8217;s head and one&#8217;s face<br \/>\nand body all exposed, was almost unbearable. The man protruded the tip<br \/>\nof a white tongue, licked the place where his lips should have been, and<br \/>\nthen passed on. There was another crash. Someone had picked up the glass<br \/>\npaperweight from the table and smashed it to pieces on the hearth-stone.<\/p>\n<p>The fragment of coral, a tiny crinkle of pink like a sugar rosebud from<br \/>\na cake, rolled across the mat. How small, thought Winston, how small it<br \/>\nalways was! There was a gasp and a thump behind him, and he received a<br \/>\nviolent kick on the ankle which nearly flung him off his balance. One of<br \/>\nthe men had smashed his fist into Julia&#8217;s solar plexus, doubling her up<br \/>\nlike a pocket ruler. She was thrashing about on the floor, fighting for<br \/>\nbreath. Winston dared not turn his head even by a millimetre, but sometimes<br \/>\nher livid, gasping face came within the angle of his vision. Even in his<br \/>\nterror it was as though he could feel the pain in his own body, the deadly<br \/>\npain which nevertheless was less urgent than the struggle to get back her<br \/>\nbreath. He knew what it was like; the terrible, agonizing pain which was<br \/>\nthere all the while but could not be suffered yet, because before all else<br \/>\nit was necessary to be able to breathe. Then two of the men hoisted her<br \/>\nup by knees and shoulders, and carried her out of the room like a sack.<br \/>\nWinston had a glimpse of her face, upside down, yellow and contorted, with<br \/>\nthe eyes shut, and still with a smear of rouge on either cheek; and that<br \/>\nwas the last he saw of her.<\/p>\n<p>He stood dead still. No one had hit him yet. Thoughts which came of their<br \/>\nown accord but seemed totally uninteresting began to flit through his<br \/>\nmind. He wondered whether they had got Mr Charrington. He wondered what<br \/>\nthey had done to the woman in the yard. He noticed that he badly wanted<br \/>\nto urinate, and felt a faint surprise, because he had done so only two or<br \/>\nthree hours ago. He noticed that the clock on the mantelpiece said nine,<br \/>\nmeaning twenty-one. But the light seemed too strong. Would not the light<br \/>\nbe fading at twenty-one hours on an August evening? He wondered whether<br \/>\nafter all he and Julia had mistaken the time&#8211;had slept the clock round<br \/>\nand thought it was twenty-thirty when really it was nought eight-thirty<br \/>\non the following morning. But he did not pursue the thought further.<br \/>\nIt was not interesting.<\/p>\n<p>There was another, lighter step in the passage. Mr Charrington came into<br \/>\nthe room. The demeanour of the black-uniformed men suddenly became more<br \/>\nsubdued. Something had also changed in Mr Charrington&#8217;s appearance. His<br \/>\neye fell on the fragments of the glass paperweight.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Pick up those pieces,&#8217; he said sharply.<\/p>\n<p>A man stooped to obey. The cockney accent had disappeared; Winston suddenly<br \/>\nrealized whose voice it was that he had heard a few moments ago on the<br \/>\ntelescreen. Mr Charrington was still wearing his old velvet jacket, but<br \/>\nhis hair, which had been almost white, had turned black. Also he was not<br \/>\nwearing his spectacles. He gave Winston a single sharp glance, as though<br \/>\nverifying his identity, and then paid no more attention to him. He was<br \/>\nstill recognizable, but he was not the same person any longer. His body<br \/>\nhad straightened, and seemed to have grown bigger. His face had undergone<br \/>\nonly tiny changes that had nevertheless worked a complete transformation.<br \/>\nThe black eyebrows were less bushy, the wrinkles were gone, the whole<br \/>\nlines of the face seemed to have altered; even the nose seemed shorter. It<br \/>\nwas the alert, cold face of a man of about five-and-thirty. It occurred to<br \/>\nWinston that for the first time in his life he was looking, with knowledge,<br \/>\nat a member of the Thought Police.<\/p>\n<p>PART THREE<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 1<\/p>\n<p>He did not know where he was. Presumably he was in the Ministry of Love,<br \/>\nbut there was no way of making certain. He was in a high-ceilinged<br \/>\nwindowless cell with walls of glittering white porcelain. Concealed lamps<br \/>\nflooded it with cold light, and there was a low, steady humming sound<br \/>\nwhich he supposed had something to do with the air supply. A bench, or<br \/>\nshelf, just wide enough to sit on ran round the wall, broken only by the<br \/>\ndoor and, at the end opposite the door, a lavatory pan with no wooden<br \/>\nseat. There were four telescreens, one in each wall.<\/p>\n<p>There was a dull aching in his belly. It had been there ever since they<br \/>\nhad bundled him into the closed van and driven him away. But he was also<br \/>\nhungry, with a gnawing, unwholesome kind of hunger. It might be twenty-four<br \/>\nhours since he had eaten, it might be thirty-six. He still did not know,<br \/>\nprobably never would know, whether it had been morning or evening when<br \/>\nthey arrested him. Since he was arrested he had not been fed.<\/p>\n<p>He sat as still as he could on the narrow bench, with his hands crossed<br \/>\non his knee. He had already learned to sit still. If you made unexpected<br \/>\nmovements they yelled at you from the telescreen. But the craving for food<br \/>\nwas growing upon him. What he longed for above all was a piece of bread.<br \/>\nHe had an idea that there were a few breadcrumbs in the pocket of his<br \/>\noveralls. It was even possible&#8211;he thought this because from time to time<br \/>\nsomething seemed to tickle his leg&#8211;that there might be a sizeable bit of<br \/>\ncrust there. In the end the temptation to find out overcame his fear; he<br \/>\nslipped a hand into his pocket.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Smith!&#8217; yelled a voice from the telescreen. &#8216;6079 Smith W.! Hands out of<br \/>\npockets in the cells!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He sat still again, his hands crossed on his knee. Before being brought<br \/>\nhere he had been taken to another place which must have been an ordinary<br \/>\nprison or a temporary lock-up used by the patrols. He did not know how<br \/>\nlong he had been there; some hours at any rate; with no clocks and no<br \/>\ndaylight it was hard to gauge the time. It was a noisy, evil-smelling<br \/>\nplace. They had put him into a cell similar to the one he was now in,<br \/>\nbut filthily dirty and at all times crowded by ten or fifteen people. The<br \/>\nmajority of them were common criminals, but there were a few political<br \/>\nprisoners among them. He had sat silent against the wall, jostled by dirty<br \/>\nbodies, too preoccupied by fear and the pain in his belly to take much<br \/>\ninterest in his surroundings, but still noticing the astonishing difference<br \/>\nin demeanour between the Party prisoners and the others. The Party<br \/>\nprisoners were always silent and terrified, but the ordinary criminals<br \/>\nseemed to care nothing for anybody. They yelled insults at the guards,<br \/>\nfought back fiercely when their belongings were impounded, wrote obscene<br \/>\nwords on the floor, ate smuggled food which they produced from mysterious<br \/>\nhiding-places in their clothes, and even shouted down the telescreen when<br \/>\nit tried to restore order. On the other hand some of them seemed to be on<br \/>\ngood terms with the guards, called them by nicknames, and tried to wheedle<br \/>\ncigarettes through the spyhole in the door. The guards, too, treated the<br \/>\ncommon criminals with a certain forbearance, even when they had to handle<br \/>\nthem roughly. There was much talk about the forced-labour camps to which<br \/>\nmost of the prisoners expected to be sent. It was &#8216;all right&#8217; in the<br \/>\ncamps, he gathered, so long as you had good contacts and knew the ropes.<br \/>\nThere was bribery, favouritism, and racketeering of every kind, there was<br \/>\nhomosexuality and prostitution, there was even illicit alcohol distilled<br \/>\nfrom potatoes. The positions of trust were given only to the common<br \/>\ncriminals, especially the gangsters and the murderers, who formed a sort<br \/>\nof aristocracy. All the dirty jobs were done by the politicals.<\/p>\n<p>There was a constant come-and-go of prisoners of every description:<br \/>\ndrug-peddlers, thieves, bandits, black-marketeers, drunks, prostitutes.<br \/>\nSome of the drunks were so violent that the other prisoners had to combine<br \/>\nto suppress them. An enormous wreck of a woman, aged about sixty, with<br \/>\ngreat tumbling breasts and thick coils of white hair which had come down<br \/>\nin her struggles, was carried in, kicking and shouting, by four guards,<br \/>\nwho had hold of her one at each corner. They wrenched off the boots with<br \/>\nwhich she had been trying to kick them, and dumped her down across<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s lap, almost breaking his thigh-bones. The woman hoisted herself<br \/>\nupright and followed them out with a yell of &#8216;F&#8212;- bastards!&#8217; Then,<br \/>\nnoticing that she was sitting on something uneven, she slid off Winston&#8217;s<br \/>\nknees on to the bench.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Beg pardon, dearie,&#8217; she said. &#8216;I wouldn&#8217;t &#8216;a sat on you, only the buggers<br \/>\nput me there. They dono &#8216;ow to treat a lady, do they?&#8217; She paused, patted<br \/>\nher breast, and belched. &#8216;Pardon,&#8217; she said, &#8216;I ain&#8217;t meself, quite.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She leant forward and vomited copiously on the floor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Thass better,&#8217; she said, leaning back with closed eyes. &#8216;Never keep it<br \/>\ndown, thass what I say. Get it up while it&#8217;s fresh on your stomach, like.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She revived, turned to have another look at Winston and seemed immediately<br \/>\nto take a fancy to him. She put a vast arm round his shoulder and drew him<br \/>\ntowards her, breathing beer and vomit into his face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Wass your name, dearie?&#8217; she said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Smith,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Smith?&#8217; said the woman. &#8216;Thass funny. My name&#8217;s Smith too. Why,&#8217; she<br \/>\nadded sentimentally, &#8216;I might be your mother!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>She might, thought Winston, be his mother. She was about the right age and<br \/>\nphysique, and it was probable that people changed somewhat after twenty<br \/>\nyears in a forced-labour camp.<\/p>\n<p>No one else had spoken to him. To a surprising extent the ordinary<br \/>\ncriminals ignored the Party prisoners. &#8216;The polITS,&#8217; they called them,<br \/>\nwith a sort of uninterested contempt. The Party prisoners seemed terrified<br \/>\nof speaking to anybody, and above all of speaking to one another. Only<br \/>\nonce, when two Party members, both women, were pressed close together on<br \/>\nthe bench, he overheard amid the din of voices a few hurriedly-whispered<br \/>\nwords; and in particular a reference to something called &#8216;room one-oh-one&#8217;,<br \/>\nwhich he did not understand.<\/p>\n<p>It might be two or three hours ago that they had brought him here. The<br \/>\ndull pain in his belly never went away, but sometimes it grew better and<br \/>\nsometimes worse, and his thoughts expanded or contracted accordingly. When<br \/>\nit grew worse he thought only of the pain itself, and of his desire for<br \/>\nfood. When it grew better, panic took hold of him. There were moments<br \/>\nwhen he foresaw the things that would happen to him with such actuality<br \/>\nthat his heart galloped and his breath stopped. He felt the smash of<br \/>\ntruncheons on his elbows and iron-shod boots on his shins; he saw himself<br \/>\ngrovelling on the floor, screaming for mercy through broken teeth. He<br \/>\nhardly thought of Julia. He could not fix his mind on her. He loved her<br \/>\nand would not betray her; but that was only a fact, known as he knew the<br \/>\nrules of arithmetic. He felt no love for her, and he hardly even wondered<br \/>\nwhat was happening to her. He thought oftener of O&#8217;Brien, with a flickering<br \/>\nhope. O&#8217;Brien might know that he had been arrested. The Brotherhood, he<br \/>\nhad said, never tried to save its members. But there was the razor blade;<br \/>\nthey would send the razor blade if they could. There would be perhaps five<br \/>\nseconds before the guard could rush into the cell. The blade would bite<br \/>\ninto him with a sort of burning coldness, and even the fingers that held<br \/>\nit would be cut to the bone. Everything came back to his sick body, which<br \/>\nshrank trembling from the smallest pain. He was not certain that he would<br \/>\nuse the razor blade even if he got the chance. It was more natural to exist<br \/>\nfrom moment to moment, accepting another ten minutes&#8217; life even with the<br \/>\ncertainty that there was torture at the end of it.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes he tried to calculate the number of porcelain bricks in the<br \/>\nwalls of the cell. It should have been easy, but he always lost count at<br \/>\nsome point or another. More often he wondered where he was, and what time<br \/>\nof day it was. At one moment he felt certain that it was broad daylight<br \/>\noutside, and at the next equally certain that it was pitch darkness. In<br \/>\nthis place, he knew instinctively, the lights would never be turned out.<br \/>\nIt was the place with no darkness: he saw now why O&#8217;Brien had seemed to<br \/>\nrecognize the allusion. In the Ministry of Love there were no windows. His<br \/>\ncell might be at the heart of the building or against its outer wall; it<br \/>\nmight be ten floors below ground, or thirty above it. He moved himself<br \/>\nmentally from place to place, and tried to determine by the feeling of his<br \/>\nbody whether he was perched high in the air or buried deep underground.<\/p>\n<p>There was a sound of marching boots outside. The steel door opened with<br \/>\na clang. A young officer, a trim black-uniformed figure who seemed to<br \/>\nglitter all over with polished leather, and whose pale, straight-featured<br \/>\nface was like a wax mask, stepped smartly through the doorway. He motioned<br \/>\nto the guards outside to bring in the prisoner they were leading. The<br \/>\npoet Ampleforth shambled into the cell. The door clanged shut again.<\/p>\n<p>Ampleforth made one or two uncertain movements from side to side, as<br \/>\nthough having some idea that there was another door to go out of, and then<br \/>\nbegan to wander up and down the cell. He had not yet noticed Winston&#8217;s<br \/>\npresence. His troubled eyes were gazing at the wall about a metre above<br \/>\nthe level of Winston&#8217;s head. He was shoeless; large, dirty toes were<br \/>\nsticking out of the holes in his socks. He was also several days away<br \/>\nfrom a shave. A scrubby beard covered his face to the cheekbones, giving<br \/>\nhim an air of ruffianism that went oddly with his large weak frame and<br \/>\nnervous movements.<\/p>\n<p>Winston roused himself a little from his lethargy. He must speak<br \/>\nto Ampleforth, and risk the yell from the telescreen. It was even<br \/>\nconceivable that Ampleforth was the bearer of the razor blade.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ampleforth,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>There was no yell from the telescreen. Ampleforth paused, mildly startled.<br \/>\nHis eyes focused themselves slowly on Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ah, Smith!&#8217; he said. &#8216;You too!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What are you in for?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;To tell you the truth&#8211;&#8216; He sat down awkwardly on the bench opposite<br \/>\nWinston. &#8216;There is only one offence, is there not?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And have you committed it?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Apparently I have.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He put a hand to his forehead and pressed his temples for a moment, as<br \/>\nthough trying to remember something.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;These things happen,&#8217; he began vaguely. &#8216;I have been able to recall one<br \/>\ninstance&#8211;a possible instance. It was an indiscretion, undoubtedly. We<br \/>\nwere producing a definitive edition of the poems of Kipling. I allowed the<br \/>\nword &#8220;God&#8221; to remain at the end of a line. I could not help it!&#8217; he added<br \/>\nalmost indignantly, raising his face to look at Winston. &#8216;It was impossible<br \/>\nto change the line. The rhyme was &#8220;rod&#8221;. Do you realize that there are only<br \/>\ntwelve rhymes to &#8220;rod&#8221; in the entire language? For days I had racked my<br \/>\nbrains. There WAS no other rhyme.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The expression on his face changed. The annoyance passed out of it and for<br \/>\na moment he looked almost pleased. A sort of intellectual warmth, the joy<br \/>\nof the pedant who has found out some useless fact, shone through the dirt<br \/>\nand scrubby hair.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Has it ever occurred to you,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that the whole history of English<br \/>\npoetry has been determined by the fact that the English language lacks<br \/>\nrhymes?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>No, that particular thought had never occurred to Winston. Nor, in the<br \/>\ncircumstances, did it strike him as very important or interesting.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you know what time of day it is?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>Ampleforth looked startled again. &#8216;I had hardly thought about it. They<br \/>\narrested me&#8211;it could be two days ago&#8211;perhaps three.&#8217; His eyes flitted<br \/>\nround the walls, as though he half expected to find a window somewhere.<br \/>\n&#8216;There is no difference between night and day in this place. I do not see<br \/>\nhow one can calculate the time.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>They talked desultorily for some minutes, then, without apparent reason,<br \/>\na yell from the telescreen bade them be silent. Winston sat quietly, his<br \/>\nhands crossed. Ampleforth, too large to sit in comfort on the narrow<br \/>\nbench, fidgeted from side to side, clasping his lank hands first round one<br \/>\nknee, then round the other. The telescreen barked at him to keep still.<br \/>\nTime passed. Twenty minutes, an hour&#8211;it was difficult to judge. Once more<br \/>\nthere was a sound of boots outside. Winston&#8217;s entrails contracted. Soon,<br \/>\nvery soon, perhaps in five minutes, perhaps now, the tramp of boots would<br \/>\nmean that his own turn had come.<\/p>\n<p>The door opened. The cold-faced young officer stepped into the cell. With<br \/>\na brief movement of the hand he indicated Ampleforth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>Ampleforth marched clumsily out between the guards, his face vaguely<br \/>\nperturbed, but uncomprehending.<\/p>\n<p>What seemed like a long time passed. The pain in Winston&#8217;s belly had<br \/>\nrevived. His mind sagged round and round on the same trick, like a ball<br \/>\nfalling again and again into the same series of slots. He had only six<br \/>\nthoughts. The pain in his belly; a piece of bread; the blood and the<br \/>\nscreaming; O&#8217;Brien; Julia; the razor blade. There was another spasm in his<br \/>\nentrails, the heavy boots were approaching. As the door opened, the wave<br \/>\nof air that it created brought in a powerful smell of cold sweat. Parsons<br \/>\nwalked into the cell. He was wearing khaki shorts and a sports-shirt.<\/p>\n<p>This time Winston was startled into self-forgetfulness.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;YOU here!&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>Parsons gave Winston a glance in which there was neither interest nor<br \/>\nsurprise, but only misery. He began walking jerkily up and down, evidently<br \/>\nunable to keep still. Each time he straightened his pudgy knees it was<br \/>\napparent that they were trembling. His eyes had a wide-open, staring look,<br \/>\nas though he could not prevent himself from gazing at something in the<br \/>\nmiddle distance.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What are you in for?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Thoughtcrime!&#8217; said Parsons, almost blubbering. The tone of his voice<br \/>\nimplied at once a complete admission of his guilt and a sort of incredulous<br \/>\nhorror that such a word could be applied to himself. He paused opposite<br \/>\nWinston and began eagerly appealing to him: &#8216;You don&#8217;t think they&#8217;ll shoot<br \/>\nme, do you, old chap? They don&#8217;t shoot you if you haven&#8217;t actually done<br \/>\nanything&#8211;only thoughts, which you can&#8217;t help? I know they give you a fair<br \/>\nhearing. Oh, I trust them for that! They&#8217;ll know my record, won&#8217;t they?<br \/>\nYOU know what kind of chap I was. Not a bad chap in my way. Not brainy, of<br \/>\ncourse, but keen. I tried to do my best for the Party, didn&#8217;t I? I&#8217;ll get<br \/>\noff with five years, don&#8217;t you think? Or even ten years? A chap like me<br \/>\ncould make himself pretty useful in a labour-camp. They wouldn&#8217;t shoot me<br \/>\nfor going off the rails just once?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Are you guilty?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course I&#8217;m guilty!&#8217; cried Parsons with a servile glance at the<br \/>\ntelescreen. &#8216;You don&#8217;t think the Party would arrest an innocent man,<br \/>\ndo you?&#8217; His frog-like face grew calmer, and even took on a slightly<br \/>\nsanctimonious expression. &#8216;Thoughtcrime is a dreadful thing, old man,&#8217;<br \/>\nhe said sententiously. &#8216;It&#8217;s insidious. It can get hold of you without<br \/>\nyour even knowing it. Do you know how it got hold of me? In my sleep! Yes,<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s a fact. There I was, working away, trying to do my bit&#8211;never knew<br \/>\nI had any bad stuff in my mind at all. And then I started talking in my<br \/>\nsleep. Do you know what they heard me saying?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He sank his voice, like someone who is obliged for medical reasons to<br \/>\nutter an obscenity.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;&#8221;Down with Big Brother!&#8221; Yes, I said that! Said it over and over again,<br \/>\nit seems. Between you and me, old man, I&#8217;m glad they got me before it went<br \/>\nany further. Do you know what I&#8217;m going to say to them when I go up before<br \/>\nthe tribunal? &#8220;Thank you,&#8221; I&#8217;m going to say, &#8220;thank you for saving me<br \/>\nbefore it was too late.&#8221;&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Who denounced you?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was my little daughter,&#8217; said Parsons with a sort of doleful pride.<br \/>\n&#8216;She listened at the keyhole. Heard what I was saying, and nipped off to<br \/>\nthe patrols the very next day. Pretty smart for a nipper of seven, eh?<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t bear her any grudge for it. In fact I&#8217;m proud of her. It shows I<br \/>\nbrought her up in the right spirit, anyway.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He made a few more jerky movements up and down, several times, casting a<br \/>\nlonging glance at the lavatory pan. Then he suddenly ripped down his<br \/>\nshorts.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Excuse me, old man,&#8217; he said. &#8216;I can&#8217;t help it. It&#8217;s the waiting.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He plumped his large posterior into the lavatory pan. Winston covered his<br \/>\nface with his hands.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Smith!&#8217; yelled the voice from the telescreen. &#8216;6079 Smith W.! Uncover your<br \/>\nface. No faces covered in the cells.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston uncovered his face. Parsons used the lavatory, loudly and<br \/>\nabundantly. It then turned out that the plug was defective and the cell<br \/>\nstank abominably for hours afterwards.