A thought: what is it that way you really desire? My thought: the beautiful.
Contrary to popular wisdom, it isn’t the body which is of the apex beauty. Rather, the face. it’s my theory that genetic fitness and evolutionarily instincts are in the human face. Even when it comes to design objects, like automobile cars, they try to make the face or the front wheel of the car look like a human face. For more aggressive masculine cars, they try to make the face look very angry. If you want the car to look more feminine, more curves and rounded corners.
Certainly the way that your face looks is also hugely determined by your hormones. For example, a man with a more masculine face will probably have more testosterone in his system. and I believe that any man can make his face look more masculine, by naturally increasing his testosterone by eating more fatty red steak meat, and through powerlifting or other forms of virtuous weightlifting.