The reason I don’t like old music, or listening to the old music I used to listen to, old clothes I purchased in the past and used to wear, maybe even car preferences — I’m in a different stage in my life, walking around all day in Culver City arm carrying Seneca, and all this old stuff which used to define me at a past certain stage in my life (Vietnam, Orange County, Providence Rhode Island etc)— no longer does!

Even now a sports car has almost zero appeal to me- even tshirts have no more appeal to me let alone long sleeve button up shirts!

Understand and appreciate and love that each stage in your life is different and you must allow and permit and almost force yourself to adapt!

Enjoy that new new shit! That new new approach and new new concept!

New: off the grid workouts, also … mobile, moving, walking, farmer’s carry type mobile exercises? Strongman, or something else … I need a better concept.

Why would you desire the same things you desired as you did when you were childless?