<\/p>\n<p>Parsons was removed. More prisoners came and went, mysteriously. One, a<br \/>\nwoman, was consigned to &#8216;Room 101&#8217;, and, Winston noticed, seemed to shrivel<br \/>\nand turn a different colour when she heard the words. A time came when, if<br \/>\nit had been morning when he was brought here, it would be afternoon; or if<br \/>\nit had been afternoon, then it would be midnight. There were six prisoners<br \/>\nin the cell, men and women. All sat very still. Opposite Winston there sat<br \/>\na man with a chinless, toothy face exactly like that of some large,<br \/>\nharmless rodent. His fat, mottled cheeks were so pouched at the bottom<br \/>\nthat it was difficult not to believe that he had little stores of food<br \/>\ntucked away there. His pale-grey eyes flitted timorously from face to face<br \/>\nand turned quickly away again when he caught anyone&#8217;s eye.<\/p>\n<p>The door opened, and another prisoner was brought in whose appearance sent<br \/>\na momentary chill through Winston. He was a commonplace, mean-looking man<br \/>\nwho might have been an engineer or technician of some kind. But what was<br \/>\nstartling was the emaciation of his face. It was like a skull. Because of<br \/>\nits thinness the mouth and eyes looked disproportionately large, and the<br \/>\neyes seemed filled with a murderous, unappeasable hatred of somebody or<br \/>\nsomething.<\/p>\n<p>The man sat down on the bench at a little distance from Winston. Winston<br \/>\ndid not look at him again, but the tormented, skull-like face was as<br \/>\nvivid in his mind as though it had been straight in front of his eyes.<br \/>\nSuddenly he realized what was the matter. The man was dying of starvation.<br \/>\nThe same thought seemed to occur almost simultaneously to everyone in the<br \/>\ncell. There was a very faint stirring all the way round the bench. The<br \/>\neyes of the chinless man kept flitting towards the skull-faced man, then<br \/>\nturning guiltily away, then being dragged back by an irresistible<br \/>\nattraction. Presently he began to fidget on his seat. At last he stood up,<br \/>\nwaddled clumsily across the cell, dug down into the pocket of his overalls,<br \/>\nand, with an abashed air, held out a grimy piece of bread to the<br \/>\nskull-faced man.<\/p>\n<p>There was a furious, deafening roar from the telescreen. The chinless man<br \/>\njumped in his tracks. The skull-faced man had quickly thrust his hands<br \/>\nbehind his back, as though demonstrating to all the world that he refused<br \/>\nthe gift.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Bumstead!&#8217; roared the voice. &#8216;2713 Bumstead J.! Let fall that piece of<br \/>\nbread!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The chinless man dropped the piece of bread on the floor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Remain standing where you are,&#8217; said the voice. &#8216;Face the door. Make no<br \/>\nmovement.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The chinless man obeyed. His large pouchy cheeks were quivering<br \/>\nuncontrollably. The door clanged open. As the young officer entered and<br \/>\nstepped aside, there emerged from behind him a short stumpy guard with<br \/>\nenormous arms and shoulders. He took his stand opposite the chinless man,<br \/>\nand then, at a signal from the officer, let free a frightful blow, with<br \/>\nall the weight of his body behind it, full in the chinless man&#8217;s mouth.<br \/>\nThe force of it seemed almost to knock him clear of the floor. His body<br \/>\nwas flung across the cell and fetched up against the base of the lavatory<br \/>\nseat. For a moment he lay as though stunned, with dark blood oozing from<br \/>\nhis mouth and nose. A very faint whimpering or squeaking, which seemed<br \/>\nunconscious, came out of him. Then he rolled over and raised himself<br \/>\nunsteadily on hands and knees. Amid a stream of blood and saliva, the two<br \/>\nhalves of a dental plate fell out of his mouth.<\/p>\n<p>The prisoners sat very still, their hands crossed on their knees. The<br \/>\nchinless man climbed back into his place. Down one side of his face the<br \/>\nflesh was darkening. His mouth had swollen into a shapeless cherry-coloured<br \/>\nmass with a black hole in the middle of it.<\/p>\n<p>From time to time a little blood dripped on to the breast of his overalls.<br \/>\nHis grey eyes still flitted from face to face, more guiltily than ever,<br \/>\nas though he were trying to discover how much the others despised him for<br \/>\nhis humiliation.<\/p>\n<p>The door opened. With a small gesture the officer indicated the<br \/>\nskull-faced man.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>There was a gasp and a flurry at Winston&#8217;s side. The man had actually<br \/>\nflung himself on his knees on the floor, with his hand clasped together.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Comrade! Officer!&#8217; he cried. &#8216;You don&#8217;t have to take me to that place!<br \/>\nHaven&#8217;t I told you everything already? What else is it you want to know?<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s nothing I wouldn&#8217;t confess, nothing! Just tell me what it is and<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll confess straight off. Write it down and I&#8217;ll sign it&#8211;anything!<br \/>\nNot room 101!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; said the officer.<\/p>\n<p>The man&#8217;s face, already very pale, turned a colour Winston would not have<br \/>\nbelieved possible. It was definitely, unmistakably, a shade of green.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do anything to me!&#8217; he yelled. &#8216;You&#8217;ve been starving me for weeks. Finish<br \/>\nit off and let me die. Shoot me. Hang me. Sentence me to twenty-five<br \/>\nyears. Is there somebody else you want me to give away? Just say who it is<br \/>\nand I&#8217;ll tell you anything you want. I don&#8217;t care who it is or what you do<br \/>\nto them. I&#8217;ve got a wife and three children. The biggest of them isn&#8217;t six<br \/>\nyears old. You can take the whole lot of them and cut their throats in<br \/>\nfront of my eyes, and I&#8217;ll stand by and watch it. But not Room 101!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; said the officer.<\/p>\n<p>The man looked frantically round at the other prisoners, as though with<br \/>\nsome idea that he could put another victim in his own place. His eyes<br \/>\nsettled on the smashed face of the chinless man. He flung out a lean arm.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That&#8217;s the one you ought to be taking, not me!&#8217; he shouted. &#8216;You didn&#8217;t<br \/>\nhear what he was saying after they bashed his face. Give me a chance and<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll tell you every word of it. HE&#8217;S the one that&#8217;s against the Party, not<br \/>\nme.&#8217; The guards stepped forward. The man&#8217;s voice rose to a shriek. &#8216;You<br \/>\ndidn&#8217;t hear him!&#8217; he repeated. &#8216;Something went wrong with the telescreen.<br \/>\nHE&#8217;S the one you want. Take him, not me!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The two sturdy guards had stooped to take him by the arms. But just at<br \/>\nthis moment he flung himself across the floor of the cell and grabbed one<br \/>\nof the iron legs that supported the bench. He had set up a wordless<br \/>\nhowling, like an animal. The guards took hold of him to wrench him loose,<br \/>\nbut he clung on with astonishing strength. For perhaps twenty seconds<br \/>\nthey were hauling at him. The prisoners sat quiet, their hands crossed on<br \/>\ntheir knees, looking straight in front of them. The howling stopped; the<br \/>\nman had no breath left for anything except hanging on. Then there was a<br \/>\ndifferent kind of cry. A kick from a guard&#8217;s boot had broken the fingers<br \/>\nof one of his hands. They dragged him to his feet.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; said the officer.<\/p>\n<p>The man was led out, walking unsteadily, with head sunken, nursing his<br \/>\ncrushed hand, all the fight had gone out of him.<\/p>\n<p>A long time passed. If it had been midnight when the skull-faced man was<br \/>\ntaken away, it was morning: if morning, it was afternoon. Winston was<br \/>\nalone, and had been alone for hours. The pain of sitting on the narrow<br \/>\nbench was such that often he got up and walked about, unreproved by the<br \/>\ntelescreen. The piece of bread still lay where the chinless man had<br \/>\ndropped it. At the beginning it needed a hard effort not to look at it,<br \/>\nbut presently hunger gave way to thirst. His mouth was sticky and<br \/>\nevil-tasting. The humming sound and the unvarying white light induced a<br \/>\nsort of faintness, an empty feeling inside his head. He would get up<br \/>\nbecause the ache in his bones was no longer bearable, and then would sit<br \/>\ndown again almost at once because he was too dizzy to make sure of<br \/>\nstaying on his feet. Whenever his physical sensations were a little under<br \/>\ncontrol the terror returned. Sometimes with a fading hope he thought of<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien and the razor blade. It was thinkable that the razor blade might<br \/>\narrive concealed in his food, if he were ever fed. More dimly he thought<br \/>\nof Julia. Somewhere or other she was suffering perhaps far worse than he.<br \/>\nShe might be screaming with pain at this moment. He thought: &#8216;If I could<br \/>\nsave Julia by doubling my own pain, would I do it? Yes, I would.&#8217; But that<br \/>\nwas merely an intellectual decision, taken because he knew that he ought<br \/>\nto take it. He did not feel it. In this place you could not feel anything,<br \/>\nexcept pain and foreknowledge of pain. Besides, was it possible, when you<br \/>\nwere actually suffering it, to wish for any reason that your own pain<br \/>\nshould increase? But that question was not answerable yet.<\/p>\n<p>The boots were approaching again. The door opened. O&#8217;Brien came in.<\/p>\n<p>Winston started to his feet. The shock of the sight had driven all<br \/>\ncaution out of him. For the first time in many years he forgot the<br \/>\npresence of the telescreen.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They&#8217;ve got you too!&#8217; he cried.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They got me a long time ago,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien with a mild, almost regretful<br \/>\nirony. He stepped aside. From behind him there emerged a broad-chested<br \/>\nguard with a long black truncheon in his hand.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You know this, Winston,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;Don&#8217;t deceive yourself. You did<br \/>\nknow it&#8211;you have always known it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Yes, he saw now, he had always known it. But there was no time to think of<br \/>\nthat. All he had eyes for was the truncheon in the guard&#8217;s hand. It might<br \/>\nfall anywhere; on the crown, on the tip of the ear, on the upper arm, on<br \/>\nthe elbow&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>The elbow! He had slumped to his knees, almost paralysed, clasping the<br \/>\nstricken elbow with his other hand. Everything had exploded into yellow<br \/>\nlight. Inconceivable, inconceivable that one blow could cause such pain!<br \/>\nThe light cleared and he could see the other two looking down at him. The<br \/>\nguard was laughing at his contortions. One question at any rate was<br \/>\nanswered. Never, for any reason on earth, could you wish for an increase<br \/>\nof pain. Of pain you could wish only one thing: that it should stop.<br \/>\nNothing in the world was so bad as physical pain. In the face of pain<br \/>\nthere are no heroes, no heroes, he thought over and over as he writhed<br \/>\non the floor, clutching uselessly at his disabled left arm.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 2<\/p>\n<p>He was lying on something that felt like a camp bed, except that it was<br \/>\nhigher off the ground and that he was fixed down in some way so that he<br \/>\ncould not move. Light that seemed stronger than usual was falling on his<br \/>\nface. O&#8217;Brien was standing at his side, looking down at him intently. At<br \/>\nthe other side of him stood a man in a white coat, holding a hypodermic<br \/>\nsyringe.<\/p>\n<p>Even after his eyes were open he took in his surroundings only gradually.<br \/>\nHe had the impression of swimming up into this room from some quite<br \/>\ndifferent world, a sort of underwater world far beneath it. How long he<br \/>\nhad been down there he did not know. Since the moment when they arrested<br \/>\nhim he had not seen darkness or daylight. Besides, his memories were not<br \/>\ncontinuous. There had been times when consciousness, even the sort of<br \/>\nconsciousness that one has in sleep, had stopped dead and started again<br \/>\nafter a blank interval. But whether the intervals were of days or weeks<br \/>\nor only seconds, there was no way of knowing.<\/p>\n<p>With that first blow on the elbow the nightmare had started. Later he was<br \/>\nto realize that all that then happened was merely a preliminary, a routine<br \/>\ninterrogation to which nearly all prisoners were subjected. There was a<br \/>\nlong range of crimes&#8211;espionage, sabotage, and the like&#8211;to which everyone<br \/>\nhad to confess as a matter of course. The confession was a formality,<br \/>\nthough the torture was real. How many times he had been beaten, how long<br \/>\nthe beatings had continued, he could not remember. Always there were five<br \/>\nor six men in black uniforms at him simultaneously. Sometimes it was<br \/>\nfists, sometimes it was truncheons, sometimes it was steel rods, sometimes<br \/>\nit was boots. There were times when he rolled about the floor, as shameless<br \/>\nas an animal, writhing his body this way and that in an endless, hopeless<br \/>\neffort to dodge the kicks, and simply inviting more and yet more kicks,<br \/>\nin his ribs, in his belly, on his elbows, on his shins, in his groin,<br \/>\nin his testicles, on the bone at the base of his spine. There were times<br \/>\nwhen it went on and on until the cruel, wicked, unforgivable thing seemed<br \/>\nto him not that the guards continued to beat him but that he could not<br \/>\nforce himself into losing consciousness. There were times when his nerve<br \/>\nso forsook him that he began shouting for mercy even before the beating<br \/>\nbegan, when the mere sight of a fist drawn back for a blow was enough<br \/>\nto make him pour forth a confession of real and imaginary crimes. There<br \/>\nwere other times when he started out with the resolve of confessing<br \/>\nnothing, when every word had to be forced out of him between gasps of<br \/>\npain, and there were times when he feebly tried to compromise, when he<br \/>\nsaid to himself: &#8216;I will confess, but not yet. I must hold out till the<br \/>\npain becomes unbearable. Three more kicks, two more kicks, and then I will<br \/>\ntell them what they want.&#8217; Sometimes he was beaten till he could hardly<br \/>\nstand, then flung like a sack of potatoes on to the stone floor of a cell,<br \/>\nleft to recuperate for a few hours, and then taken out and beaten again.<br \/>\nThere were also longer periods of recovery. He remembered them dimly,<br \/>\nbecause they were spent chiefly in sleep or stupor. He remembered a cell<br \/>\nwith a plank bed, a sort of shelf sticking out from the wall, and a tin<br \/>\nwash-basin, and meals of hot soup and bread and sometimes coffee. He<br \/>\nremembered a surly barber arriving to scrape his chin and crop his hair,<br \/>\nand businesslike, unsympathetic men in white coats feeling his pulse,<br \/>\ntapping his reflexes, turning up his eyelids, running harsh fingers over<br \/>\nhim in search for broken bones, and shooting needles into his arm to make<br \/>\nhim sleep.<\/p>\n<p>The beatings grew less frequent, and became mainly a threat, a horror<br \/>\nto which he could be sent back at any moment when his answers were<br \/>\nunsatisfactory. His questioners now were not ruffians in black uniforms<br \/>\nbut Party intellectuals, little rotund men with quick movements and<br \/>\nflashing spectacles, who worked on him in relays over periods which<br \/>\nlasted&#8211;he thought, he could not be sure&#8211;ten or twelve hours at a stretch.<br \/>\nThese other questioners saw to it that he was in constant slight pain, but<br \/>\nit was not chiefly pain that they relied on. They slapped his face, wrung<br \/>\nhis ears, pulled his hair, made him stand on one leg, refused him leave to<br \/>\nurinate, shone glaring lights in his face until his eyes ran with water;<br \/>\nbut the aim of this was simply to humiliate him and destroy his power of<br \/>\narguing and reasoning. Their real weapon was the merciless questioning<br \/>\nthat went on and on, hour after hour, tripping him up, laying traps for<br \/>\nhim, twisting everything that he said, convicting him at every step of<br \/>\nlies and self-contradiction until he began weeping as much from shame as<br \/>\nfrom nervous fatigue. Sometimes he would weep half a dozen times in a<br \/>\nsingle session. Most of the time they screamed abuse at him and threatened<br \/>\nat every hesitation to deliver him over to the guards again; but sometimes<br \/>\nthey would suddenly change their tune, call him comrade, appeal to him in<br \/>\nthe name of Ingsoc and Big Brother, and ask him sorrowfully whether even<br \/>\nnow he had not enough loyalty to the Party left to make him wish to<br \/>\nundo the evil he had done. When his nerves were in rags after hours of<br \/>\nquestioning, even this appeal could reduce him to snivelling tears. In the<br \/>\nend the nagging voices broke him down more completely than the boots and<br \/>\nfists of the guards. He became simply a mouth that uttered, a hand that<br \/>\nsigned, whatever was demanded of him. His sole concern was to find out<br \/>\nwhat they wanted him to confess, and then confess it quickly, before the<br \/>\nbullying started anew. He confessed to the assassination of eminent Party<br \/>\nmembers, the distribution of seditious pamphlets, embezzlement of public<br \/>\nfunds, sale of military secrets, sabotage of every kind. He confessed that<br \/>\nhe had been a spy in the pay of the Eastasian government as far back as<br \/>\n1968. He confessed that he was a religious believer, an admirer of<br \/>\ncapitalism, and a sexual pervert. He confessed that he had murdered his<br \/>\nwife, although he knew, and his questioners must have known, that his wife<br \/>\nwas still alive. He confessed that for years he had been in personal touch<br \/>\nwith Goldstein and had been a member of an underground organization which<br \/>\nhad included almost every human being he had ever known. It was easier to<br \/>\nconfess everything and implicate everybody. Besides, in a sense it was all<br \/>\ntrue. It was true that he had been the enemy of the Party, and in the eyes<br \/>\nof the Party there was no distinction between the thought and the deed.<\/p>\n<p>There were also memories of another kind. They stood out in his mind<br \/>\ndisconnectedly, like pictures with blackness all round them.<\/p>\n<p>He was in a cell which might have been either dark or light, because he<br \/>\ncould see nothing except a pair of eyes. Near at hand some kind of<br \/>\ninstrument was ticking slowly and regularly. The eyes grew larger and more<br \/>\nluminous. Suddenly he floated out of his seat, dived into the eyes, and<br \/>\nwas swallowed up.<\/p>\n<p>He was strapped into a chair surrounded by dials, under dazzling lights.<br \/>\nA man in a white coat was reading the dials. There was a tramp of heavy<br \/>\nboots outside. The door clanged open. The waxed-faced officer marched in,<br \/>\nfollowed by two guards.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; said the officer.<\/p>\n<p>The man in the white coat did not turn round. He did not look at Winston<br \/>\neither; he was looking only at the dials.<\/p>\n<p>He was rolling down a mighty corridor, a kilometre wide, full of glorious,<br \/>\ngolden light, roaring with laughter and shouting out confessions at the<br \/>\ntop of his voice. He was confessing everything, even the things he had<br \/>\nsucceeded in holding back under the torture. He was relating the entire<br \/>\nhistory of his life to an audience who knew it already. With him were the<br \/>\nguards, the other questioners, the men in white coats, O&#8217;Brien, Julia,<br \/>\nMr Charrington, all rolling down the corridor together and shouting with<br \/>\nlaughter. Some dreadful thing which had lain embedded in the future had<br \/>\nsomehow been skipped over and had not happened. Everything was all right,<br \/>\nthere was no more pain, the last detail of his life was laid bare,<br \/>\nunderstood, forgiven.<\/p>\n<p>He was starting up from the plank bed in the half-certainty that he had<br \/>\nheard O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s voice. All through his interrogation, although he had<br \/>\nnever seen him, he had had the feeling that O&#8217;Brien was at his elbow, just<br \/>\nout of sight. It was O&#8217;Brien who was directing everything. It was he who<br \/>\nset the guards on to Winston and who prevented them from killing him. It<br \/>\nwas he who decided when Winston should scream with pain, when he should<br \/>\nhave a respite, when he should be fed, when he should sleep, when the<br \/>\ndrugs should be pumped into his arm. It was he who asked the questions and<br \/>\nsuggested the answers. He was the tormentor, he was the protector, he was<br \/>\nthe inquisitor, he was the friend. And once&#8211;Winston could not remember<br \/>\nwhether it was in drugged sleep, or in normal sleep, or even in a moment<br \/>\nof wakefulness&#8211;a voice murmured in his ear: &#8216;Don&#8217;t worry, Winston; you<br \/>\nare in my keeping. For seven years I have watched over you. Now the<br \/>\nturning-point has come. I shall save you, I shall make you perfect.&#8217; He<br \/>\nwas not sure whether it was O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s voice; but it was the same voice<br \/>\nthat had said to him, &#8216;We shall meet in the place where there is no<br \/>\ndarkness,&#8217; in that other dream, seven years ago.<\/p>\n<p>He did not remember any ending to his interrogation. There was a period of<br \/>\nblackness and then the cell, or room, in which he now was had gradually<br \/>\nmaterialized round him. He was almost flat on his back, and unable to move.<br \/>\nHis body was held down at every essential point. Even the back of his head<br \/>\nwas gripped in some manner. O&#8217;Brien was looking down at him gravely and<br \/>\nrather sadly. His face, seen from below, looked coarse and worn, with<br \/>\npouches under the eyes and tired lines from nose to chin. He was older<br \/>\nthan Winston had thought him; he was perhaps forty-eight or fifty. Under<br \/>\nhis hand there was a dial with a lever on top and figures running round<br \/>\nthe face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I told you,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;that if we met again it would be here.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>Without any warning except a slight movement of O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s hand, a wave of<br \/>\npain flooded his body. It was a frightening pain, because he could not see<br \/>\nwhat was happening, and he had the feeling that some mortal injury was<br \/>\nbeing done to him. He did not know whether the thing was really happening,<br \/>\nor whether the effect was electrically produced; but his body was being<br \/>\nwrenched out of shape, the joints were being slowly torn apart. Although<br \/>\nthe pain had brought the sweat out on his forehead, the worst of all was<br \/>\nthe fear that his backbone was about to snap. He set his teeth and<br \/>\nbreathed hard through his nose, trying to keep silent as long as possible.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are afraid,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, watching his face, &#8216;that in another moment<br \/>\nsomething is going to break. Your especial fear is that it will be your<br \/>\nbackbone. You have a vivid mental picture of the vertebrae snapping apart<br \/>\nand the spinal fluid dripping out of them. That is what you are thinking,<br \/>\nis it not, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston did not answer. O&#8217;Brien drew back the lever on the dial. The wave<br \/>\nof pain receded almost as quickly as it had come.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That was forty,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;You can see that the numbers on this dial<br \/>\nrun up to a hundred. Will you please remember, throughout our conversation,<br \/>\nthat I have it in my power to inflict pain on you at any moment and to<br \/>\nwhatever degree I choose? If you tell me any lies, or attempt to<br \/>\nprevaricate in any way, or even fall below your usual level of<br \/>\nintelligence, you will cry out with pain, instantly. Do you understand<br \/>\nthat?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s manner became less severe. He resettled his spectacles<br \/>\nthoughtfully, and took a pace or two up and down. When he spoke his voice<br \/>\nwas gentle and patient. He had the air of a doctor, a teacher, even a<br \/>\npriest, anxious to explain and persuade rather than to punish.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I am taking trouble with you, Winston,&#8217; he said, &#8216;because you are worth<br \/>\ntrouble. You know perfectly well what is the matter with you. You have<br \/>\nknown it for years, though you have fought against the knowledge. You are<br \/>\nmentally deranged. You suffer from a defective memory. You are unable to<br \/>\nremember real events and you persuade yourself that you remember other<br \/>\nevents which never happened. Fortunately it is curable. You have never<br \/>\ncured yourself of it, because you did not choose to. There was a small<br \/>\neffort of the will that you were not ready to make. Even now, I am well<br \/>\naware, you are clinging to your disease under the impression that it is<br \/>\na virtue. Now we will take an example. At this moment, which power is<br \/>\nOceania at war with?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;When I was arrested, Oceania was at war with Eastasia.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;With Eastasia. Good. And Oceania has always been at war with Eastasia,<br \/>\nhas it not?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston drew in his breath. He opened his mouth to speak and then did not<br \/>\nspeak. He could not take his eyes away from the dial.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The truth, please, Winston. YOUR truth. Tell me what you think you<br \/>\nremember.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I remember that until only a week before I was arrested, we were not at<br \/>\nwar with Eastasia at all. We were in alliance with them. The war was<br \/>\nagainst Eurasia. That had lasted for four years. Before that&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien stopped him with a movement of the hand.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Another example,&#8217; he said. &#8216;Some years ago you had a very serious delusion<br \/>\nindeed. You believed that three men, three one-time Party members named<br \/>\nJones, Aaronson, and Rutherford&#8211;men who were executed for treachery and<br \/>\nsabotage after making the fullest possible confession&#8211;were not guilty of<br \/>\nthe crimes they were charged with. You believed that you had seen<br \/>\nunmistakable documentary evidence proving that their confessions were<br \/>\nfalse. There was a certain photograph about which you had a hallucination.<br \/>\nYou believed that you had actually held it in your hands. It was a<br \/>\nphotograph something like this.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>An oblong slip of newspaper had appeared between O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s fingers. For<br \/>\nperhaps five seconds it was within the angle of Winston&#8217;s vision. It was<br \/>\na photograph, and there was no question of its identity. It was THE<br \/>\nphotograph. It was another copy of the photograph of Jones, Aaronson, and<br \/>\nRutherford at the party function in New York, which he had chanced upon<br \/>\neleven years ago and promptly destroyed. For only an instant it was before<br \/>\nhis eyes, then it was out of sight again. But he had seen it,<br \/>\nunquestionably he had seen it! He made a desperate, agonizing effort to<br \/>\nwrench the top half of his body free. It was impossible to move so much as<br \/>\na centimetre in any direction. For the moment he had even forgotten the<br \/>\ndial. All he wanted was to hold the photograph in his fingers again, or at<br \/>\nleast to see it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It exists!&#8217; he cried.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>He stepped across the room. There was a memory hole in the opposite wall.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien lifted the grating. Unseen, the frail slip of paper was whirling<br \/>\naway on the current of warm air; it was vanishing in a flash of flame.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien turned away from the wall.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ashes,&#8217; he said. &#8216;Not even identifiable ashes. Dust. It does not exist.<br \/>\nIt never existed.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But it did exist! It does exist! It exists in memory. I remember it.<br \/>\nYou remember it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I do not remember it,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>Winston&#8217;s heart sank. That was doublethink. He had a feeling of deadly<br \/>\nhelplessness. If he could have been certain that O&#8217;Brien was lying, it<br \/>\nwould not have seemed to matter. But it was perfectly possible that O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nhad really forgotten the photograph. And if so, then already he would have<br \/>\nforgotten his denial of remembering it, and forgotten the act of<br \/>\nforgetting. How could one be sure that it was simple trickery? Perhaps<br \/>\nthat lunatic dislocation in the mind could really happen: that was the<br \/>\nthought that defeated him.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien was looking down at him speculatively. More than ever he had the<br \/>\nair of a teacher taking pains with a wayward but promising child.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There is a Party slogan dealing with the control of the past,&#8217; he said.<br \/>\n&#8216;Repeat it, if you please.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;&#8221;Who controls the past controls the future: who controls the present<br \/>\ncontrols the past,&#8221;&#8216; repeated Winston obediently.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;&#8221;Who controls the present controls the past,&#8221;&#8216; said O&#8217;Brien, nodding his<br \/>\nhead with slow approval. &#8216;Is it your opinion, Winston, that the past has<br \/>\nreal existence?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Again the feeling of helplessness descended upon Winston. His eyes flitted<br \/>\ntowards the dial. He not only did not know whether &#8216;yes&#8217; or &#8216;no&#8217; was the<br \/>\nanswer that would save him from pain; he did not even know which answer he<br \/>\nbelieved to be the true one.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien smiled faintly. &#8216;You are no metaphysician, Winston,&#8217; he said.<br \/>\n&#8216;Until this moment you had never considered what is meant by existence. I<br \/>\nwill put it more precisely. Does the past exist concretely, in space? Is<br \/>\nthere somewhere or other a place, a world of solid objects, where the past<br \/>\nis still happening?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then where does the past exist, if at all?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;In records. It is written down.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;In records. And&#8212;-?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;In the mind. In human memories.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;In memory. Very well, then. We, the Party, control all records, and we<br \/>\ncontrol all memories. Then we control the past, do we not?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But how can you stop people remembering things?&#8217; cried Winston again<br \/>\nmomentarily forgetting the dial. &#8216;It is involuntary. It is outside oneself.<br \/>\nHow can you control memory? You have not controlled mine!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s manner grew stern again. He laid his hand on the dial.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;On the contrary,&#8217; he said, &#8216;YOU have not controlled it. That is what has<br \/>\nbrought you here. You are here because you have failed in humility, in<br \/>\nself-discipline. You would not make the act of submission which is the<br \/>\nprice of sanity. You preferred to be a lunatic, a minority of one. Only the<br \/>\ndisciplined mind can see reality, Winston. You believe that reality is<br \/>\nsomething objective, external, existing in its own right. You also believe<br \/>\nthat the nature of reality is self-evident. When you delude yourself into<br \/>\nthinking that you see something, you assume that everyone else sees the<br \/>\nsame thing as you. But I tell you, Winston, that reality is not external.<br \/>\nReality exists in the human mind, and nowhere else. Not in the individual<br \/>\nmind, which can make mistakes, and in any case soon perishes: only in the<br \/>\nmind of the Party, which is collective and immortal. Whatever the Party<br \/>\nholds to be the truth, is truth. It is impossible to see reality except by<br \/>\nlooking through the eyes of the Party. That is the fact that you have got<br \/>\nto relearn, Winston. It needs an act of self-destruction, an effort of the<br \/>\nwill. You must humble yourself before you can become sane.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He paused for a few moments, as though to allow what he had been saying to<br \/>\nsink in.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you remember,&#8217; he went on, &#8216;writing in your diary, &#8220;Freedom is the<br \/>\nfreedom to say that two plus two make four&#8221;?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien held up his left hand, its back towards Winston, with the thumb<br \/>\nhidden and the four fingers extended.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers am I holding up, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And if the party says that it is not four but five&#8211;then how many?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The word ended in a gasp of pain. The needle of the dial had shot up to<br \/>\nfifty-five. The sweat had sprung out all over Winston&#8217;s body. The air tore<br \/>\ninto his lungs and issued again in deep groans which even by clenching his<br \/>\nteeth he could not stop. O&#8217;Brien watched him, the four fingers still<br \/>\nextended. He drew back the lever. This time the pain was only slightly<br \/>\neased.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The needle went up to sixty.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four! Four! What else can I say? Four!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The needle must have risen again, but he did not look at it. The heavy,<br \/>\nstern face and the four fingers filled his vision. The fingers stood up<br \/>\nbefore his eyes like pillars, enormous, blurry, and seeming to vibrate,<br \/>\nbut unmistakably four.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four! Stop it, stop it! How can you go on? Four! Four!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Five! Five! Five!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, Winston, that is no use. You are lying. You still think there are<br \/>\nfour. How many fingers, please?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four! five! Four! Anything you like. Only stop it, stop the pain!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Abruptly he was sitting up with O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s arm round his shoulders. He had<br \/>\nperhaps lost consciousness for a few seconds. The bonds that had held his<br \/>\nbody down were loosened. He felt very cold, he was shaking uncontrollably,<br \/>\nhis teeth were chattering, the tears were rolling down his cheeks. For a<br \/>\nmoment he clung to O&#8217;Brien like a baby, curiously comforted by the heavy<br \/>\narm round his shoulders. He had the feeling that O&#8217;Brien was his protector,<br \/>\nthat the pain was something that came from outside, from some other source,<br \/>\nand that it was O&#8217;Brien who would save him from it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are a slow learner, Winston,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien gently.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How can I help it?&#8217; he blubbered. &#8216;How can I help seeing what is in front<br \/>\nof my eyes? Two and two are four.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Sometimes, Winston. Sometimes they are five. Sometimes they are three.<br \/>\nSometimes they are all of them at once. You must try harder. It is not<br \/>\neasy to become sane.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He laid Winston down on the bed. The grip of his limbs tightened again,<br \/>\nbut the pain had ebbed away and the trembling had stopped, leaving him<br \/>\nmerely weak and cold. O&#8217;Brien motioned with his head to the man in the<br \/>\nwhite coat, who had stood immobile throughout the proceedings. The man in<br \/>\nthe white coat bent down and looked closely into Winston&#8217;s eyes, felt his<br \/>\npulse, laid an ear against his chest, tapped here and there, then he<br \/>\nnodded to O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Again,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>The pain flowed into Winston&#8217;s body. The needle must be at seventy,<br \/>\nseventy-five. He had shut his eyes this time. He knew that the fingers<br \/>\nwere still there, and still four. All that mattered was somehow to stay<br \/>\nalive until the spasm was over. He had ceased to notice whether he was<br \/>\ncrying out or not. The pain lessened again. He opened his eyes. O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nhad drawn back the lever.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Four. I suppose there are four. I would see five if I could. I am trying<br \/>\nto see five.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Which do you wish: to persuade me that you see five, or really to see<br \/>\nthem?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Really to see them.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Again,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps the needle was eighty&#8211;ninety. Winston could not intermittently<br \/>\nremember why the pain was happening. Behind his screwed-up eyelids a<br \/>\nforest of fingers seemed to be moving in a sort of dance, weaving in and<br \/>\nout, disappearing behind one another and reappearing again. He was trying<br \/>\nto count them, he could not remember why. He knew only that it was<br \/>\nimpossible to count them, and that this was somehow due to the mysterious<br \/>\nidentity between five and four. The pain died down again. When he opened<br \/>\nhis eyes it was to find that he was still seeing the same thing.<br \/>\nInnumerable fingers, like moving trees, were still streaming past in<br \/>\neither direction, crossing and recrossing. He shut his eyes again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;How many fingers am I holding up, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t know. You will kill me if you do that again. Four,<br \/>\nfive, six&#8211;in all honesty I don&#8217;t know.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Better,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>A needle slid into Winston&#8217;s arm. Almost in the same instant a blissful,<br \/>\nhealing warmth spread all through his body. The pain was already<br \/>\nhalf-forgotten. He opened his eyes and looked up gratefully at O&#8217;Brien.<br \/>\nAt sight of the heavy, lined face, so ugly and so intelligent, his heart<br \/>\nseemed to turn over. If he could have moved he would have stretched out<br \/>\na hand and laid it on O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s arm. He had never loved him so deeply as<br \/>\nat this moment, and not merely because he had stopped the pain. The old<br \/>\nfeeling, that at bottom it did not matter whether O&#8217;Brien was a friend<br \/>\nor an enemy, had come back. O&#8217;Brien was a person who could be talked to.<br \/>\nPerhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood. O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nhad tortured him to the edge of lunacy, and in a little while, it was<br \/>\ncertain, he would send him to his death. It made no difference. In some<br \/>\nsense that went deeper than friendship, they were intimates: somewhere or<br \/>\nother, although the actual words might never be spoken, there was a place<br \/>\nwhere they could meet and talk. O&#8217;Brien was looking down at him with an<br \/>\nexpression which suggested that the same thought might be in his own mind.<br \/>\nWhen he spoke it was in an easy, conversational tone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you know where you are, Winston?&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t know. I can guess. In the Ministry of Love.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you know how long you have been here?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t know. Days, weeks, months&#8211;I think it is months.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And why do you imagine that we bring people to this place?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;To make them confess.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, that is not the reason. Try again.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;To punish them.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No!&#8217; exclaimed O&#8217;Brien. His voice had changed extraordinarily, and his<br \/>\nface had suddenly become both stern and animated. &#8216;No! Not merely to<br \/>\nextract your confession, not to punish you. Shall I tell you why we have<br \/>\nbrought you here? To cure you! To make you sane! Will you understand,<br \/>\nWinston, that no one whom we bring to this place ever leaves our hands<br \/>\nuncured? We are not interested in those stupid crimes that you have<br \/>\ncommitted. The Party is not interested in the overt act: the thought is<br \/>\nall we care about. We do not merely destroy our enemies, we change them.<br \/>\nDo you understand what I mean by that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He was bending over Winston. His face looked enormous because of its<br \/>\nnearness, and hideously ugly because it was seen from below. Moreover it<br \/>\nwas filled with a sort of exaltation, a lunatic intensity. Again Winston&#8217;s<br \/>\nheart shrank. If it had been possible he would have cowered deeper into<br \/>\nthe bed. He felt certain that O&#8217;Brien was about to twist the dial out of<br \/>\nsheer wantonness. At this moment, however, O&#8217;Brien turned away. He took a<br \/>\npace or two up and down. Then he continued less vehemently:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The first thing for you to understand is that in this place there are no<br \/>\nmartyrdoms. You have read of the religious persecutions of the past. In<br \/>\nthe Middle Ages there was the Inquisition. It was a failure. It set out<br \/>\nto eradicate heresy, and ended by perpetuating it. For every heretic it<br \/>\nburned at the stake, thousands of others rose up. Why was that? Because<br \/>\nthe Inquisition killed its enemies in the open, and killed them while<br \/>\nthey were still unrepentant: in fact, it killed them because they were<br \/>\nunrepentant. Men were dying because they would not abandon their true<br \/>\nbeliefs. Naturally all the glory belonged to the victim and all the shame<br \/>\nto the Inquisitor who burned him. Later, in the twentieth century, there<br \/>\nwere the totalitarians, as they were called. There were the German Nazis<br \/>\nand the Russian Communists. The Russians persecuted heresy more cruelly<br \/>\nthan the Inquisition had done. And they imagined that they had learned<br \/>\nfrom the mistakes of the past; they knew, at any rate, that one must not<br \/>\nmake martyrs. Before they exposed their victims to public trial, they<br \/>\ndeliberately set themselves to destroy their dignity. They wore them down<br \/>\nby torture and solitude until they were despicable, cringing wretches,<br \/>\nconfessing whatever was put into their mouths, covering themselves with<br \/>\nabuse, accusing and sheltering behind one another, whimpering for mercy.<br \/>\nAnd yet after only a few years the same thing had happened over again.<br \/>\nThe dead men had become martyrs and their degradation was forgotten. Once<br \/>\nagain, why was it? In the first place, because the confessions that they<br \/>\nhad made were obviously extorted and untrue. We do not make mistakes of<br \/>\nthat kind. All the confessions that are uttered here are true. We make<br \/>\nthem true. And above all we do not allow the dead to rise up against us.<br \/>\nYou must stop imagining that posterity will vindicate you, Winston.<br \/>\nPosterity will never hear of you. You will be lifted clean out from the<br \/>\nstream of history. We shall turn you into gas and pour you into the<br \/>\nstratosphere. Nothing will remain of you, not a name in a register, not<br \/>\na memory in a living brain. You will be annihilated in the past as well<br \/>\nas in the future. You will never have existed.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Then why bother to torture me? thought Winston, with a momentary<br \/>\nbitterness. O&#8217;Brien checked his step as though Winston had uttered the<br \/>\nthought aloud. His large ugly face came nearer, with the eyes a little<br \/>\nnarrowed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are thinking,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that since we intend to destroy you utterly,<br \/>\nso that nothing that you say or do can make the smallest difference&#8211;in<br \/>\nthat case, why do we go to the trouble of interrogating you first? That is<br \/>\nwhat you were thinking, was it not?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien smiled slightly. &#8216;You are a flaw in the pattern, Winston. You are<br \/>\na stain that must be wiped out. Did I not tell you just now that we are<br \/>\ndifferent from the persecutors of the past? We are not content with<br \/>\nnegative obedience, nor even with the most abject submission. When finally<br \/>\nyou surrender to us, it must be of your own free will. We do not destroy<br \/>\nthe heretic because he resists us: so long as he resists us we never<br \/>\ndestroy him. We convert him, we capture his inner mind, we reshape him.<br \/>\nWe burn all evil and all illusion out of him; we bring him over to our<br \/>\nside, not in appearance, but genuinely, heart and soul. We make him one of<br \/>\nourselves before we kill him. It is intolerable to us that an erroneous<br \/>\nthought should exist anywhere in the world, however secret and powerless<br \/>\nit may be. Even in the instant of death we cannot permit any deviation. In<br \/>\nthe old days the heretic walked to the stake still a heretic, proclaiming<br \/>\nhis heresy, exulting in it. Even the victim of the Russian purges could<br \/>\ncarry rebellion locked up in his skull as he walked down the passage<br \/>\nwaiting for the bullet. But we make the brain perfect before we blow it<br \/>\nout. The command of the old despotisms was &#8220;Thou shalt not&#8221;. The command<br \/>\nof the totalitarians was &#8220;Thou shalt&#8221;. Our command is &#8220;THOU ART&#8221;. No one<br \/>\nwhom we bring to this place ever stands out against us. Everyone is washed<br \/>\nclean. Even those three miserable traitors in whose innocence you once<br \/>\nbelieved&#8211;Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford&#8211;in the end we broke them down.<br \/>\nI took part in their interrogation myself. I saw them gradually worn down,<br \/>\nwhimpering, grovelling, weeping&#8211;and in the end it was not with pain or<br \/>\nfear, only with penitence. By the time we had finished with them they were<br \/>\nonly the shells of men. There was nothing left in them except sorrow for<br \/>\nwhat they had done, and love of Big Brother. It was touching to see<br \/>\nhow they loved him. They begged to be shot quickly, so that they could die<br \/>\nwhile their minds were still clean.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>His voice had grown almost dreamy. The exaltation, the lunatic enthusiasm,<br \/>\nwas still in his face. He is not pretending, thought Winston, he is not a<br \/>\nhypocrite, he believes every word he says. What most oppressed him was the<br \/>\nconsciousness of his own intellectual inferiority. He watched the heavy<br \/>\nyet graceful form strolling to and fro, in and out of the range of his<br \/>\nvision. O&#8217;Brien was a being in all ways larger than himself. There was no<br \/>\nidea that he had ever had, or could have, that O&#8217;Brien had not long ago<br \/>\nknown, examined, and rejected. His mind CONTAINED Winston&#8217;s mind. But<br \/>\nin that case how could it be true that O&#8217;Brien was mad? It must be he,<br \/>\nWinston, who was mad. O&#8217;Brien halted and looked down at him. His voice had<br \/>\ngrown stern again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do not imagine that you will save yourself, Winston, however completely<br \/>\nyou surrender to us. No one who has once gone astray is ever spared. And<br \/>\neven if we chose to let you live out the natural term of your life, still<br \/>\nyou would never escape from us. What happens to you here is for ever.<br \/>\nUnderstand that in advance. We shall crush you down to the point from<br \/>\nwhich there is no coming back. Things will happen to you from which you<br \/>\ncould not recover, if you lived a thousand years. Never again will you be<br \/>\ncapable of ordinary human feeling. Everything will be dead inside you.<br \/>\nNever again will you be capable of love, or friendship, or joy of living,<br \/>\nor laughter, or curiosity, or courage, or integrity. You will be hollow.<br \/>\nWe shall squeeze you empty, and then we shall fill you with ourselves.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He paused and signed to the man in the white coat. Winston was aware of<br \/>\nsome heavy piece of apparatus being pushed into place behind his head.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien had sat down beside the bed, so that his face was almost on a<br \/>\nlevel with Winston&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Three thousand,&#8217; he said, speaking over Winston&#8217;s head to the man in the<br \/>\nwhite coat.<\/p>\n<p>Two soft pads, which felt slightly moist, clamped themselves against<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s temples. He quailed. There was pain coming, a new kind of pain.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien laid a hand reassuringly, almost kindly, on his.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;This time it will not hurt,&#8217; he said. &#8216;Keep your eyes fixed on mine.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>At this moment there was a devastating explosion, or what seemed like an<br \/>\nexplosion, though it was not certain whether there was any noise. There<br \/>\nwas undoubtedly a blinding flash of light. Winston was not hurt, only<br \/>\nprostrated. Although he had already been lying on his back when the thing<br \/>\nhappened, he had a curious feeling that he had been knocked into that<br \/>\nposition. A terrific painless blow had flattened him out. Also something<br \/>\nhad happened inside his head. As his eyes regained their focus he<br \/>\nremembered who he was, and where he was, and recognized the face that was<br \/>\ngazing into his own; but somewhere or other there was a large patch of<br \/>\nemptiness, as though a piece had been taken out of his brain.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It will not last,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;Look me in the eyes. What country is<br \/>\nOceania at war with?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston thought. He knew what was meant by Oceania and that he himself was<br \/>\na citizen of Oceania. He also remembered Eurasia and Eastasia; but who was<br \/>\nat war with whom he did not know. In fact he had not been aware that there<br \/>\nwas any war.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t remember.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oceania is at war with Eastasia. Do you remember that now?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Oceania has always been at war with Eastasia. Since the beginning of your<br \/>\nlife, since the beginning of the Party, since the beginning of history,<br \/>\nthe war has continued without a break, always the same war. Do you<br \/>\nremember that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Eleven years ago you created a legend about three men who had been<br \/>\ncondemned to death for treachery. You pretended that you had seen a piece<br \/>\nof paper which proved them innocent. No such piece of paper ever existed.<br \/>\nYou invented it, and later you grew to believe in it. You remember now the<br \/>\nvery moment at which you first invented it. Do you remember that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Just now I held up the fingers of my hand to you. You saw five fingers.<br \/>\nDo you remember that?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien held up the fingers of his left hand, with the thumb concealed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There are five fingers there. Do you see five fingers?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>And he did see them, for a fleeting instant, before the scenery of his<br \/>\nmind changed. He saw five fingers, and there was no deformity. Then<br \/>\neverything was normal again, and the old fear, the hatred, and the<br \/>\nbewilderment came crowding back again. But there had been a moment&#8211;he did<br \/>\nnot know how long, thirty seconds, perhaps&#8211;of luminous certainty, when<br \/>\neach new suggestion of O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s had filled up a patch of emptiness and<br \/>\nbecome absolute truth, and when two and two could have been three as<br \/>\neasily as five, if that were what was needed. It had faded but before<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien had dropped his hand; but though he could not recapture it, he<br \/>\ncould remember it, as one remembers a vivid experience at some period of<br \/>\none&#8217;s life when one was in effect a different person.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You see now,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;that it is at any rate possible.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien stood up with a satisfied air. Over to his left Winston saw the<br \/>\nman in the white coat break an ampoule and draw back the plunger of a<br \/>\nsyringe. O&#8217;Brien turned to Winston with a smile. In almost the old manner<br \/>\nhe resettled his spectacles on his nose.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you remember writing in your diary,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that it did not matter<br \/>\nwhether I was a friend or an enemy, since I was at least a person who<br \/>\nunderstood you and could be talked to? You were right. I enjoy talking to<br \/>\nyou. Your mind appeals to me. It resembles my own mind except that you<br \/>\nhappen to be insane. Before we bring the session to an end you can ask me<br \/>\na few questions, if you choose.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Any question I like?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Anything.&#8217; He saw that Winston&#8217;s eyes were upon the dial. &#8216;It is switched<br \/>\noff. What is your first question?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What have you done with Julia?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien smiled again. &#8216;She betrayed you, Winston. Immediately&#8211;unreservedly.<br \/>\nI have seldom seen anyone come over to us so promptly. You would hardly<br \/>\nrecognize her if you saw her. All her rebelliousness, her deceit, her<br \/>\nfolly, her dirty-mindedness&#8211;everything has been burned out of her. It was<br \/>\na perfect conversion, a textbook case.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You tortured her?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien left this unanswered. &#8216;Next question,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Does Big Brother exist?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course he exists. The Party exists. Big Brother is the embodiment of<br \/>\nthe Party.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Does he exist in the same way as I exist?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You do not exist,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>Once again the sense of helplessness assailed him. He knew, or he could<br \/>\nimagine, the arguments which proved his own nonexistence; but they were<br \/>\nnonsense, they were only a play on words. Did not the statement, &#8216;You do<br \/>\nnot exist&#8217;, contain a logical absurdity? But what use was it to say so?<br \/>\nHis mind shrivelled as he thought of the unanswerable, mad arguments with<br \/>\nwhich O&#8217;Brien would demolish him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I think I exist,&#8217; he said wearily. &#8216;I am conscious of my own identity.<br \/>\nI was born and I shall die. I have arms and legs. I occupy a particular<br \/>\npoint in space. No other solid object can occupy the same point<br \/>\nsimultaneously. In that sense, does Big Brother exist?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It is of no importance. He exists.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Will Big Brother ever die?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Of course not. How could he die? Next question.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Does the Brotherhood exist?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That, Winston, you will never know. If we choose to set you free when we<br \/>\nhave finished with you, and if you live to be ninety years old, still you<br \/>\nwill never learn whether the answer to that question is Yes or No. As long<br \/>\nas you live it will be an unsolved riddle in your mind.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston lay silent. His breast rose and fell a little faster. He still had<br \/>\nnot asked the question that had come into his mind the first. He had got<br \/>\nto ask it, and yet it was as though his tongue would not utter it. There<br \/>\nwas a trace of amusement in O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s face. Even his spectacles seemed to<br \/>\nwear an ironical gleam. He knows, thought Winston suddenly, he knows what<br \/>\nI am going to ask! At the thought the words burst out of him:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What is in Room 101?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The expression on O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s face did not change. He answered drily:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You know what is in Room 101, Winston. Everyone knows what is in<br \/>\nRoom 101.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He raised a finger to the man in the white coat. Evidently the session was<br \/>\nat an end. A needle jerked into Winston&#8217;s arm. He sank almost instantly<br \/>\ninto deep sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 3<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There are three stages in your reintegration,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;There is<br \/>\nlearning, there is understanding, and there is acceptance. It is time for<br \/>\nyou to enter upon the second stage.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>As always, Winston was lying flat on his back. But of late his bonds were<br \/>\nlooser. They still held him to the bed, but he could move his knees a<br \/>\nlittle and could turn his head from side to side and raise his arms from<br \/>\nthe elbow. The dial, also, had grown to be less of a terror. He could<br \/>\nevade its pangs if he was quick-witted enough: it was chiefly when he<br \/>\nshowed stupidity that O&#8217;Brien pulled the lever. Sometimes they got through<br \/>\na whole session without use of the dial. He could not remember how many<br \/>\nsessions there had been. The whole process seemed to stretch out over a<br \/>\nlong, indefinite time&#8211;weeks, possibly&#8211;and the intervals between the<br \/>\nsessions might sometimes have been days, sometimes only an hour or two.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;As you lie there,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;you have often wondered&#8211;you have even<br \/>\nasked me&#8211;why the Ministry of Love should expend so much time and trouble<br \/>\non you. And when you were free you were puzzled by what was essentially<br \/>\nthe same question. You could grasp the mechanics of the Society you lived<br \/>\nin, but not its underlying motives. Do you remember writing in your diary,<br \/>\n&#8220;I understand HOW: I do not understand WHY&#8221;? It was when you thought about<br \/>\n&#8220;why&#8221; that you doubted your own sanity. You have read THE BOOK,<br \/>\nGoldstein&#8217;s book, or parts of it, at least. Did it tell you anything that<br \/>\nyou did not know already?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You have read it?&#8217; said Winston.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I wrote it. That is to say, I collaborated in writing it. No book is<br \/>\nproduced individually, as you know.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Is it true, what it says?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;As description, yes. The programme it sets forth is nonsense. The secret<br \/>\naccumulation of knowledge&#8211;a gradual spread of enlightenment&#8211;ultimately<br \/>\na proletarian rebellion&#8211;the overthrow of the Party. You foresaw yourself<br \/>\nthat that was what it would say. It is all nonsense. The proletarians will<br \/>\nnever revolt, not in a thousand years or a million. They cannot. I do<br \/>\nnot have to tell you the reason: you know it already. If you have ever<br \/>\ncherished any dreams of violent insurrection, you must abandon them. There<br \/>\nis no way in which the Party can be overthrown. The rule of the Party is<br \/>\nfor ever. Make that the starting-point of your thoughts.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He came closer to the bed. &#8216;For ever!&#8217; he repeated. &#8216;And now let us get<br \/>\nback to the question of &#8220;how&#8221; and &#8220;why&#8221;. You understand well enough HOW<br \/>\nthe Party maintains itself in power. Now tell me WHY we cling to power.<br \/>\nWhat is our motive? Why should we want power? Go on, speak,&#8217; he added as<br \/>\nWinston remained silent.<\/p>\n<p>Nevertheless Winston did not speak for another moment or two. A feeling of<br \/>\nweariness had overwhelmed him. The faint, mad gleam of enthusiasm had come<br \/>\nback into O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s face. He knew in advance what O&#8217;Brien would say. That<br \/>\nthe Party did not seek power for its own ends, but only for the good of<br \/>\nthe majority. That it sought power because men in the mass were frail,<br \/>\ncowardly creatures who could not endure liberty or face the truth, and<br \/>\nmust be ruled over and systematically deceived by others who were stronger<br \/>\nthan themselves. That the choice for mankind lay between freedom and<br \/>\nhappiness, and that, for the great bulk of mankind, happiness was better.<br \/>\nThat the party was the eternal guardian of the weak, a dedicated sect<br \/>\ndoing evil that good might come, sacrificing its own happiness to that of<br \/>\nothers. The terrible thing, thought Winston, the terrible thing was that<br \/>\nwhen O&#8217;Brien said this he would believe it. You could see it in his face.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien knew everything. A thousand times better than Winston he knew what<br \/>\nthe world was really like, in what degradation the mass of human beings<br \/>\nlived and by what lies and barbarities the Party kept them there. He had<br \/>\nunderstood it all, weighed it all, and it made no difference: all was<br \/>\njustified by the ultimate purpose. What can you do, thought Winston,<br \/>\nagainst the lunatic who is more intelligent than yourself, who gives your<br \/>\narguments a fair hearing and then simply persists in his lunacy?<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are ruling over us for our own good,&#8217; he said feebly. &#8216;You believe<br \/>\nthat human beings are not fit to govern themselves, and therefore&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>He started and almost cried out. A pang of pain had shot through his body.<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien had pushed the lever of the dial up to thirty-five.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;That was stupid, Winston, stupid!&#8217; he said. &#8216;You should know better than<br \/>\nto say a thing like that.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He pulled the lever back and continued:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Now I will tell you the answer to my question. It is this. The Party<br \/>\nseeks power entirely for its own sake. We are not interested in the good<br \/>\nof others; we are interested solely in power. Not wealth or luxury or long<br \/>\nlife or happiness: only power, pure power. What pure power means you will<br \/>\nunderstand presently. We are different from all the oligarchies of the<br \/>\npast, in that we know what we are doing. All the others, even those who<br \/>\nresembled ourselves, were cowards and hypocrites. The German Nazis and the<br \/>\nRussian Communists came very close to us in their methods, but they never<br \/>\nhad the courage to recognize their own motives. They pretended, perhaps<br \/>\nthey even believed, that they had seized power unwillingly and for a<br \/>\nlimited time, and that just round the corner there lay a paradise where<br \/>\nhuman beings would be free and equal. We are not like that. We know that<br \/>\nno one ever seizes power with the intention of relinquishing it. Power is<br \/>\nnot a means, it is an end. One does not establish a dictatorship in order<br \/>\nto safeguard a revolution; one makes the revolution in order to establish<br \/>\nthe dictatorship. The object of persecution is persecution. The object of<br \/>\ntorture is torture. The object of power is power. Now do you begin to<br \/>\nunderstand me?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston was struck, as he had been struck before, by the tiredness of<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien&#8217;s face. It was strong and fleshy and brutal, it was full of<br \/>\nintelligence and a sort of controlled passion before which he felt himself<br \/>\nhelpless; but it was tired. There were pouches under the eyes, the skin<br \/>\nsagged from the cheekbones. O&#8217;Brien leaned over him, deliberately bringing<br \/>\nthe worn face nearer.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are thinking,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that my face is old and tired. You are<br \/>\nthinking that I talk of power, and yet I am not even able to prevent the<br \/>\ndecay of my own body. Can you not understand, Winston, that the individual<br \/>\nis only a cell? The weariness of the cell is the vigour of the organism.<br \/>\nDo you die when you cut your fingernails?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He turned away from the bed and began strolling up and down again, one hand<br \/>\nin his pocket.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We are the priests of power,&#8217; he said. &#8216;God is power. But at present<br \/>\npower is only a word so far as you are concerned. It is time for you to<br \/>\ngather some idea of what power means. The first thing you must realize<br \/>\nis that power is collective. The individual only has power in so far as<br \/>\nhe ceases to be an individual. You know the Party slogan: &#8220;Freedom is<br \/>\nSlavery&#8221;. Has it ever occurred to you that it is reversible? Slavery is<br \/>\nfreedom. Alone&#8211;free&#8211;the human being is always defeated. It must be so,<br \/>\nbecause every human being is doomed to die, which is the greatest of all<br \/>\nfailures. But if he can make complete, utter submission, if he can escape<br \/>\nfrom his identity, if he can merge himself in the Party so that he IS the<br \/>\nParty, then he is all-powerful and immortal. The second thing for you to<br \/>\nrealize is that power is power over human beings. Over the body&#8211;but, above<br \/>\nall, over the mind. Power over matter&#8211;external reality, as you would call<br \/>\nit&#8211;is not important. Already our control over matter is absolute.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>For a moment Winston ignored the dial. He made a violent effort to raise<br \/>\nhimself into a sitting position, and merely succeeded in wrenching his<br \/>\nbody painfully.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But how can you control matter?&#8217; he burst out. &#8216;You don&#8217;t even control<br \/>\nthe climate or the law of gravity. And there are disease, pain, death&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien silenced him by a movement of his hand. &#8216;We control matter because<br \/>\nwe control the mind. Reality is inside the skull. You will learn by<br \/>\ndegrees, Winston. There is nothing that we could not do. Invisibility,<br \/>\nlevitation&#8211;anything. I could float off this floor like a soap bubble if<br \/>\nI wish to. I do not wish to, because the Party does not wish it. You must<br \/>\nget rid of those nineteenth-century ideas about the laws of Nature. We<br \/>\nmake the laws of Nature.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But you do not! You are not even masters of this planet. What about<br \/>\nEurasia and Eastasia? You have not conquered them yet.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Unimportant. We shall conquer them when it suits us. And if we did not,<br \/>\nwhat difference would it make? We can shut them out of existence. Oceania<br \/>\nis the world.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But the world itself is only a speck of dust. And man is tiny&#8211;helpless!<br \/>\nHow long has he been in existence? For millions of years the earth was<br \/>\nuninhabited.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Nonsense. The earth is as old as we are, no older. How could it be older?<br \/>\nNothing exists except through human consciousness.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But the rocks are full of the bones of extinct animals&#8211;mammoths and<br \/>\nmastodons and enormous reptiles which lived here long before man was ever<br \/>\nheard of.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Have you ever seen those bones, Winston? Of course not. Nineteenth-century<br \/>\nbiologists invented them. Before man there was nothing. After man, if he<br \/>\ncould come to an end, there would be nothing. Outside man there is<br \/>\nnothing.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But the whole universe is outside us. Look at the stars! Some of them are<br \/>\na million light-years away. They are out of our reach for ever.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What are the stars?&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien indifferently. &#8216;They are bits of fire<br \/>\na few kilometres away. We could reach them if we wanted to. Or we could<br \/>\nblot them out. The earth is the centre of the universe. The sun and the<br \/>\nstars go round it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston made another convulsive movement. This time he did not say<br \/>\nanything. O&#8217;Brien continued as though answering a spoken objection:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;For certain purposes, of course, that is not true. When we navigate the<br \/>\nocean, or when we predict an eclipse, we often find it convenient to<br \/>\nassume that the earth goes round the sun and that the stars are millions<br \/>\nupon millions of kilometres away. But what of it? Do you suppose it is<br \/>\nbeyond us to produce a dual system of astronomy? The stars can be near<br \/>\nor distant, according as we need them. Do you suppose our mathematicians<br \/>\nare unequal to that? Have you forgotten doublethink?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston shrank back upon the bed. Whatever he said, the swift answer<br \/>\ncrushed him like a bludgeon. And yet he knew, he KNEW, that he was in the<br \/>\nright. The belief that nothing exists outside your own mind&#8211;surely there<br \/>\nmust be some way of demonstrating that it was false? Had it not been<br \/>\nexposed long ago as a fallacy? There was even a name for it, which he<br \/>\nhad forgotten. A faint smile twitched the corners of O&#8217;Brien&#8217;s mouth as<br \/>\nhe looked down at him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I told you, Winston,&#8217; he said, &#8216;that metaphysics is not your strong<br \/>\npoint. The word you are trying to think of is solipsism. But you are<br \/>\nmistaken. This is not solipsism. Collective solipsism, if you like. But<br \/>\nthat is a different thing: in fact, the opposite thing. All this is a<br \/>\ndigression,&#8217; he added in a different tone. &#8216;The real power, the power we<br \/>\nhave to fight for night and day, is not power over things, but over men.&#8217;<br \/>\nHe paused, and for a moment assumed again his air of a schoolmaster<br \/>\nquestioning a promising pupil: &#8216;How does one man assert his power over<br \/>\nanother, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston thought. &#8216;By making him suffer,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Exactly. By making him suffer. Obedience is not enough. Unless he is<br \/>\nsuffering, how can you be sure that he is obeying your will and not his<br \/>\nown? Power is in inflicting pain and humiliation. Power is in tearing<br \/>\nhuman minds to pieces and putting them together again in new shapes of<br \/>\nyour own choosing. Do you begin to see, then, what kind of world we are<br \/>\ncreating? It is the exact opposite of the stupid hedonistic Utopias that<br \/>\nthe old reformers imagined. A world of fear and treachery and torment, a<br \/>\nworld of trampling and being trampled upon, a world which will grow not<br \/>\nless but MORE merciless as it refines itself. Progress in our world will<br \/>\nbe progress towards more pain. The old civilizations claimed that they<br \/>\nwere founded on love or justice. Ours is founded upon hatred. In our world<br \/>\nthere will be no emotions except fear, rage, triumph, and self-abasement.<br \/>\nEverything else we shall destroy&#8211;everything. Already we are breaking down<br \/>\nthe habits of thought which have survived from before the Revolution. We<br \/>\nhave cut the links between child and parent, and between man and man, and<br \/>\nbetween man and woman. No one dares trust a wife or a child or a friend<br \/>\nany longer. But in the future there will be no wives and no friends.<br \/>\nChildren will be taken from their mothers at birth, as one takes eggs from<br \/>\na hen. The sex instinct will be eradicated. Procreation will be an annual<br \/>\nformality like the renewal of a ration card. We shall abolish the orgasm.<br \/>\nOur neurologists are at work upon it now. There will be no loyalty, except<br \/>\nloyalty towards the Party. There will be no love, except the love of<br \/>\nBig Brother. There will be no laughter, except the laugh of triumph over<br \/>\na defeated enemy. There will be no art, no literature, no science. When<br \/>\nwe are omnipotent we shall have no more need of science. There will be<br \/>\nno distinction between beauty and ugliness. There will be no curiosity,<br \/>\nno enjoyment of the process of life. All competing pleasures will be<br \/>\ndestroyed. But always&#8211;do not forget this, Winston&#8211;always there will be<br \/>\nthe intoxication of power, constantly increasing and constantly growing<br \/>\nsubtler. Always, at every moment, there will be the thrill of victory,<br \/>\nthe sensation of trampling on an enemy who is helpless. If you want a<br \/>\npicture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face&#8211;for ever.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He paused as though he expected Winston to speak. Winston had tried to<br \/>\nshrink back into the surface of the bed again. He could not say anything.<br \/>\nHis heart seemed to be frozen. O&#8217;Brien went on:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And remember that it is for ever. The face will always be there to be<br \/>\nstamped upon. The heretic, the enemy of society, will always be there, so<br \/>\nthat he can be defeated and humiliated over again. Everything that you<br \/>\nhave undergone since you have been in our hands&#8211;all that will continue,<br \/>\nand worse. The espionage, the betrayals, the arrests, the tortures, the<br \/>\nexecutions, the disappearances will never cease. It will be a world of<br \/>\nterror as much as a world of triumph. The more the Party is powerful, the<br \/>\nless it will be tolerant: the weaker the opposition, the tighter the<br \/>\ndespotism. Goldstein and his heresies will live for ever. Every day, at<br \/>\nevery moment, they will be defeated, discredited, ridiculed, spat upon and<br \/>\nyet they will always survive. This drama that I have played out with you<br \/>\nduring seven years will be played out over and over again generation after<br \/>\ngeneration, always in subtler forms. Always we shall have the heretic here<br \/>\nat our mercy, screaming with pain, broken up, contemptible&#8211;and in the end<br \/>\nutterly penitent, saved from himself, crawling to our feet of his own<br \/>\naccord. That is the world that we are preparing, Winston. A world of<br \/>\nvictory after victory, triumph after triumph after triumph: an endless<br \/>\npressing, pressing, pressing upon the nerve of power. You are beginning,<br \/>\nI can see, to realize what that world will be like. But in the end you<br \/>\nwill do more than understand it. You will accept it, welcome it, become<br \/>\npart of it.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston had recovered himself sufficiently to speak. &#8216;You can&#8217;t!&#8217; he said<br \/>\nweakly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;What do you mean by that remark, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You could not create such a world as you have just described. It is a<br \/>\ndream. It is impossible.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It is impossible to found a civilization on fear and hatred and cruelty.<br \/>\nIt would never endure.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why not?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It would have no vitality. It would disintegrate. It would commit<br \/>\nsuicide.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Nonsense. You are under the impression that hatred is more exhausting<br \/>\nthan love. Why should it be? And if it were, what difference would that<br \/>\nmake? Suppose that we choose to wear ourselves out faster. Suppose that we<br \/>\nquicken the tempo of human life till men are senile at thirty. Still what<br \/>\ndifference would it make? Can you not understand that the death of the<br \/>\nindividual is not death? The party is immortal.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>As usual, the voice had battered Winston into helplessness. Moreover he<br \/>\nwas in dread that if he persisted in his disagreement O&#8217;Brien would twist<br \/>\nthe dial again. And yet he could not keep silent. Feebly, without<br \/>\narguments, with nothing to support him except his inarticulate horror of<br \/>\nwhat O&#8217;Brien had said, he returned to the attack.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t know&#8211;I don&#8217;t care. Somehow you will fail. Something will defeat<br \/>\nyou. Life will defeat you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We control life, Winston, at all its levels. You are imagining that there<br \/>\nis something called human nature which will be outraged by what we do and<br \/>\nwill turn against us. But we create human nature. Men are infinitely<br \/>\nmalleable. Or perhaps you have returned to your old idea that the<br \/>\nproletarians or the slaves will arise and overthrow us. Put it out of your<br \/>\nmind. They are helpless, like the animals. Humanity is the Party. The<br \/>\nothers are outside&#8211;irrelevant.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t care. In the end they will beat you. Sooner or later they will<br \/>\nsee you for what you are, and then they will tear you to pieces.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you see any evidence that that is happening? Or any reason why it<br \/>\nshould?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No. I believe it. I KNOW that you will fail. There is something in the<br \/>\nuniverse&#8211;I don&#8217;t know, some spirit, some principle&#8211;that you will never<br \/>\novercome.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you believe in God, Winston?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Then what is it, this principle that will defeat us?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I don&#8217;t know. The spirit of Man.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And do you consider yourself a man?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;If you are a man, Winston, you are the last man. Your kind is extinct; we<br \/>\nare the inheritors. Do you understand that you are ALONE? You are outside<br \/>\nhistory, you are non-existent.&#8217; His manner changed and he said more<br \/>\nharshly: &#8216;And you consider yourself morally superior to us, with our lies<br \/>\nand our cruelty?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes, I consider myself superior.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien did not speak. Two other voices were speaking. After a moment<br \/>\nWinston recognized one of them as his own. It was a sound-track of the<br \/>\nconversation he had had with O&#8217;Brien, on the night when he had enrolled<br \/>\nhimself in the Brotherhood. He heard himself promising to lie, to steal,<br \/>\nto forge, to murder, to encourage drug-taking and prostitution, to<br \/>\ndisseminate venereal diseases, to throw vitriol in a child&#8217;s face. O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nmade a small impatient gesture, as though to say that the demonstration<br \/>\nwas hardly worth making. Then he turned a switch and the voices stopped.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Get up from that bed,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>The bonds had loosened themselves. Winston lowered himself to the floor<br \/>\nand stood up unsteadily.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are the last man,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;You are the guardian of the human<br \/>\nspirit. You shall see yourself as you are. Take off your clothes.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston undid the bit of string that held his overalls together. The zip<br \/>\nfastener had long since been wrenched out of them. He could not remember<br \/>\nwhether at any time since his arrest he had taken off all his clothes at<br \/>\none time. Beneath the overalls his body was looped with filthy yellowish<br \/>\nrags, just recognizable as the remnants of underclothes. As he slid<br \/>\nthem to the ground he saw that there was a three-sided mirror at the far<br \/>\nend of the room. He approached it, then stopped short. An involuntary cry<br \/>\nhad broken out of him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Go on,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;Stand between the wings of the mirror. You shall<br \/>\nsee the side view as well.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He had stopped because he was frightened. A bowed, grey-coloured,<br \/>\nskeleton-like thing was coming towards him. Its actual appearance was<br \/>\nfrightening, and not merely the fact that he knew it to be himself. He<br \/>\nmoved closer to the glass. The creature&#8217;s face seemed to be protruded,<br \/>\nbecause of its bent carriage. A forlorn, jailbird&#8217;s face with a nobby<br \/>\nforehead running back into a bald scalp, a crooked nose, and<br \/>\nbattered-looking cheekbones above which his eyes were fierce and watchful.<br \/>\nThe cheeks were seamed, the mouth had a drawn-in look. Certainly it was<br \/>\nhis own face, but it seemed to him that it had changed more than he had<br \/>\nchanged inside. The emotions it registered would be different from the<br \/>\nones he felt. He had gone partially bald. For the first moment he had<br \/>\nthought that he had gone grey as well, but it was only the scalp that was<br \/>\ngrey. Except for his hands and a circle of his face, his body was grey all<br \/>\nover with ancient, ingrained dirt. Here and there under the dirt there<br \/>\nwere the red scars of wounds, and near the ankle the varicose ulcer was an<br \/>\ninflamed mass with flakes of skin peeling off it. But the truly frightening<br \/>\nthing was the emaciation of his body. The barrel of the ribs was as narrow<br \/>\nas that of a skeleton: the legs had shrunk so that the knees were thicker<br \/>\nthan the thighs. He saw now what O&#8217;Brien had meant about seeing the side<br \/>\nview. The curvature of the spine was astonishing. The thin shoulders were<br \/>\nhunched forward so as to make a cavity of the chest, the scraggy neck<br \/>\nseemed to be bending double under the weight of the skull. At a guess he<br \/>\nwould have said that it was the body of a man of sixty, suffering from<br \/>\nsome malignant disease.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You have thought sometimes,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;that my face&#8211;the face of a<br \/>\nmember of the Inner Party&#8211;looks old and worn. What do you think of your<br \/>\nown face?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He seized Winston&#8217;s shoulder and spun him round so that he was facing him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Look at the condition you are in!&#8217; he said. &#8216;Look at this filthy grime<br \/>\nall over your body. Look at the dirt between your toes. Look at that<br \/>\ndisgusting running sore on your leg. Do you know that you stink like a<br \/>\ngoat? Probably you have ceased to notice it. Look at your emaciation. Do<br \/>\nyou see? I can make my thumb and forefinger meet round your bicep. I could<br \/>\nsnap your neck like a carrot. Do you know that you have lost twenty-five<br \/>\nkilograms since you have been in our hands? Even your hair is coming out<br \/>\nin handfuls. Look!&#8217; He plucked at Winston&#8217;s head and brought away a tuft<br \/>\nof hair. &#8216;Open your mouth. Nine, ten, eleven teeth left. How many had you<br \/>\nwhen you came to us? And the few you have left are dropping out of your<br \/>\nhead. Look here!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He seized one of Winston&#8217;s remaining front teeth between his powerful<br \/>\nthumb and forefinger. A twinge of pain shot through Winston&#8217;s jaw. O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nhad wrenched the loose tooth out by the roots. He tossed it across the<br \/>\ncell.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are rotting away,&#8217; he said; &#8216;you are falling to pieces. What are you?<br \/>\nA bag of filth. Now turn around and look into that mirror again. Do you<br \/>\nsee that thing facing you? That is the last man. If you are human, that is<br \/>\nhumanity. Now put your clothes on again.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston began to dress himself with slow stiff movements. Until now he had<br \/>\nnot seemed to notice how thin and weak he was. Only one thought stirred in<br \/>\nhis mind: that he must have been in this place longer than he had imagined.<br \/>\nThen suddenly as he fixed the miserable rags round himself a feeling of<br \/>\npity for his ruined body overcame him. Before he knew what he was doing<br \/>\nhe had collapsed on to a small stool that stood beside the bed and burst<br \/>\ninto tears. He was aware of his ugliness, his gracelessness, a bundle of<br \/>\nbones in filthy underclothes sitting weeping in the harsh white light: but<br \/>\nhe could not stop himself. O&#8217;Brien laid a hand on his shoulder, almost<br \/>\nkindly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It will not last for ever,&#8217; he said. &#8216;You can escape from it whenever you<br \/>\nchoose. Everything depends on yourself.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You did it!&#8217; sobbed Winston. &#8216;You reduced me to this state.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No, Winston, you reduced yourself to it. This is what you accepted when<br \/>\nyou set yourself up against the Party. It was all contained in that first<br \/>\nact. Nothing has happened that you did not foresee.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He paused, and then went on:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We have beaten you, Winston. We have broken you up. You have seen what<br \/>\nyour body is like. Your mind is in the same state. I do not think there<br \/>\ncan be much pride left in you. You have been kicked and flogged and<br \/>\ninsulted, you have screamed with pain, you have rolled on the floor in<br \/>\nyour own blood and vomit. You have whimpered for mercy, you have betrayed<br \/>\neverybody and everything. Can you think of a single degradation that has<br \/>\nnot happened to you?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston had stopped weeping, though the tears were still oozing out of his<br \/>\neyes. He looked up at O&#8217;Brien.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I have not betrayed Julia,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien looked down at him thoughtfully. &#8216;No,&#8217; he said; &#8216;no; that is<br \/>\nperfectly true. You have not betrayed Julia.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The peculiar reverence for O&#8217;Brien, which nothing seemed able to destroy,<br \/>\nflooded Winston&#8217;s heart again. How intelligent, he thought, how<br \/>\nintelligent! Never did O&#8217;Brien fail to understand what was said to him.<br \/>\nAnyone else on earth would have answered promptly that he HAD betrayed<br \/>\nJulia. For what was there that they had not screwed out of him under the<br \/>\ntorture? He had told them everything he knew about her, her habits, her<br \/>\ncharacter, her past life; he had confessed in the most trivial detail<br \/>\neverything that had happened at their meetings, all that he had said to<br \/>\nher and she to him, their black-market meals, their adulteries, their<br \/>\nvague plottings against the Party&#8211;everything. And yet, in the sense in<br \/>\nwhich he intended the word, he had not betrayed her. He had not stopped<br \/>\nloving her; his feelings towards her had remained the same. O&#8217;Brien had<br \/>\nseen what he meant without the need for explanation.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Tell me,&#8217; he said, &#8216;how soon will they shoot me?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It might be a long time,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;You are a difficult case. But<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t give up hope. Everyone is cured sooner or later. In the end we shall<br \/>\nshoot you.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 4<\/p>\n<p>He was much better. He was growing fatter and stronger every day, if it<br \/>\nwas proper to speak of days.<\/p>\n<p>The white light and the humming sound were the same as ever, but the cell<br \/>\nwas a little more comfortable than the others he had been in. There was a<br \/>\npillow and a mattress on the plank bed, and a stool to sit on. They had<br \/>\ngiven him a bath, and they allowed him to wash himself fairly frequently<br \/>\nin a tin basin. They even gave him warm water to wash with. They had given<br \/>\nhim new underclothes and a clean suit of overalls. They had dressed his<br \/>\nvaricose ulcer with soothing ointment. They had pulled out the remnants<br \/>\nof his teeth and given him a new set of dentures.<\/p>\n<p>Weeks or months must have passed. It would have been possible now to keep<br \/>\ncount of the passage of time, if he had felt any interest in doing so,<br \/>\nsince he was being fed at what appeared to be regular intervals. He was<br \/>\ngetting, he judged, three meals in the twenty-four hours; sometimes he<br \/>\nwondered dimly whether he was getting them by night or by day. The food<br \/>\nwas surprisingly good, with meat at every third meal. Once there was even<br \/>\na packet of cigarettes. He had no matches, but the never-speaking guard<br \/>\nwho brought his food would give him a light. The first time he tried to<br \/>\nsmoke it made him sick, but he persevered, and spun the packet out for<br \/>\na long time, smoking half a cigarette after each meal.<\/p>\n<p>They had given him a white slate with a stump of pencil tied to the<br \/>\ncorner. At first he made no use of it. Even when he was awake he was<br \/>\ncompletely torpid. Often he would lie from one meal to the next almost<br \/>\nwithout stirring, sometimes asleep, sometimes waking into vague reveries<br \/>\nin which it was too much trouble to open his eyes. He had long grown<br \/>\nused to sleeping with a strong light on his face. It seemed to make no<br \/>\ndifference, except that one&#8217;s dreams were more coherent. He dreamed a<br \/>\ngreat deal all through this time, and they were always happy dreams. He<br \/>\nwas in the Golden Country, or he was sitting among enormous glorious,<br \/>\nsunlit ruins, with his mother, with Julia, with O&#8217;Brien&#8211;not doing<br \/>\nanything, merely sitting in the sun, talking of peaceful things. Such<br \/>\nthoughts as he had when he was awake were mostly about his dreams. He<br \/>\nseemed to have lost the power of intellectual effort, now that the<br \/>\nstimulus of pain had been removed. He was not bored, he had no desire<br \/>\nfor conversation or distraction. Merely to be alone, not to be beaten<br \/>\nor questioned, to have enough to eat, and to be clean all over, was<br \/>\ncompletely satisfying.<\/p>\n<p>By degrees he came to spend less time in sleep, but he still felt no<br \/>\nimpulse to get off the bed. All he cared for was to lie quiet and feel the<br \/>\nstrength gathering in his body. He would finger himself here and there,<br \/>\ntrying to make sure that it was not an illusion that his muscles were<br \/>\ngrowing rounder and his skin tauter. Finally it was established beyond a<br \/>\ndoubt that he was growing fatter; his thighs were now definitely thicker<br \/>\nthan his knees. After that, reluctantly at first, he began exercising<br \/>\nhimself regularly. In a little while he could walk three kilometres,<br \/>\nmeasured by pacing the cell, and his bowed shoulders were growing<br \/>\nstraighter. He attempted more elaborate exercises, and was astonished and<br \/>\nhumiliated to find what things he could not do. He could not move out of a<br \/>\nwalk, he could not hold his stool out at arm&#8217;s length, he could not stand<br \/>\non one leg without falling over. He squatted down on his heels, and found<br \/>\nthat with agonizing pains in thigh and calf he could just lift himself to<br \/>\na standing position. He lay flat on his belly and tried to lift his weight<br \/>\nby his hands. It was hopeless, he could not raise himself a centimetre.<br \/>\nBut after a few more days&#8211;a few more mealtimes&#8211;even that feat was<br \/>\naccomplished. A time came when he could do it six times running. He began<br \/>\nto grow actually proud of his body, and to cherish an intermittent belief<br \/>\nthat his face also was growing back to normal. Only when he chanced to put<br \/>\nhis hand on his bald scalp did he remember the seamed, ruined face that<br \/>\nhad looked back at him out of the mirror.<\/p>\n<p>His mind grew more active. He sat down on the plank bed, his back against<br \/>\nthe wall and the slate on his knees, and set to work deliberately at the<br \/>\ntask of re-educating himself.<\/p>\n<p>He had capitulated, that was agreed. In reality, as he saw now, he had<br \/>\nbeen ready to capitulate long before he had taken the decision. From the<br \/>\nmoment when he was inside the Ministry of Love&#8211;and yes, even during those<br \/>\nminutes when he and Julia had stood helpless while the iron voice from the<br \/>\ntelescreen told them what to do&#8211;he had grasped the frivolity, the<br \/>\nshallowness of his attempt to set himself up against the power of the<br \/>\nParty. He knew now that for seven years the Thought Police had watched him<br \/>\nlike a beetle under a magnifying glass. There was no physical act, no word<br \/>\nspoken aloud, that they had not noticed, no train of thought that they had<br \/>\nnot been able to infer. Even the speck of whitish dust on the cover of his<br \/>\ndiary they had carefully replaced. They had played sound-tracks to him,<br \/>\nshown him photographs. Some of them were photographs of Julia and himself.<br \/>\nYes, even&#8230; He could not fight against the Party any longer. Besides,<br \/>\nthe Party was in the right. It must be so; how could the immortal,<br \/>\ncollective brain be mistaken? By what external standard could you check<br \/>\nits judgements? Sanity was statistical. It was merely a question of<br \/>\nlearning to think as they thought. Only&#8212;-!<\/p>\n<p>The pencil felt thick and awkward in his fingers. He began to write down<br \/>\nthe thoughts that came into his head. He wrote first in large clumsy<br \/>\ncapitals:<\/p>\n<p>FREEDOM IS SLAVERY<\/p>\n<p>Then almost without a pause he wrote beneath it:<\/p>\n<p>TWO AND TWO MAKE FIVE<\/p>\n<p>But then there came a sort of check. His mind, as though shying away from<br \/>\nsomething, seemed unable to concentrate. He knew that he knew what came<br \/>\nnext, but for the moment he could not recall it. When he did recall it,<br \/>\nit was only by consciously reasoning out what it must be: it did not come<br \/>\nof its own accord. He wrote:<\/p>\n<p>GOD IS POWER<\/p>\n<p>He accepted everything. The past was alterable. The past never had been<br \/>\naltered. Oceania was at war with Eastasia. Oceania had always been at war<br \/>\nwith Eastasia. Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford were guilty of the crimes<br \/>\nthey were charged with. He had never seen the photograph that disproved<br \/>\ntheir guilt. It had never existed, he had invented it. He remembered<br \/>\nremembering contrary things, but those were false memories, products of<br \/>\nself-deception. How easy it all was! Only surrender, and everything else<br \/>\nfollowed. It was like swimming against a current that swept you backwards<br \/>\nhowever hard you struggled, and then suddenly deciding to turn round and<br \/>\ngo with the current instead of opposing it. Nothing had changed except<br \/>\nyour own attitude: the predestined thing happened in any case. He hardly<br \/>\nknew why he had ever rebelled. Everything was easy, except&#8212;-!<\/p>\n<p>Anything could be true. The so-called laws of Nature were nonsense. The<br \/>\nlaw of gravity was nonsense. &#8216;If I wished,&#8217; O&#8217;Brien had said, &#8216;I could<br \/>\nfloat off this floor like a soap bubble.&#8217; Winston worked it out. &#8216;If he<br \/>\nTHINKS he floats off the floor, and if I simultaneously THINK I see him<br \/>\ndo it, then the thing happens.&#8217; Suddenly, like a lump of submerged wreckage<br \/>\nbreaking the surface of water, the thought burst into his mind: &#8216;It doesn&#8217;t<br \/>\nreally happen. We imagine it. It is hallucination.&#8217; He pushed the thought<br \/>\nunder instantly. The fallacy was obvious. It presupposed that somewhere<br \/>\nor other, outside oneself, there was a &#8216;real&#8217; world where &#8216;real&#8217; things<br \/>\nhappened. But how could there be such a world? What knowledge have we of<br \/>\nanything, save through our own minds? All happenings are in the mind.<br \/>\nWhatever happens in all minds, truly happens.<\/p>\n<p>He had no difficulty in disposing of the fallacy, and he was in no danger<br \/>\nof succumbing to it. He realized, nevertheless, that it ought never to<br \/>\nhave occurred to him. The mind should develop a blind spot whenever a<br \/>\ndangerous thought presented itself. The process should be automatic,<br \/>\ninstinctive. CRIMESTOP, they called it in Newspeak.<\/p>\n<p>He set to work to exercise himself in crimestop. He presented himself with<br \/>\npropositions&#8211;&#8216;the Party says the earth is flat&#8217;, &#8216;the party says that<br \/>\nice is heavier than water&#8217;&#8211;and trained himself in not seeing or not<br \/>\nunderstanding the arguments that contradicted them. It was not easy.<br \/>\nIt needed great powers of reasoning and improvisation. The arithmetical<br \/>\nproblems raised, for instance, by such a statement as &#8216;two and two make<br \/>\nfive&#8217; were beyond his intellectual grasp. It needed also a sort of<br \/>\nathleticism of mind, an ability at one moment to make the most delicate<br \/>\nuse of logic and at the next to be unconscious of the crudest logical<br \/>\nerrors. Stupidity was as necessary as intelligence, and as difficult to<br \/>\nattain.<\/p>\n<p>All the while, with one part of his mind, he wondered how soon they would<br \/>\nshoot him. &#8216;Everything depends on yourself,&#8217; O&#8217;Brien had said; but he knew<br \/>\nthat there was no conscious act by which he could bring it nearer. It<br \/>\nmight be ten minutes hence, or ten years. They might keep him for years in<br \/>\nsolitary confinement, they might send him to a labour-camp, they might<br \/>\nrelease him for a while, as they sometimes did. It was perfectly possible<br \/>\nthat before he was shot the whole drama of his arrest and interrogation<br \/>\nwould be enacted all over again. The one certain thing was that death<br \/>\nnever came at an expected moment. The tradition&#8211;the unspoken tradition:<br \/>\nsomehow you knew it, though you never heard it said&#8211;was that they shot<br \/>\nyou from behind; always in the back of the head, without warning, as you<br \/>\nwalked down a corridor from cell to cell.<\/p>\n<p>One day&#8211;but &#8216;one day&#8217; was not the right expression; just as probably it<br \/>\nwas in the middle of the night: once&#8211;he fell into a strange, blissful<br \/>\nreverie. He was walking down the corridor, waiting for the bullet. He knew<br \/>\nthat it was coming in another moment. Everything was settled, smoothed<br \/>\nout, reconciled. There were no more doubts, no more arguments, no more<br \/>\npain, no more fear. His body was healthy and strong. He walked easily,<br \/>\nwith a joy of movement and with a feeling of walking in sunlight. He was<br \/>\nnot any longer in the narrow white corridors in the Ministry of Love, he<br \/>\nwas in the enormous sunlit passage, a kilometre wide, down which he had<br \/>\nseemed to walk in the delirium induced by drugs. He was in the Golden<br \/>\nCountry, following the foot-track across the old rabbit-cropped pasture.<br \/>\nHe could feel the short springy turf under his feet and the gentle sunshine<br \/>\non his face. At the edge of the field were the elm trees, faintly stirring,<br \/>\nand somewhere beyond that was the stream where the dace lay in the green<br \/>\npools under the willows.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly he started up with a shock of horror. The sweat broke out on his<br \/>\nbackbone. He had heard himself cry aloud:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Julia! Julia! Julia, my love! Julia!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>For a moment he had had an overwhelming hallucination of her presence. She<br \/>\nhad seemed to be not merely with him, but inside him. It was as though she<br \/>\nhad got into the texture of his skin. In that moment he had loved her far<br \/>\nmore than he had ever done when they were together and free. Also he knew<br \/>\nthat somewhere or other she was still alive and needed his help.<\/p>\n<p>He lay back on the bed and tried to compose himself. What had he done? How<br \/>\nmany years had he added to his servitude by that moment of weakness?<\/p>\n<p>In another moment he would hear the tramp of boots outside. They could not<br \/>\nlet such an outburst go unpunished. They would know now, if they had not<br \/>\nknown before, that he was breaking the agreement he had made with them.<br \/>\nHe obeyed the Party, but he still hated the Party. In the old days he had<br \/>\nhidden a heretical mind beneath an appearance of conformity. Now he had<br \/>\nretreated a step further: in the mind he had surrendered, but he had hoped<br \/>\nto keep the inner heart inviolate. He knew that he was in the wrong, but<br \/>\nhe preferred to be in the wrong. They would understand that&#8211;O&#8217;Brien would<br \/>\nunderstand it. It was all confessed in that single foolish cry.<\/p>\n<p>He would have to start all over again. It might take years. He ran a hand<br \/>\nover his face, trying to familiarize himself with the new shape. There<br \/>\nwere deep furrows in the cheeks, the cheekbones felt sharp, the nose<br \/>\nflattened. Besides, since last seeing himself in the glass he had been<br \/>\ngiven a complete new set of teeth. It was not easy to preserve<br \/>\ninscrutability when you did not know what your face looked like. In any<br \/>\ncase, mere control of the features was not enough. For the first time he<br \/>\nperceived that if you want to keep a secret you must also hide it from<br \/>\nyourself. You must know all the while that it is there, but until it is<br \/>\nneeded you must never let it emerge into your consciousness in any shape<br \/>\nthat could be given a name. From now onwards he must not only think right;<br \/>\nhe must feel right, dream right. And all the while he must keep his hatred<br \/>\nlocked up inside him like a ball of matter which was part of himself and<br \/>\nyet unconnected with the rest of him, a kind of cyst.<\/p>\n<p>One day they would decide to shoot him. You could not tell when it would<br \/>\nhappen, but a few seconds beforehand it should be possible to guess. It<br \/>\nwas always from behind, walking down a corridor. Ten seconds would be<br \/>\nenough. In that time the world inside him could turn over. And then<br \/>\nsuddenly, without a word uttered, without a check in his step, without the<br \/>\nchanging of a line in his face&#8211;suddenly the camouflage would be down and<br \/>\nbang! would go the batteries of his hatred. Hatred would fill him like an<br \/>\nenormous roaring flame. And almost in the same instant bang! would go the<br \/>\nbullet, too late, or too early. They would have blown his brain to pieces<br \/>\nbefore they could reclaim it. The heretical thought would be unpunished,<br \/>\nunrepented, out of their reach for ever. They would have blown a hole in<br \/>\ntheir own perfection. To die hating them, that was freedom.<\/p>\n<p>He shut his eyes. It was more difficult than accepting an intellectual<br \/>\ndiscipline. It was a question of degrading himself, mutilating himself. He<br \/>\nhad got to plunge into the filthiest of filth. What was the most horrible,<br \/>\nsickening thing of all? He thought of Big Brother. The enormous face<br \/>\n(because of constantly seeing it on posters he always thought of it as<br \/>\nbeing a metre wide), with its heavy black moustache and the eyes that<br \/>\nfollowed you to and fro, seemed to float into his mind of its own accord.<br \/>\nWhat were his true feelings towards Big Brother?<\/p>\n<p>There was a heavy tramp of boots in the passage. The steel door swung open<br \/>\nwith a clang. O&#8217;Brien walked into the cell. Behind him were the waxen-faced<br \/>\nofficer and the black-uniformed guards.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Get up,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;Come here.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Winston stood opposite him. O&#8217;Brien took Winston&#8217;s shoulders between his<br \/>\nstrong hands and looked at him closely.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You have had thoughts of deceiving me,&#8217; he said. &#8216;That was stupid.<br \/>\nStand up straighter. Look me in the face.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He paused, and went on in a gentler tone:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You are improving. Intellectually there is very little wrong with you.<br \/>\nIt is only emotionally that you have failed to make progress. Tell me,<br \/>\nWinston&#8211;and remember, no lies: you know that I am always able to detect<br \/>\na lie&#8211;tell me, what are your true feelings towards Big Brother?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I hate him.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You hate him. Good. Then the time has come for you to take the last step.<br \/>\nYou must love Big Brother. It is not enough to obey him: you must love<br \/>\nhim.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He released Winston with a little push towards the guards.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Room 101,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 5<\/p>\n<p>At each stage of his imprisonment he had known, or seemed to know,<br \/>\nwhereabouts he was in the windowless building. Possibly there were slight<br \/>\ndifferences in the air pressure. The cells where the guards had beaten him<br \/>\nwere below ground level. The room where he had been interrogated by<br \/>\nO&#8217;Brien was high up near the roof. This place was many metres underground,<br \/>\nas deep down as it was possible to go.<\/p>\n<p>It was bigger than most of the cells he had been in. But he hardly noticed<br \/>\nhis surroundings. All he noticed was that there were two small tables<br \/>\nstraight in front of him, each covered with green baize. One was only a<br \/>\nmetre or two from him, the other was further away, near the door. He was<br \/>\nstrapped upright in a chair, so tightly that he could move nothing, not<br \/>\neven his head. A sort of pad gripped his head from behind, forcing him to<br \/>\nlook straight in front of him.<\/p>\n<p>For a moment he was alone, then the door opened and O&#8217;Brien came in.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You asked me once,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;what was in Room 101. I told you that<br \/>\nyou knew the answer already. Everyone knows it. The thing that is in<br \/>\nRoom 101 is the worst thing in the world.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The door opened again. A guard came in, carrying something made of wire,<br \/>\na box or basket of some kind. He set it down on the further table. Because<br \/>\nof the position in which O&#8217;Brien was standing. Winston could not see what<br \/>\nthe thing was.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The worst thing in the world,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;varies from individual to<br \/>\nindividual. It may be burial alive, or death by fire, or by drowning, or<br \/>\nby impalement, or fifty other deaths. There are cases where it is some<br \/>\nquite trivial thing, not even fatal.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He had moved a little to one side, so that Winston had a better view of<br \/>\nthe thing on the table. It was an oblong wire cage with a handle on top<br \/>\nfor carrying it by. Fixed to the front of it was something that looked<br \/>\nlike a fencing mask, with the concave side outwards. Although it was three<br \/>\nor four metres away from him, he could see that the cage was divided<br \/>\nlengthways into two compartments, and that there was some kind of creature<br \/>\nin each. They were rats.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;In your case,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;the worst thing in the world happens to be<br \/>\nrats.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>A sort of premonitory tremor, a fear of he was not certain what, had<br \/>\npassed through Winston as soon as he caught his first glimpse of the cage.<br \/>\nBut at this moment the meaning of the mask-like attachment in front of it<br \/>\nsuddenly sank into him. His bowels seemed to turn to water.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You can&#8217;t do that!&#8217; he cried out in a high cracked voice. &#8216;You couldn&#8217;t,<br \/>\nyou couldn&#8217;t! It&#8217;s impossible.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do you remember,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, &#8216;the moment of panic that used to occur<br \/>\nin your dreams? There was a wall of blackness in front of you, and a<br \/>\nroaring sound in your ears. There was something terrible on the other side<br \/>\nof the wall. You knew that you knew what it was, but you dared not drag it<br \/>\ninto the open. It was the rats that were on the other side of the wall.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;O&#8217;Brien!&#8217; said Winston, making an effort to control his voice. &#8216;You know<br \/>\nthis is not necessary. What is it that you want me to do?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien made no direct answer. When he spoke it was in the schoolmasterish<br \/>\nmanner that he sometimes affected. He looked thoughtfully into the<br \/>\ndistance, as though he were addressing an audience somewhere behind<br \/>\nWinston&#8217;s back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;By itself,&#8217; he said, &#8216;pain is not always enough. There are occasions when<br \/>\na human being will stand out against pain, even to the point of death.<br \/>\nBut for everyone there is something unendurable&#8211;something that cannot be<br \/>\ncontemplated. Courage and cowardice are not involved. If you are falling<br \/>\nfrom a height it is not cowardly to clutch at a rope. If you have come up<br \/>\nfrom deep water it is not cowardly to fill your lungs with air. It is<br \/>\nmerely an instinct which cannot be destroyed. It is the same with the<br \/>\nrats. For you, they are unendurable. They are a form of pressure that you<br \/>\ncannot withstand, even if you wished to. You will do what is required of<br \/>\nyou.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But what is it, what is it? How can I do it if I don&#8217;t know what it is?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien picked up the cage and brought it across to the nearer table.<br \/>\nHe set it down carefully on the baize cloth. Winston could hear the blood<br \/>\nsinging in his ears. He had the feeling of sitting in utter loneliness.<br \/>\nHe was in the middle of a great empty plain, a flat desert drenched with<br \/>\nsunlight, across which all sounds came to him out of immense distances.<br \/>\nYet the cage with the rats was not two metres away from him. They were<br \/>\nenormous rats. They were at the age when a rat&#8217;s muzzle grows blunt and<br \/>\nfierce and his fur brown instead of grey.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;The rat,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien, still addressing his invisible audience,<br \/>\n&#8216;although a rodent, is carnivorous. You are aware of that. You will have<br \/>\nheard of the things that happen in the poor quarters of this town. In some<br \/>\nstreets a woman dare not leave her baby alone in the house, even for five<br \/>\nminutes. The rats are certain to attack it. Within quite a small time they<br \/>\nwill strip it to the bones. They also attack sick or dying people. They<br \/>\nshow astonishing intelligence in knowing when a human being is helpless.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>There was an outburst of squeals from the cage. It seemed to reach Winston<br \/>\nfrom far away. The rats were fighting; they were trying to get at each<br \/>\nother through the partition. He heard also a deep groan of despair.<br \/>\nThat, too, seemed to come from outside himself.<\/p>\n<p>O&#8217;Brien picked up the cage, and, as he did so, pressed something in it.<br \/>\nThere was a sharp click. Winston made a frantic effort to tear himself<br \/>\nloose from the chair. It was hopeless; every part of him, even his head,<br \/>\nwas held immovably. O&#8217;Brien moved the cage nearer. It was less than a<br \/>\nmetre from Winston&#8217;s face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I have pressed the first lever,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien. &#8216;You understand the<br \/>\nconstruction of this cage. The mask will fit over your head, leaving no<br \/>\nexit. When I press this other lever, the door of the cage will slide up.<br \/>\nThese starving brutes will shoot out of it like bullets. Have you ever<br \/>\nseen a rat leap through the air? They will leap on to your face and bore<br \/>\nstraight into it. Sometimes they attack the eyes first. Sometimes they<br \/>\nburrow through the cheeks and devour the tongue.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>The cage was nearer; it was closing in. Winston heard a succession of<br \/>\nshrill cries which appeared to be occurring in the air above his head. But<br \/>\nhe fought furiously against his panic. To think, to think, even with a<br \/>\nsplit second left&#8211;to think was the only hope. Suddenly the foul musty<br \/>\nodour of the brutes struck his nostrils. There was a violent convulsion of<br \/>\nnausea inside him, and he almost lost consciousness. Everything had gone<br \/>\nblack. For an instant he was insane, a screaming animal. Yet he came out<br \/>\nof the blackness clutching an idea. There was one and only one way to save<br \/>\nhimself. He must interpose another human being, the BODY of another human<br \/>\nbeing, between himself and the rats.<\/p>\n<p>The circle of the mask was large enough now to shut out the vision of<br \/>\nanything else. The wire door was a couple of hand-spans from his face. The<br \/>\nrats knew what was coming now. One of them was leaping up and down, the<br \/>\nother, an old scaly grandfather of the sewers, stood up, with his pink<br \/>\nhands against the bars, and fiercely sniffed the air. Winston could see<br \/>\nthe whiskers and the yellow teeth. Again the black panic took hold of him.<br \/>\nHe was blind, helpless, mindless.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;It was a common punishment in Imperial China,&#8217; said O&#8217;Brien as<br \/>\ndidactically as ever.<\/p>\n<p>The mask was closing on his face. The wire brushed his cheek. And then&#8211;no,<br \/>\nit was not relief, only hope, a tiny fragment of hope. Too late, perhaps<br \/>\ntoo late. But he had suddenly understood that in the whole world there was<br \/>\njust ONE person to whom he could transfer his punishment&#8211;ONE body that he<br \/>\ncould thrust between himself and the rats. And he was shouting frantically,<br \/>\nover and over.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Do it to Julia! Do it to Julia! Not me! Julia! I don&#8217;t care what you do<br \/>\nto her. Tear her face off, strip her to the bones. Not me! Julia! Not me!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He was falling backwards, into enormous depths, away from the rats. He was<br \/>\nstill strapped in the chair, but he had fallen through the floor, through<br \/>\nthe walls of the building, through the earth, through the oceans, through<br \/>\nthe atmosphere, into outer space, into the gulfs between the stars&#8211;always<br \/>\naway, away, away from the rats. He was light years distant, but O&#8217;Brien<br \/>\nwas still standing at his side. There was still the cold touch of wire<br \/>\nagainst his cheek. But through the darkness that enveloped him he heard<br \/>\nanother metallic click, and knew that the cage door had clicked shut and<br \/>\nnot open.<\/p>\n<p>Chapter 6<\/p>\n<p>The Chestnut Tree was almost empty. A ray of sunlight slanting through a<br \/>\nwindow fell on dusty table-tops. It was the lonely hour of fifteen. A<br \/>\ntinny music trickled from the telescreens.<\/p>\n<p>Winston sat in his usual corner, gazing into an empty glass. Now and again<br \/>\nhe glanced up at a vast face which eyed him from the opposite wall.<br \/>\nBIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU, the caption said. Unbidden, a waiter came and<br \/>\nfilled his glass up with Victory Gin, shaking into it a few drops from<br \/>\nanother bottle with a quill through the cork. It was saccharine flavoured<br \/>\nwith cloves, the speciality of the cafe.<\/p>\n<p>Winston was listening to the telescreen. At present only music was coming<br \/>\nout of it, but there was a possibility that at any moment there might be<br \/>\na special bulletin from the Ministry of Peace. The news from the African<br \/>\nfront was disquieting in the extreme. On and off he had been worrying<br \/>\nabout it all day. A Eurasian army (Oceania was at war with Eurasia:<br \/>\nOceania had always been at war with Eurasia) was moving southward at<br \/>\nterrifying speed. The mid-day bulletin had not mentioned any definite<br \/>\narea, but it was probable that already the mouth of the Congo was a<br \/>\nbattlefield. Brazzaville and Leopoldville were in danger. One did not have<br \/>\nto look at the map to see what it meant. It was not merely a question of<br \/>\nlosing Central Africa: for the first time in the whole war, the territory<br \/>\nof Oceania itself was menaced.<\/p>\n<p>A violent emotion, not fear exactly but a sort of undifferentiated<br \/>\nexcitement, flared up in him, then faded again. He stopped thinking about<br \/>\nthe war. In these days he could never fix his mind on any one subject for<br \/>\nmore than a few moments at a time. He picked up his glass and drained it<br \/>\nat a gulp. As always, the gin made him shudder and even retch slightly.<br \/>\nThe stuff was horrible. The cloves and saccharine, themselves disgusting<br \/>\nenough in their sickly way, could not disguise the flat oily smell; and<br \/>\nwhat was worst of all was that the smell of gin, which dwelt with him<br \/>\nnight and day, was inextricably mixed up in his mind with the smell of<br \/>\nthose&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>He never named them, even in his thoughts, and so far as it was possible<br \/>\nhe never visualized them. They were something that he was half-aware of,<br \/>\nhovering close to his face, a smell that clung to his nostrils. As the gin<br \/>\nrose in him he belched through purple lips. He had grown fatter since they<br \/>\nreleased him, and had regained his old colour&#8211;indeed, more than regained<br \/>\nit. His features had thickened, the skin on nose and cheekbones was<br \/>\ncoarsely red, even the bald scalp was too deep a pink. A waiter, again<br \/>\nunbidden, brought the chessboard and the current issue of &#8216;The Times&#8217;,<br \/>\nwith the page turned down at the chess problem. Then, seeing that Winston&#8217;s<br \/>\nglass was empty, he brought the gin bottle and filled it. There was no<br \/>\nneed to give orders. They knew his habits. The chessboard was always<br \/>\nwaiting for him, his corner table was always reserved; even when the place<br \/>\nwas full he had it to himself, since nobody cared to be seen sitting too<br \/>\nclose to him. He never even bothered to count his drinks. At irregular<br \/>\nintervals they presented him with a dirty slip of paper which they said<br \/>\nwas the bill, but he had the impression that they always undercharged him.<br \/>\nIt would have made no difference if it had been the other way about. He<br \/>\nhad always plenty of money nowadays. He even had a job, a sinecure, more<br \/>\nhighly-paid than his old job had been.<\/p>\n<p>The music from the telescreen stopped and a voice took over. Winston raised<br \/>\nhis head to listen. No bulletins from the front, however. It was merely a<br \/>\nbrief announcement from the Ministry of Plenty. In the preceding quarter,<br \/>\nit appeared, the Tenth Three-Year Plan&#8217;s quota for bootlaces had been<br \/>\noverfulfilled by 98 per cent.<\/p>\n<p>He examined the chess problem and set out the pieces. It was a tricky<br \/>\nending, involving a couple of knights. &#8216;White to play and mate in two<br \/>\nmoves.&#8217; Winston looked up at the portrait of Big Brother. White always<br \/>\nmates, he thought with a sort of cloudy mysticism. Always, without<br \/>\nexception, it is so arranged. In no chess problem since the beginning of<br \/>\nthe world has black ever won. Did it not symbolize the eternal, unvarying<br \/>\ntriumph of Good over Evil? The huge face gazed back at him, full of calm<br \/>\npower. White always mates.<\/p>\n<p>The voice from the telescreen paused and added in a different and much<br \/>\ngraver tone: &#8216;You are warned to stand by for an important announcement at<br \/>\nfifteen-thirty. Fifteen-thirty! This is news of the highest importance.<br \/>\nTake care not to miss it. Fifteen-thirty!&#8217; The tinkling music struck up<br \/>\nagain.<\/p>\n<p>Winston&#8217;s heart stirred. That was the bulletin from the front; instinct<br \/>\ntold him that it was bad news that was coming. All day, with little spurts<br \/>\nof excitement, the thought of a smashing defeat in Africa had been in and<br \/>\nout of his mind. He seemed actually to see the Eurasian army swarming<br \/>\nacross the never-broken frontier and pouring down into the tip of Africa<br \/>\nlike a column of ants. Why had it not been possible to outflank them in<br \/>\nsome way? The outline of the West African coast stood out vividly in his<br \/>\nmind. He picked up the white knight and moved it across the board. THERE<br \/>\nwas the proper spot. Even while he saw the black horde racing southward he<br \/>\nsaw another force, mysteriously assembled, suddenly planted in their rear,<br \/>\ncutting their communications by land and sea. He felt that by willing it he<br \/>\nwas bringing that other force into existence. But it was necessary to act<br \/>\nquickly. If they could get control of the whole of Africa, if they had<br \/>\nairfields and submarine bases at the Cape, it would cut Oceania in two. It<br \/>\nmight mean anything: defeat, breakdown, the redivision of the world, the<br \/>\ndestruction of the Party! He drew a deep breath. An extraordinary medley<br \/>\nof feeling&#8211;but it was not a medley, exactly; rather it was successive<br \/>\nlayers of feeling, in which one could not say which layer was<br \/>\nundermost&#8211;struggled inside him.<\/p>\n<p>The spasm passed. He put the white knight back in its place, but for the<br \/>\nmoment he could not settle down to serious study of the chess problem.<br \/>\nHis thoughts wandered again. Almost unconsciously he traced with his<br \/>\nfinger in the dust on the table:<\/p>\n<p>2+2=5<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;They can&#8217;t get inside you,&#8217; she had said. But they could get inside you.<br \/>\n&#8216;What happens to you here is FOR EVER,&#8217; O&#8217;Brien had said. That was a true<br \/>\nword. There were things, your own acts, from which you could never recover.<br \/>\nSomething was killed in your breast: burnt out, cauterized out.<\/p>\n<p>He had seen her; he had even spoken to her. There was no danger in it. He<br \/>\nknew as though instinctively that they now took almost no interest in his<br \/>\ndoings. He could have arranged to meet her a second time if either of them<br \/>\nhad wanted to. Actually it was by chance that they had met. It was in the<br \/>\nPark, on a vile, biting day in March, when the earth was like iron and<br \/>\nall the grass seemed dead and there was not a bud anywhere except a few<br \/>\ncrocuses which had pushed themselves up to be dismembered by the wind. He<br \/>\nwas hurrying along with frozen hands and watering eyes when he saw her not<br \/>\nten metres away from him. It struck him at once that she had changed in<br \/>\nsome ill-defined way. They almost passed one another without a sign, then<br \/>\nhe turned and followed her, not very eagerly. He knew that there was no<br \/>\ndanger, nobody would take any interest in him. She did not speak. She<br \/>\nwalked obliquely away across the grass as though trying to get rid of him,<br \/>\nthen seemed to resign herself to having him at her side. Presently they<br \/>\nwere in among a clump of ragged leafless shrubs, useless either for<br \/>\nconcealment or as protection from the wind. They halted. It was vilely<br \/>\ncold. The wind whistled through the twigs and fretted the occasional,<br \/>\ndirty-looking crocuses. He put his arm round her waist.<\/p>\n<p>There was no telescreen, but there must be hidden microphones: besides,<br \/>\nthey could be seen. It did not matter, nothing mattered. They could have<br \/>\nlain down on the ground and done THAT if they had wanted to. His flesh<br \/>\nfroze with horror at the thought of it. She made no response whatever to<br \/>\nthe clasp of his arm; she did not even try to disengage herself. He knew<br \/>\nnow what had changed in her. Her face was sallower, and there was a long<br \/>\nscar, partly hidden by the hair, across her forehead and temple; but that<br \/>\nwas not the change. It was that her waist had grown thicker, and, in a<br \/>\nsurprising way, had stiffened. He remembered how once, after the explosion<br \/>\nof a rocket bomb, he had helped to drag a corpse out of some ruins, and<br \/>\nhad been astonished not only by the incredible weight of the thing, but by<br \/>\nits rigidity and awkwardness to handle, which made it seem more like stone<br \/>\nthan flesh. Her body felt like that. It occurred to him that the texture<br \/>\nof her skin would be quite different from what it had once been.<\/p>\n<p>He did not attempt to kiss her, nor did they speak. As they walked back<br \/>\nacross the grass, she looked directly at him for the first time. It<br \/>\nwas only a momentary glance, full of contempt and dislike. He wondered<br \/>\nwhether it was a dislike that came purely out of the past or whether it<br \/>\nwas inspired also by his bloated face and the water that the wind kept<br \/>\nsqueezing from his eyes. They sat down on two iron chairs, side by side<br \/>\nbut not too close together. He saw that she was about to speak. She moved<br \/>\nher clumsy shoe a few centimetres and deliberately crushed a twig. Her<br \/>\nfeet seemed to have grown broader, he noticed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I betrayed you,&#8217; she said baldly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I betrayed you,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>She gave him another quick look of dislike.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Sometimes,&#8217; she said, &#8216;they threaten you with something something you<br \/>\ncan&#8217;t stand up to, can&#8217;t even think about. And then you say, &#8220;Don&#8217;t do it<br \/>\nto me, do it to somebody else, do it to so-and-so.&#8221; And perhaps you might<br \/>\npretend, afterwards, that it was only a trick and that you just said it to<br \/>\nmake them stop and didn&#8217;t really mean it. But that isn&#8217;t true. At the time<br \/>\nwhen it happens you do mean it. You think there&#8217;s no other way of saving<br \/>\nyourself, and you&#8217;re quite ready to save yourself that way. You WANT it to<br \/>\nhappen to the other person. You don&#8217;t give a damn what they suffer. All<br \/>\nyou care about is yourself.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;All you care about is yourself,&#8217; he echoed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;And after that, you don&#8217;t feel the same towards the other person any<br \/>\nlonger.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;No,&#8217; he said, &#8216;you don&#8217;t feel the same.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>There did not seem to be anything more to say. The wind plastered their<br \/>\nthin overalls against their bodies. Almost at once it became embarrassing<br \/>\nto sit there in silence: besides, it was too cold to keep still. She said<br \/>\nsomething about catching her Tube and stood up to go.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;We must meet again,&#8217; he said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yes,&#8217; she said, &#8216;we must meet again.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>He followed irresolutely for a little distance, half a pace behind her.<br \/>\nThey did not speak again. She did not actually try to shake him off, but<br \/>\nwalked at just such a speed as to prevent his keeping abreast of her.<br \/>\nHe had made up his mind that he would accompany her as far as the Tube<br \/>\nstation, but suddenly this process of trailing along in the cold seemed<br \/>\npointless and unbearable. He was overwhelmed by a desire not so much to<br \/>\nget away from Julia as to get back to the Chestnut Tree Cafe, which had<br \/>\nnever seemed so attractive as at this moment. He had a nostalgic vision<br \/>\nof his corner table, with the newspaper and the chessboard and the<br \/>\never-flowing gin. Above all, it would be warm in there. The next moment,<br \/>\nnot altogether by accident, he allowed himself to become separated from<br \/>\nher by a small knot of people. He made a half-hearted attempt to catch up,<br \/>\nthen slowed down, turned, and made off in the opposite direction. When he<br \/>\nhad gone fifty metres he looked back. The street was not crowded, but<br \/>\nalready he could not distinguish her. Any one of a dozen hurrying figures<br \/>\nmight have been hers. Perhaps her thickened, stiffened body was no longer<br \/>\nrecognizable from behind.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;At the time when it happens,&#8217; she had said, &#8216;you do mean it.&#8217; He had<br \/>\nmeant it. He had not merely said it, he had wished it. He had wished that<br \/>\nshe and not he should be delivered over to the&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Something changed in the music that trickled from the telescreen. A<br \/>\ncracked and jeering note, a yellow note, came into it. And then&#8211;perhaps<br \/>\nit was not happening, perhaps it was only a memory taking on the semblance<br \/>\nof sound&#8211;a voice was singing:<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Under the spreading chestnut tree<br \/>\n  I sold you and you sold me&#8212;-&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>The tears welled up in his eyes. A passing waiter noticed that his glass<br \/>\nwas empty and came back with the gin bottle.<\/p>\n<p>He took up his glass and sniffed at it. The stuff grew not less but more<br \/>\nhorrible with every mouthful he drank. But it had become the element he<br \/>\nswam in. It was his life, his death, and his resurrection. It was gin that<br \/>\nsank him into stupor every night, and gin that revived him every morning.<br \/>\nWhen he woke, seldom before eleven hundred, with gummed-up eyelids and<br \/>\nfiery mouth and a back that seemed to be broken, it would have been<br \/>\nimpossible even to rise from the horizontal if it had not been for the<br \/>\nbottle and teacup placed beside the bed overnight. Through the midday<br \/>\nhours he sat with glazed face, the bottle handy, listening to the<br \/>\ntelescreen. From fifteen to closing-time he was a fixture in the Chestnut<br \/>\nTree. No one cared what he did any longer, no whistle woke him, no<br \/>\ntelescreen admonished him. Occasionally, perhaps twice a week, he went<br \/>\nto a dusty, forgotten-looking office in the Ministry of Truth and did<br \/>\na little work, or what was called work. He had been appointed to a<br \/>\nsub-committee of a sub-committee which had sprouted from one of the<br \/>\ninnumerable committees dealing with minor difficulties that arose in the<br \/>\ncompilation of the Eleventh Edition of the Newspeak Dictionary. They were<br \/>\nengaged in producing something called an Interim Report, but what it was<br \/>\nthat they were reporting on he had never definitely found out. It was<br \/>\nsomething to do with the question of whether commas should be placed<br \/>\ninside brackets, or outside. There were four others on the committee, all<br \/>\nof them persons similar to himself. There were days when they assembled<br \/>\nand then promptly dispersed again, frankly admitting to one another that<br \/>\nthere was not really anything to be done. But there were other days when<br \/>\nthey settled down to their work almost eagerly, making a tremendous show<br \/>\nof entering up their minutes and drafting long memoranda which were never<br \/>\nfinished&#8211;when the argument as to what they were supposedly arguing about<br \/>\ngrew extraordinarily involved and abstruse, with subtle haggling over<br \/>\ndefinitions, enormous digressions, quarrels&#8211;threats, even, to appeal to<br \/>\nhigher authority. And then suddenly the life would go out of them and<br \/>\nthey would sit round the table looking at one another with extinct eyes,<br \/>\nlike ghosts fading at cock-crow.<\/p>\n<p>The telescreen was silent for a moment. Winston raised his head again. The<br \/>\nbulletin! But no, they were merely changing the music. He had the map of<br \/>\nAfrica behind his eyelids. The movement of the armies was a diagram: a<br \/>\nblack arrow tearing vertically southward, and a white arrow horizontally<br \/>\neastward, across the tail of the first. As though for reassurance he<br \/>\nlooked up at the imperturbable face in the portrait. Was it conceivable<br \/>\nthat the second arrow did not even exist?<\/p>\n<p>His interest flagged again. He drank another mouthful of gin, picked up<br \/>\nthe white knight and made a tentative move. Check. But it was evidently<br \/>\nnot the right move, because&#8212;-<\/p>\n<p>Uncalled, a memory floated into his mind. He saw a candle-lit room with a<br \/>\nvast white-counterpaned bed, and himself, a boy of nine or ten, sitting on<br \/>\nthe floor, shaking a dice-box, and laughing excitedly. His mother was<br \/>\nsitting opposite him and also laughing.<\/p>\n<p>It must have been about a month before she disappeared. It was a moment of<br \/>\nreconciliation, when the nagging hunger in his belly was forgotten and his<br \/>\nearlier affection for her had temporarily revived. He remembered the day<br \/>\nwell, a pelting, drenching day when the water streamed down the window-pane<br \/>\nand the light indoors was too dull to read by. The boredom of the two<br \/>\nchildren in the dark, cramped bedroom became unbearable. Winston whined<br \/>\nand grizzled, made futile demands for food, fretted about the room pulling<br \/>\neverything out of place and kicking the wainscoting until the neighbours<br \/>\nbanged on the wall, while the younger child wailed intermittently. In the<br \/>\nend his mother said, &#8216;Now be good, and I&#8217;ll buy you a toy. A lovely<br \/>\ntoy&#8211;you&#8217;ll love it&#8217;; and then she had gone out in the rain, to a little<br \/>\ngeneral shop which was still sporadically open nearby, and came back with<br \/>\na cardboard box containing an outfit of Snakes and Ladders. He could still<br \/>\nremember the smell of the damp cardboard. It was a miserable outfit. The<br \/>\nboard was cracked and the tiny wooden dice were so ill-cut that they<br \/>\nwould hardly lie on their sides. Winston looked at the thing sulkily and<br \/>\nwithout interest. But then his mother lit a piece of candle and they sat<br \/>\ndown on the floor to play. Soon he was wildly excited and shouting with<br \/>\nlaughter as the tiddly-winks climbed hopefully up the ladders and then<br \/>\ncame slithering down the snakes again, almost to the starting-point. They<br \/>\nplayed eight games, winning four each. His tiny sister, too young to<br \/>\nunderstand what the game was about, had sat propped up against a bolster,<br \/>\nlaughing because the others were laughing. For a whole afternoon they had<br \/>\nall been happy together, as in his earlier childhood.<\/p>\n<p>He pushed the picture out of his mind. It was a false memory. He was<br \/>\ntroubled by false memories occasionally. They did not matter so long as<br \/>\none knew them for what they were. Some things had happened, others had not<br \/>\nhappened. He turned back to the chessboard and picked up the white knight<br \/>\nagain. Almost in the same instant it dropped on to the board with a<br \/>\nclatter. He had started as though a pin had run into him.<\/p>\n<p>A shrill trumpet-call had pierced the air. It was the bulletin! Victory!<br \/>\nIt always meant victory when a trumpet-call preceded the news. A sort of<br \/>\nelectric drill ran through the cafe. Even the waiters had started and<br \/>\npricked up their ears.<\/p>\n<p>The trumpet-call had let loose an enormous volume of noise. Already an<br \/>\nexcited voice was gabbling from the telescreen, but even as it started<br \/>\nit was almost drowned by a roar of cheering from outside. The news had<br \/>\nrun round the streets like magic. He could hear just enough of what was<br \/>\nissuing from the telescreen to realize that it had all happened, as he had<br \/>\nforeseen; a vast seaborne armada had secretly assembled a sudden blow in<br \/>\nthe enemy&#8217;s rear, the white arrow tearing across the tail of the black.<br \/>\nFragments of triumphant phrases pushed themselves through the din: &#8216;Vast<br \/>\nstrategic manoeuvre&#8211;perfect co-ordination&#8211;utter rout&#8211;half a million<br \/>\nprisoners&#8211;complete demoralization&#8211;control of the whole of Africa&#8211;bring<br \/>\nthe war within measurable distance of its end&#8211;victory&#8211;greatest victory<br \/>\nin human history&#8211;victory, victory, victory!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Under the table Winston&#8217;s feet made convulsive movements. He had not<br \/>\nstirred from his seat, but in his mind he was running, swiftly running,<br \/>\nhe was with the crowds outside, cheering himself deaf. He looked up again<br \/>\nat the portrait of Big Brother. The colossus that bestrode the world!<br \/>\nThe rock against which the hordes of Asia dashed themselves in vain! He<br \/>\nthought how ten minutes ago&#8211;yes, only ten minutes&#8211;there had still been<br \/>\nequivocation in his heart as he wondered whether the news from the front<br \/>\nwould be of victory or defeat. Ah, it was more than a Eurasian army that<br \/>\nhad perished! Much had changed in him since that first day in the Ministry<br \/>\nof Love, but the final, indispensable, healing change had never happened,<br \/>\nuntil this moment.<\/p>\n<p>The voice from the telescreen was still pouring forth its tale of prisoners<br \/>\nand booty and slaughter, but the shouting outside had died down a little.<br \/>\nThe waiters were turning back to their work. One of them approached with<br \/>\nthe gin bottle. Winston, sitting in a blissful dream, paid no attention<br \/>\nas his glass was filled up. He was not running or cheering any longer. He<br \/>\nwas back in the Ministry of Love, with everything forgiven, his soul white<br \/>\nas snow. He was in the public dock, confessing everything, implicating<br \/>\neverybody. He was walking down the white-tiled corridor, with the feeling<br \/>\nof walking in sunlight, and an armed guard at his back. The long-hoped-for<br \/>\nbullet was entering his brain.<\/p>\n<p>He gazed up at the enormous face. Forty years it had taken him to learn<br \/>\nwhat kind of smile was hidden beneath the dark moustache. O cruel, needless<br \/>\nmisunderstanding! O stubborn, self-willed exile from the loving breast!<br \/>\nTwo gin-scented tears trickled down the sides of his nose. But it was all<br \/>\nright, everything was all right, the struggle was finished. He had won<br \/>\nthe victory over himself. He loved Big Brother.<\/p>\n<p>THE END<\/p>\n<p>APPENDIX.<\/p>\n<p>The Principles of Newspeak<\/p>\n<p>Newspeak was the official language of Oceania and had been devised to meet<br \/>\nthe ideological needs of Ingsoc, or English Socialism. In the year 1984<br \/>\nthere was not as yet anyone who used Newspeak as his sole means of<br \/>\ncommunication, either in speech or writing. The leading articles in<br \/>\n&#8216;The Times&#8217; were written in it, but this was a TOUR DE FORCE which could<br \/>\nonly be carried out by a specialist. It was expected that Newspeak would<br \/>\nhave finally superseded Oldspeak (or Standard English, as we should<br \/>\ncall it) by about the year 2050. Meanwhile it gained ground steadily, all<br \/>\nParty members tending to use Newspeak words and grammatical constructions<br \/>\nmore and more in their everyday speech. The version in use in 1984, and<br \/>\nembodied in the Ninth and Tenth Editions of the Newspeak Dictionary, was<br \/>\na provisional one, and contained many superfluous words and archaic<br \/>\nformations which were due to be suppressed later. It is with the final,<br \/>\nperfected version, as embodied in the Eleventh Edition of the Dictionary,<br \/>\nthat we are concerned here.<\/p>\n<p>The purpose of Newspeak was not only to provide a medium of expression<br \/>\nfor the world-view and mental habits proper to the devotees of Ingsoc,<br \/>\nbut to make all other modes of thought impossible. It was intended that<br \/>\nwhen Newspeak had been adopted once and for all and Oldspeak forgotten,<br \/>\na heretical thought&#8211;that is, a thought diverging from the principles of<br \/>\nIngsoc&#8211;should be literally unthinkable, at least so far as thought is<br \/>\ndependent on words. Its vocabulary was so constructed as to give exact and<br \/>\noften very subtle expression to every meaning that a Party member could<br \/>\nproperly wish to express, while excluding all other meanings and also the<br \/>\npossibility of arriving at them by indirect methods. This was done partly<br \/>\nby the invention of new words, but chiefly by eliminating undesirable<br \/>\nwords and by stripping such words as remained of unorthodox meanings, and<br \/>\nso far as possible of all secondary meanings whatever. To give a single<br \/>\nexample. The word FREE still existed in Newspeak, but it could only be<br \/>\nused in such statements as &#8216;This dog is free from lice&#8217; or &#8216;This field is<br \/>\nfree from weeds&#8217;. It could not be used in its old sense of &#8216;politically<br \/>\nfree&#8217; or &#8216;intellectually free&#8217; since political and intellectual freedom no<br \/>\nlonger existed even as concepts, and were therefore of necessity nameless.<br \/>\nQuite apart from the suppression of definitely heretical words, reduction<br \/>\nof vocabulary was regarded as an end in itself, and no word that could be<br \/>\ndispensed with was allowed to survive. Newspeak was designed not to extend<br \/>\nbut to DIMINISH the range of thought, and this purpose was indirectly<br \/>\nassisted by cutting the choice of words down to a minimum.<\/p>\n<p>Newspeak was founded on the English language as we now know it, though<br \/>\nmany Newspeak sentences, even when not containing newly-created words,<br \/>\nwould be barely intelligible to an English-speaker of our own day. Newspeak<br \/>\nwords were divided into three distinct classes, known as the A vocabulary,<br \/>\nthe B vocabulary (also called compound words), and the C vocabulary.<br \/>\nIt will be simpler to discuss each class separately, but the grammatical<br \/>\npeculiarities of the language can be dealt with in the section devoted to<br \/>\nthe A vocabulary, since the same rules held good for all three categories.<\/p>\n<p>THE A VOCABULARY. The A vocabulary consisted of the words needed for the<br \/>\nbusiness of everyday life&#8211;for such things as eating, drinking, working,<br \/>\nputting on one&#8217;s clothes, going up and down stairs, riding in vehicles,<br \/>\ngardening, cooking, and the like. It was composed almost entirely of words<br \/>\nthat we already possess words like HIT, RUN, DOG, TREE, SUGAR, HOUSE,<br \/>\nFIELD&#8211;but in comparison with the present-day English vocabulary their<br \/>\nnumber was extremely small, while their meanings were far more rigidly<br \/>\ndefined. All ambiguities and shades of meaning had been purged out of<br \/>\nthem. So far as it could be achieved, a Newspeak word of this class was<br \/>\nsimply a staccato sound expressing ONE clearly understood concept. It<br \/>\nwould have been quite impossible to use the A vocabulary for literary<br \/>\npurposes or for political or philosophical discussion. It was intended<br \/>\nonly to express simple, purposive thoughts, usually involving concrete<br \/>\nobjects or physical actions.<\/p>\n<p>The grammar of Newspeak had two outstanding peculiarities. The first of<br \/>\nthese was an almost complete interchangeability between different parts of<br \/>\nspeech. Any word in the language (in principle this applied even to very<br \/>\nabstract words such as IF or WHEN) could be used either as verb, noun,<br \/>\nadjective, or adverb. Between the verb and the noun form, when they were<br \/>\nof the same root, there was never any variation, this rule of itself<br \/>\ninvolving the destruction of many archaic forms. The word THOUGHT, for<br \/>\nexample, did not exist in Newspeak. Its place was taken by THINK, which<br \/>\ndid duty for both noun and verb. No etymological principle was followed<br \/>\nhere: in some cases it was the original noun that was chosen for retention,<br \/>\nin other cases the verb. Even where a noun and verb of kindred meaning<br \/>\nwere not etymologically connected, one or other of them was frequently<br \/>\nsuppressed. There was, for example, no such word as CUT, its meaning being<br \/>\nsufficiently covered by the noun-verb KNIFE. Adjectives were formed by<br \/>\nadding the suffix -FUL to the noun-verb, and adverbs by adding -WISE. Thus<br \/>\nfor example, SPEEDFUL meant &#8216;rapid&#8217; and SPEEDWISE meant &#8216;quickly&#8217;. Certain<br \/>\nof our present-day adjectives, such as GOOD, STRONG, BIG, BLACK, SOFT,<br \/>\nwere retained, but their total number was very small. There was little<br \/>\nneed for them, since almost any adjectival meaning could be arrived at by<br \/>\nadding -FUL to a noun-verb. None of the now-existing adverbs was retained,<br \/>\nexcept for a very few already ending in -WISE: the -WISE termination was<br \/>\ninvariable. The word WELL, for example, was replaced by GOODWISE.<\/p>\n<p>In addition, any word&#8211;this again applied in principle to every word in<br \/>\nthe language&#8211;could be negatived by adding the affix UN-, or could be<br \/>\nstrengthened by the affix PLUS-, or, for still greater emphasis,<br \/>\nDOUBLEPLUS-. Thus, for example, UNCOLD meant &#8216;warm&#8217;, while PLUSCOLD and<br \/>\nDOUBLEPLUSCOLD meant, respectively, &#8216;very cold&#8217; and &#8216;superlatively cold&#8217;.<br \/>\nIt was also possible, as in present-day English, to modify the meaning of<br \/>\nalmost any word by prepositional affixes such as ANTE-, POST-, UP-, DOWN-,<br \/>\netc. By such methods it was found possible to bring about an enormous<br \/>\ndiminution of vocabulary. Given, for instance, the word GOOD, there was no<br \/>\nneed for such a word as BAD, since the required meaning was equally<br \/>\nwell&#8211;indeed, better&#8211;expressed by UNGOOD. All that was necessary, in any<br \/>\ncase where two words formed a natural pair of opposites, was to decide<br \/>\nwhich of them to suppress. DARK, for example, could be replaced by UNLIGHT,<br \/>\nor LIGHT by UNDARK, according to preference.<\/p>\n<p>The second distinguishing mark of Newspeak grammar was its regularity.<br \/>\nSubject to a few exceptions which are mentioned below all inflexions<br \/>\nfollowed the same rules. Thus, in all verbs the preterite and the past<br \/>\nparticiple were the same and ended in -ED. The preterite of STEAL was<br \/>\nSTEALED, the preterite of THINK was THINKED, and so on throughout the<br \/>\nlanguage, all such forms as SWAM, GAVE, BROUGHT, SPOKE, TAKEN, etc., being<br \/>\nabolished. All plurals were made by adding -S or -ES as the case might be.<br \/>\nThe plurals OF MAN, OX, LIFE, were MANS, OXES, LIFES. Comparison of<br \/>\nadjectives was invariably made by adding -ER, -EST (GOOD, GOODER, GOODEST),<br \/>\nirregular forms and the MORE, MOST formation being suppressed.<\/p>\n<p>The only classes of words that were still allowed to inflect irregularly<br \/>\nwere the pronouns, the relatives, the demonstrative adjectives, and the<br \/>\nauxiliary verbs. All of these followed their ancient usage, except that<br \/>\nWHOM had been scrapped as unnecessary, and the SHALL, SHOULD tenses had<br \/>\nbeen dropped, all their uses being covered by WILL and WOULD. There were<br \/>\nalso certain irregularities in word-formation arising out of the need for<br \/>\nrapid and easy speech. A word which was difficult to utter, or was liable<br \/>\nto be incorrectly heard, was held to be ipso facto a bad word; occasionally<br \/>\ntherefore, for the sake of euphony, extra letters were inserted into a word<br \/>\nor an archaic formation was retained. But this need made itself felt<br \/>\nchiefly in connexion with the B vocabulary. WHY so great an importance was<br \/>\nattached to ease of pronunciation will be made clear later in this essay.<\/p>\n<p>THE B VOCABULARY. The B vocabulary consisted of words which had been<br \/>\ndeliberately constructed for political purposes: words, that is to say,<br \/>\nwhich not only had in every case a political implication, but were intended<br \/>\nto impose a desirable mental attitude upon the person using them. Without<br \/>\na full understanding of the principles of Ingsoc it was difficult to use<br \/>\nthese words correctly. In some cases they could be translated into<br \/>\nOldspeak, or even into words taken from the A vocabulary, but this usually<br \/>\ndemanded a long paraphrase and always involved the loss of certain<br \/>\novertones. The B words were a sort of verbal shorthand, often packing<br \/>\nwhole ranges of ideas into a few syllables, and at the same time more<br \/>\naccurate and forcible than ordinary language.<\/p>\n<p>The B words were in all cases compound words. [Compound words such as<br \/>\nSPEAKWRITE, were of course to be found in the A vocabulary, but these were<br \/>\nmerely convenient abbreviations and had no special ideological colour.]<br \/>\nThey consisted of two or more words, or portions of words, welded together<br \/>\nin an easily pronounceable form. The resulting amalgam was always a<br \/>\nnoun-verb, and inflected according to the ordinary rules. To take a single<br \/>\nexample: the word GOODTHINK, meaning, very roughly, &#8216;orthodoxy&#8217;, or, if<br \/>\none chose to regard it as a verb, &#8216;to think in an orthodox manner&#8217;. This<br \/>\ninflected as follows: noun-verb, GOODTHINK; past tense and past participle,<br \/>\nGOODTHINKED; present participle, GOOD-THINKING; adjective, GOODTHINKFUL;<br \/>\nadverb, GOODTHINKWISE; verbal noun, GOODTHINKER.<\/p>\n<p>The B words were not constructed on any etymological plan. The words of<br \/>\nwhich they were made up could be any parts of speech, and could be placed<br \/>\nin any order and mutilated in any way which made them easy to pronounce<br \/>\nwhile indicating their derivation. In the word CRIMETHINK (thoughtcrime),<br \/>\nfor instance, the THINK came second, whereas in THINKPOL (Thought Police)<br \/>\nit came first, and in the latter word POLICE had lost its second syllable.<br \/>\nBecause of the great difficulty in securing euphony, irregular formations<br \/>\nwere commoner in the B vocabulary than in the A vocabulary. For example,<br \/>\nthe adjective forms of MINITRUE, MINIPAX, and MINILUV were, respectively,<br \/>\nMINITRUTHFUL, MINIPEACEFUL, and MINILOVELY, simply because -TRUEFUL,<br \/>\n-PAXFUL, and -LOVEFUL were slightly awkward to pronounce. In principle,<br \/>\nhowever, all B words could inflect, and all inflected in exactly the<br \/>\nsame way.<\/p>\n<p>Some of the B words had highly subtilized meanings, barely intelligible to<br \/>\nanyone who had not mastered the language as a whole. Consider, for example,<br \/>\nsuch a typical sentence from a &#8216;Times&#8217; leading article as OLDTHINKERS<br \/>\nUNBELLYFEEL INGSOC. The shortest rendering that one could make of this<br \/>\nin Oldspeak would be: &#8216;Those whose ideas were formed before the Revolution<br \/>\ncannot have a full emotional understanding of the principles of English<br \/>\nSocialism.&#8217; But this is not an adequate translation. To begin with, in<br \/>\norder to grasp the full meaning of the Newspeak sentence quoted above,<br \/>\none would have to have a clear idea of what is meant by INGSOC. And in<br \/>\naddition, only a person thoroughly grounded in Ingsoc could appreciate<br \/>\nthe full force of the word BELLYFEEL, which implied a blind, enthusiastic<br \/>\nacceptance difficult to imagine today; or of the word OLDTHINK, which was<br \/>\ninextricably mixed up with the idea of wickedness and decadence. But the<br \/>\nspecial function of certain Newspeak words, of which OLDTHINK was one,<br \/>\nwas not so much to express meanings as to destroy them. These words,<br \/>\nnecessarily few in number, had had their meanings extended until they<br \/>\ncontained within themselves whole batteries of words which, as they were<br \/>\nsufficiently covered by a single comprehensive term, could now be scrapped<br \/>\nand forgotten. The greatest difficulty facing the compilers of the Newspeak<br \/>\nDictionary was not to invent new words, but, having invented them, to make<br \/>\nsure what they meant: to make sure, that is to say, what ranges of words<br \/>\nthey cancelled by their existence.<\/p>\n<p>As we have already seen in the case of the word FREE, words which had<br \/>\nonce borne a heretical meaning were sometimes retained for the sake of<br \/>\nconvenience, but only with the undesirable meanings purged out of them.<br \/>\nCountless other words such as HONOUR, JUSTICE, MORALITY, INTERNATIONALISM,<br \/>\nDEMOCRACY, SCIENCE, and RELIGION had simply ceased to exist. A few blanket<br \/>\nwords covered them, and, in covering them, abolished them. All words<br \/>\ngrouping themselves round the concepts of liberty and equality, for<br \/>\ninstance, were contained in the single word CRIMETHINK, while all words<br \/>\ngrouping themselves round the concepts of objectivity and rationalism<br \/>\nwere contained in the single word OLDTHINK. Greater precision would have<br \/>\nbeen dangerous. What was required in a Party member was an outlook similar<br \/>\nto that of the ancient Hebrew who knew, without knowing much else, that<br \/>\nall nations other than his own worshipped &#8216;false gods&#8217;. He did not need to<br \/>\nknow that these gods were called Baal, Osiris, Moloch, Ashtaroth, and the<br \/>\nlike: probably the less he knew about them the better for his orthodoxy.<br \/>\nHe knew Jehovah and the commandments of Jehovah: he knew, therefore, that<br \/>\nall gods with other names or other attributes were false gods. In somewhat<br \/>\nthe same way, the party member knew what constituted right conduct, and in<br \/>\nexceedingly vague, generalized terms he knew what kinds of departure from<br \/>\nit were possible. His sexual life, for example, was entirely regulated by<br \/>\nthe two Newspeak words SEXCRIME (sexual immorality) and GOODSEX (chastity).<br \/>\nSEXCRIME covered all sexual misdeeds whatever. It covered fornication,<br \/>\nadultery, homosexuality, and other perversions, and, in addition, normal<br \/>\nintercourse practised for its own sake. There was no need to enumerate<br \/>\nthem separately, since they were all equally culpable, and, in principle,<br \/>\nall punishable by death. In the C vocabulary, which consisted of scientific<br \/>\nand technical words, it might be necessary to give specialized names to<br \/>\ncertain sexual aberrations, but the ordinary citizen had no need of them.<br \/>\nHe knew what was meant by GOODSEX&#8211;that is to say, normal intercourse<br \/>\nbetween man and wife, for the sole purpose of begetting children, and<br \/>\nwithout physical pleasure on the part of the woman: all else was SEXCRIME.<br \/>\nIn Newspeak it was seldom possible to follow a heretical thought further<br \/>\nthan the perception that it WAS heretical: beyond that point the necessary<br \/>\nwords were nonexistent.<\/p>\n<p>No word in the B vocabulary was ideologically neutral. A great many were<br \/>\neuphemisms. Such words, for instance, as JOYCAMP (forced-labour camp) or<br \/>\nMINIPAX (Ministry of Peace, i.e. Ministry of War) meant almost the exact<br \/>\nopposite of what they appeared to mean. Some words, on the other hand,<br \/>\ndisplayed a frank and contemptuous understanding of the real nature of<br \/>\nOceanic society. An example was PROLEFEED, meaning the rubbishy<br \/>\nentertainment and spurious news which the Party handed out to the masses.<br \/>\nOther words, again, were ambivalent, having the connotation &#8216;good&#8217; when<br \/>\napplied to the Party and &#8216;bad&#8217; when applied to its enemies. But in<br \/>\naddition there were great numbers of words which at first sight appeared<br \/>\nto be mere abbreviations and which derived their ideological colour not<br \/>\nfrom their meaning, but from their structure.<\/p>\n<p>So far as it could be contrived, everything that had or might have<br \/>\npolitical significance of any kind was fitted into the B vocabulary. The<br \/>\nname of every organization, or body of people, or doctrine, or country, or<br \/>\ninstitution, or public building, was invariably cut down into the familiar<br \/>\nshape; that is, a single easily pronounced word with the smallest number<br \/>\nof syllables that would preserve the original derivation. In the Ministry<br \/>\nof Truth, for example, the Records Department, in which Winston Smith<br \/>\nworked, was called RECDEP, the Fiction Department was called FICDEP, the<br \/>\nTeleprogrammes Department was called TELEDEP, and so on. This was not<br \/>\ndone solely with the object of saving time. Even in the early decades of<br \/>\nthe twentieth century, telescoped words and phrases had been one of the<br \/>\ncharacteristic features of political language; and it had been noticed<br \/>\nthat the tendency to use abbreviations of this kind was most marked in<br \/>\ntotalitarian countries and totalitarian organizations. Examples were such<br \/>\nwords as NAZI, GESTAPO, COMINTERN, INPRECORR, AGITPROP. In the beginning<br \/>\nthe practice had been adopted as it were instinctively, but in Newspeak<br \/>\nit was used with a conscious purpose. It was perceived that in thus<br \/>\nabbreviating a name one narrowed and subtly altered its meaning, by<br \/>\ncutting out most of the associations that would otherwise cling to it.<br \/>\nThe words COMMUNIST INTERNATIONAL, for instance, call up a composite<br \/>\npicture of universal human brotherhood, red flags, barricades, Karl Marx,<br \/>\nand the Paris Commune. The word COMINTERN, on the other hand, suggests<br \/>\nmerely a tightly-knit organization and a well-defined body of doctrine.<br \/>\nIt refers to something almost as easily recognized, and as limited in<br \/>\npurpose, as a chair or a table. COMINTERN is a word that can be uttered<br \/>\nalmost without taking thought, whereas COMMUNIST INTERNATIONAL is a phrase<br \/>\nover which one is obliged to linger at least momentarily. In the same way,<br \/>\nthe associations called up by a word like MINITRUE are fewer and more<br \/>\ncontrollable than those called up by MINISTRY OF TRUTH. This accounted not<br \/>\nonly for the habit of abbreviating whenever possible, but also for the<br \/>\nalmost exaggerated care that was taken to make every word easily<br \/>\npronounceable.<\/p>\n<p>In Newspeak, euphony outweighed every consideration other than exactitude<br \/>\nof meaning. Regularity of grammar was always sacrificed to it when it<br \/>\nseemed necessary. And rightly so, since what was required, above all for<br \/>\npolitical purposes, was short clipped words of unmistakable meaning which<br \/>\ncould be uttered rapidly and which roused the minimum of echoes in the<br \/>\nspeaker&#8217;s mind. The words of the B vocabulary even gained in force from<br \/>\nthe fact that nearly all of them were very much alike. Almost invariably<br \/>\nthese words&#8211;GOODTHINK, MINIPAX, PROLEFEED, SEXCRIME, JOYCAMP, INGSOC,<br \/>\nBELLYFEEL, THINKPOL, and countless others&#8211;were words of two or three<br \/>\nsyllables, with the stress distributed equally between the first syllable<br \/>\nand the last. The use of them encouraged a gabbling style of speech, at<br \/>\nonce staccato and monotonous. And this was exactly what was aimed at. The<br \/>\nintention was to make speech, and especially speech on any subject not<br \/>\nideologically neutral, as nearly as possible independent of consciousness.<br \/>\nFor the purposes of everyday life it was no doubt necessary, or sometimes<br \/>\nnecessary, to reflect before speaking, but a Party member called upon to<br \/>\nmake a political or ethical judgement should be able to spray forth the<br \/>\ncorrect opinions as automatically as a machine gun spraying forth bullets.<br \/>\nHis training fitted him to do this, the language gave him an almost<br \/>\nfoolproof instrument, and the texture of the words, with their harsh sound<br \/>\nand a certain wilful ugliness which was in accord with the spirit of<br \/>\nIngsoc, assisted the process still further.<\/p>\n<p>So did the fact of having very few words to choose from. Relative to our<br \/>\nown, the Newspeak vocabulary was tiny, and new ways of reducing it were<br \/>\nconstantly being devised. Newspeak, indeed, differed from most all other<br \/>\nlanguages in that its vocabulary grew smaller instead of larger every<br \/>\nyear. Each reduction was a gain, since the smaller the area of choice,<br \/>\nthe smaller the temptation to take thought. Ultimately it was hoped to<br \/>\nmake articulate speech issue from the larynx without involving the higher<br \/>\nbrain centres at all. This aim was frankly admitted in the Newspeak word<br \/>\nDUCKSPEAK, meaning &#8216;to quack like a duck&#8217;. Like various other words in<br \/>\nthe B vocabulary, DUCKSPEAK was ambivalent in meaning. Provided that the<br \/>\nopinions which were quacked out were orthodox ones, it implied nothing but<br \/>\npraise, and when &#8216;The Times&#8217; referred to one of the orators of the Party<br \/>\nas a DOUBLEPLUSGOOD DUCKSPEAKER it was paying a warm and valued compliment.<\/p>\n<p>THE C VOCABULARY. The C vocabulary was supplementary to the others and<br \/>\nconsisted entirely of scientific and technical terms. These resembled the<br \/>\nscientific terms in use today, and were constructed from the same roots,<br \/>\nbut the usual care was taken to define them rigidly and strip them of<br \/>\nundesirable meanings. They followed the same grammatical rules as the<br \/>\nwords in the other two vocabularies. Very few of the C words had any<br \/>\ncurrency either in everyday speech or in political speech. Any scientific<br \/>\nworker or technician could find all the words he needed in the list devoted<br \/>\nto his own speciality, but he seldom had more than a smattering of the<br \/>\nwords occurring in the other lists. Only a very few words were common to<br \/>\nall lists, and there was no vocabulary expressing the function of Science<br \/>\nas a habit of mind, or a method of thought, irrespective of its particular<br \/>\nbranches. There was, indeed, no word for &#8216;Science&#8217;, any meaning that it<br \/>\ncould possibly bear being already sufficiently covered by the word INGSOC.<\/p>\n<p>From the foregoing account it will be seen that in Newspeak the expression<br \/>\nof unorthodox opinions, above a very low level, was well-nigh impossible.<br \/>\nIt was of course possible to utter heresies of a very crude kind, a<br \/>\nspecies of blasphemy. It would have been possible, for example, to say<br \/>\nBIG BROTHER IS UNGOOD. But this statement, which to an orthodox ear merely<br \/>\nconveyed a self-evident absurdity, could not have been sustained by<br \/>\nreasoned argument, because the necessary words were not available. Ideas<br \/>\ninimical to Ingsoc could only be entertained in a vague wordless form,<br \/>\nand could only be named in very broad terms which lumped together and<br \/>\ncondemned whole groups of heresies without defining them in doing so.<br \/>\nOne could, in fact, only use Newspeak for unorthodox purposes by<br \/>\nillegitimately translating some of the words back into Oldspeak. For<br \/>\nexample, ALL MANS ARE EQUAL was a possible Newspeak sentence, but only<br \/>\nin the same sense in which ALL MEN ARE REDHAIRED is a possible Oldspeak<br \/>\nsentence. It did not contain a grammatical error, but it expressed<br \/>\na palpable untruth&#8211;i.e. that all men are of equal size, weight, or<br \/>\nstrength. The concept of political equality no longer existed, and this<br \/>\nsecondary meaning had accordingly been purged out of the word EQUAL.<br \/>\nIn 1984, when Oldspeak was still the normal means of communication,<br \/>\nthe danger theoretically existed that in using Newspeak words one might<br \/>\nremember their original meanings. In practice it was not difficult for<br \/>\nany person well grounded in DOUBLETHINK to avoid doing this, but within<br \/>\na couple of generations even the possibility of such a lapse would have<br \/>\nvanished. A person growing up with Newspeak as his sole language would no<br \/>\nmore know that EQUAL had once had the secondary meaning of &#8216;politically<br \/>\nequal&#8217;, or that FREE had once meant &#8216;intellectually free&#8217;, than for<br \/>\ninstance, a person who had never heard of chess would be aware of the<br \/>\nsecondary meanings attaching to QUEEN and ROOK. There would be many<br \/>\ncrimes and errors which it would be beyond his power to commit, simply<br \/>\nbecause they were nameless and therefore unimaginable. And it was to be<br \/>\nforeseen that with the passage of time the distinguishing characteristics<br \/>\nof Newspeak would become more and more pronounced&#8211;its words growing<br \/>\nfewer and fewer, their meanings more and more rigid, and the chance of<br \/>\nputting them to improper uses always diminishing.<\/p>\n<p>When Oldspeak had been once and for all superseded, the last link with<br \/>\nthe past would have been severed. History had already been rewritten,<br \/>\nbut fragments of the literature of the past survived here and there,<br \/>\nimperfectly censored, and so long as one retained one&#8217;s knowledge of<br \/>\nOldspeak it was possible to read them. In the future such fragments, even<br \/>\nif they chanced to survive, would be unintelligible and untranslatable.<br \/>\nIt was impossible to translate any passage of Oldspeak into Newspeak unless<br \/>\nit either referred to some technical process or some very simple everyday<br \/>\naction, or was already orthodox (GOODTHINKFUL would be the Newspeak<br \/>\nexpression) in tendency. In practice this meant that no book written before<br \/>\napproximately 1960 could be translated as a whole. Pre-revolutionary<br \/>\nliterature could only be subjected to ideological translation&#8211;that is,<br \/>\nalteration in sense as well as language. Take for example the well-known<br \/>\npassage from the Declaration of Independence:<\/p>\n<p>WE HOLD THESE TRUTHS TO BE SELF-EVIDENT, THAT ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL,<br \/>\nTHAT THEY ARE ENDOWED BY THEIR CREATOR WITH CERTAIN INALIENABLE RIGHTS,<br \/>\nTHAT AMONG THESE ARE LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.<br \/>\nTHAT TO SECURE THESE RIGHTS, GOVERNMENTS ARE INSTITUTED AMONG MEN,<br \/>\nDERIVING THEIR POWERS FROM THE CONSENT OF THE GOVERNED. THAT WHENEVER<br \/>\nANY FORM OF GOVERNMENT BECOMES DESTRUCTIVE OF THOSE ENDS, IT IS THE RIGHT<br \/>\nOF THE PEOPLE TO ALTER OR ABOLISH IT, AND TO INSTITUTE NEW GOVERNMENT&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>It would have been quite impossible to render this into Newspeak while<br \/>\nkeeping to the sense of the original. The nearest one could come to doing<br \/>\nso would be to swallow the whole passage up in the single word CRIMETHINK.<br \/>\nA full translation could only be an ideological translation, whereby<br \/>\nJefferson&#8217;s words would be changed into a panegyric on absolute government.<\/p>\n<p>A good deal of the literature of the past was, indeed, already being<br \/>\ntransformed in this way. Considerations of prestige made it desirable to<br \/>\npreserve the memory of certain historical figures, while at the same time<br \/>\nbringing their achievements into line with the philosophy of Ingsoc.<br \/>\nVarious writers, such as Shakespeare, Milton, Swift, Byron, Dickens, and<br \/>\nsome others were therefore in process of translation: when the task had<br \/>\nbeen completed, their original writings, with all else that survived of<br \/>\nthe literature of the past, would be destroyed. These translations were<br \/>\na slow and difficult business, and it was not expected that they would<br \/>\nbe finished before the first or second decade of the twenty-first<br \/>\ncentury. There were also large quantities of merely utilitarian<br \/>\nliterature&#8211;indispensable technical manuals, and the like&#8211;that had to<br \/>\nbe treated in the same way. It was chiefly in order to allow time for<br \/>\nthe preliminary work of translation that the final adoption of Newspeak<br \/>\nhad been fixed for so late a date as 2050.<\/p>\n<p>THE END<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Title: Nineteen eighty-four Author: George Orwell (pseudonym of Eric Blair) (1903-1950) PART ONE Chapter 1 It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking thirteen. 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